0195: belongs to him(1/2)
Feelings were something he didn't need before. He couldn't think of at what stage he could spend his time loving a woman, and even say love. Not taking the initiative or touching her is his personality.
But he met her. He never explored the word love, but he knew that he liked her around him, as if inadvertent moment she permeated into his life.
But he didn't want to say this word, he knew she wanted to hear it, but he didn't say it. She shouldn't know that he was a paranoid person. Not taking the initiative does not mean that he wouldn't take the initiative; not having demands does not mean that he did not ask.
He had asked her more than she could think. He didn't want her to put a shackle, nor did he want to get himself deeply trapped. He wanted her to be relaxed at a happy age.
He thought that when he was able to ask for her promise.
But in fact, he lost. He was completely trapped and the shackles were stuck on himself. She could clearly let her know how crazy and troubled she was, but she couldn't bear it, and in the end she couldn't bear it.
His inner considerations, excessive thoughts, and despicableness, he did not want to show it, and became a burden to her.
He didn't want to let her go anymore. After his irritable thoughts, he was sure that he had lost everything and must not lose her in the future. He always wanted her to say that she liked herself and always wanted her promises, which was his lack of confidence.
She didn't know that as long as she said she liked her once, the more he would want to work harder. When she asked him to marry her, he had planned the future.
Although there was a mistake in the middle, I missed two years. But he would not let time slip away. He needed her warmth. He gave her the sense of security she wanted and tried everything to shelter her from the wind and rain. Two lonely people need each other together, but they can only be them. After the hug, he said, "Go to my house tonight?"
She didn't want to refuse: "I'll go back and get it..."
"No need to take it, I have it."
Today, he will not let her go.
When the clothes were removed, she was a little shy and grabbed his arm. He kissed her, kissed her deeply, kissed every inch of her body as warmth. He stimulated her, led her, and completely owned her.
This night was sweet and surprising. Yu Xia Ran could never forget it in her life. It was not only because of her first time in her body, but also because of the first time he said what she wanted to hear.
When she was in chaos and nervousness and pain, she heard him say in her ear.
"I love you."
She cried, the kind of crying with joy, and handed herself to him.
She cried so hard that he had to stop: "Don't cry, concentrate."
"Who told you to say you love me at this time? Say it again."
"I love you."
She grabbed his hand, held back the notes in her throat, and continued to ask, "How much do you love me?"
"Love, I have only you in my world." He kissed her, turned her cry into moans with his actions.
...
The news that Xia Ran and Xiao Li were going to get married was not widely publicized. But the next day, he moved her things to his home in the city center. She originally felt that it was a little faster, but Xiao Li now occupies the say of both of them.
After all, she is still at a disadvantage now.
The days when they just lived together were a bit difficult for her to talk about. There must be no one as fast as them, she felt that there was nothing she could do. She couldn't stop anyone from saying that he was poisonous, and she couldn't stop him from doing anything he wanted to do.
She found that he had a strong desire for himself, and he really felt that his eyes had grown white before. According to his words, he should make up for it.
Replenish... On the fourth day, she felt that she needed a rest. She stopped him from pounceing on her.
"Restraint, we are not married yet."
"What does it have to do with marriage?" Xia Tian had no quilt on the bed. He leaned on the bed with his upper body naked, watching her look cool and long legs exposed.
"Anyway... you can't squeeze me out before getting married." She held it in for a long time and said this, "Look at me, I don't look good, you are in high spirits."
He curled his lips and laughed out loud. He looked at the gully she had exposed because she was lying down, and reached out to touch her.
She shouted, "Hey!" He covered her chest and couldn't stop it. He supported himself and touched her butt again.
"You don't even care about these two places at night?" she took the opportunity to accuse her.
"pain?"
"Why doesn't it hurt? You haven't been pinched like this, of course I don't know." She really felt that he was a beast when he was in bed. "Anyway, it won't work today, I want to rest."
After saying that, she turned over and fell asleep.
Xiao Li could only see her back and her cute butt, and she was silent for a moment, leaned over and hugged her from behind, put her body on, bent the same curve as her, and said softly: "I'll be gentle next time."
Hearing this tone, she suddenly felt soft and grabbed his hand holding her: "Actually, it's okay."
"It hurts really?"
"No." The voice was gentle like aphrodisiac, making her ears numb.
"I'll help you with rubbing."
"No, no."
She couldn't refuse and had already taken action. She turned her back to him, very sensitive.
"How do you feel if you are gentler?"
"It feels..." No, I told her that she felt that she had been easily teased by him.
"Doesn't it hurt here too?"
"Hey!" The drowned stop voice. He turned over her head and kissed her, but of course she didn't refuse. Then... let him succeed again.
Xia Ran showed that she was not majestic in the bed. But when she really said she didn't want it, he would still stop, just to make her feel very guilty.
The young man and woman just lived together and everything was fresh. He wanted to eat the food she cooked, so she cooked it for him to eat. In fact, it was much better than before.
Xiao Li's house was bought here a few months ago. She asked him why he wanted to buy it here.
He said that she didn't want to go to Beihai and he didn't want to go back, it was just right here.
He understands her.
During the project, she and Lin Keer didn't speak when they met, but the more skilled she was in the secretary work, she was a person who was prone to outstanding and was not prone to stage fright. She found all these personalities. In addition, Xiao Li praised her for doing well every night, so she became more confident.
But she later learned that he praised her, on the one hand, was indeed sincere, but on the other hand, just to do the following things better.
He was also very busy and did not have the leisure he imagined. After living together for two weeks, he needed to go back to the headquarters, and Lin Ke'er's father wanted to see him. He was in Beihai.
That night, he hugged her and said about this. Xia Ran knew that she could not interfere in this matter, but she asked.
"How did you get in touch with their family?"
He told her that Lin Keer's father was a local businessman and later earned some money. He not only helped Xiao Li when he was a child, but when Xiao Li encountered something, he gave him some money and asked him to start over. Now Lin Keer's father is a shareholder of his company.
Xia Ran couldn't speak. Lin Keer should be qualified for this kind of kindness. Even if she looked at this kind of connection, she could only accept it.
"Do you want to go with me?"
She thought about it. He thought so much about her, and she couldn't hide here for the rest of her life and not return to that world. She nodded: "I'll go back with you."
He laughed and kissed her head. He now had more chances to laugh than before, and of course she laughed more. When she laughed, he would laugh. She didn't laugh, and when he was angry, he would laugh after watching her for a long time.
She liked to see him smile and kissed the corner of his mouth: "I have nothing to be afraid of, you are still by my side!"
Before the two went to Beihai, they went to the hospital to visit Uncle Yang and Aunt. Uncle Yang knew that they had reconciled and was very pleased. When he knew that they were engaged, he was very surprised and then smiled with relief.
"Very very good, my wife is relieved to watch from heaven, and I am relieved too. Are you going back there now? When will you get married?"
"There is another thing to ask for, and you will choose the day after finishing it. At that time, I don't know if you want to be her family, Uncle Yang." Xiao Li said.
Uncle Yang opened his eyes and his eyes turned red. Xia Ran was held by Xiao Li, and felt extremely warm and red. He also said to Uncle Yang: "Yes, my aunt will be well done by the surgery. Come on, you are my parents' home. I used to be willful, and I will definitely trouble you a lot of things. Don't dislike me, Uncle Yang."
"No, no, I've actually treated you as half of my daughter for so many years." Uncle Yang was very excited, "I..." He wiped his tears, "I can't cry. It's a happy thing. No problem, I'll send Xiao Ran out of marriage at that time."
It was also her luck to meet Uncle Yang. When she was a child, she was ignorant and thought that this person was very strange. She could let her do what she could do after taking the money and take care of her and her mother. When she grew up, she began to get used to it, but she didn't think it was great at that time. After she became sensible, she realized that Uncle Yang's kindness and honesty were precious
Especially when she was taken in.
"Uncle Yang's family is a kind-hearted person. Including Xiaolei, although he looks like a little bitch and says he dislikes me and hates me, but when I am sad alone in the past two years, he will appear and talk to me."
"Repay them well in the future."
"Okay, then I'm going to work hard to make money!"
"The plane is about to take off. You have a sleep, aren't you not sleeping well?"
She yawned: "You are in great spirits. You didn't go to bed at three o'clock last night and can still watch computers. It turns out that you are an elite academic master. It's not in line with the law of nature if you don't make money."
Xiao Li tapped on the computer and glanced at her: "Go to sleep, it's going to be in an hour."
"What are you writing?"
"document."
"Okay, I can't understand these numbers anyway, so I'll sleep and call me when you arrive."
The plane had not taken off yet, and the flight attendant asked the person on the plane to turn off the phone in flight mode. Xiao Li sent the email out and received a reply soon.
"You really decided?"
"I decided." He replied. Then he turned off the computer and cell phone, looked at her leaning against the chair, and brought her over and carried her into her arms. She looked for a comfortable position in his arms like a cat, and fell asleep with peace of mind.
He kissed her, touched her long, and closed his eyes.
When Xia Ran returned to this city, she felt very unfamiliar. The person who passed by looked at her for a few more glances and began to hide in Xiao Li's arm.
"What should I do? Did they recognize me?"
"It's been a long time since the incident, but no one has been paying attention to that matter," Xiao Li said, "Don't worry."
To be continued...