Many times, people spend most of their life in pursuit, love, hate, fame, fortune and power, everyone has their own path, and everyone has their own persistence... And I never know what I pursue again... My name is Su Xuyuan, this year... three and a half years old...

I was three and a half years old, and I changed to someone else. Now, I am afraid I am still at the age when I walk and may fall at any time, but I am different. I am walking very steadily...

If someone falls, their parents will help him up, but I, no...

It’s not that I don’t have parents, but that the reason here is too complicated and it’s really hard to explain clearly.

I remember a long time ago, when I fell, someone would always help me up, but unfortunately, that person died... I didn't have time to see him for the last time, and he left... He was not smart. Really, he lived much longer than me, but he still didn't accumulate enough wisdom... Although he was not smart, I liked him very much... Once, I regarded him as my father, but he told me that he was not... His name was Liu Qingyi, and my name was Su Xuyuan...

There is a kind of person in this world who has a disease, that kind of disease called stubbornness... He has, I have, terminal illness, no medicine... So... how to say it? Although he called him an adopted father, I still think that he is my father. Just like I don't understand why he is so stubborn to protect someone, he doesn't understand why I hate someone so stubbornly... Later, I figured it out, it's just a title... Let's just be an adoptive father...

After that person died, I did not fall. I could not fall because the fall hurts, my mother would be sad. She treats me very well. I can feel that because of this, I cannot fall even more because I don’t want to see her cry anymore. Every time, when I see her crying, my heart hurts so much, so painful.. It hurts. It hurts. It makes me love someone more. Her name is Fengcailing, and my mother... It hurts. It makes me hate someone even more. His name is Su Huanzhen... Although I don’t want to admit it, he is my biological father..

My mother is a very beautiful woman and a very smart person, but I think that if a woman is beautiful and has a considerable wisdom at the same time, she will definitely live a hard life, because for a smart woman, beautiful appearance will sometimes be a burden, while for a beautiful woman, being too smart will always bring trouble to herself... Beautiful beauty is a poor life, this is a woman who treats me very well, and her evaluation of my mother, she is also a great beauty, her name is... Gongsun Yue...

To be honest, she is lucky than her mother because she has companions. Although her adoptive father once repeatedly told herself that her companions, or brothers, were not good people, at least, in my opinion, her fifth brother was very nice to her and was really good to her. This kind of emotion should be something that only blood siblings should have... Well, her fifth brother was also very nice to me...

Aunt Yue’s fifth brother is Zhang Maojun. He is very nice to me. He is the first person to give me candy. When he gave me the candy, he told Aunt Yue that he wanted to see that Zhongyuansu can really do it. He was holding me when he said this, and he smiled very gently, although this smile was too forced for him... Well... the smile that was between a sneer and a warm smile... a handsome face, which was a little distorted by him...

But I was still grateful to him because he didn't want to scare me... At that time, there was a coldness in his eyes that I was very strange to me.

For a long time, I didn't know why he was so nice to me, but later, I found out that once, when my adoptive father hugged me and fell asleep again... he said to me... He liked the clean breath on me very much. Because he rarely had the chance to feel it, so he liked it because... his hands were covered with too many things that could not be washed clean, and there were things he didn't have on me... Later, I learned that the thing was called blood...

Aunt Yue also has a place that is lucky than her mother. She has someone who loves her very much. This love comes very quickly, but at the same time, it is incredibly real... Although, I still don't understand what love is, although I still think that the man named Butterfly Lord is really similar... How to say it? Very beautiful and resentful... woman... His resentment always comes from some inexplicable reasons, just like the adoptive father would occasionally curse at a tree... Similar resentment... Of course, the adoptive father looks like a man than him...

When I was a child, when I couldn't walk, there was a very strange doctor beside me. His name was Mu Shaoai. He... very much like a cat, an elderly cat, an elderly cat with a bad personality. He was very lazy. If he could, he would rather just lie down and be served for the rest of his life. Then one day, after eating and drinking, he took a sip of water hookah and went to Xianshan to sell dried tofu... This is what he said himself. When he said that, his adoptive father smashed everything around him on him. Even I at that time... I almost became a hidden weapon. Unfortunately, cats are very sensitive creatures, and Mu Shaoai avoided them...

There are always two people around Mu Shaoai, one is Ajiu. I like him very much. Ajiu is a good person. He always divides the things he likes me. Although I don’t like the insects he caught very much, it is so rare that someone is willing to share his joy with you. There is also a person named Huangfu Xiaochan, who is a very gentle person. He always looks at me quietly, very quiet and gentle.

At that time, there was a very quiet person beside me. His name was Jianxue Wuming, but his adoptive father called him Jiupan and his adoptive father Chapi. Why did he call him that? I don’t know, I only know one thing, he is a very lonely person...

In fact, the loneliest person should be the man named Bei Chenyin. He has no real friend, and even his own relatives want to harm him... Many times, I feel that my adoptive father is sorry for him. He regards his adoptive father as a friend, but his adoptive father is also guarding him while treating him as a friend. I don't understand, but it doesn't matter anymore...

How many pens and ink on the paper, every word and sentence are all the past. Su Xuyuan stopped writing, looked at the beginning of Jin Xiaokai's words, laughed silently, shook his head, and wrote again, but there was no smile in his eyes...

These are what you have always wanted to know, my origin...

After seeing this, you should already understand why I treated you like this. Yes, I am Fengcailing's son. Then, because my name is Su Xuyuan, I have to deal with Su Huanzhen because he owes me this.

You are a person who can't get up early without profit. You have so much nonsense. I believe you should be upset. Now, let me tell you a few things that are beneficial to you!

With your personality and methods of doing things, Su Xuyuan can foresee that you will become a disaster one day. So, the question arises. Who should you seek to protect the world when you are causing trouble or causing a big disaster?

Ye Xiaochai? I think you will never look for him, Black and White Langjun, you... and you won't... Don't deny that you will not seek their help from anyone related to Ye Xiaochai, because you hate him, so you reject everything about him, just like me and Su Huanzhen. In fact, we really have many similarities. Unfortunately, we can't become friends because I don't appreciate your methods!

Then, when you see this letter, you must have reached the end of your life... Ha! Since that's the case, I won't talk nonsense anymore. You have four choices...

First, go find Senior Qing Haichao. Of course, he will not give you a good look. More importantly, although you can save your life, your fate will inevitably be ugly. Although Senior is a person with love, he is also a person with his own limitations. He will not have any favors to you...

The second choice is to find someone named Wushen. I really don’t know what the consequences will be, but I can be sure of one thing. If you come to him when he is in a bad mood, you will definitely die! You won’t even have the chance to speak!

If these two are not satisfied, you can go and find a third person, who is called Wuyi Shiyin, but the statement is first made. He may give you some of what you need, but you will definitely pay a huge price. Well... He is my mentor and the uncle of the adoptive father. Tell you this, it is not to let you be unscrupulous. The three words Liu Qingyi may give you a chance to live in front of him, but if you are stupid enough to provoke him... I don't think you will be so stupid.

The fourth one is the person I don’t want you to look for. Her name is Yu Cixin. She is the woman my adoptive father likes. In front of her, you’d better put away your usual bad habits, otherwise you’ll die a very ugly death. Let me tell you something, my mother is there too. However, you’d better not let my mother know what you did. Although my mother is soft-hearted, if you really do things that are difficult to tolerate, she won’t let you go!

If you want to find the next three people, you must cross the border. I have prepared the method of crossing the border and you can search in the valley...

I think you must be very questionable, why do I help you? In fact, although I don’t like you, you and me really have too many similarities. We are all the same. Since childhood, we have been losing the people who have the deepest relationship with us. But the person we hate the most is the one we hate the most. This kind of sorrow is indescribable and cannot be solved. The bitterness is known to you and me.

Don’t laugh, I know, when you see this, you must want to laugh, but you might as well ask yourself, are you so happy? At least, I am very unhappy! Even if I have no worries about food and clothing, even if I am loved, I am still unhappy, and there is a thorn in my heart. How can I be happy?

I am lucky than you, because since childhood, the people who appear by my side are all very good to me, even those who are as good at calculating as my mentor, ha! Maybe even he doesn't know that he will always show a little real gentleness to me by chance, although I know that it is not to me...

This is the luck that I will remember in my life. You don’t have it, but there is no need to be sad, because you also have something luckier than me...

Ye Xiaochai, he really wants to make up for you. Regardless of whether you believe it or not, at least, I can feel it. In fact, you must feel it. If you blindfold your eyes, how can you see his love for you? Sword and Sword Crazy, in my eyes, he is just an elder who has lost his relatives...

Maybe you will laugh at me, and I will laugh at me for fifty steps, am I going to deal with Su Huanzhen? But in fact, you are wrong. How I treat him, I only care about how he performs the mistakes he made. This question will soon have an answer... Of course, no matter what the answer is, if the mistake is made, you should bear it, but the results will eventually be different.

Actually, to be honest, I really hope he will behave like Ye Xiaochai... because I don't want to... kill my father!

The last thing, I am very happy that you can come out just now, no matter what purpose you are for...

I am the same as you, I have no friends, and you don’t have them... Unfortunately, you and I can’t be friends, and I can’t be brothers either...

Stop writing and ink, Su Xuyuan touched her chest that was still painful, and gently put away the letter... The gentle smile on her face... "Xianfeng...you are here..."

The door opened lightly, but who is it not Mu Xianfeng?

"Young Master Feng... don't learn from Jin Xiaokai..." Xianfeng came to Su Xuyuan with a bowl of medicine soup, "What is your husband Feng writing?"

"How do you know?"

"The fragrance of ink is still there..."

"What a smart and clever girl!"

"What a slick young man!"

"Do you know why I call you Xianfeng?" Su Xuyuan took the medicine soup, "Well... I smelled it and knew that this medicine was very bitter... a good medicine for bitter taste!"

"Why?" Xianfeng was confused. Young Master Feng seemed a little strange tonight. Is it because of that senior?

"Uh... What a bitter medicine." Su Xuyuan put down the jade bowl and said seriously, "I decided to let you be my first friend. Are you willing?"

"Ah?" Xianfeng said in surprise when he heard this, "The first friend, has the young master never had any friends?"

"Yeah...so...will...will? If you want, you will be my first friend. From now on, I will call you your name..." Su Xuyuan smiled..

"Okay, haha! Xianfeng thought Mr. Feng had broken up with Jin Xiao's school...."

"Actually, I didn't get well with him much..." Su Xuyuan smiled on her face, but in her heart she was thinking about the public memorial service in three days...Su Huanzhen...father...ha!

"Young Master Feng is much better than Jin Xiaokai..." Xianfeng said seriously, "at least it won't be as rude as he is..."

"Haha, it's not much different, but Xianfeng... Can you please help me greet Senior Qing Haichao?" Su Xuyuan said slowly, "He shouldn't like me at this time..."

"kindness.."
Chapter completed!