55. Wake up
In the private room of the tavern, Wu Xiaobo was furious, slapped the table and cursed her.
Liu Wancheng became quiet instead, just watching Wu Xiaobo perform quietly.
After he was almost done, he said slowly: "What are you talking nonsense? Fight with me, do you have the courage? People are desperate to sacrifice their lives only when they are desperate. Are you so delicious and spicy all day long, and you are just living a lot of energy. Are you willing to work hard?"
Wu Xiaobo stopped talking. Liu Wancheng was right. He was living a prosperous life. He was trying to sacrifice his life for Gao Xiuju? That would be no good deal.
Liu Wancheng said, "You, don't be a hero for me here. Gao Xiuju is with you, but she is just a treasure you can't bear to give up. It's not worth your life to exchange. Sit down obediently and listen to me explain to you. After I finish talking, maybe you will feel better."
Wu Xiaobo took it seriously and sat down obediently. He convinced Liu Wancheng, mainly because Liu Wancheng could see through him and make sense to tell him well.
Seeing him sitting down, Liu Wancheng continued, "Even if I deliberately destroy you two, I will say you harass Xu Jie, and Gao Xiuju will ignore you. Do you know why?"
Wu Xiaobo muttered, "She's jealous."
Liu Wancheng shook his head and said, "That's only one aspect. And the other aspect is that she doesn't care about you very much, that is, she doesn't love you. If she loves you, she will definitely give you a chance to correct her. Are you right?"
Wu Xiaobo thought about it and knelt down on Gao Xiuju for this matter, but she finally followed others. Indeed, she didn't care so much about herself.
Then Liu Wancheng said again: "Xiaobo, to be honest, I will break you apart for your own good."
Wu Xiaobo didn't understand and stared at Liu Wancheng.
Liu Wancheng slowly picked up the wine glass, took a sip of wine, and then picked a piece of rib from the steaming casserole and ate it slowly. After that, he said, "Gao Xiuju can break up with you because you touched Xu Jie. What else does this mean? It means that she is the kind of person who considers love more ideally. In other words, the love she pursues in her heart is pure, exclusive, and there cannot be any flaws, otherwise she will not accept it."
Speaking of this, he looked at Wu Xiaobo and said, "Let's just assume that without this Dr. Xian, you will marry Gao Xiuju. Xiaobo, can you guarantee that you will always love Gao Xiuju alone, will not cheat, and will not go out to provoke other beautiful women? Think about it carefully, the paper cannot contain the fire. What kind of consequence will it be if you cheat on Gao Xiuju when you find out! Will Gao Xiuju be happy with you, the playboy who is flirting with the grass? Why can't you stand from her perspective and consider her feelings?"
Wu Xiaobo was stunned.
Liu Wancheng continued, "We won't say that you are good with Gao Xiuju, but you are going to provoke Xu Jie. Let's say that you have done your own business until now. Do you dare to say that you have never provoked other girls? Do you dare to tell me that you have never been to those roadside wild shops? Don't promise me that if you have Gao Xiuju, you won't do that. People have nature, and your nature determines your personality of being flirting with her. You say you can change it. I'll ask you, do you believe this? "
Wu Xiaobo lowered his head.
After a long time, Liu Wancheng breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Xiaobo, you should know that if you really love someone, you don't have to have her, but to make her live a happy and happy life, so that you will be equally happy, although you have not got her. Can you understand this?"
Wu Xiaobo picked up the cup, raised it at Liu Wancheng, drank it dry in one sip, put it down and said, "Brother, you are really my brother! I learned a lot from you tonight. You are right, I just like beauty. Gao Xiuju is so beautiful that I like her. If she becomes ugly, she doesn't have to marry me! I just think she has become ugly. When I think about it, I feel relieved immediately!"
Liu Wancheng was stunned for a long time, making him laugh.
Wu Xiaobo ate a piece of ribs, put down the bones in his hand, and said, "You cultural people's idea is romance. Love someone not to get her, but to make her happy! This sentence is so interesting, I can't reach this level. But you are right. Gao Xiuju follows me and will definitely not be happy in the future! Don't say anything, let's drink!"
The two of them poured the wine again, and Wu Xiaobo said the truth: "Brother, you have seen through me, but I can't hold it in. I feel very nervous when there is no woman around me for three days. I have to find someone to quench my thirst. Sometimes I feel regretful afterwards. I shouldn't be so unreliable. I swear not to find a woman anymore, but I can't control myself later. As for my urinary nature, Gao Xiuju married me, I really can't guarantee that there is no time to be tired of her. If I get tired of it one day, I go out to find fresh and let her catch it, and I still have to divorce! From this perspective, it's better for her to be with others."
Speaking of this, I asked Liu Wancheng: "Hey, brother, do you have such a time?"
Liu Wancheng shook his head and said, "If I love someone, I will be loyal to her. Even if I can't hold it in, I will not betray her." At this point, my eyes became a little dazed.
When he and Gao Xiuju were in a cold war, sometimes they couldn't hold it in. At that time, Xu Jie was by his side, and Xu Jie had already begun to hint him that he could cross the line of etiquette with her.
But he didn't. He felt that he was sorry for Xu Jie and Gao Xiuju. Because he knew very well that Gao Xiuju still loved him, but because of the trivial matters of life, they had conflicts and cold wars.
He couldn't hold it in, so he would rather solve it by himself than hurt any of the two women.
At this time, Wu Xiaobo said, "Brother, you are not a scout, are you? Otherwise, why can you hold it so hard? Or I will take you out tonight and find a place to break your body?"
Liu Wanchenghu raised his face and scolded: "Get out, drink your wine, don't talk nonsense!"
That night, they drank until late at night before they took a taxi back.
The next day, he slept until midnight before Wu Xiaobo woke up. The business department did not have a basic salary, the branch factory did not provide attendance, and no one was responsible for it. Those who did not go to work had the final say. As long as they could find work for the branch factory at any time, they would ensure that the production tasks of the branch were full.
Wu Xiaobo woke up and did not come out of the quilt, but was half lying, curled up in the quilt and smoked.
His family also lives in a bungalow, and in winter, the stove is burning in the house to keep warm. At this time, everyone in the family went to work, and the inside and outside the house was quiet. The room was quite cold, so the stove was probably gone now.
He dragged out an electric heating from under his bed and plugged in it to warm it up. In fact, Wu Xiaobo has made a lot of money now, and he doesn't need to grow a stove at home, so he is clean with the electric heating. But his parents are both workers who are used to being hard on Jiangshan Machinery Factory and can't stand him. Not to mention that the whole family uses electric heating to keep it warm, even Wu Xiaobo can't use it in his house. His electric heating is the smallest model. He secretly bought it to hide it under the bed. He dares to drag it out and use it when his parents are sleeping or not.
Wu Xiaobo also had a sister. When he started working, because his parents were both workers and could not trust him, he could not enter Jiangshan Machinery Factory. Instead, he obeyed social distribution and was assigned to the city's public security system and worked as a household registration police officer in the police station.
At that time, the salary for working as a worker in the factory was more than 37 yuan, and the police were only 24. I didn’t think of it as a worker. My sister cried like tears and refused to report to the city. It was Wu Xiaobo’s father who forced her to deliver it.
But now I look at it, my sister is still lucky. If she really goes into the factory and works as a worker, she will probably face laid off.
Sitting in the quilt, the wine last night had not been completely digested, and his mind was messy, so Wu Xiaobo began to think about it as these messes.
From the stinginess of parents, I think of my sister’s good luck, and then I think of Gao Xiuju again.
Liu Wancheng's words make sense. People cannot just think about themselves, just like he runs into customers. If he cannot think about problems from the customer's position, he will not come to so many businesses.
He can consider problems from the perspective of a customer, so why can't he consider problems from the perspective of Gao Xiuju? If it weren't for Liu Wancheng's reminder, he wouldn't have thought about this matter carefully.
He shrank in the quilt, smoking a cigarette, and treated himself as Gao Xiuju, and began to figure out many things gradually.
Gao Xiuju is bored, and what she brought to her at the beginning was a brand new lifestyle for her. She has never seen a worker who opens a beauty shop and cuts and perms women's hair.
When he was forced back to work by Zhang Nianfa and became a worker who was no different from others, Gao Xiuju's freshness passed.
Liu Wancheng is right. He thought he was harassing Xu Jie, but it was just an introduction, not the main reason for the breakup.
So, does Gao Xiuju have any feelings for him? Or is there any. If she is not fickle and if her family does not strongly object to her, she might marry him.
But if she marry him, can he give her happiness?
After thinking for a long time, Wu Xiaobo finally admitted painfully that he could not give Gao Xiuju a happy life. With Gao Xiuju's personality that does not rub sand in his eyes, no matter whether they are poor or rich after marriage, many conflicts will arise, and they will eventually part in a bad mood.
Liu Wancheng is right. Since he likes her and cares about her, he should look forward to her well. Wu Xiaobo no longer uses the word "love" because he is no longer sure whether he loves Gao Xiuju. He just loves her face, her figure, and her skin. Liu Wancheng said that these are not love, but the concrete manifestation of human primitive desires.
Why didn’t Liu Wancheng be a philosopher?
It was almost lunchtime when Wu Xiaobo finally crawled out of the bed, washed up in a hurry, went out, and headed straight to the single dormitory compound in District 4.
When he went to the single dormitory, he was not going to find Liu Wancheng, but to find Dr. Xian, the man who was about to become Gao Xiuju's husband, and had a good talk.
Chapter completed!