Chapter 10 Confess
Due to emotional fluctuations, the words mixed with crying are a bit confusing. However, as the fragments of memory gradually increase, the pictures of memories are pieced together like treasure maps and become clearer.
Compared with most children of the same age, the birth of a girl was not actually blessed by the gods. She was beaten to premature birth by a man she should call her father. The subsequent fetal position was incorrect and she had a heavy bleeding. After a series of disasters, the child was able to survive, which is really a miracle.
If you survive a disaster, you will have good fortune. However, the proverbs of another world do not seem to be useful in this world. At that time, the Wall family was being entangled in the royal struggle and was deeply trapped with the "king snake" Yvelit family, one of the three great masters of the empire. Letting the second son marry the daughter of another family could have greatly increased the family's strength, but who knew that he was disfigured by the jealous concubine's woman who was about to pass the family. For a moment, the atmosphere between the two families fell into freezing point, and the marriage was immediately broken. The second son beat the concubine to premature birth and drove the mother and son out of the house after the child was born, but in fact, it was a relatively kind treatment.
When he was able to enter Wall's house, his mother was actually a lady from a noble family. However, the family was poor and had already fallen to the verge of decline. Although it had improved slightly under the care of the second son of the Wall's house, when the woman was driven out of Wall's house, the family immediately became the target of suppression by the two noble forces. As for the mother and daughter, no one dared to help or interact with them. However, despite this, due to the title of a noble, even though he was swept out of the house, he was quickly defeated.
Months can still receive a sum of money that can be enough to live after seven or eight deductions. If you have a good family life, even if you live a commoner life, you will be much better than ordinary people. However, how can a spoiled woman tolerate such a life? The consequence of having no concept of money is that whenever less than half of a month, you may start to get hungry. As for the girl who has been urinating due to malnutrition since childhood, she has become the target of resentment and beating of her anger at any time and anywhere.
In such an environment, the situation of the empire has become clear. The prince who was originally supported by the Wall family became the emperor. However, under the clever operation of the Yvelit family, even though they supported other princes, after the throne was confirmed, the momentum of the Yvelit family became more prominent. As the second big family second only to the imperial royal family, the "Emperor Dragon" Atroca, the power far surpassed the Wall family. However, due to the prince close to the family, the situation of the Wall family has also improved step by step. In general, it can be regarded as a happy situation. In this relatively peaceful situation, some of the original mistakes seemed to gradually become forgiven things. The most direct consequence is that the Wall family has relaxed the suppression of the girl's mother's family. Such relaxation seems to have allowed the small family on the verge of collapse to see the hope of rebirth again.
Everything is not important, which is purely acknowledging that the woman with a big breast without brain and a big brain and a grassy brain is not acceptable to the Wall family again. The only hope is that the little girl with pure Wall family bloodline. However, the little girl at that time not only looked ugly and had weak body. Due to the terrible heavy bleeding at birth, Qi Zhi was also very late. She started to learn to speak until she was four years old. Since then, she has often been beaten and scolded by her mother and has become withdrawn and timid. After seeing the second son who has become the head of the family at the Wall family, she was immediately driven out of the house.
"A such a retarded monster is also said to be my daughter...that woman is lewd and despicable, who knows who she gave birth to!"
After being driven out of Wall's house, the lonely and self-deprecating woman began to look for a new financial backer or backer. However, although she was still a little pretty, who dared to ask for the women played by the second son of Wall's family? Later, women could only find targets among civilians. Over the past few years, countless men have been exposed to her body, and their lewd reputations are also well-known. But despite this, when she was still at Wall's house, she was actually called a guardian. Everyone knows whether the child has a blood relationship with her father. However, since the other party clearly disagrees, the people who tend to be weak naturally dare not let the two of them perform blood tests. The only way is to let the two cry to everyone at the door of Wall's house every day, hoping to make things worse and find another opportunity. Of course, if the other party kills the two directly in anger, the disaster will naturally not be enough for them.
Every day, kneeling on the street and begging, watching the crowds coming and going, all kinds of gazes were cast. This was one of the deepest fears of the timid little girl at that time. Because she was often beaten and scolded by her mother, the girl would not cry easily. In order to win the sympathy of passers-by, the woman as a mother secretly used her hands on the little girl was hard to say. Those trivial things could no longer be remembered clearly. The only thing deeply engraved in her mind was the experience of her mother pushing the unprepared little girl off the roof in order to seek an opportunity to become more miserable and more sympathetic, and then breaking her left leg.
In order to seize this "good opportunity", the woman who was almost crazy at that time did not send her daughter to the treatment, but knelt in front of Wall's door with her broken leg crying child and continued to pray. This time, it alarmed a woman named Sophia Wall's compassion. After healing the injured leg for the little girl, she won her an opportunity.
"...As long as you make achievements in magic, martial arts or alchemy, your family will recognize her, and it doesn't require too much. As long as you can enter the middle level before the age of twenty, you'll be fine..."
Magic, martial arts, and alchemy are the three most valued abilities in the world today. Their profession is generally rated as third-level nine, first-level two-level three-level one-level three-level one-level four-level five-level six-level middle level, and seven-level eight-level nine-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-level one-year-old can meet such a standard.
Two percent, neither one ten thousand nor one million, the Wall family put forward this condition is not an exaggeration, because many noble families have unique skills, such as the "Demon Swallowing Demon Wolf Killing" of the Wall family, such as the "King Snake" of the Yvelit family, and the "King Aphrodisiac" of the Atroca family. Once these unique skills are combined with systematic training, most people can reach the intermediate title before the age of twenty, but for a little girl who cannot get any help at this time and is slow to reach the standard through her own efforts, it is undoubtedly difficult to reach the sky. No rational person would think she can do it.
The difficult goal is the only hope for everyone at present. Since then, the little girl who was not favored by her mother has become the flesh of everyone's hearts, eating the best things and receiving the best education. The only thing she has to do is practice, practicing day and night, and practicing lifelessly. Because her body is weak, practicing martial arts naturally cannot work. Because of the late enlightenment, everyone naturally eliminated the learning of alchemy for her, and what is left after that is magic.
Constant meditation, learning, and practice have become everything that girls have arranged for urination since childhood. As they grow older, she has also tried to give up or resist. However, the power of the entire relatives is terrible. Although these people dare not hurt her again from the beginning of realizing her value, when many people deal with her with various means of expressing affection or begging, she always surrendered again and again. Some people cried in front of her, some begged in front of her, some begged in front of her, some moved with affection, and some reasoned. As for her mother, she stared at her with such desperate and pale eyes as always, prompting her to keep working hard.
"Only you have to be more promising, so that we can..."
What should I let them be? Let them regain their status as a nobleman again and let them live a good life... But can they truly love themselves?
There were obviously people who were like blood flowing, but none of them really regarded themselves as relatives, but just regarded themselves as a road stone to walk into the palace of happiness. The girl thought of this early on, and she had longed for the love of these people, but the hotter her heart was, the colder she was.
After seeing the qualifications of childhood, the girl gradually showed her talent along the way with the hardest training. Since she accepted her fate at the age of seven, she passed the junior magician exam at the age of nine, passed the second level at the age of twelve, successfully entered the third level at the age of fifteen, and advanced to the middle level at the age of sixteen, and was recognized by the family as the original agreement. And like an ugly duckling, the ugly and short girl had become more and more beautiful. When she advanced to the fifth level at the age of eighteen, she was even known as the first beauty and the first magic genius of the Danma Noble Academy.
Haha... The first beauty, the first genius... But some people still remember what kind of girl she was, what unbearable training she experienced, and the lost childhood could only bring hurtful family affection. The mother's eyes that were watching, countless tears and crying swallowed by her, finally became a cold heart... At this time, she had become no longer trusting anyone around her, except... the woman who was called "aunt" by herself in a small town in the mountains.
Her noble demeanor and cold temperament made her the object of many nobles in Denma. Fortunately, she was the Miss of the Wall family, so those people would not use their family's power to bully people. After entering Level 5, she stayed at the Danma Noble Academy as a teacher. Her original expectation was to stay in this way until her mother passed away. The family no longer needed their own help and left quietly. Who knew that after being recognized by the Wall family, another fate would follow.
A marriage contract.
That was the "surprise" given to her by her father after she successfully advanced to the level 6 mage. "A promising and educated noble count..." Then, she received a letter from her aunt, intending to go to Chiyan Town to live until the arrival of the marriage. Then, she met a man until her body and mind were completely reduced...
"...Ayi, do you know? That night, my aunt wanted to keep you, so I planned to hand myself over to you that night. Later... after being like you, I felt sad because I didn't want you to have me like that, but... but the next morning, you just threw me away like that, do you know? I... I really felt like I was dead..."
Hugging Tang Yi's body, Furna whispered in sobs that she had already changed her clothes for her. Because she was afraid that she would catch a cold and fever again, Tang Yi wrung the hot towel and applied it to her forehead.
"...Ayi, please don't throw me away again, okay... I, I did something wrong, you can tell me... I can scold me and beat me, I will definitely change it... But don't throw me away, except my aunt, I am the only one...Ayi, please..."
Since her mind was awake, Tang Yi did not dare to hold her tightly as before, but put one hand on her waist, and the other hand was free to pull the dry firewood in the fire. Hearing her crying for a long time, he said, "Actually... you are right..."
Hearing him say this, Furna's body shook, she suddenly increased the strength of her hug, and cried, "You... are you still unwilling to forgive me?"
"No." Tang Yi smiled softly, "Actually... you were right as the situation at that time, but I lost my mind for a while. If I could tell you well, even if I told Mrs. Sophia about the truth, she was kind-hearted, and she wouldn't make things difficult for us. But at that time... it was all my fault. If I were more rational, it wouldn't have happened like this..."
"But I like this..." Furna whispered, "If it weren't for this, I might not have dared to really have sex with you that night... But now, although I was resentful of you in my heart at that time, I have been sad in the past few days, but... but so warm. You can treat me like that, hold me tightly, play the flute for me, you... When you hit me, I really felt that I was yours..."
When you hit me, I really felt that I was yours... When Tang Yi heard this, she couldn't help but frowned in confusion, but she could hear her speak in a lighter voice.
"...Ayi, I like it, I like you to hit me... Only if you belong to you will hit her, right..."
"But you are not a thing, you are a human."
"... Even so, I still like it... Ayi, when I was a child, I had to beat me many times, but... never happened because I cared about me. No one cared about me. No one would hit me or scold me when I did something wrong. They only care about themselves. But... But you just hit me because I was wrong. I like this feeling... Because you care about me, it makes me feel... I am owned by you..."
This...is a psychological pervert to some extent. But it's so sad, because I hope to be possessed by others and cared about by others, it doesn't matter even if I get beaten up... Tang Yi sighed in her heart. Only Furna could only ask: "Ayi, that... Xiaoxue girl, is she okay?"
"It's okay." Tang Yi stroked her blonde hair and said softly.
"Then she... hates me?" Furna asked nervously.
"I've talked to her about you before." Tang Yi smiled, "A noble lady who became friends with me, but she had never seen you. After I explained it, I knew it was a misunderstanding... Xiaoxue would not hate people."
"Then... can you take me to see her?" Looking at Tang Yi's expression, she immediately said nervously again, "If... if it is inconvenient, I will... I, I just want to apologize to her and say sorry..."
Her question was not answered immediately. Tang Yi looked at her for a while before she smiled slightly and hugged her with both hands: "I...I'm thinking about the things that happened these days...Furna, of course, you are willing, I...I will be responsible to you, but..." He looked at Furna's expression full of "willing" expression and said with a stuttering, "But... I'm going to say this very despicable, but...I still hope..."
"Ayi, I'll give you time to consider..." Before he finished speaking, Furna said softly, she hugged Tang Yi tightly, her cheek pressed against Tang Yi's chest, and her expression was invisible, "But...Ayi, don't throw me away again, okay... As long as I can let me follow you, I can do anything, I won't force you, I know it's hard for you now... You are the wife who loves you like that, I... What am I? I just fell in love with you wishfully... But, Ayi, I really love you, as long as you don't throw me away, let me follow you... I promise, you, when you want me, I won't mind, I won't disturb you when you are with Xiaoxue. If one day, you really hate me, I... I will disappear forever, but if you like me a little, don't hate me, let me follow you..."
"Don't say that." Tang Yi hugged her, her eyes a little wet. When she heard such confession, it was false to say that she was not moved, but...
"...I won't hate you, nor do I want you to do it or not. Furna, you are a good girl, I can't dislike you. But...I don't know what to do, I need some time. Moreover, you are a soul and thoughtful person, and I hope you do what you want to do..."
"I want you to love me, I want to follow you, even if... even without a soul..." Furna murmured.
The two hugged each other, and Furna was filled with joy, but Tang Yi felt extremely confused in the sweetness. What should she do? There was no answer at all.
However, during this period, Tang Yi still promised her to take her to the bamboo house tomorrow morning and stay there for a while. In this situation, he really felt powerless and tried his best to delay the situation, although it was too despicable, but that was all he could do.
Outside the underground palace, the moon gradually rose, and silver light gradually appeared not far away. After a while, huge shiny balls of hair jumped over. Seeing such a thing, Furna couldn't help but be quite curious.
It is a woman's nature to like cute things. Maoqiu's whole body is beautiful and soft. Furna was a little scared at first, but after Tang Yi held her hand and touched her a few times, she fell in love with it. She had not eaten any portion of food these days, and her whole body was still a little soft at this time. She stood up and leaned against Maoqiu's body, feeling the softness of the creature in front of her, while watching Tang Yi cook millet meat porridge for her.
"…Ayi, what is this?"
"I don't know, I must have lived here a long time ago. I can move every full moon in the fifteenth. Xiaoxue likes to play with it the most..."
"Xiaoxue... she didn't come today, was it because of me?"
Nodded, Tang Yi said, "Don't be too careful, it's nothing. Xiaoxue doesn't like you, but she's afraid that you don't like her. You will see her tomorrow."
"Oh." Furna responded, turned around and leaned on the body of the hairball. "However, being able to move at the fifteenth time should be driven by the power of moonlight. The book says that only a few monsters in ancient times would do this... They glowed all over, had tentacles, so big and cute... Well, I seem to have seen it somewhere..."
She murmured in a low voice, her eyes occasionally swept around. She usually lives here, and it is as dark as day and night. Although there are fires, she can't see too many places. At this time, relying on the light of the wool ball, she saw a pile of ruins not far away. After many years, some strange words deeply engraved on it can still be seen clearly.
The ancient texts are basically nothing, but there are a few words on them that caught her attention. They were a unique noun I saw in a certain book. I remember it was... Gruanna!
"Ah!" exclaimed, and her body suddenly retreated back to Tang Yi's arms, which scared Tang Yi. The hairball seemed to be shocked, jumped out from behind, and then jumped over, as if curious about why she reacted so much.
"What's wrong?"
Chapter completed!