Chapter 44 Courage
"I?"
She Xilu looked at herself, who was a little scary in the mirror in a daze, subconsciously took a step back, and said in horror: "You...who are you?"
"Who am I?" The female voice mixed with hissing snake burst into laughter and said, "Yes, you don't remember anything... I, of course, it's you. Haven't you dreamed about me often over the years?"
She Xilu's heart was shocked, her pupils shrank suddenly, and she said tremblingly: "You... are you that snake?"
"So that's it."
The female voice mixed with hissing snake said coldly: "But it's not just 'me', but you too."
"I am a human, why...why...it can be a snake?" She Xilu shook her head in disbelief.
"What? Have you forgotten?"
The girl mixed with hissing snake laughed, and her laughter was still cold: "You dreamed that the snake had two heads. You and I were one, and neither could leave anyone. You can treat me as a conjoined twin sister. Even if you are reincarnated, you cannot separate."
"I... was a snake in my previous life?" She Xilu murmured, and then said in some horror: "You don't want to take away... my body, right?"
"Have you written too much?" The female voice mixed with hissing snake sneered and said, "We are one soul, and if you die, I will die. If I could take the initiative, I would have taken it long ago after so many years. Why wait until now?"
She Xilu couldn't help but say, "How do I know what you said is true or false? Maybe you are lying to me and relax my vigilance?"
She has long written such intrigue plots.
"…You are such an idiot."
The female voice mixed with hissing snake said, "Our souls are connected. If I could take your body, I would have been able to do it long ago. Can you let you do it and fall into the current situation?"
"Oh..." She Xilu felt a little aggrieved. Why did she even want to rape her?
"It's ridiculous." The female voice mixed with hissing snake said coldly: "You in your previous life were just a little softer. How come you became such a cowardly waste after reincarnation?"
"I……"
She Xilu slapped her mouth and wanted to cry more and more. Why did her other self scold her so fiercely?
The female voice mixed with hissing and roaring couldn't help but curse: "Why are you crying? Over the years, I've almost pissed off. You don't even dare to talk to people? When talking to mortals, you're still lowering your head. It's so cowardly!"
She Xi's eyes turned red, tears flowed down her eyes, and she whispered in a very aggrieved voice: "You... don't scold me..."
"You're still crying?"
The female voice mixed with hissing snake said coldly: "I'll get angry when I see you like this. What else would you do besides crying?"
"Yes...I'm sorry..." She Xilu apologized while crying.
The female voice mixed with hissing snake fell silent again, as if she was stunned for a moment.
After a while, the cold voice rang in She Xilu's mind: "This is the first time you have given up with me in so many years. I didn't expect it to be after you were reincarnated. It's so interesting."
She Xilu wiped her tears and asked weakly: "Then what are you going to do in the future?"
"Practice first." The female voice mixed with hissing snake: "Even if reincarnation is completely separated from it, it is still there. We must have the power to protect ourselves. Since you are the subject, you must have the awareness of practicing well, do you know?"
She Xilu was stunned for a moment and said, "I was a snake... a snake demon in my previous life. Now... do you still have to practice and become a snake demon?"
"Snake Demon?"
The female voice mixed with hissing and roaring laughed sarcastically before saying, "The sky is now its sky, how can we follow the old path? Just practice the Dharma body path, just don't follow part of it."
"Dharma Body?" She Xilu said in confusion.
"I don't know very well. I'll know if I have the opportunity to ask the practitioners of this era." The female voice mixed with hissing and snake sounded.
"Oh..." She Xilu said carefully again: "Cultivation can... live forever?"
The female voice mixed with hissing snake was silent for a moment and said, "There is no eternity in the world, but becoming an immortal or a god is indeed a life longer than a mortal."
"Can Lin Zhishui also practice?" She Xilulian said.
"That mortal?" the female voice mixed with hissing snake said coldly: "You still want him to practice? Do you still want to live a life of freedom with him?"
She Xilu's face turned red and she whispered: "He treats me the best..."
"I'm so angry when I talk about this!"
The female voice mixed with hissing and sneered: "With our dignity, even if we are reincarnated, we are still the lonely star among mortals. No one dares to bother you. You actually let a mortal be so close to you?"
"But...but...Lin Zhishui is obviously very good!" She Xilu couldn't help but retort.
"Very good?" The female voice mixed with hissing snake said coldly: "It's not that I haven't seen you. You are bullied by him at all times. He taught you so many times, but you are so cowardly that you can't even resist?"
She Xilu suddenly remembered that she was spanked by Lin Zhishui, and her cheeks flushed and she whispered: "But that... that's for my own good..."
The female voice mixed with hissing and sneered, saying, "No one in the sky dares to bully you. He is a humble mortal, who is so blasphemous and humiliates you. Do you still say it is for your own good? You are really cowardly."
"You... just let it go if you scold me, no... you are not allowed to say that Lin Zhishui." She Xilu bit her lips tightly, with tears in her eyes.
"A mere mortal, after a hundred years, he will be a piece of loess. What is your relationship for so few years now?"
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The female voice mixed with hissing and roaring said coldly: "When Lin Zhishui is so blasphemous and humiliates you, he will sooner or later become your inner demon. The first difficulty in your cultivation is to kill Lin Zhishui."
"What did you say?" She Xilu was stunned.
"What? Don't you want to?" The female voice mixed with hissing snake said indifferently: "For the sake of your liking him, I just let you kill him and give him a chance to reincarnate. Otherwise, according to my previous temper, I would have to pull out his soul and refine his soul with the magic flame until his soul was scattered!"
She Xilu took a step back, fell to the floor, and said with a pale face: "You...you are not me at all, you...you must be a big devil..."
"Big Devil? That's right."
The female voice mixed with hissing and sneered, "So I advise you to kill Lin Zhishui yourself, otherwise even if you don't kill him, I will find an opportunity to kill him to eliminate my hatred."
Seeing She Xilu bit her lip tightly, she said lightly: "Although you dominate, I'm awake now. You always fall asleep? When you fall asleep, I can control your body."
She Xiyue's face became paler and her body trembled, and her eyes were filled with fear.
"Don't you believe it?"
The female voice mixed with hissing and roaring said mockingly: "In the past, before I woke up, I could affect your personality when you were in a daze. Otherwise, why did you think you became another person on the Internet? Otherwise, who would have thought that these days, the person who would have woken up in advance?"
She Xilu was silent for a while, took a deep breath, bit her lip, wiped her tears, stood up and walked out of the room.
"Have you finally figured it out?" said the female voice mixed with hissing snakes, "If I were asked to kill me, I might not have left him with the whole body. If you killed him with your own hands, at least he would still die at your hands, which would be considered as a souvenir for you, right?"
She Xilu didn't say anything.
She already understood that the other self in her body had only cold-blooded snake nature, and the way of thinking of cold-blooded animals was at the core!
When I came to the living room, there was a photo frame hanging on the wall of the living room, and the photo frame was a photo of her and Lin Zhishui.
Lin Zhishui in the photo was secretly kissing her, but she avoided her.
She Xilu stared at the photo in a daze, and as she looked, tears flowed out again.
"Well, just take a few more glances." The female voice mixed with hissing snake said indifferently: "But we are snakes. At most, you will forget his."
After a while, She Xilu took a deep breath, and finally looked at Lin Zhishui in the photo, then reached out and picked up the fruit knife placed on the coffee table, then held the handle of the knife with both hands, bit her silver teeth tightly, and a resolute flashed in her eyes, and she stabbed her heart with all her strength!
"You!" The terrified female voice mixed with hissing snake sounded in her mind.
The sharp tip of the knife easily pierced She Xi's clothes with her chest exposed and pierced her heart!
"Clang!"
A metal collision sounded, and the tip of the knife failed to penetrate the skin, but instead made a metal collision sound.
She Xilu was stunned and looked down in disbelief. Through the piercing crack, she found that a layer of fine black snake scales appeared on the skin of her heart.
Even though she had already been determined to die, the sharp tip of the knife could not pierce the scales with all her strength.
"Are you crazy?! What are you doing!!"
The female voice mixed with hissing snake roared in her mind, filled with shock, anger, and... fear.
"If you want to kill him, I can't stop him, so you can die with me."
She Xilu gritted her teeth, held the fruit knife with both hands, raised it high again, and was about to stab it again.
"Stop!" The female voice mixed with hissing snake shouted angrily and said in disbelief: "Just for a mortal, you don't even want your life? What's going on with you?"
"You will never understand..."
She Xilu said softly, stabbed her abdomen again, but with another clang, the knife stabbed a layer of snake scales again, and the blade broke.
She was silent for a moment, threw the hilt aside, and said coldly: "As long as I want to die, you can't stop me."
"Enough."
The female voice mixed with hissing snake sounded, her tone was full of fatigue and confusion, and she said mockingly: "For that mortal, I didn't expect you to stop stuttering... It's ridiculous. You, so cowardly, have become even afraid of death because of a mortal..."
She Xilu whispered: "You don't understand at all, what he is to me..."
The other she didn't say anything. After a while, she said, "I admit defeat... You and that mortal can do whatever you want, but don't delay your cultivation."
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Chapter completed!