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It was already late at night, and the moon was shining. There was no sound in the sunken house in Qipan Hutong.

Silently, wearing only a cotton robe, sitting in an empty room in the west yard with a scattered head. The walls in the room were empty, the door was closed, and there was only a cotton mattress on the ground. The lonely lamp beside the mattress was like beans, and he sat on the mattress. He was motionless in front of the lamp, like a clay sculpture, and had been like this for three days and nights.

During this period, Sanqi came in and brought him water and rice to the lamp to add oil. However, except for the consumption of the lamp oil, the water and rice did not move at all. However, his breathing was fine and long, and there was obviously no danger, as if he had entered Buddhist meditation.

Three days ago, Sanchi heard him say that he would think about it behind closed doors for a few days. Don’t bother me if you have nothing to do, and then he came to this empty room and sat there, and never came out yet. Of course, Chen Si had this time now. Because he was impeached,

As per convention, as long as an official is impeached, he must surrender himself and resign at the same time. Although no one really wants to leave, this attitude must be done.

Chen Si just wants to pass the past few years safely, so he wrote the self-defense memorization, and handed it over, and then didn't have to go to work, reflect on himself at home, and wait for the final result. This is actually a routine. Every official will do this, but the silent reflection is very thorough. He locked himself in the house for three days and three nights, without eating or drinking, sitting and meditating, and re-examining himself...

In recent times, the storm has changed too quickly, and my situation has also fluctuated too much, and even some impetuous emotions have emerged, making the whole person feel restless.

Yes, restless. When he saw the opportunity to regain Suzhou, his blood was restless. He changed his original intention of keeping a low profile and advanced towards his goal regardless of everything, and finally achieved his goal based on his previous accumulation.

Although he re-deduced it, every decision he made was necessary and effective, and there was no stupid move, but silent assurance that his behavior seemed too abrupt and committed the taboo of exposing his strength. Finally, it attracted Yan Shifan's jealousy and Xu's guardianship, which would make him walk on thin ice for a long time and be difficult.

Why is this happening? I clearly did nothing wrong, but I felt that I was wrong?

After staying in this dead end for a long time, I suddenly realized that it is strength! I lack strength but covet more difficult goals, so I can only take the wrong steps and use strange things everywhere! But this actually violates a taboo in military strategists!

Chen Si once read "Sun Tzu" deeply, and he was familiar with the sentence "Anyone who fights is in harmony and wins with wonder. Therefore, those who are good at making strange things are infinite as heaven and earth, and are endless as rivers and seas." However, his eyes are always on the second half of the sentence, and he likes to win with surprise, but he forgets that the premise is to make perfect things with justice!

The art of war also says: "First be for yourself, and wait for the enemy to be defeated" and "right the army. It is the fundamental reason for yourself to be defeated! If you blindly "win with strange victory" and always rely on strange tricks and tricks, and ignore your own layout, defense, and construction. Although it may be successful for a while, it will eventually be defeated by a powerful enemy.

Just like myself. When he is not strong enough, he can only use his troops in a wrong way. Even if he wins several games in a row, he cannot be truly powerful; because as long as he loses once, he will lose all his previous efforts and waste all his efforts.

Although it is not that far, I can feel that as I am exposed to Yan Shifan, the good days of pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger will inevitably end, and I will face an extremely dangerous future. If I don’t make any changes, I will definitely be dead.

So he was silent and calm, eliminated all distractions, examined his own shortcomings, and carefully studied the old guys who had been standing in the court for many years, such as Yan Song, Xu Jie, and even Lu Bing, Gao Gong and Yang Bo. In his opinion, these five people had extraordinary ability to resist strikes, and basically could not move by the wind and rain.

Although Silence originally acknowledged the gap in strength, he believed that as time goes by, this gap will inevitably increase. But now he suddenly realized that the biggest gap between him and them is actually in his mentality. If he does not adjust his mentality, he will not have so much time. Maybe one day he will die on the road and will never catch up with them.

He found that although these people have different routes and different heights of reach, they have a common mindset, which is that they are very patient. When the conditions are not ripe, no matter how temptation is, they will never show their strengths. The address of this website has been changed to: Be prepared for your heart. 8. Please log in to read it if you delete it!

What these people have been doing is to constantly strengthen their own winning factors. Let themselves be invincible first, and they must always exist before they can have hope of winning. Even when the time is ripe, they need to be patient, because even if they defeat the enemy, they will not take a head-on attack, but use the opponent's weak click to defeat the enemy. However, the flaws are revealed by the enemy, or under the guidance of their own, so they still need to wait.

Patient, calm, tenacious, and positive. If you want to survive or even succeed, the shortcomings of these personality factors must be filled! At dawn, Dongfang Xiaoluo was white. Sanqi once again held the food and gently pushed open the door, but saw the adult lying on the ground and sleeping soundly. What made Sanqi happy was that his frowning brow finally let go. Sleeping was astonished as she wanted to drink. When she woke up in silence, she had returned to the dormitory and sat up and asked, "When is it?"

Chen An outside heard the news and grinned, "Master, what day should you ask?

"Have you been sleeping for so long?" Sinister stood up, took off his clothes, and walked straight inward, where there was hot water all-weather. There was also a shower device that Ouyang Bijin gave him, and he could finally get rid of the clumsy bathtub.

"No, it's not. It's a whole day and a half." Chen An held him with fragrance, pancreas, and a bath towel, and stood at the bathroom door.

I turned on the mechanism and tried the water temperature right. I stood under the shower head in silence. I took a comfortable and took a hot shower.

Chen An looked at the side and shook his head and said, "The hobbies of adults are so strange. It's so comfortable to take a bath in the bathtub. You can also drink a little wine. But you have to take a shower while standing and take a shower, and take a head and face, which is a little uncomfortable.

He touched his face silently. While applying soapcorn essence to his head, he closed his eyes and said, "You know. No, the water in the shower is always clean, not like a bathtub. All the ash rubbed down is in the basin and is still soaked in it. It feels uncomfortable after washing."

Chen An curled his lips. Obviously, he still defended the traditional bathtub and refused to accept the new shower.

After taking a shower, I put on a clean pair, remained silent for a while and felt refreshed. I sat back in the dining room and was having breakfast. Xu Wei came.

He has been serving the emperor in the palace these days, and he didn't know how to go to seclusion. Seeing that he didn't eat breakfast until noon and had a good appetite, he couldn't help but sigh: "If he was impeached, he would have insomnia and wouldn't even think about food. You're fine, sleep until midnight. It's still delicious."

Chen Si rolled his eyes and said, "That's what he said, even the death row prisoner must have a full meal, not to mention that I will not be punished until I die. Why can't I be full?" He said, rubbing his hands and said, "What's the result?"

"The best result you can think of!" Xu Wei sat down, picked up a Goubuli bun, and bite it and said, "This time you guessed the result, but it didn't make the guesswork, but it's all right. Anyway, congratulations, you can go home for the New Year."

An Mo was surprised and said, "Is it so good?"

"That's that good." Xu Wei shrugged and said, "We underestimated Your Majesty's favor to you. Although we don't want to cause trouble, the emperor just asked you to go home for the New Year, avoid the limelight, and come back next year."

Long live the emperor of sarcasm!" Chen Si may have been the first time he sincerely shouted this sentence, and said happily: "Then I will leave tomorrow. Go and ask them if there is anything you want to take home." Of course, they are brothers from Qionglin Society.

"So anxious?" Xu Wei asked.

"It is not suitable to stay here for a long time." Silently said, "I'm leaving. Only when the Xu Party and the Yan Party have a head-on conflict. Only when the real drama can be staged."

Xu Wei shook his head and said, "This good show has no participation. It is much boring to me and has no sense of substitution."

Chen Shu shook his head and said softly: "We are not strong enough, so we should wait for the next game before becoming the protagonist."

Xu Wei nodded thoughtfully and said, "Actually, this is what I have always wanted to say to you."

"Why don't you say that?" Chen Si rolled his eyes in anger.

"I think your methods are so powerful." Xu Wei smiled bitterly, "Ran Wei's feelings are wrong."

"You are right. I am wrong." Chen Si shook his head and said, "I'm going to change now." Except for drinking with my brothers at night, Chen Si did not say goodbye to anyone, because he is actually "suspending" now, how could he run around everywhere?

The things at home were already packed up, and the next morning, he left Beijing City and Sanchi really gave birth to a son. After silentness, he took his vacation, and the guards from the north were all put back to celebrate the New Year. He would return to Beijing to meet next year.

I arrived in Tongzhou in the afternoon. It is November now, so it should have been snowing in Beijing. However, the climate this year is strange, and there are not a single snowflakes floating yet. The temperature is higher than in previous years, and the Grand Canal has not frozen. This is a situation that has not happened in many years.

The guards were all very happy because they could take a boat, which saved the trouble of carriages and horses, but they were silent but worried. Winter was too warm, and a large number of diseases and pests would explode next year. I don’t know how many fields will be out of stock and how many people will escape famine.

He got on the boat where the Cao Gang cart was riding. He looked back at the direction of Beijing City in silence and said secretly: "Beijing, I will come back again.

Perhaps God really heard his call. After only two days of traveling, a team of fast horses chased him from the north and whispered loudly: "It's Lord Shen on the boat!"

The guards said timidly: "Who are you?"

"We are from the Jinyiwei Shuntian Qianhu House!" The men in strong costumes said loudly.

"What's the matter?" Seeing that their faces were not right, the guards dared not relax and said fearfully. The new address of this site has been changed to: Qiugu, Zhou, please log in to read!

"There is a handwritten letter from Master Jiu. Please read it by Lord Shen!" the man said loudly.

The bamboo pole hanging basket was placed on the boat, and the man in a strong suit put a letter into the basket. The guards took the boom back and took out the letter.

According to the protection regulations, letters with unknown records should be read by the guards and conveyed to the adults. So the guard who read the letter opened it and looked at it. His face suddenly changed. He ran to the silent room and said in a deep voice: "Sir, Zhu Jiu wrote to him. He said that Lu Taibao died suddenly!"

"What?" sat up from the bed for a moment of silence, "Say it again!"

"The Master Zhu Jiu of the Jinyiwei came and Ji Lu Tianbao died suddenly the night before yesterday! The guard repeated it all over, "How could it be?" The silent first reaction was impossible. His teacher brother is a top master. He is strong and has no disease. Living to be 180 years old should be no problem. How can he be gone if he is gone?

"Give me the letter!" Shaking his head, silent still disbelief.

The guard spread the letter and placed it on the table and said, "Don't touch it with your hands, sir."

He nodded silently and read it from beginning to end, hoping to find some flaws from it, but what made him more and more shocked was that the letter looked unlikely to be fake!

"Is something really wrong with Lu Bing?" A layer of fine sweat suddenly appeared on his silent forehead. The reason why he dared to use small things to make big things and weak to the strong is that he relied on this backer that his opponent dared not use despicable means to deal with himself. If this backer came, he could not even imagine what his next situation would be.

"Since the Jinyiwei was easily found, I can't run away." Chen Si murmured secretly: "No matter what, we must first confirm the authenticity of the news. Then he ordered people to turn around and turn the bow of the ship and sail back to Tongzhou. He also released the carrier pigeon and asked Sanchi, who was from Beijing to find out the news quickly.

A day and a half later, when he returned to Tongzhou Wharf, Sanchi, who had been waiting there with anxiety, confirmed the most worried thing about silentness. The Lu family had issued an obituary and announced Lu Bing's death. The capital was already panicked and chaos was in chaos. Who doesn't know how much Lu Taibao was in the emperor's heart? It is said that the emperor has been unable to eat and eat for several days. He was in a daze.

The only edict from these Tian Zhiji was to order the Dongchang to investigate the matter strictly and to find out how his milk brother died.

Sanchi said with a worried look on his face: "Sir, the East Factory has been suppressed for so many years. Once the power is in hand, he is extremely arrogant. He has detained all the people in the mansion and searched the whole city to arrest those who have had contact with Lu Taibao." He said in a low voice: "Sir. The capital is too chaotic at present, so you should not go back, go back to Shaoxing to avoid the limelight."

"Do you think I can leave?" I looked at the group of men who were always following the distance in silence. Their identity was undoubtedly confirmed. They were from the Jinyiwei. After sending the letter, they followed the boat, as if they were afraid that he would run away. They smiled bitterly: "I am Lu Taibao's junior brother, and I am also suspicious in their eyes. Before I clear the suspicion, I don't want to go back to Shaoxing." As he said that, he sighed helplessly: "Go back to Beijing."

"It's too dangerous." Sanchi said in a deep voice.

"As soon as Lu Taibao died, I will be in danger everywhere." Silent shook his head and whispered: "It's better to be at the feet of the emperor, at least there is a group of people who can take care of the same year." The only winner of the Sangu, the Grand Governor of the Jinyiwei and the Commander of the Grand Inner Guard, Lu Bing's mourning spirit banner dancing in the wind at the top of the city.

Looking at the white spiritual banner, the last trace of luck in his heart was gone, and he felt a sense of sorrow and dizziness in his heart. The heaven and earth and the city wall in front of him seemed to be rotating rapidly. They surged rapidly, and they quickly closed their eyes, but were still spinning.

Sitting silently on the carriage, he entered the city with a restless look. The white camphor curtains and white paper money were everywhere. Several white tables and white mourning clothes were blowing by the cold wind, and the whole city of Beijing was rustling like a ghost city.

Emperor Jiajing ordered the whole city to wear mourning and express the highest memorial to his breasts with the highest standards.

But all this has nothing to do with silence, and he doesn't care. His heart is in a mess. He not only feels mourning and regret for Lu Bing's early death, but also at a loss for the future. This is his first time. He doesn't know what future he will face. Everything is because of that person.

Silently looked up at the gray sky, and the sun was hanging high in a crushing defeat. He couldn't help but sigh: "Oh my God, is this your teaching you gave me? It's too tragic.

In this chaotic state, his carriage went directly to the Lu Mansion, and the vermilion lanterns were removed, replaced by elegiac couplets, wreaths and blue lanterns.

After the carriage was silent, the Lu family housekeeper who was receiving condolences at the door recognized him and handed him a white belt. Chen Si took it over and tied it around his waist, took off his barbarian hat. He took a white hat and put on a piece of white cloth. As Lu Bing's junior brother, he should be so filial.

When he walked in with a serious expression, he saw Tingshu's mourning hall stuck in the yard. He couldn't help but feel sad. He walked over with tears and cried out loudly: "Senior brother, why did you leave so young? You want to hurt me to death!" His crying came from the bottom of his heart, both for the dead senior brother Lu Bing, and for his own destiny. His crying infected everyone in the mourning hall, and they cried loudly, no matter whether they were real or fake, they could not be seen from the outside. The new address of this site has been changed to: Please log in to read if you delete it!
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