Mei Ailin never expected Feng Shu to be such a straightforward person, so she was a little hesitant.

"Is there any other problem?"

"Do you love him?"

Feng Shu smiled slightly.

"So what if you don't love?"

"Don't you love it?"

Mei Erin's rhetorical question came very quickly.

"When you truly enter a relationship, you will know that in a formal relationship, the sense of certainty and uncertainty will always come and go, and people will always rise and fall with it. Nothing is absolutely correct, no one is absolutely suitable, and no emotion is permanent."

Feng Shu suddenly raised his hand and patted her on the shoulder.

"Instead of wasting your precious time on someone who will not devote his time to you, my sister might as well take back her feelings, use the time to find someone who will interact with you, explore the world of love with the other person, or look for no one, just use this rare time to get along with yourself.

Dating is a particularly troublesome thing, and getting married and having children is even more time and energy. You can handle your free time freely when you are single. When you have someone around you, you will understand that this is a very, very luxurious and precious thing."

Mei Ailin's focus is not on what Feng Shu emphasized.

"You think he's incredibly troublesome?"

"Yes, for me, Junlin is probably the most difficult person I have ever encountered in my life."

"Does he treat you like this? He also thinks you are a particularly troublesome person?"

Feng Shu smiled, "I don't know, you should ask him this question."

Mayerin didn't know why, but she thought the answer would be yes.

"I had a friend a long time ago, and he said that his grandparents always quarrel, and the years quarrel until the end of the year, and they were young until they were old. He said that he always thought that his grandparents had a bad relationship, but until he saw his parents' marriage, he felt that maybe their grandparents were the true love partners."

Feng Shu just listened quietly, without any intention of interrupting.

"His parents have never quarreled, never once. I don't know if it was a secret quarreling and he didn't see it, or if it really couldn't make a quarrel. He remembered that his parents always respect each other.

When I was young, I always felt that my parents were quarreling like this than my grandparents. But after growing up, as my experience deepened, I realized that even if my grandparents quarrel, it was a kind of communication, and this kind of communication was always continuous in their marriage. His parents were different. Not to mention quarrels, they even had very few ordinary conversations in daily life. Getting married seems to be to fulfill the obligation to have children.

What do you think of the fourth sister-in-law?”

"Although the authorities are confused and bystanders are clear, only the parties involved can understand the relationship, and it is difficult for outsiders to see through the leopard."

"He later met someone he liked very much, but he didn't know how to pursue the other person because the other person already had someone he liked.

He went to ask his grandparents, and the two old men had very consistent opinions. They believed that without disturbing each other, they should show their feelings to the fullest. As for whether the other party accepts or not, it is the other party's business. Whether the other party is willing to give up the person they like has nothing to do with him, let alone something he can hinder."

"He likes you?"

Feng Shu hit the nail on the head.

"Um."

I don’t know if it’s because Feng Shu was too straightforward that Mei Ailin didn’t want to hide it.

"Is he married now?"

"No."

"Still waiting for you?"

Mei Erin shook her head, "No contact. He had the first long vacation last year, which lasted five years, but at the beginning of this year his parents came to me and said they had broken off contact with him and asked me if I had any other contact information. I helped search for it, and his personal terminal signal in the military disappeared in the chaotic star field."

Feng Shu glanced at her, and she couldn't tell the worry about her expression.

"The military department should have a special department to deal with such cases of missing during leave, right?"

"It is not certain that it is missing, so it is impossible to investigate. Unless there is clear evidence, it can only be officially filed on the day when he did not return to the military department to perform his duties in five years."

"Even if his family raises objections, the military department cannot intervene as soon as possible?"

"No. This involves the independence of citizens. He is an adult and can decide independently during his vacation whether to disappear and live the undisturbed quiet life he wants."

In other words, it is okay for private individuals to deal with it, but the official will never intervene too early. Feng Shu regrets this.

"Can you help me find him with the help of the Feng family?"

Anyone who is enthusiastic would give this face within his ability, right?

However, Feng Shu refused again.

"You have many choices. The Feng family is not suitable for interfering, and they will not interfere."

Feng Shu draws the line again.

"No matter what the reason is that you don't seek help from the federal government itself, this is not the reason why you turn to the Feng family."

"Even if you help me, I will completely let go of Brother Jun, and you won't agree?"

"If you can let go by letting go, it must be that you have already let go, or you have never fallen in love with him at all. There is no way to say anything about emotions. If you encounter them, you will be involuntarily."

Feng Shu expressed her apologies that she couldn't help with this either.

"You are the young patriarch of the Feng family, but you can't be the head of the Feng family?"

"Well, I can't do it. Even if I can do it, I won't interfere in what you just said in the name of the young leader of the Feng family."

"I can understand that the first one you don't agree, but the second one is just a favor that goes with the flow, right? Is it not the best of both worlds to get my promise and not to bother King Landing anymore?"

Feng Shu laughed silently.

Is she anxious? Or is she just deliberately showing her uncontrollableness to reduce her vigilance?

No matter which one it is, it is not her business.

"I don't think you are entangled with Junlin. Even if you really entangle him, that's what he needs to face. He is an adult and naturally has his own way of dealing with it. Even if I am his wife, I will not interfere in his private affairs before he takes action.

Although it is said that the couple is one, keeping the right distance and allowing the other party to have their own personal space is a more comfortable way to get along. No matter what the beginning is, any couple who wants to live a long and long way will end up in a different way."

"So you are going to live together until old age?"

"That's what we plan at the moment. As for whether there will be changes in the future, we will only know in the future.

If the other party does not respond, it will always be a one-man show for you. You can perform it for life if you are willing. If you feel sorry and think it is necessary to respond to other people's wishes and see if you can establish a formal relationship with other people, then you have to take the first step.

Whether the road can be walked, whether it is easy to walk, whether it can be done, and whether it can be walked together until old age is only known after you set out on the road. Sometimes the answer is that you don’t need to spend all your time looking for it. When the time comes, it will naturally appear in front of you."

"Why do I always feel that something is missing? Do you really love the fourth brother?"

Of course, Mei Ailin is not a dull person. Feng Shu never thought of hiding it, but she was not willing to talk about her feelings with an outsider.

"If nothing else, I think I should go back."

"You haven't answered my question yet."

"Do you think I have an obligation to answer all your doubts for you?"

"No, but I thought you would."

"Your thoughts may not be what others think."

"So you're not happy?"

"Of course. There are a lot of problems I have not been dealt with yet. Just thinking can make my head explode. I don't have enough time to deal with my own affairs. I really don't think I have the ability to worry about others. Especially you and I are not even friends, nor are they a family friend. I really don't think you need me to save me."

"Does the fourth sister-in-law also have such an attitude towards Brother Jun and Fourth? If so, I'll feel relieved."

But Mei Erin laughed for the first time, looking very happy.

"If he was rejected unswervingly, he would definitely understand how I felt in those years. That's enough, enough. Although he doesn't owe me anything, sometimes his attitude, no, or the indifferent attitude that doesn't express his opinion, is still very hurtful. If I never feel wronged about it, it must be a lie."

Feng Shu didn't say anything about this.

"My fourth sister-in-law has never been rejected, so she doesn't understand the mental journey of people like us.

It was a matter of a moment to pick it up. At first, I thought it would be thrown away after it was fresh. As a result, others didn’t take you seriously and didn’t even see you directly. Ha, for the so-called self-esteem, I fell deeper and deeper. Later, I couldn’t tell whether I was acting in a one-man show or really fell in love. But no matter which one it was, I really couldn’t extricate myself for many years.”

Meierin showed a self-deprecating expression on her face.

Feng Shu remained silent.

She doesn't think it's particularly miserable to have a single love. It's best to have a response, but if there is no response, you can't feel the sweetness and sourness of love.

I really loved someone and was loved by others, but in the end I still suffered both losses due to unknown reasons. This sudden sense of betrayal will truly tear apart a person's body and mind.

Even if the serious injury can be healed after it is severely injured, the pain at that time will still be fresh as if it is engraved in the bone marrow, and even the rest of your life may need to be spent in the torture of hidden pain. Even if you start again bravely, you will be lucky enough to get the love of another person, and the wounds will still be fresh.

To untie the bell, the person who tied the bell must be tied. Enemies should be resolved rather than formed.

She and the donkey rolled in and formed enemies, but the bell couldn't help the other party to resolve it. They really lost each other. The sudden end of that relationship would make the bell on the other party scream in unstoppable grievances.

So what if she let go? She still can't forget him. The person she can never see, the past she can never go back to, is always with her. He lives in her heart, looking at her as always, with a smile on his eyes.

Mei Ailin suddenly bent down and vomited blood.

Piaoyuan's thoughts were all retracted in an instant, and Feng Shu slowly noticed her strangeness, "What's wrong with you?"

Fengshan had arrived in front of her at some point and stopped her from getting close to the other party.

"Young Master, you are not a doctor, don't help me."

The color of blood looked normal. Mei Ailin pressed her chest with one hand and covered her mouth with the other. There was still obvious blood spilling out from her fingers, falling to the ground one by one.
To be continued...