"I have always fantasized about you. When you go out for a while, I convinced my mother that if she is really hysterical, I will listen to my dad and send her to a mental hospital. I once thought she was pretending to be sick. Do you know? I thought she was deliberately making me uncomfortable, because for many years, her behavior was normal, elegant, sensible, humorous and funny. I simply didn't believe that she was sick. It was not until we thought you died that I realized how seriously she was sick that it was because I couldn't bear to delay her treatment."

"I want to arrange everything according to everything I arranged, and try to reduce all the damage to the minimum, but in the end, I still hurt everyone. I can't protect anyone, I can't protect my mother, and I can't protect you..."

"Don't say it." Gu Xiangyi's tears had already moistened his eyes, stopping him from continuing to say it. If he continued to say it, her heart would be broken. It was clearly something she knew, but he said it again. In addition to being sad, she was still sad.

"I have never blamed you." Gu Xiangyi said, his tone was a little choked, and he simply buried it in his chest and wiped his tears on his chest. "Don't blame yourself anymore, I never blame you."

"nonsense."

"I don't." This is the truth, Gu Xiangyi said, "When I was in prison, I resented you very much, especially when I was almost humiliated with my child, I resented you even more. I knew that the air ticket was not given by you, and I hated you too. I was thinking, if I didn't have this air ticket, I wouldn't have appeared in prison. However, later, I figured it out and let it go. What does this have to do with you? Even if the air ticket is in my hands, I won't go to Switzerland, I won't have any trouble. I have read a book in prison. No one's fate has nothing to do with others. Whether it's sad or happy, it's your own responsibility."

"I think this sentence is correct, so I will let go of all my resentment towards you."

"But why don't you come to me? Do you know I'm waiting for you?" Mr. Rong was still a little sad when he said that. Perhaps the bed was too warm, and he cherished the people in front of him too much, and before he knew it, he also showed a little fragility.

"I..." Gu Xiangyi closed his eyes and let tears fall on his chest. "I want to forget you and live again. I am too tired. Everything in the past, the grudges between us are too many and too heavy. I don't know what to do. I don't want you to make things difficult for you. I saw in the newspaper that you are all fine. I think the impact my death has brought on you is also small, so you all think I am dead. I started again in Paris, and you started again in a place I can't see. We will never meet again in our lives. That's what I thought at that time."

"Gu Xiangyi, do you know that you are selfish?" Rong Shao held her arm and increased his strength. He even pinched Gu Xiangyi. Sweat fell from her face, causing a trace of pain, but she held it back.

It doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt at all. She knows what the pain feels.

"I'm sorry." She kept owing him a word of sorry. The awkwardness after the reunion was just a small conflict with him, not that she wanted to leave him. She figured it out, and she couldn't say let go so easily.

The lovesickness of these years has been enough.

"Don't leave me again, okay?" said Mr. Rong. He knew he had to strike while the iron was hot, otherwise, when he waited tomorrow, Gu Xiangyi would forget everything and not want to admit it, and would be awkward with him again.

"I'm fool, I never thought of leaving you." Gu Xiangyi said with a smile, raised his head and kissed Mr. Rong's lips. He kissed him quickly, very gentle, not impatient, but just enjoyed the warmth at this moment, and he couldn't bear to break it.

After a long time, he hugged her and fell asleep.

But Gu Xiangyi couldn't sleep well and couldn't sleep all night. After lying for a while, she got up and rubbed her eyebrows. Rong Shao was very satisfied. Gu Xiangyi smiled and his fingers stroked his eyebrows, and his expression became gentler. Suddenly, he browned past the bedside table and saw several photo frames, all of which were her photos. There was one that he didn't know when Rong Shao took it. It was very bright and beautiful, and the background was in the garden where they lived.

She didn't know that when she smiled, she turned out to be so beautiful, and her eyebrows were all happy.

When they moved this room almost re-embedded, their rooms were all the same, the furniture, and the people were the same. Gu Xiangyi had an illusion that they had never been separated in the past few years and had been together.

Just like that, we are happily together.

She walked out of the bedroom, and there was an album in the living room of the master bedroom that was always placed on the glass table. She knew that it must be hers. As she expected, she opened all her photos and didn't even have a photo. Gu Xiangyi remembered that there were indeed very few photos of them, but there were also some. Why didn't Rong Shao put them in? Perhaps, just to not want to see their photos and recall their past happiness.

There was a small box under the glass. Gu Xiangyi curiously took it and opened it. He was slightly surprised. It was all her things, her student ID, her small photo frames, and some fragmented newspapers.

At that time, GK did a special topic of her. Because she was not very famous, the jewelry was launched later. Although the response was very good, no one knew about the designer, and Gu Xiangyi had no chance to stand out.

There were just some simple newspapers that were cut out by Mr. Rong and placed in a box. There were also some newspapers about Chen Jieyun who was engaged and he also cut out those scandals, put them all together. She collected them even if there were only a few words.

And the draft she drew when she was young were all in the box.

Gu Xiangyi stroked the documents and small pieces of newspapers, and suddenly cried bitterly in the box, tears streaming down his face.

...

When Mr. Rong woke up, there was already a fragrance in the small restaurant. The aroma of toast was warm and crispy. Coupled with the smell of milk, the whole room was filled with warmth that he had never felt before, as if he had driven away all the desertedness in the room.

Gu Xiangyi was walking through the kitchen and dining room, wearing an apron, with fluttering hair, and the warm sunlight shone a layer of warm light on her body. Rong Shao was a little dazed, as if he was back seven years ago, when they lived together, the most ordinary morning.

She always got up earlier than him and was busy with his breakfast. At that time, he had a bad temper and was very angry when he woke up. She prepared breakfast and then went to call him. They would make a mess for a while, and she pulled him down to have breakfast.

The breakfast was similar to that of a few years ago, and it was very healthy and nutritious. He didn't know when Gu Xiangyi got up. He only knew that when he got up, she was not around, and he thought Gu Xiangyi had gone back.

Unexpectedly, she just got up and prepared breakfast.

Mr. Rong's heart is soft and soft, as if he is being touched by something, very comfortable and comfortable.

*

My aunt is visiting and the pain is a bit serious. The update will be decided tomorrow. I feel really uncomfortable

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