The humble voice of the loss of control and a needle pierced Gu Beichen's heart... The pain was so painful that he was about to suffocate.

His nose became sore, and Gu Beichen slowly clenched his hand, "Jian Mo, how can you be so selfish?"

The light sound was filled with a low hoarseness, and under the drizzle, it was filled with a confusing depression... but also cold.

"Am I selfish?" Jian Mo was a little confused. She kept swaying her eyes, as if she didn't understand.

"You let me watch your life slowly disappear in front of me..." Gu Beichen held his hands tightly, "...How cruel are you to me?"

Jian Mo only felt that his legs and feet were weak, and he took a step back uncontrollably...

"In order to be with you, I have to watch your life pass...I," something cracked on Gu Beichen's cold face, "I can't do it."

Tears were falling down like this.

I don’t know if it was rain or tears on the eyelids, but in short, it blurred my vision...

Jian Mo's nerves suddenly collapsed. She looked at Gu Beichen, her lips trembling and twitching, but she couldn't say anything.

"Mo'er..." Gu Beichen called out with difficulty. This sound meant too much.

"I have no choice, do you understand?" Gu Beichen smiled mockingly, "I have no choice but to let you be by my side... I have no choice, do you understand?"

"You have, you have... you have!" Jian Mo cried, "You can go find Zixiao to ask for that medicine, you can ask Yunze to show me... You can ask Long Xiao to find that medicine, you have-"

Jian Mo screamed in pain, not knowing whether he was lying to herself or questioning Gu Beichen.

She slowly squatted down and was right in front of the graves of Jian Zhanfeng and Su Mo... and started crying loudly.

"Why, why did we get to this point..." Jian Mo asked with all his might, "What should you push me away and let me do? What should I do..."

The powerless hesitation completely revealed Jian Mo's cowardice, and she was helpless as if she had lost her toy-loving child.

Gu Beichen's eyes were red. He had been a cold-blooded person for so many years.

Even when facing everyone, it seems that you can be indifferent.

But now... there is a woman named Jian Mo who is deeply trapped in his flesh and blood.

Now, he wants to dig her off his body by himself...

Others cannot understand such pain, nor can they understand it.

Squat down and carried Jian Mo into his arms...

"I know, you will live a good life..." Gu Beichen's voice trembled faintly, "You are Jian Mo... a Jian Mo who can't knock you down!"

"I don't want to...I don't want to be a strong Jian Mo, I don't want it!" Jian Mo said while crying. She raised her tears and looked at Gu Beichen in a hazy way, "Is there really no way? Can't I not push me away?"

Such humility is like a grain of dust in the wind...

Gu Beichen swallowed the sadness secretly, and kissed Jian Mo's tears on his face with thin lips... The salty taste hurt his heart one after another.

"Mo'er, I'm sorry..." Gu Beichen's voice became slightly trembling because of the sadness, "It's better if you hate me... or hate me, but I can't watch you disappear. Do you understand?"

"Don't say sorry to me..." Jian Mo looked at Gu Beichen, "I don't want to be sorry! I don't want to..."

The hoarse and weak growl was so powerless that Jian Mo thought that as long as they calmed down, this thing could be considered as not happening.

But why...

Why did you still get to this point? It's still so fast!

"Gu Beichen, even if you push me away, I won't go back to Zixiao..." Jian Mo's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Even if I die, I won't take that pill... If I will die in the end, can you not push me away?"

"Mo'er..." Gu Beichen gently stroked Jian Mo's cheek with his big palm, "Your life, your life is not just love... You have Xiaojie, and your design. For the sake of me, do you really want to give up everything?"

Jian Mo's heart suddenly shook.

She looked at Gu Beichen in disbelief, "You threatened me with a milk bag?"

"If it can make you live..." Gu Beichen said gritting his teeth.

This woman is tough, but she is also stubborn...

She would really take the medicine without compromise for this relationship...but he couldn't let her do this.

Jian Mo pushed Gu Beichen away, and watched him almost sit on the ground, and slowly stood up with disappointment overflowing in his eyes...

Her condescending gaze was filled with deep sorrow, and she moved her gaze as Gu Beichen stood up, "Gu Beichen, the milk bag left me, and you..." Her nose became more and more sour, "But, if you left me, what else do you have?"

The roaring sound was filled with despair, but the tears were firm.

Something cracked open in Gu Beichen's ink pupil instantly, as if he didn't know how to react.

"You said?" Jian Mo roared, "What else do you have if you lose me?"

"How do you know?" Gu Beichen's breathing suddenly became rapid.

"Don't worry about how I know..." Jian Mo stared at her eyes, "Don't be in pain, but life is even more painful... Gu Beichen, what do you do if you lose me?"

Once again, Jian Mo's emotions collapsed...

Because, she found that Gu Beichen would lose her, no matter whether it was life or death!

What to do, what to do?

Xiangnan whispered to her that day... If A Chen had no more than her, he would die!

He didn't say the specific reason, but... she knew that Xiangnan was not a joke, no!

It must be related to the memory of A Chen being kidnapped...

"Gu Beichen, I won't leave you..." Jian Mo sniffed and wiped tears hard with the back of his hand, "No!"

Finally, she threw down two words, stared at Gu Beichen deeply, and turned around and left...

Under the drizzle, Jian Mo's back was so thin that it made people feel distressed.

But she supported her whole world...

She is not selfish, but... she doesn't want the man she loves, so tired.

Since he knew that all this had something to do with Zixiao, he must have made a lot of efforts.

What kind of powerlessness can he push her away like this?

Jian Mo's tears went all the way, falling all the way...

There is sadness and heartache.

Gu Beichen stood there like this, watching Jian Mo's figure go further and further away, gradually disappearing into his eyes.

"Zixiao, don't force me to ruin everything about you..." Late at night, Gu Beichen waited in Chu Zixiao's apartment after Xiao Jing and the others failed in their operations.

Chu Zixiao's body was wet, as if he had just been poured by heavy rain. "If I ruined me, I just want Momo!" The cold night was filled with machinery.

"Momo is an independent individual. I'll give it to you, will it be fine?" Gu Beichen gritted his teeth.

Chu Zixiao smiled, a cold smile, "Beichen...then it depends on you. Ten days...If you can't force her to my side, you can only watch her die!"
Chapter completed!