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Chapter 243: Lost My Life (3) New

Since Tianshan returned, Li Jingyue has been locking himself in the Hall of Eternal Life. Xiao Qing sent people out to investigate every day, including outside Tianshan, where Zhang Yang's soul could go.

The people sent by Li Jingyue did not come back with him, which shows that Li Jingyue still had hope in his heart, Xiao Qing thought.

After searching for more than a month, there was still no breath about Zhang Yang between heaven and earth. Xiao Qing began to wonder if they were wrong. Zhang Yang was indeed dead and would not come back.

Xiao Qing looked for Li Jingyue several times, but no matter what he said to Li Jingyue, Li Jingyue was just watching the peach blossoms that would not light up in his hand, without saying a word.

At the same time, Luoying was still looking for Tianshan with hope. In a month, Luoying had lost weight a few times, her eye sockets were deep, and her whole body looked much more vicissitudes.

During this period, Luoying and Xiao Qing met several times in Tianshan. No matter what Xiao Qing said, Luoying either did not answer or was thorny in her words.

When Xiao Qing saw Luoying walking alone in the vast Tianshan Mountains, she couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed, so she went over and said, "Otherwise, you go to the underworld with me, let's find a way together?"

Luo Ying didn't even look at Xiao Qing, but her eyes were still staring at the soul-exploring Gu in her hand, for fear of missing any movement.

Xiao Qing was not angry when she saw this. Over the years, he traveled everywhere and saw a lot of people and worldly ways. He could understand the pain of falling cherry blossoms.

"Although I am an outsider, I can understand your mood. You can go back to the underworld with me and find a way together than you are alone and confused."

Luo Ying looked up at him impatiently, "Go to the underworld? Find a way with that false person? If you really understand, I should know who I hate the most now!"

Xiao Qing patiently advised, "You and I know what the soul-lossing tears are. No one can escape its shackles, including A Yue, who is the Emperor of the Underworld but is not an omnipotent saint. This is not entirely his fault. Now that he remembers all this, he learned that he had destroyed Zhang Yang with his own hands, he was more painful than any of us. He is the Emperor of the Underworld, but now he tortures himself in a disastrous manner..."

"So what?" Luo Ying interrupted him lightly, "Not everything can be excused by the innocence of the ignorant person." After that, Luo Ying continued to look forward without looking back.

Xiao Qing shook her head helplessly. He was not actually excusing Li Jing. He knew that Li Jing would be unable to escape this matter, and he also knew that Li Jing would never be able to make up for the harm brought to Zhang Yang. But Li Jing knew that Li Jing really loved Zhang Yang. If it weren't for Mu Yao, Li Jing would never be willing to hurt Zhang Yang's hair. He was so short-skinned person, as long as he had a little bit of sober consciousness, he would definitely not hurt her.

Luo Ying hated Li Jingyue. Xiao Qing understood that it was not only him, but also Xiao Qing himself, who hated Li Jingyue to death during the period when he lost his memory.

He knew that if Li Jingyue could wake up one day and found that he had done something to hurt Zhang Yang, he would definitely regret it to death, so he would try his best to protect Zhang Yang from all costs. However, he did not expect that Li Jingyue would attack him.

When Xiao Qing returned to the underworld, she saw Li Jingyue still sitting there dejectedly, her eyes were dull and motionless, and a sudden burst of anger arose in her heart.

"Li Jingyue!" he said coldly.

Li Jingyue still had no response.

"Li Jingyue!" Xiao Qing couldn't help but roar loudly, shocking the ghost officer outside the door.

"Please cheer me up! Have you ever thought that there would be such a day when you did these things? Do you think that Zhang Yang would pity you? Will she forgive you? She won't! You ruined her life with your own hands. If her soul still has consciousness, she will never forgive you again! Not everything can be excused by the word "unknown is innocent!"

"If you want Zhang Yang to forgive you, please cheer me up and find her back in person! Instead of sitting here with a sluggish feeling, no one will pity you! What's the point of giving up after just seven days? Do you know that the man in the world has been searching for Tianshan for a month and has not given up! Do you really want to watch Zhang Yang's remnant soul follow that man?"

Xiao Qing thought that Li Jingyue would not listen to the kind words of advice, and such a loud curse might wake him up, but Li Jingyue listened but didn't even blink.

Xiao Qing was anxious and angry, but she still had no choice but to deal with him.

Finally, I had to throw a sentence, "If you continue like this, we won't want you, and Zhang Yang will never want you!"

However, as soon as Xiao Qing left, a tear fell silently from Li Jingyue's eyes.

It was not that he didn't understand what Xiao Qing said, but he couldn't forgive himself. After seven days of searching for him, Zhang Yang must have no choice but to see him again, so he deliberately hid. So he went back to the underworld and asked his subordinates to continue searching, but after a month, there was still no news. His hope was wiped out little by little.

He is not willing to fall into depravity, he is punishing himself.

He will never give up on Zhang Yang, but he is afraid that he will not come out once he leaves, so he has been hiding in the underworld.

He recited Zhang Yang's name in his heart every day. As long as Zhang Yang was willing to come back, he would agree to everything. Even if Zhang Yang wanted to kill him with his own hands, he would not complain at all.

But after so long, Zhang Yang seemed to have completely disappeared from this world, and no clues were left behind.

Li Jingyue knew that everything he did would not be forgiven by anyone, but he didn't care. No matter whether Zhang Yang could forgive him or not, as long as she could live well in this world, as long as she could look at her, protect her, and think of her, he would be content.

But, he ruined everything with his own hands.

So what about the people of the world, what about the safety of the underworld? It was not until now that he realized that the things he had protected for thousands of years were not as important as Zhang Yang's smile.

If possible, he is willing to give up everything, his identity, status, ability, and even life, as long as he can get back to a lively Zhang Yang, he is willing.

Whether it is the Ghost King or the Ordinary People, as long as it is Zhang Yang, no matter what she becomes, he loves it as long as it is Zhang Yang.

He never really told Zhang Yang what he wanted. He didn't know how to express it at that time, but now he knows how to say it, but no one listens to him.

He wanted to leave, but he didn't dare to leave. He was afraid that Zhang Yang would be sad and sad if he couldn't find him when he came back.

He was afraid that Zhang Yang would be lonely when he came back alone.
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