Zhang Nian's eyes turned red, and the suffocation feeling made her heart tear apart.

"There are too many things between us. Even if I still love you, I can't get close to you... because I'm too tired." Zhang Nian looked at Chu Zixiao and slowly turned to face her. After a touch of self-deprecating, tears fell down.

"Not every fairy tale ends with a beautiful ending, nor does every love have a result." Zhang Nian sniffed strongly and smiled, even though such a smile was filled with tears, "Didn't anyone surveyed online that up to 95% of first loves have no result? You and Jian Mo, to me..."

When the words were finished, Zhang Nian felt heartbroken.

It turned out that she could face him and became alienated and cold, but she could not stop the heart that loved him.

This relationship is finally coming to an end...

She thought that even if she was sad, she would become indifferent because of those bad things.

But it turns out that she forgot that if someone’s heart is filled with another person, she will be pulled out with blood...

The expression on Chu Zixiao's face gradually cracked. He looked at Zhang Nian, stepped forward, and gently raised his hand to wipe the tears from her face.

"I don't want such a result." Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with sadness. "It was only when I couldn't see clearly that I became what I am today... Zhang Nian, I don't mind the hardships of this road, but I want a chance."

Zhang Nian couldn't help but she kept crying, and she was almost suffocating from the pain.

"No!" Zhang Nian closed her eyes and squeezed out all the tears in her eyes.

She kept shaking her head, even though her heart hurt so much that she suffocated.

Chu Zixiao hugged Zhang Nian and wrapped her arms around her body, as if she wanted to rub her into her body before she could stop.

"I won't apologize for what happened back then. After all, in that case, I am angry and disgusted." Chu Zixiao's eyes were scarlet, "But I ignored that you are also a victim. I didn't care about your feelings, and even made you suffer twice as much pain than me..."

Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with deep sadness and regret.

If it weren't for the persistence of Momo, if it weren't for the anger that night, he and Zhang Nian might have started slowly, and everything would have been peaceful.

But neither he nor Zhang Nian could change what happened.

He could even guess the answer but didn't want to face it...

So he was struggling.

"At that time, I was also a victim. Now I don't have a chance. How cruel to me?" Chu Zixiao asked sadly, "And how innocent are we?"

Zhang Nian kept crying, and in Chu Zixiao's arms, her tears seemed to burst out, surging out with dying energy.

Once upon a time, she was so extravagant to this embrace.

She had fantasized that if Chu Zixiao was hugged in her arms, she would definitely faint happily...

She did all the girl’s dreams about love in Chu Zixiao.

It was because she had these beautiful dreams that when she woke up, she realized how vulnerable her strength was.

"We are not wrong, but time can never be matched..." Zhang Nian endured the urge to hug Chu Zixiao. She knew that at this moment, she would only make herself and him more painful.

"The time is wrong, it can be corrected." Chu Zixiao gritted his teeth, "If you miss it, you can wait, you can look back... If you don't work hard, how could we know that it has always been wrong?"

Zhang Nian was already crying and sobbing, "There is no other way..." She suddenly pushed Chu Zixiao away vigorously, "Can you give me a father? Can you make my mother stop lying on the hospital bed all year round? No!"

Zhang Nian yelled, "Chu Zixiao, you are not me, you don't know how embarrassed I was in the middle... I was even thinking, if it wasn't for my unreasonable request at the beginning, if it wasn't for my so-called dream, if there was no such scene, would I be happier today?!"

She laughed out loud, "But how could there be if? Everything happened, we are powerless to change..." Zhang Nian wiped her tears, "Once upon a time, there were so many problems between Jian Mo and Gu Beichen, but they were in love, so they had to overcome them, and what about us? No, without unforgettable, how can we work together to overcome the thorns?"

"We can now write our unforgettable heart!" Chu Zixiao roared.

Zhang Nian shook his head, "You can't understand... Only when there is no impurities between each other at the beginning can it be unforgettable. There is a gap between us. How can we portray each other's bones and remember each other's hearts?"

A question made Chu Zixiao feel weak all over.

He understood everything Zhang Nian said, because he understood, so he was even more powerless.

"Everyone is well..." Zhang Nian smiled hard, even though her nose was so sore, "Maybe, one day I will be able to forget my thoughts for you, and you will find a peaceful and belonging to you... We bless each other and leave our memories today."

Chu Zixiao's eyes turned red, and the corners of his mouth were twitching, wanting to do something forcibly.

But at this moment, he had no way to move.

Zhang Nian in front of him was so strong. He looked into her eyes, the tears in her eyes, and the smile on the corner of her mouth. He could no longer use anything to hurt the girl.

The night wind in winter is mixed with bone-breathing.

It slashed across the face one after another, just like the tip of a small needle falling on the skin.

But how can such pain be compared to the pain in my heart at this moment?

Since returning to China, the mistakes in handling Momo's relationships have finally been extended to Zhang Nian.

He is innocent, but Zhang Nian is even more innocent than him.

But now I understand, it's too late...

Even if Zhang Nian is reluctant to be with him, she will be unhappy and torture herself every day because of her behavior.

Is this what he can give for love?

Just like Momo at the time, can his love only bring harm?

No...

He can also give in or give silently, right?!

Not every relationship, all he can do is love but not let down...

Time passed by little by little.

The winter night is getting deeper and deeper, and the wind is getting more and more bitter.

Chu Zixiao leaned against the car, smoking cigarettes one by one. By the time Zhang Nian got off work, there was already a circle in front of his heels.

Zhang Nian felt complicated when she saw Chu Zixiao.

She didn't know what to do to completely push Chu Zixiao away...

"Don't be burdened," Chu Zixiao saw Zhang Nian standing there and said gently, "Is it okay to give you the last time as an embarrassing identity?"

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Chapter completed!