Chapter 212: Trap (5)
I remember reading a sentence before, the unknown is not the most terrifying thing. The most terrifying thing is that you know clearly where the disaster is coming. During the period of waiting for the disaster, your mood will become more and more tortured, more and more and more, and you will be unable to sit still. You will destroy the psychological defense line step by step, and eventually collapse completely.
I am now in a state of mind, knowing clearly where my death is, but I feel surprisingly calm and even have some expectations.
Perhaps this world really has nothing to miss for in me, or maybe it’s better to leave than to survive.
The long night is long and the stars are shining.
All the people in this car are home-going people, with big bags and small bags and expectation and fatigue.
I suddenly remembered what Heng Niang said to Liu Zihua before she was looking for the agarwood lock.
"From now on, the mountains are high and the rivers are long and the seas are boundless. Heng Niang hopes that you can lead the people you love, travel all over the world, see all the flowers and blooming clouds. And I will be the wind in your ears, the light at your fingertips, forever, protecting you all forever."
When you love deeply, you don’t care whether you have a relationship in the next life or whether you can be together. As long as you can watch your beloved live freely and peacefully, it doesn’t matter whether the people around him are themselves.
I suddenly understood why when I learned that Li Jingyue and Mu Yao were the true love and the pair destined by God, I quickly let go and no longer obsessed with it.
I know that I love him and that I know that I feel despair in my heart when I have all this. But I know even more that his happiness is more important than everything.
It turned out that I had been telling myself from the beginning that as long as he was happy and as long as all this followed his inner thoughts, it didn't matter.
He didn't love me, so I burned the Mingyin Book to give him freedom. He didn't want to see me, so I would rather hide than appear in front of him. He didn't want me to mention the previous things, so I wouldn't mention them, including now, if he doesn't want to chase me again, I'll fall into the trap.
I think that in the end, I will still be unable to make up for anything to do to him. As long as the Yin Abyss Ghost King cannot hurt him and move him, I will be truly regretless if I die.
The lights that swiftly pass outside the window never return, just like those depressing pasts that can't be returned.
I remember that after learning that I married a ghost, I seemed to be a little stable on the surface, but in fact I was so panicked.
When Li Jingyue first appeared, I was indeed confused by his beauty. But after a moment I told myself that femme fatales, beautiful ghosts, are usually bad guys, especially those who are as beautiful as him.
At that time, I was holding my phone and searching on Baidu for nothing. What is the way to exorcise ghosts? How to divorce ghosts?
Many times I would secretly ask Zhang Crazy, are you afraid of garlic? I think it is necessary for me to buy a peach wood sword or a cross to come back. When it really doesn't work, I will pester Zhang Crazy to draw talismans for me, and it is hidden everywhere on my body.
Although he was arrested every time he secretly discussed with Zhang Fengzi how to drive Li Jingyue away.
During that time, I didn't like Li Jingyue at all. The most brain-struggled thing every day was to find a way to drive him away.
The first thing I do every day when I wake up is, “Did Li Jingyue leave today?”
Who knew that later, I fell in love with him like I was poisoned.
Throughout the whole night, I looked outside the window and thought a lot.
I found that once people have no future to expect, they like to nostalgia for the past.
What I was thinking about this night was all the irrelevant things in the past.
The night passed like this, and I didn't sleep all night but didn't feel tired.
The bus arrived at the station just after dawn. When I got off the bus, I went to eat something first, and then headed towards Wuling Mountain.
I wanted to take out my phone to see the time, but when I took it out, I found that the phone had no power off.
But I don’t care now, and I don’t have anyone to contact, and it doesn’t matter to me.
Wuling Mountain is a barren mountain here. The bamboo forests on the mountain are dense and uninhabited.
When I first arrived at the foot of Wuling Mountain, I felt something was wrong.
Wuling Mountain has excellent feng shui, with dragon veins located on the ground, and there is plenty of spiritual energy on the mountain.
But now, I can't feel any pure spiritual energy, I can only feel the chaotic ghost energy and the turbid spiritual energy.
This place has been occupied by ghosts after seeing it.
This situation inexplicably made me more trust in what Mu Yao wrote in her letter.
I looked around the road up the mountain and there was a stone road behind the weeds to reach the top of the mountain. Wuling Mountain was rarely visited, but the stone road was very clean. I saw this place not long ago.
I'm quite curious about why the four Yin and Yang families sealed Li Jingyue wanted to choose here.
When I walked into Wuling Mountain, I could no longer feel the breath of any creatures here.
The more I walked along the stone road, the more I felt the cooler I felt. I don’t know if it was because there were too many bamboos and the environment was humid or the gathering of ghosts, which seemed smoky and chaotic, and felt like it was dark.
After walking for more than half an hour, the stone road reached the end. I thought the stone road was directly to the top of the mountain, but I didn't expect it to be gone halfway through the mountain.
After walking another mountain road, my eyes suddenly became wider. Looking at the terrain, I have walked more than halfway through now.
This area is surrounded by bamboo forests, with a wide area and a flat terrain. The quiet place suddenly gave me a feeling of uneasiness.
I looked around vigilantly, and the moment I stepped onto the open space, I knew that I had fallen into the trap.
At the same time, the voice of the Yinyuan Ghost King immediately rang in his ears, "You don't even have that layer of hope,"
When I realized that I wanted to leave, the originally quiet and silent bamboo forest suddenly sounded the sound of bamboo poles colliding, like a huge beast running wildly in the bamboo forest.
With the sudden movements, many ghosts emerged from all directions, gathering in a huge momentum.
In an instant, this small world was filled with wind, lightning and thunder. What was strange was that the strange phenomenon only happened in the open space where I was, and the world outside the open space was indeed normal.
I instantly realized that I entered a magic circle tailor-made for me.
Faced with this overwhelming destruction, I was not afraid or resisted, but just quietly waited for the person behind the scenes to appear.
After the ghost approached, it did not attack me, but floated around me in circles, revealing its terrifying bad face shaking in front of me from time to time.
A pale face flashed from time to time in the purple lightning. I stood still in the strong wind, looking at the chaotic situation coldly, and I didn't know if it was a ghost cry, a wind or a thunderous sound that kept coming into my ears.
Chapter completed!