033: Then I will be balanced(1/2)
Xiao Li paused, his expression in front of him so she couldn't see clearly, but she heard his next words: "Don't say something inexplicable to cover it up when you are scared."
He exposed her mercilessly, and she was dissatisfied: "I was not scared, I was just a weak and powerful person to protect myself."
Not scared, who was trembling just now?
Without saying this, he could see the girl's hand wrapped around his chest. She was very thin and fair, but there were obviously a few scratches on it.
"Why are you here?" he asked
...While walking was stumbled when someone was carrying it on her back, it surprised her to feel very stable. She leaned her head against his back and replied to him: "Someone wrote a note in my drawer."
"...what did you write?" Xiao Li really didn't understand. She didn't look like such a stupid person, so how could she come to the appointment alone?
Thinking of the notes, Xia Ran felt even more embarrassed and pinched her hands and said dissatisfiedly: "You dare to lie to me."
"You should be a little self-aware." Xiao Li took a few steps and said bluntly, "You don't know how likely it is to meet your people here to make friends with you in private?"
In the past, Xia Ran would only say that it doesn't matter. She doesn't want to make friends with these people. But today she left her speechless. It was because she was too low to be vigilant and did not receive revenge at school. It was thought that everything could be done according to her ideas.
Now I feel that there is a saying that she is right and pretends.
Isn't that true? I usually show off my power in school, but when I meet that group of people, I find that I can't beat me and can't run away. But: "If you didn't mention your name above, I wouldn't have come!"
Xiao Li turned his head and looked at her: "What did you write me?"
Xia Ran buried her head, and when she spoke like this, she eliminated many concerns: "I would be so angry that she said... I wouldn't have come to this ghost place if I told me about you."
Xiao Li stopped, his expression was a little stunned, his facial features were tough, and there was an unknown meaning in his deep eyes. He said, "I deserve to be deceived."
Xia Ran was unhappy: "Why should I deserve it? If it weren't for you ignoring me, would I believe others?"
"Who would have been so kind to tell you this?"
Xia Ran opened her mouth clamoringly and stopped. Yes, the fact that she wanted to pursue Xiao Li was ridiculed by everyone, and no one supported her at all.
"What's more," Xiao Li added, "It won't be useful after knowing me."
This person didn't comfort himself, but he insisted on exposing her final purpose. She lay on his back and said, "Okay, okay, I know you don't like me, but you won't give me any chance. If I pester you, you will be annoyed. When you see me, you want to vomit. I wish I would disappear completely and never appear in front of you and not disturb your life, right! Now you can laugh at me hard, just laugh!"
A series of words made Xiao Li unable to answer, and he frowned and said, "I didn't laugh at you, I just stated the facts."
Her emotions have always changed very quickly. She blamed herself in the last second, but lost her temper the next second.
"But I can't do it. Even if I only have a little chance, I don't want to give up. I know I'm not good, I have poor grades, bad temper, and a bad reputation. I think I'm very great like a fool. I'm already at the point where I don't know people to teach me a lesson. You must not like me like this, and I will definitely laugh at me from the bottom of my heart. I just want to know you, but you don't give me a chance, what should I do!"
She became self-pity again. If Ye Chengwei was here, it would be strange enough to hear these words for a week but she hadn't reacted for a week. Because Xia Ran was very tough and confident no matter how she showed, she didn't expect that she would evaluate herself like this one day, and she said it very directly.
"I said, I didn't laugh at you." I don't know what happened to such a change. After being surprised, Xiao Li didn't have the intention to ridicule, but instead asked in a low voice: "So why don't you give up?"
He knew how cruel he was to her, and it can be said that other girls would not stick to it. But she always followed him like someone who was fine, thinking he didn't know.
"I said I...I like you." After realizing her mood, these four words made her feel other feelings.
Xiao Li's heart was touched that could not be ignored. He calmed down and walked slowly and said, "I said I wouldn't like you. Why do you still insist?"
Xia Ran bent down the corner of her mouth, her forehead pressed against his back and buried her face. This man never showed mercy or comforted her, but even so, she still didn't want to give up.
"I just want to stay with you." The reason is simple. Putting aside her likes him, she likes the time she spent with him, and even secretly taking his bus, she gradually becomes less annoyed. Even if he is vicious, fierce, and indifferent, she still wants to walk beside him.
The simple reason was not unexpected to Xiao Li. He couldn't remember what a girl who liked him would say in the past, but never once got into his ears like this, and it was very clear.
Xia Ran thought of Ye Chengwei's words in her mind, and finally felt the specific meaning. She was really far from him, thinking that she was very great, but in the end she looked at him to save her.
"I remember you said you wouldn't like me," she clenched her hand tightly, remembering her swearing in the second year of high school classroom, she sighed: "I shouldn't like me..." This question made her feel even more disappointed. She also thought that in addition to making herself feel lost, the other party might think she was very self-aware.
But she couldn't get angry. She changed the topic: "Xiao Li, did you call my name just now?"
Her thoughts kept turning quickly. Xiao Li was still thinking, and reacted for a while before following her. He did not answer, and waited for her to say the next sentence.
"When you called me my name, the sound was so nice," she said.
Xiao Li carried her on her back and felt her weight. He didn't feel breathless, but instead felt relaxed. Her voice changed from loud to soft, from full of confidence to weakening. If he had to say something about the idea of blocking her before, now he was just walking on her back without saying anything.
When Xia Ran was put down, she realized that she had not arrived at the school gate and there was no one in the infirmary. Xiao Li put her beside the bed. She looked at him blankly and turned around and looked around, and finally walked over with the medicine box.
"You want to give me medicine?" She thought he would send her to the door and ignored it.
Xiao Li opened the medicine box and found iodine and band-aids. "Does the wound hurt?"
She was stunned. In fact, the wound on her hand was aching slightly, but she ignored it. After being asked, she subconsciously said: "It hurts."
“Stretch out.”
She obediently pulled her sleeve and put it in front of him. Xiao Li glanced at the thin wrist in front of her. Her skin was fair and delicate, but there were a few traces on it. There were flashes in her eyes that even he didn't notice the displeasure.
When he was strong, she became weaker, the softest mood she had never had in many years. She removed her disguise and barbs and allowed him to clean up the wound.
Xiao Li applied iodine on her arm, and she hissed, and it seemed that he and she hadn't been like this for a long time. The unaggressive atmosphere made her voice softer. Jingjie saw his drooping gaze and his eyelashes appeared clearly in front of him.
His expression was often indifferent and cold. She didn't know what he was thinking, but now at least she didn't feel that he was repelling himself.
She murmured, "I remember the last time I was staying so quiet with you, I was still at your house."
Xiao Li paused his hand and looked up at her. His lips, which were pursed under the bridge of his high nose, moved. Xia Ran was a straightforward person. Here was the opportunity, she asked: "Do you like Lin Keer?"
This question made Xiao Li frown: "What are you talking about?"
She was a little nervous, and his reaction made her tighten her hands, but her eyes didn't leave him: "I wonder if you don't like me because of Lin Ke'er?"
Xiao Li didn't expect how to get involved with this. Her big and clear eyes were close to her, as if she would look directly at her.
"It has nothing to do with her."
Xia Ran's nervous heart beat out: "Don't lie to me, I'll tell you, I'll believe what you say."
"..." He was calm on his face, but in fact he had already lost his mind for the first time because of this sentence.
"So you don't like Lin Keer, don't you?"
Xiao Li came to his senses and Yu Guangzhong saw the girl holding her other hand on her legs. Her ears were already red with nervousness, but she still looked at him tough and listened to his answer.
He looked at her for a while, tear open the Band-Aid and sticked it on her wound: "I don't like it."
"Then... do you have any girls you like now?"
"...No." Paste another band-aid
"real?"
She suddenly approached, her eyes waiting for confirmation, but there was no joy that could not be hidden.
He felt like his heart was scratched by a cat, and he said at close range: "Is it necessary to tell lies?"
As if fireworks were blooming in her heart, the stone that had been choking down, she finally smiled relaxed, and her low mood just now was relieved: "Then I will be balanced in my heart."
I thought she would say something, but I didn't expect it to be this sentence. The atmosphere in the room became relaxed, and Xiao Li simply treated the injuries on Xia Ran's arm. She enjoyed the feeling of being taken care of by him. Even she didn't know why she had such a sense of trust in a man who had just come into contact with her and clearly stated that she had hated her very much.
Maybe this is what she likes, she likes him very much.
"There are legs, and there are injuries on the legs." Seeing that Xiao Li was about to get up, she wanted to extend the time. She quickly pulled open her trouser legs to reveal her fair calves.
Xiao Li paused when he saw her legs exposed. There were indeed scars on his knees, but he stood for a while before squatting down. Xia Ran didn't pay attention to his strangeness. When he saw the wound, he finally became worried: "Will there be scars? Why is it so serious?"
She didn't know how serious the injury was on her. She really didn't expect that she would be so careless about herself. She had scars?
"No." He said.
"Will it look ugly if there is scar?" He was only beginning to worry. He stared at this calves, just as he remembered.
"No." He started taking medicine.
"Then I believe what you said." Xia Ran frowned in pain, "Can you be gentle?"
Xiao Li was silent and did not feel impatient, but his movements slowed down a little.
After taking the medicine, Uncle Yang had already found the infirmary. Xiao Li would not take the initiative to say too much to her. Today's condition is rare, and she cherishes such a change. When Uncle Yang came, he saw the wound on her body and asked worriedly: "Miss, what's wrong with you?"
"I fell down."
Uncle Yang glanced at Xiao Li next to her, and Xia Ran said, "This is my classmate, he helped me."
"Then thank this classmate." Uncle Yang recognized him as the person Xia Ran followed recently, and didn't say much, but just smiled gratefully at him. Uncle Yang supported her, and she looked back at him and said, "I'm leaving."
"Yes." Xiao Li stood on the side of the road and replied.
Xia Ran was unable to feel emotional when encountering those things, but the joy she received in the infirmary made her not feel that bad for the time being: "Thank you today."
Xiao Li looked at her and stopped for two seconds before uttering a nod.
"goodbye."
But he didn't know that the boy behind him looked in her direction and looked for a long time. The conversation just now did not point out, she did not explain, and he did not ask directly. It was like a tacit understanding, vaguely dealing with this question.
But when Xiao Li came home, he felt that the ease behind him seemed to be missing something. The cars came and went outside the window, and he stood in the bus and went home on a fixed route. Everything seemed to be unchanged forever. Now it seems a little different.
Maybe there have been changes long ago, but today I started to feel it clearly.
Looking at the scenery backing back on the street, what I remembered was the girl's voice behind her, not harsh or arrogant, and very careful. The eyes that looked directly at him always appeared in front of him, big and clear. He found that even if these eyes started, they would not be aggressive, and today they were more like a stray cat...
A feeling was very clear, and he did not reject those sounds today. His inexplicable irritability over the past few days has calmed down...
"Xia Ran..." He whispered the name.
Good sound? That sentence is really unclear, so...
To be continued...