Chapter 9 Turning Points in the Journey of Life (Part 1)(1/2)
Chen You's consciousness gradually became clearer and saw the person standing by the bed holding the scrap metal pillars.
It's not someone else, it's Dugu Ming.
Chen You could never forget the complex emotions in his eyes, and he struggled wildly and hard.
"Are you crazy?"
Chen You blurted out angrily, but still didn't expect his true intention at this moment.
Dugu Ming laughed strangely, then laughed again:
"yes!"
As he said that, he raised the heavy object in his hand and smashed it hard on Chen You's head!
Chen You was also resistant to the attack. After suffering two blows, he was still not dead or faint after a while of confusion.
When Dugu Ming raised the heavy object in his hand again and wanted to smash it down, Chen You yelled at him:
"You are crazy! You shouldn't have killed me! We grew up like brothers!"
When the abnormal Dugu Ming heard this, he was stunned for a moment.
His expression was full of struggle, and finally he threw the thing in his hand to the ground.
He was lying on the ground and cried for a while as if he was nervous.
He stood up again and yelled at Chen You hysterically:
"I'm just crazy! I'm just crazy jealous! I want to smash you to death, do you know? I originally wanted to smash you to death today!"
Chen You covered his wounds, panting, staring at his twisted face, unable to understand, and said blankly:
"Why? I don't understand at all, why do you want to kill me?"
Dugu Ming cried, tears flowing like a spring, shouting at the top of his lungs:
"Why? Jealousy. You don't understand, you never know the taste of jealousy! Why are we all the same skills? You are just a little stronger, that is, the ability to shoot coins. We have always done the same things.
Everyone calls you brother, everyone says hello! I didn’t blame you in the past, that’s not your fault. Others don’t know how to say that.
But last year, how can I not care about the incident of the bandit? You kill two with laser swords, and I also kill two with meat chopping knife! In terms of effort, we are the same, in terms of risk, I am even bigger than you!
But everyone said you are a hero and forgot me at all. You think that the credit is really greater than me? Even you think that you should have more honors and credits than me?"
Chen You was angry and irritated, and it was unimaginable. Just because of these, he could have a murderous intention to kill himself like a brother?
He blurted out, "What are you talking about! I forgot to tell others about these things, you took half of the credit at that time! When did I think you shouldn't be in the right way?"
Dugu Ming said hatefully:
"You said it, but it's useless to say it. You are not a big mistake. You must have it. I won't be able to do it today!
You think so in your heart, but how did you do it? Don’t you think it’s natural to be admired so much?
Have you ever treated me as half of it? If you get angry, how will you kick someone else? Just like kicking me!
In the past, I always felt that we two brothers were like us, so we didn’t have to worry about these things. We thought that if there was something wrong, you would definitely treat me differently.
As a result, on the girl’s birthday that year, you would have to put a rule and refuse to let go of it if you say good things to you!
Now that the girl is dead, she will finally fulfill her wish in that day. You were going to agree, but I was the only one who cares about me.
You insist on asking Boss Wang to borrow it, I can’t do it, no matter how hard I feel that I can’t erase your credit, the girl just said that you are kind to her!
You heard it today because you used to be more laser swords than me in the past. Everyone remembers you, treat you as the first place, and treat you as the only hero.
Even the girl wants to marry is you. What about me? I have done as many times as you have done in the past few years. How good is she always good to her? You know! But is it useful?... Woo woo... fuck, is it useful!"
Chen You listened, his anger calmed down a little. He knew that the girl's words would definitely make him feel uncomfortable. But when he remembered that he wanted to kill him, he still didn't get angry, and opened his mouth and said:
"I know you feel wronged and uncomfortable. But you should know in your heart that I have never thought about the girl and have always been afraid of misunderstandings. I have happened to deliberately say something and leave you two alone together, and you understand in your heart!
I really don’t feel that what others say is all my credit. I always want others to understand that you have half of the credit for everything.
You feel wronged. Can you treat me like this? I want to kill me? What am I doing to be sorry for you? Is there anything?"
Dugu Ming just cried for a while, and the crying was enough to stop.
He raised his face and looked at Chen You and said:
"Chen You, stop talking. I'm obsessed with it today. I've always thought of you as my dear brother in my heart. But, so many things have happened so far, I can't stand it anymore.
I originally wanted to kill you today. I understand very much. As long as I am by your side, no matter how much I do, others will not remember me, only you!
I originally thought that if you die, others will only remember me here. But now I still haven’t been able to do it. After all, the relationship between us was there, so it would be fine if I didn’t think about it. I can’t do it again after all.”
Chen You was also angry, but he couldn't really hate Dugu Ming because of this. Over the years, the two of them have a pure love and a brotherly relationship.
He said, "Let's just pretend that things have never happened today. We can just talk about them, don't say that we can't leave. We have lived together for so many years. Are you willing to let it go? I don't want to let it go."
Dugu Ming smiled miserably and said indifferently:
"But I can't stay. I know a little bit of your personality. If this happens, you can't trust me as usual, and I can't stay there. I don't want to be suppressed by you again.
Now that the girl is gone, I plan to apply to join the guardian. Don’t say anything, I will take away the girl together, and I will take away the portion I should take away from the base area.
Before leaving, I wanted to say something psychological to you. You are good to others. But you have used the words you say to others for the past two years. Everyone should listen to what you say when you are busy. When you are busy, you are used to always calling people to do this and that.
Don’t talk about me, everyone else feels a little uncomfortable, and feels like you are following you.
I don’t know who is right about what we are going on, but now I feel that if you don’t speak to me normally, you will definitely be rewarded with all your credit, I will not be so jealous today.
You know, I am not unconscience either! I have always told myself that there is no need to compete with you for your reputation. No matter what, my internal strength is passed down by you!
Without you, who can teach me how to be such a poor child? I really can't pick out your fault.
That's all I should say. I'm leaving, take care of you. No matter whether you hate me in your heart, I don't know if I will always hate you."
Chen You watched Dugu Ming leave the house, and his head was still hurting. But his heart hurt even more. He couldn't help but shed tears, but he couldn't help but make no sound.
He was angry with Dugu Ming, angry with him to treat himself like this, angry with him to leave.
He felt very wronged again. How could he be like this, good brother?
The more Chen You thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt that he needed to cry. But he had never cried like that. The girl and the person he knew in the past area died, and she never cried loudly.
He covered the wound on his head and ran out of the base area, and ran home in the heavy rain.
He pounced in Lin Hongyan's arms, crying with a desperate voice, tears flowing down like a fountain of water, and blood was constantly overflowing from the wounds on his head.
His appearance scared Lin Hongyan very much. Without asking him what happened, he started to wrap his wounds on him in a hurry.
After the wound was treated, Lin Hongyan hugged him without asking questions, allowing him to cry enough.
She could understand Chen You's feelings, and although she didn't know what was going on, she knew that the child was like her own, and she was sad and sad and unwilling to let others see him.
Chen You cried and cried for more than two hours.
After Chen You vented his emotions, he said, "Mom, I'm asleep." He turned around and walked out the door again.
Lin Hongyan called him and said:
"Chen You, some things that I can't figure out by myself, and it's a big deal to think about them, and it's a big deal to think about them. Talking to others may help."
Chen You didn't say anything for a while, and his mother didn't urge him and watched him wait quietly.
Finally, I said it all in detail. The final question:
"Mom, how could this happen? How could he do this?"
Lin Hongyan thought for a moment and asked him softly, "Chen You, have you ever reflected on this?"
When Chen You heard this, he lowered his face and said unhappily: "Mom, I'm not wrong, why are you reflecting on?"
"Others say that you are so good. Did you feel proud at that time and after that?"
Chen You's face turned red and he was embarrassed to answer for a moment. Of course he was proud, and he always felt very proud.
"Chen You, among the children, you are the leader. The rules are what you think and gradually take shape when you do it. Because you are the leader, and you are proud, he is not, and you cannot be proud even if you have made contributions.
You care a lot about this pride. You treat this as an awesome honor. How can people around you have different ideas? He wants to be as proud as you. Is the only way to be the right one?
The child is jealous and crazy, and it is also the result of your constant hinting.
Mom doesn’t tell you too much. You have to remember one thing, the cause of the matter is always buried unconsciously. Go back and rest."
Chen You stood there for a while before leaving.
Starting the next day, Chen You decided to try whether what Dugu Ming said before leaving was reasonable.
Half a year later, one night, the meal was over.
When chatting with the child, he said that he felt that since Brother Ming suddenly left this place, Brother You was a little different from the past.
Chen You pretended to be careless and asked, "Where is different?"
The companion said it.
"Brother You is not as fond of telling others about his prestigious things. When others say that, they have to accompany him..."
"Also, we are asked to do this and that on weekdays,"
Chen You listened and couldn't help but think of Dugu Ming.
To be continued...