Chapter 180 Denial(1/2)
It rained again in Yuecheng.
In the footsteps of winter, I can finally step into this bustling city.
Gu Qingzhou hadn't seen Si Xingpei again for a long time, nor did he go to the Governor's Mansion again.
She heard from Yan Luoshui that Si Qiongzhi, the third lady of the Governor's Mansion, still stayed in Yuecheng. The Governor did not give up on her and decided to re-educate her.
"... The governor asked Si Qiongzhi to study medicine at St. John's University, and my father asked me if I graduate next year, should I stay at St. John's study medicine?" Yan Luoshui said.
Si Qiongzhi is no longer a lady who simply raises food, drinks and plays in the deep house. The Governor of Si asked her to learn Western medicine and become a military doctor in the future. When the war begins, she can go to the battlefield.
Mrs. Si was unhappy and thought that this was a temporary solution, so she did not dare to object.
In this way, Si Qiongzhi stayed in Yuecheng, and the governor of Si forgives her mistake.
"Actually, I really want to learn Western medicine." Gu Qingzhou said, "It is great to be tolerant. Understanding Western medicine is more beneficial to the development of traditional Chinese medicine."
"If you want to go to St. John, we can join us. I won't go abroad anyway." Yan Luoshui said.
The five children of the Yan family, Yan Luoshui's elder brother and third sister, all settled abroad. The parents cannot be left with their parents. Yan Yiyuan cannot be too arrogant. He must have gone out for a walk, but Yan Luoshui will stay with his parents.
She will not follow the path of studying abroad.
Yan Luoshui, the daughter of the Chief of Staff of the Military Government, does not have to worry about marrying her. She does not need to brush a layer of gold powder to show her value.
"Let's talk about it." Gu Qingzhou stammered and did not dare to talk about his future lightly.
Her future is in the hands of Si Xingpei, and she can't help it.
Yan Luoshui also thought of this, looked at Gu Qingzhou with worries and sighed softly.
"...... Qingzhou, I think Si Xingpei is not bad." Yan Luoshui said suddenly.
Gu Qingzhou was slightly surprised and looked at Yan Luoshui.
I said before, is Si Xingpei the most dirty?
"Bather said, he is very attentive to you, and he insists on not letting go of you. He should like you very much." Yan Luoshui said.
Gu Qingzhou was silent.
If you like it, what's the use?
It was a wrong beginning when Gu Qingzhou met him from the beginning.
"I don't like him." Gu Qingzhou said, "So no matter how good he is, no matter how much he likes me, it is meaningless to me. Just like I cannot eat spicy food, no matter how good the spicy food is, it is also a poison to me."
Yan Luoshui nodded.
"Does my intention not matter? I don't have the right to choose which kind of man I love?" Gu Qingzhou asked back.
Yan Luoshui immediately said, "Of course there is. I'm sorry, I have no other intention..."
"I know." Gu Qingzhou held her hand.
She looked out the window and the thin raindrops fell on the car window, scattered.
Her heart was even heavier.
She couldn't wait otherwise she wouldn't love Si Xingpei, why?
Did she also suspect that she had fallen into a trap?
Such thoughts made Gu Qingzhou feel cold all over his body.
Wanxi chatted with Gu Shao, and Gu Qingzhou also talked about the medical department of St. John's University.
Gu Shao said: "St. John's University is the best university in East China. If you want to study, it will have a good future."
Gu Qingzhou said: "I didn't expect it before, but later I thought, some people said that war was a rock rolling down from the mountain, and no one could stop it. Sooner or later it would come to us. I can't carry a gun to fight, it would be good to be a military nurse."
"No need to do this." Gu Shao said, "We are not a military family, so we don't have such a responsibility. If we encounter unrest, just avoid it."
Gu Qingzhou did not refute Gu Shao and nodded.
She doesn't know where her future is. She plans to go to college, so she should forget it.
She asked Gu Shao again: "Have you found something recently?"
Gu Shao paused.
He was not good at lying, so his eyes floated and said, "No."
This shows what he found.
Why can't you say it?
Gu Qingzhou herself has carried too many things that cannot be said to others, so she understands what "unspeakable hiddenness" means.
Gu Shao covered up, Gu Qingzhou pretended not to know, and smiled and said, "Brother, keep checking, tell me if you need money."
Gu Shao nodded.
"However, I can conclude that 60% of me are not the child of the Gu family." Gu Shao said suddenly.
He lowered his eyes and asked in an almost sad voice: "If I were not a child of the Gu family, would you alienate me because of this?"
"Of course not, you will always be my prince!" Gu Qingzhou said.
Gu Shao smiled, his smile a little relieved, and at the same time a little bitter.
Yuecheng in early winter is rainy on weekends, as if God deliberately opposes people and traps everyone at home.
Gu Qingzhou thought about the final exam, but her foundation was too poor and she took another twenty days off. If she wanted to get good grades in the final exam, she naturally needed to be more attentive.
On the morning of the weekend, it started drizzling. Gu Qingzhou wore a cotton robe and went to the pavilion in the back garden to recite Chinese.
She could have been in the room or balcony, but she was afraid of waking up Gu Shao.
Gu Shao has lost a lot of weight recently and is not as energetic as before.
His identity almost crushed him. He is still guarding a secret that cannot be explained to Gu Qingzhou, and he is even more burdened.
The air in the back garden was fresh, and although the sleeves were cold, it made my mind clear. Gu Qingzhou took out the Chinese textbook and recited it carefully.
Then, she heard the crying.
He cried without loudly, sobbing.
When he raised his eyes, Gu Qingzhou saw the fourth concubine Xiangxue, who was lying on the railing of the balcony alone and cried.
The fourth concubine didn't expect that someone would be in the back garden so early. Unexpectedly, she saw Gu Qingzhou, and the fourth concubine immediately turned around and returned to the room.
"Why did she cry?" Gu Qingzhou thought, "Is it possible that something happened to her child who was taken away by Qin Zhengzheng?"
Gu Qingzhou has not had any contact with the fourth concubine recently, because the fourth concubine's handle is in Qin Zhengzheng's hands, so she let Qin Zhengzheng dispatch it.
Even if she wanted to get close to Gu Qingzhou, she couldn't help it.
Gu Qingzhou carved Chinese for half an hour and then came back. Most of the people in the family went downstairs to have breakfast, except Gu Shao.
The fourth concubine's eyes were swollen and she didn't dare to look at Gu Qingzhou.
It’s not novel when my eyes swelled when I woke up in the morning, and no one noticed the strangeness of the fourth concubine.
The fourth concubine had no appetite. When drinking porridge, Gu Qingzhou felt that it was painful for her to swallow.
After breakfast, Gu Qingzhou went upstairs to do his homework and found that the Chinese textbook was in the restaurant, so she came down to pick it up.
As a result, she saw the fourth concubine and the second concubine sitting on the sofa in the living room.
The fourth concubine said to the second concubine: "......I don't want to eat pigeons anymore. If there is an old hen stewed ginseng, it's best."
"Okay, I'll tell the master." The second concubine said, "You are pregnant and just say whatever you want to eat. It's okay."
The fourth concubine nodded.
Seeing Gu Qingzhou standing lightly at the winding stairs, the fourth concubine was startled and her expression changed slightly.
Gu Qingzhou was a little confused when she reacted so much.
It's like someone who does bad things has been caught.
Is the Fourth Aunt doing something bad?
In Gu Qingzhou's opinion, she just wanted an old hen to eat it.
The second concubine was also surprised. She turned to see Gu Qingzhou and smiled and said, "Miss Qingzhou, we are talking about replenishing the weight of winter. Do you have anything to eat?"
"I heard that stewed ginseng soup from old hens is a good product for replenishing qi." Gu Qingzhou said.
"You want to eat too?" the second concubine smiled, "Okay, everyone should make up for it. I'll ask the kitchen to prepare two old hens."
That night, Gu Gongguan ate old hen soup.
Qin Zhengzheng was in a good mood and even talked to her second concubine and talked about chicken soup.
Even the old lady is rare to find fault and scold Gu Qingzhou.
But Gu Qingzhou always feels that there is something wrong.
The fourth concubine's crying and the fact that she heard it when she talked about ginseng chicken soup, Gu Qingzhou had such a big reaction that the chicken soup should have problems.
No problem now, I guess it's still laying some preparations.
To be continued...