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"I know, actually I knew it when I called you that day," Wang Xu smiled awkwardly, "That's not your voice change. After that person finished speaking, I had not hung up the phone. I heard what you said to him."
He was talking about Li Jingyue’s spoof of me. It turned out that he had known it a long time ago, so why did he pretend to be unaware of it?
"I pretended not to care just to escape, I wanted to try to avoid the fact that I like you because I don't want it to be a burden to you, and I don't want to destroy our relationship."
"I'm sorry," I looked at him with some guilt. From childhood to adulthood, he has always been giving in to me and protecting me, and I have never done anything for him except to mess with him. Even if he likes me, he is afraid that this love will become a burden for me.
"You don't need to say sorry. No one is sorry for anyone likes love. But do you like your thing? Don't worry, I told you this thing today. I just don't want it to be a kind of regret for me. We are the same as before." Wang Xu pretended to be open and patted my shoulder, but his dodging eyes betrayed him.
I can't give anything to his liking, I can only let him go. Moreover, he should deserve a better girl, rather than an ominous person like me who will bring him danger at any time.
"We are still good friends," I felt a little guilty, but I was moved by his understanding. Wang Xu looked at me, his smile gradually calmed down, and suddenly he hugged me tightly in his arms.
"Zhang Yang, no matter what you are going to do, you must promise me and come back to see me well."
I was stunned for a moment, my lips couldn't help but raise my mouth and held him with my back hand.
"must,"
Wang Xu let me go, his eyes turned slightly red. He pretended to be fine and rubbed his eyes, and then he hit me heartlessly.
"I'll tell you, I'm your brother. If someone bullies you outside, call me. No matter where you are, I will definitely ask someone from a van to beat him to death!"
I couldn't help laughing, very moved, I looked at him and said with a smile,
"Thank you,"
"Well, why are you polite to me?" Wang Xu said as he took out a box with exquisite packaging from his jacket pocket. Why did this box look so familiar?
"This necklace was originally given to you, but now you are leaving. Take it with you as an amulet, and bless you!"
Wang Xu opened the box and there was a necklace inside. I remembered that this was the one that Wang Xu took me to the market to buy at the Luoying Store.
I touched the necklace. The necklace was beautiful, but I couldn't take it away. I closed the box and gave it back to him.
"Since you gave this necklace to me, I will put it here first. It is not convenient for me to wear it when I go out this time, I am afraid that I will lose it. When I come back, I will come to you to ask for it. Keep it well, and you won't be able to remove it."
Wang Xu smiled, "Okay, I'll keep it for you first and wait for you to come back."
"Well," Who knows if you can come back this time? I hope you can remove this life-locking flower.
"Take care, be sure to come back safely," Wang Xu looked at me reluctantly, and finally hugged me gently.
"Okay," I looked at him deeply, turned around and walked home without looking back.
When he got home, Zhang Fengzi was already preparing things, Luoying washed his car downstairs.
"Grandpa Zhang, do I need to bring anything?" I asked, looking at the compass, talisman paper, red ropes, donkey hooves that he put in.
"Girl, take out the flute and I'll take a look," Zhang Qianzi saw that I was back, put down his things and sat on the sofa.
"Oh," I agreed, went in and took out the flute on the bed and gave it to him.
Zhang Qianzi took the flute and looked it carefully for a while, and then returned it to me.
"Girl, bring this flute with you. He has already taken the trouble for you and opened the spirit. Moreover, the cold light flute has already recognized you as the decision."
"Cold Light Flute?" This is the name of this flute? It sounds so powerful.
"Yes, this flute is called the Hanguang flute. It is the ultimate pure flute cast by the destroyed Gusu Yin-Yang family. It can defeat ghosts, and the sound of the flute can drive ghosts. However, this thing is difficult to tame. You must be careful when using it in the future."
"Wow~" This flute is quite big. No wonder I played the flute when I caught me, not only did I not control them, but instead made them feel like they were injected with chicken blood.
I was fumbled through the carving patterns on the flute. At that time, Li Jingyue gave me the flute. It turned out that I had already opened the spirit for me, and I was afraid that I would not know how to use it. He prepared everything for me, but he still left. Is he going to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life? I don’t want to find him and tell him that I don’t spend my whole life missing him, I want to be by his side all the time.
"Girl? Girl!"
"...Well, what's wrong?" I was so obsessed that I didn't hear him calling me. After reacting, Madman Zhang looked at me with a complicated expression.
"Hey, don't think about it anymore. Since you decide to find it, you have to hold the greatest hope."
"But I'm afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment," Li Jing became the Emperor of the Underworld, and his identity was extraordinary. Zhang Fengzi also told me that as the Emperor of the Underworld, he could not have feelings.
"If you try your best, you won't regret it, even if the ending is not satisfactory. Grandpa was too timid when he was young, afraid that the ending would be bad and afraid that he would be rejected, so he never even tried it, leaving behind a lifetime of regret." Zhang Fengzi sighed, his eyes full of regret.
"Grandpa Zhang, you..."
"Don't worry about grandpa, just let it go," Zhang Fengzi stood up and patted my shoulder with encouragement, "You must know that this is your own business, not someone else's."
"...Well!" I nodded firmly, holding the cold light flute tightly with my hands. With his encouragement, I suddenly felt full of strength.
No matter whether the road ahead is dangerous or bad, I will go.
I simply packed up a few pieces to change my clothes, but after thinking about it, I still installed my grandma's Yin-Yang book together.
At night, I lay on the bed and looked at the side where Li Jingyue had lying past, and I wonder how he was now.
I raised the peach blossoms in my hand and groped, feeling that Li Jingyue was on that side.
"Li Jingyue, are you in that cold and dark underworld? There is definitely no warmth there, otherwise you will not be so cold. There is definitely no one who likes to cause trouble like me. You said, have you caused you a lot of trouble? You are so kind to me, but I made things difficult for you and forced you to fight with people in the underworld. I was wrong, would you be fine when you come back?"
The only answer to me was the sound of tears falling on the quilt. The peach blossoms fell, and Li Jingyue would definitely not be able to hear them.
"Li Jingyue, you said that the peach blossoms fell in my hands, and you could know where I was at any time. Now that the peach blossoms fell, do you never feel where I am? You left the wedding book and let me burn it. This is the freedom you said that you left the night you left? But this is not freedom for me, and you are not a bond. If the wedding book is in my hands, I will definitely not burn it, and you can't take it away from me. You are waiting for me, and I will come to you after I find the agarwood lock. Even if I find you, I will come to you!"
I don’t know when, I fell asleep to myself in the blurry tears.
Chapter completed!