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416. What is love

With Zhang Jing's constant persuasion, Xu Yan finally calmed down, sat aside, and listened to Xu Jie's words.

I heard Xu Jie say, "I'm so thin, it's not my aunt. I have not made any progress in practicing qigong, but my ears are much more sensitive than ordinary people. I heard what you said downstairs two years ago. From that time on, I wouldn't want to live anymore. If my aunt hadn't forced me to have a meal, I would have followed him long ago."

Xu Yan looked at her in surprise and asked, "Since you love him so much, why do you still leave him and follow the old witch to come here?"

Xu Jie smiled faintly and said, "I have learned a lot about my aunt for so many years. My aunt is indeed a little bit crazy and is so good at pretending to be a fool. I was deceived by her when I could come here. There is no world of nothingness, it was all made up when she was mentally abnormal."

Hearing this, Zhang Jing and Xu Yan couldn't help but shudder. Xu Jie was delayed by a mental patient for many years of youth!

Xu Yan couldn't help asking: "Since you know that she is crazy, why do you still have to accompany her here to pretend to be a ghost? Are you not trying to die by yourself?" After thinking about it, he said in confusion, "No, she hit people from the air, that's a real supernatural ability. I made her fall for countless times!"

Xu Jie said, "That is real kung fu. When she was young, she did meet a master in the deep mountains. My aunt told me that her master could not only hit people from the air, but also ascend to the ground. This is something that ordinary people cannot understand, but it was passed down from generation to generation by practitioners in the mountains. However, the ideological realm of these practitioners is different from that of ordinary people and they don't want to be born in the world and meet people."

Zhang Jing asked, "Then, she does have different skills than ordinary people. How could you say that she is crazy and deceived you?"

Xu Jie said: "Not only does she have the ability to hit people from the air, she also knows hypnosis. When the butler came up, she pinched his waist a few times, and the butler collapsed on the ground and fell asleep. Then, she asked the butler, what did Wan Cheng tell him? The butler told her.

From this incident, I suddenly remembered that the reason why I remembered the things I shouldn't have remembered was because she squeezed my waist a few times and hypnotized me. First, she told her everything she knew, and then she told me a lot of things that I hadn't seen. When I woke up, the things I remembered were what she forced on me, and it wasn't true at all."

Xu Yan asked: "Then you know the truth, why do you still follow her?"

Xu Jie said: "When I knew the truth, I had been practicing with her for two years. This practice is true, and the soul leaves the body. The biggest advantage is that it can keep the mind clear and understand many things.

In the past two years, I have figured out a lot of things. Although my aunt is so sarcastic, she really wants to find a successor who can inherit her legacy. However, she has over-practice and is not clear-headed. Sometimes she doesn’t know what she is doing.”

Zhang Jing asked: "What did you understand so that you can stay here and refuse to see Liu Wancheng?"

Xu Jie sighed and said, "I figured it out. Wancheng doesn't love me or you. Although he has Qingqing with you, he doesn't love you."

Zhang Jing was shocked. Qingqing belonged to Liu Wancheng. Wu Xiaobo could guess this, and Xu Yan might know it, but Xu Jie probably wouldn't know it.

She could say this, which means she had indeed figured out what ordinary people could not understand.

She looked at Xu Jie and asked, "Can you tell me, why is this happening?"

Xu Jie smiled slightly and said, "Actually, it's very simple. There are many kinds of love. Wancheng's love for me is just a kind of love. He is afraid that he will hurt me, fear that I will be unhappy, and he will be with my nature everywhere. To put it bluntly, his love for me is a kind of care and care. In order for me to live carefree, he can give without asking for anything in return. However, this is not the love between men and women.

True love between men and women should be equal. You can quarrel, you can not care about each other, and you can become enemies. But in the end, the two will continue in this quarrel, and get closer and stronger, and eventually become one. You are me, and I am you."

The more Zhang Jing listened, the more confused she became, and frowned and refused to speak.

Xu Jie asked her: "What kind of love do you think Wancheng loves you?"

Zhang Jing said: "He just will treat me unconditionally and care about me."

Xu Jie smiled and asked, "So, who has he quarreled with and who is he strict with him?"

Xu Yan and Zhang Jing actually said in unison: "Gao Xiuju!"

Then, the two looked at each other and were stunned at the same time.

Xu Jie smiled and said to Xu Yan: "A true lover may not coax you, will not care about you, and may even blame you all day long. Just like my brother-in-law treats you. But I know that my brother-in-law truly loves you. In his heart, you are already him, so he will have requirements for you. If you do not do as good as his will, he will blame you and lose his temper at you."

Speaking of this, Zhang Jing and Xu Yan both understood.

Zhang Jing was wondering, who really loves her? The only people with the two characteristics Xu Jie mentioned are her ex-husband and Dai Xiaosong, but Liu Wancheng has never gotten angry with her.

But Xu Yan was thinking that in her heart, Xu Jie and Liu Wancheng seemed to live a life of no world, not quarrel, not quarrel, and respect each other as guests.

But she always felt that something seemed to be missing between the two of them. What was missing? She couldn't say it.

Now, she suddenly realized that what they lacked was the vulgarity and fireworks between her and Wu Xiaobo.

Neither of them spoke. They had already agreed with Xu Jie's statement. Liu Wancheng did not love Xu Jie or Zhang Jing. The one he loved was probably Gao Xiuju from beginning to end.

At this time, Xu Jie said, "I know my aunt is crazy. When she lied to me, she had already figured out that Wancheng didn't love me through meditation. What should I do at this time? I think my best way is to be my aunt's apprentice as her mind was as she was when she was awake.

However, although Wancheng doesn’t love me, I love him. Over the years, my practice has actually been to forget him, to stop caring about me, and to let him and Sister Xiuju have their own life.

I have been doing this and practicing this way. But this is really too difficult for me!

Just when I was about to succeed and could not think about Wancheng and practice with peace of mind, you said downstairs that Wancheng was gone! If my aunt hadn't stopped me and wouldn't have allowed me to go downstairs, I would have gone to you long ago!

My aunt always listens to what you say and tells me all the news. However, all my thoughts about him in my heart were hooked up, and all my practice lost its meaning!

I can no longer practice, and I have no reason to live, and I am determined to die. It’s not that my aunt is telling me the mental method and the feelings of practitioners every day, and forcing me to eat every day, I may not be able to survive even a day!

Just now, when you came up, I figured it out.

Since I can't practice with peace of mind, why should I persevere? Since Wan Cheng is dead, I will miss him and will not hurt Sister Xiuju again. Why can't I miss him with you?"

Zhang Jing looked at her steadily until she finished speaking, and then said, "Girl, why don't you go back to the United States with me? Go there and change the environment, maybe you will get better gradually."

Xu Jie shook her head and said, "After saying so much to you, I feel much better now. I don't go anywhere, I'm here, living with my sister, brother-in-law, and aunt. I won't practice deliberately. Wancheng's father is right. It's best to let things go. When you can practice, practice when you can practice, and when you can be a mortal, you'll be a mortal."

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a sigh outside the door. Then, Kong Damei's voice came over: "Serious, good, good, jie, you finally figured it out. Auntie is indeed crazy sometimes. So, when my aunt reaches this point, I dare not practice anymore. If I practice again, I will be completely crazy. Auntie won't force you, let's just do it. If you want to be with my aunt, you come to find my aunt. If you want to live with your sister, you can go to her small foreign house. How good is that?"

When Zhang Jing returned to the US, Jacqueline had already graduated from university. At this time, her eldest daughter Ruoxi had already gotten married and left independent.

When something happened to Liu Wancheng, Zhang Jing rushed back to Jiangshan Group. When Gao Xiuju's mood stabilized and when she returned home again, Jacqueline, who was also missing, was already at home.

She did not hide her spy identity from Zhang Jing, and described the accident about Liu Wancheng to Zhang Jingyuan, believing that she had harmed her father.

She had quit A's job and did not ask Zhang Jing for forgiveness. She believed that the mistakes she made were unforgivable and she could not forgive herself. If she had not provided information to A, I would not have known that Liu Wancheng had gone to Zaporoze and would not have died.

Zhang Jing told her that Liu Wancheng's trip to Zaporoze and his sacrifice had nothing to do with her. Zhou Tiemin had already told her that AI had long been eyeing Liu Wancheng and knew his whereabouts well.

Even if there was no Jacqueline, even if the person who joined Masic was not Liu Wancheng, no matter who it was, I would not allow this person to leave alive with confidential information.

Jacqueline's appearance not only did not help A, but instead helped Liu Wancheng the opportunity to escape. Even if Jacqueline doesn't resign, A will fire her. Not suing her is a good result. After all, what they did is a shameful job.

Although Zhang Jing repeatedly enlightened her, Jacqueline still couldn't forgive herself. She couldn't accept the life without Liu Wancheng and insisted on going back to Detroit.

Finally, Zhang Jing asked her: "If your father is alive and knows that you are back in Detroit, what will your father think? He will blame me for not taking good care of you and will be sad! Do you want me to be sorry for your father for your sake?"

"But, I have no dad anymore!" Jacqueline burst into tears.

This was the first time Jacqueline cried after learning that Liu Wancheng was missing, which made Zhang Jing unable to help but hugged her and cried together.

From then on, Jacqueline grew up, became quiet and calm. She studied harder and completed all her college studies one year ahead of schedule.

She knew that she had taken care of Qingqing, who had grown up, taught her Chinese and English. Moreover, if she didn't quarrel with Zhang Jing, she would listen to whatever Zhang Jing said, and she was so obedient that she almost became another person.

Zhang Jing came back from Australia and asked Jacqueline, who had graduated, whether to stay in school to continue his studies or return to Dowling Company?

But Jacqueline gave her another answer: she wants to go back to China.

She said: "When I was in the capital, my father promised me to buy a courtyard house there, where I could work there, and he would often come to see me.

Now, Dad is missing. But I don’t believe he will die. I want to go to the capital, find a job there, and wait for him. I believe that he will definitely appear in front of me someday in the future!”

Zhang Jing was amused and crying.

You are waiting for him here, isn't it the same?
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