He forced me to look at this reality directly.

Li Jingyue said that even though he had great skills, he could not remember the person he had forgotten.

He didn't forget me, but he never loved me again.

For a while, I have been directing the director in my heart. Li Jing's extreme chances are that he will not love me, and he will not forget me. He just left temporarily and stood in the wrong team.

In my heart, the moment I woke up, it seemed like a corner was missing. In any case, I couldn't fill it.

The feeling of loss was just like when Li Jingyue returned to the underworld. But at that time, I still had confidence and ability. Even if he was desperate to save face and didn't want to come back by himself, I could still find him in the underworld. But now, this confidence seemed to have disappeared with the effect of the lost soul tears.

I don't even have the confidence to believe that he still loves me, so I have any motivation to pursue it.

Although Mu Yao is a vicious person and is not a good person, to be honest, she loves Li Jingyue no less than me.

She was guarding his countless years in the underworld, and her heart was already obvious, but Li Jingyue refused to look at her directly.

If I were her, the person I had loved for so long easily violated the rules and fell in love with others, and I would have tried my best to kill that person, even if they died together.

This is why she tried to kill me again and again.

Now, she has tampered with Li Jingyue's memory, and even if Luo Ying and the others didn't tell me, I could have guessed it. Mu Yao could not just classify me as Li Jingyue's enemy. I'm afraid that the person Li Jingyue loved the most had already changed to herself.

Even if Li Jing realizes something is wrong, Mu Yao will occupy that position over time.

There is a question that I have been thinking about for a long time. Anyone who has hurt me has never left a living opportunity. Mu Yao alone has harmed me so many times and has been fatal again and again. Li Jingyue has only been imprisoned by her in the ghost prison.

If Mu Yao really had no place in his heart, why did he leave all his way out for her?

I think that in addition to Li Jingyue, only Xiao Qing and Feng Qi can know a little about the reason.

Although I may have guessed why.

A moment of sadness came to my heart. Perhaps my heart had been completely occupied by Li Jingyue before, and I had no time to care about other things. Now that my heart is empty, I have figured out many things.

"Squeak..."

Just as I was stunned, someone suddenly opened the door. I hurriedly wiped the tears from my face and did not look back to see who the person was.

"Zhang Yang! You are awake, there is no place to feel uncomfortable, right?" Luo Ying was stunned for a moment, then walked over and stood by the bed.

I shook my head.

If it were normal, he would have pulled me to touch my head and take my pulse to check my face to check if I was missing my arms and legs.

But now, he is just standing beside me. Although I didn't go to see him, I also know his entangled and complicated expression.

I looked out the window, my mind floating. He was standing beside me, and he could hardly feel his presence except for the sound of breathing.

We were silent to each other, each with ulterior motives.

"I..." After a long time, he spoke in a hurried manner, "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive at that time and said a lot of things I shouldn't say. I'm not afraid of you, I'm just afraid that Zhang Yang, who was my previous one, would be taken away, I..."

"I know." I interrupted him with a faint smile, "I know all of what you said. You are right, it's me that's wrong, it's me that's been deceiving myself."

"Zhang Yang,"

"I think you have seen it, what will I become. Now, you can still walk, the farther you go, don't get close to me. It's because I have ruined your peace, and I can't let you accompany me to take risks. After rescuing my grandma, I will send her to you. From now on, my parents, grandma, Wang Xu and others will trouble you to take care of..."

"Stop talking!"

Luoying pulled me over, squatted down and looked straight at me.

His eyes were full of pain, "Zhang Yang, don't think about taking on these things alone. This is not only your own business, but also about the underworld, the life and death of many people."

As he said that, Luoying hugged me into her arms, tightly burrowing,

"From the moment you see you, my life has been connected with you. No matter whether you will look back or not, I have always protected you. As long as you are safe, I will have no regrets. Believe me, it will be fine. Even if you can't control it in the future, it's not yours, I will keep guarding you. Because I believe that no matter what, Zhang Yang is always the kind and stupid Zhang Yang, and no one can take it away!"

The tears that had just been held back broke through the temporary guardrail and broke down the dam!

I didn't know what to answer, but finally made up my mind to walk this dark and light-free road alone, but Luo Ying's few words made me shaken.

After all, I have regarded them as family members, not just saying that I can give up. I can do my best to protect them with all my life. But I have no way to refuse the tenderness they gave me.

Perhaps people are all greedy and greedy to demand the tenderness and care given by the person in their hearts.

"Girl,"

At this moment, Zhang Crazy's voice came in from the door. I turned my head and looked at me with my hands behind my back, and looked at me with a sad face.

"I didn't have such a headache when the four Yin and Yang families were placed in front of me. But it was your turn, but my mind was blank. What did you say just now, want us to stay and go alone?"

Luo Ying let go of me, patted my back, squatted beside me and held my hands tightly.

"I..." I was speechless for some reason. For some reason, the flower that I just said to Luo Ying didn't have the courage to speak and repeat it to Zhang Qianzi.

"All the way, it turns out that you have never regarded us as a whole person? Not to mention a family, we are all self-indulgent? I thought we could fight side by side and face difficulties together, but I didn't expect that we were only worthy of standing behind you to see the harmony."

Zhang Fengzi said without any emotion, and it made my spine chill in an instant.

"It's not like this," I swallowed, and at this moment I was like a child who did something wrong, trying to explain but couldn't speak.

"Where is what? Huh?"

"I am, I want to do my best to protect you. You are very important to me, and I can't let you have any mistakes!"

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Chapter completed!