Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinnian and did not answer immediately.

After her mother left, she did not come back to Luocheng, so she took a bus from Yuncheng and started a trip alone...

She has been to the plateau, to the deep mountains, through the beautiful rapeseed fields, and also on the stilt house, leaning against the window, listening to the gurgling water, enjoying the swallows chirping in the mountains and forests under the mist in the morning.

In a few months, she made money while traveling...

A teacher once resigned and said: The world is so big, she wants to go and see it!

Zhang Nian envied such "willfulness". When he finally could do this, he realized that such a life made him calm and full of unknowns.

However, the teacher found his other half during the journey.

A journey of one person becomes a path of two people.

And she...

Zhang Nian suddenly smiled. Unlike the shyness and bitterness that he was unable to fall in love when he loved Chu Zixiao before.

It is also different from the helplessness and gratitude he had when facing Qiao Jinnian's help before.

The sadness of the father and mother leaving one after another in the face of the sudden change in the Zhang family.

Now Zhang Nian has found his position again during the journey and knows more clearly what he wants.

Life may be determined after losing everything.

"Senior, you want to be with me..." Zhang Nian asked, "Can you tell me what I look like in your impression?"

Qiao Jinnian smiled, "Silent but not lacking in agility, generous but not lacking in a reserve, filial piety, tenacious... to be clean and self-disciplined."

Listening to Qiao Jinnian praise him a lot, Zhang Nian laughed.

No one doesn’t like to be praised, but when you praise a lot, you will feel that it’s a bit unreal.

"Senior, in your eyes... aren't I bad at all?" Zhang Nian asked calmly.

Qiao Jinnian was stunned for a moment, then said, "The lover's eyes showed Xi Shi... I have tolerated your bad things, right?" His eyes were bright, "Besides, what would a girl like you make me feel bad?"

"What if I tell you that I am not as clean as you see?" Zhang Nian ignored Qiao Jinnian's slightly frowning look, but just retracted her gaze and looked forward, "Senior, I'm not... I'm not as good as you think."

"Xiao Nian..." Qiao Jinnian frowned deeply when Zhang Nian said that she was not.

He doesn't like her saying that to herself.

"I didn't lie to you." Zhang Nian turned her head and looked at Qiao Jinnian, "I'm not as good as you thought. Although I'm not slutty, I'm not here for the first time, don't you mind?"

"I don't mind!" Qiao Jinnian said hurriedly with a little breath.

Zhang Nian smiled faintly, "No, you care!"

"I don't care!" Qiao Jinnian's voice was so rapid that she didn't think about it at all, as if she was afraid that she would have different answers after thinking about it.

"But, I care!" Zhang Nian smiled calmly, "Senior, my heart is given to Chu Zixiao, and my body is given to him... But because of the Zhang family affairs, I can't be with him anymore."

Qiao Jinnian's breathing began to become rapid, and a feeling that was indescribable in her heart gradually spread.

"Senior, are you sure you want such a woman whose body and mind do not belong to you?" Zhang Nian asked.

"I want it!" Qiao Jinnian said hurriedly.

However, as he said this, there was an indescribable emotion in his eyes. Even though he tried his best to endure and suppress it, it still leaked out.

"Senior, why bother to deceive yourself?" Zhang Nian mercilessly exposed what was deep in Qiao Jinnian's heart, "You should keep yourself clean, so you ask your partner to be the same, there is no problem with this... The problem is that I met Chu Zixiao earlier than you, and I couldn't help but have sex with him... Although that night was an accident, I felt very happy. Because it was also the best night in my life."

Finally, he was able to face the incident that night, and even Zhang Nian became very calm at this moment.

Whether she talks about Chu Zixiao, or thinks about her parents' departure, or the Zhang family's downfall... she can treat her calmly.

"Everyone has his own life, so parents naturally hope that their children can have a partner and not be alone, so... when they die, they want to entrust me to you." Zhang Nian said calmly, "You are a good person, but sometimes, you can be together if you are not good..."

Qiao Jinnian's heart seemed to be torn apart by Zhang Nian's calmness. He wanted to say something, but found that he was powerless to say something?!

"The life of two people is not bad, but the life of one person may not be bad..." Zhang Nian smiled, smiling quietly, "I don't want it either Chu Zixiao or you. Because, whether it is him or you, there are things between me that cannot be dissolved or ignored."

After Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinnian again, he withdrew his gaze, "I'm fine now... I want to live alone for the time being, and I don't need to consider other people's ideas, as long as I am happy." Her eyes gradually became deeper, with a hint of secret confusion, "Maybe, I can meet my final person in the future, maybe, I will be like this in my life... In fact, no matter what, how can I know the joy of fish if I am not a fish?!"

"Xiao Nian..."

"Senior!" Zhang Nian interrupted what Qiao Jinnian wanted to say and smiled at him, "Today I promise you to come out for dinner, or even come here for a walk... I know that you will definitely mention things together again, so I came. I came because I want to tell you, let's just do it... If a friend can do it, I will treat it as if he doesn't know him in the future."

"No!" Qiao Jinnian was anxious now, "Xiao Nian, I really can't care about your first time. You can't deny my future because of the past..."

"Then you just think I'm selfish!" Zhang Nian said clearly without any room for maneuver, "I'm just explaining it to you today, we... cannot!"

After saying that, she looked at Qiao Jinnian deeply and stood up.

Without saying anything, he turned around and went up the steps beside him...

"Xiao Nian..."

Qiao Jinnian's voice came from behind, but Zhang Nian did not stop.

Today, Qiao Jinnian may need to consider and digest.

However, she is not involved in this matter. For a person who is clean and self-disciplined, even if he can forgive him, he will become a wound in their future lives.

She didn't want each other to become sharp because of this matter, so she was not afraid of how Qiao Jinnian looked at her, so she told her about the incident that night tonight...

However, she didn't say that it was because of her father's design, but made him think that she had climbed onto Chu Zixiao's bed!

Suddenly, Zhang Nian stopped...

My eyes fell on the person who had just gotten out of the car parked on the side of the road, for a moment, forgot to react.

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Chapter completed!