Junlin was silent for a few breaths.

"I'm not as good as you."

If it were him, his first idea would definitely be to severely punish him. Even in this complicated situation, it would be difficult for him to really let him go.

Forgiveness? It is impossible. He has always been a vengeful person. He doesn't care about many people and things, which also means that once the person he cares about is hurt, he will inevitably take revenge.

"Brother-in-law, if it was you, what would you do? Sue the other party to go to jail? Go to the wasteland star to open up the land? Or simply tear the face and never interact with each other? What's wrong with Ah Sheng? Even if it's my sister, she doesn't know what she can do to get forgiven. Besides, is she really wrong? If so, isn't she *** at the same time?"

"It's her fault that she is. But I did hurt you. This cannot be denied, and I have never intended to deny it.

But as I said before, I am not **. Xiaoyun, I have never been such a kind-hearted person. It is precisely because I am not upright and not kind enough that I can protect myself. Normal people will not do that. But I did that. A real bad person may not do that, but I did that. You will never forgive me for this."

"I didn't plan to forgive you."

Feng Yun really doesn't think he is qualified to talk about unforgivable things.

"I just think that maybe Ah Sheng didn't know that these things would be better. He was not cheerful enough and thoughtful. Although he had a good relationship with me and a good relationship with his third uncle, he was not active in these people because he was worried about you. He had always wanted to train hard. One day when his strength improved, he would get permission from his elders and go out to find you.

Do you understand what I mean, brother-in-law? Ah Sheng seems quite self-centered, but in fact he always wants to find you. This is the most important thing in his growth process. He studies and trains so hard for you.

Now that you are back, he is happy, and he is also losing his goal. If you tell him the mystery of his life experience at this time, he will definitely be deeply hit."

"Where are you? You're so hit hard?"

"Yes. But when I lost my family, I was already sensible. When my sister came, I only thought that I was the only relative. No matter what happened, as long as she would not leave me, I would be satisfied.

My sister has always left me behind. Even though she was actually very tired of living with a burden, she still caused trouble. It was not her responsibility at first, but she was still busy earning her living expenses. She decided to live and start, so she took my younger brother under her wings.

Although I haven't been together for a long time, my sister makes me feel at ease. I know that as long as she lives for one day, I will not be homeless.

Ah Sheng is different from me. If he is suspicious of his birth, it will be difficult for him to find a way to feel at ease."

"What's the difference? You are no longer the same as him. If you can bear it, he should bear it."

"Brother-in-law, I never doubt my birth. I don't know what the secret of birth."

"You seem to have forgotten that your grandfather and father are orphans, and their origins are a mystery. Your mother has been proven to be the ** of the Feng family in the inner region. A Sheng is the secret of **'s birth."

However, if you care about Feng Shu's true origin, Feng Shengzhe will of course have it. However, the couple has decided not to investigate this point. After all, this is something that cannot be explored further. What's the use of thinking more?

"I was wondering if there was really a so-called destiny. There was really a hand that arranged the life trajectory of everyone. Everyone was in control."

Feng Yun was a little vicissitudes when he said this.

"You are still young, don't be stubborn."

"Stepy?"

"When I always chase your sister and ask, she laughs at me for being stubborn. It means it's like being stubborn and unable to adapt flexibly."

"Brother-in-law, although I am not a very generous person, I am not a stubborn person. I rarely do things like being stubborn. If it weren't for this, I might not survive."

"Why do you say that? How come you can't survive?"

"My sister knows nothing about this world. I didn't know before, and I thought she was hit too hard, so she became listless and had some deviations in her understanding of reality. Now that I know, of course I understand how difficult it was for her at that time. If I left me cruelly, she would be much more relaxed. But my sister**."

"Why don't you think it was her best to have to take you with you?"

"If I don't understand, I might think so, but now I have a deep understanding of my sister. Besides, my brother-in-law, my sister and I have really depended on each other for life. This kind of friendship is not an ordinary friendship."

"Yes, your sister always uses her actions to show that in her heart I am far inferior to you."

"Brother-in-law, you probably won't want to compete with me for status, right? My sister will always put me in front of you."

Feng Yun laughed first after saying this.

Seeing that he was in a good mood, Junlin smiled slightly.

"Do you want me to teach you now?"

"What?"

"Starship Command."

"Brother-in-law, I'm not interested in this. I'm quite proficient in basic operations. Just forget about starship combat."

Feng Yun has little interest.

"Why? There is no need to suppress one's body with more skills."

"I don't want to waste time. Ah Sheng's brain is much better than me. Learning these is like playing. If I do, just concentrate on doing everything related to mecha."

"If you have time on the way, I will teach you how to control the mecha?"

"Brother-in-law, fighting and killing is really not what I am good at, nor is it what I like."

"I can do some maintenance of mechas, do you want to compete?"

Feng Yun was speechless. Is this called being stubborn?

"Brother-in-law, shouldn't you be obsessed with improving your strength? Why do you think about how to help me?"

"Because it may only be this time to help a little bit. When you really enter the territory of the inner domain, your sister and I will be busy and busy. I am afraid you won't even have enough sleep time. When you and Ah Sheng go there, you will also conduct special training. Now you can re-read it, and you may be able to get started faster after you go there."

"Brother-in-law, the concept training of both sides may not be completely consistent, right? Why not go there and talk about it. Moreover, I have now accepted the teachings of Major General Jimo in mecha maintenance and design, and I cannot change my course."

Junlin patted his head.

"I forgot this. I can't help with mecha maintenance and design, but if you want to improve your practical ability, I can still take a look for it."

"Brother-in-law, are you afraid that I will not win the fight with others? Don't worry, I never took the initiative to provoke others. Now I understand what path I like and are good at. I will continue to stick to it. Whether it is studying and training now or formally working in the future, it is basically unlikely that I need to go into the battle myself. What I have to do is to do my best in the rear."

In other words, he doesn't want to devote his time to mecha control because it would be a waste.

"Jimo said he didn't want you to waste more time on mecha control?"

"That's it. He respects the opinions of people around him very much, especially when it comes to private matters, unless it involves family level, he basically ignores it. Even if some people have a bad temper and some people have a loss of personal morality, as long as the ** affects their work, and their mentality and ability are enough to withstand the tempering of work, he will not pay attention to it."

"The people around Jimo are all talented. The closer they get to him, the more they are. If there is something inadequate, he will create a man himself. Even if he is not as flexible as a real human, some positions are enough to make up for the shortcomings.

He was not not concerned, but in the parts outside the core circle, he didn't need to be too picky. In terms of low-key and cautiousness, if a family dared to say that the Federation was second, then which aristocratic family dared to say that they were first in the Federation."

Feng Yun obviously doesn't understand much about the relationship with the previous problem.

Junlin himself took over the command and let him rest next to him.

"Since you have decided to focus on mecha maintenance and weapon design, you must have some knowledge about maintenance and weapon design.

Because in terms of maintenance, you specialize in mechas, which means you need to understand the performance of various mechas more than most people. The higher your operating level, the more you will understand the performance of mechas. The more you understand, the more you will be able to achieve twice the result with half the effort in repair.

People who are good at fighting are often good at being beaten.

The same goes for design.”

Feng Yun was thinking.

"So, I can't get to the point because I don't learn how to control the mecha well?"

"It's not entirely limited by this, but it will definitely be related. You can ask your sister for advice more. Although she looks very weak, in some cases, her ability to fight alone is better than that of her grandfather."

"That was made by her hard work since she was a child. My sister said that she has been practicing in summer since she was two or three years old. Even if she is so sick that she can't get up, she will have to practice her legs even if she breaks her hands, and she will have to practice her hands even if she breaks her legs. She is always free. Her power is accumulated by bleeding and sweating."

Junlin nodded.

"I know. It seems that she really hopes that you can treat her as a sister. Some things are difficult to explain, because she can't explain them clearly. Even if we have the same experience as her, we can't figure it out. Since she even said these words to you, it means that she really treats you as a younger brother.

Her younger brother used to be the youngest child in the family, but she was the least favored and lived like an orphan at home."

"Why? She** told me about this."

Feng Yun became anxious when he heard this, and he didn't understand why Feng Shu lived so painfully.

Isn’t it worse than those who lose their loved ones and become orphans? Orphans who lose their loved ones may have been protected by their loved ones and tasted the warmth of their family. But living like an orphan at home means being embarrassed?

"It's also biased to describe this. I just want to tell you that she did not live better than you in the past, and of course she was far less than Asheng's situation. Even in your opinion, in Asheng's opinion, your children and young people are missing, even unfortunate, but Feng Shu's past is worse than both of you. She can't even say that she is unfortunate, her fate is..."

Junlin paused, not knowing how to describe Feng Shu's past.

In her generation, she became a girl at the age of fifteen. She left home at the age of ten, which means that she was already her girlish generation at the age of ten. So what did she have before she was ten?

The Feng family is not doing enough to eat, drink, defecate, urinate, sleep and the most basic protection for the three-year-old child. She was so hungry that she ate insects and dig grass stems in the yard. ** people came to see her, but ** people cared about whether she would die because of this.

However, she was still grateful to the Feng family. After all, she died because of their poor care. Because her father finally asked for a way out for her. Because her grandfather was willing to risk the most in the world to allow her a girl to practice martial arts. Moreover, after practicing martial arts, her sisters seemed to finally realize that her youngest sister would secretly communicate with her.

She cherishes all this, so even if she is lonely, even if she is bleeding and sweating, she learns not to cry. During the long time, she learns to enjoy being alone, enjoy the torment of time, and enjoy the natural comfort.

Compared with her child, what is his experience? His pain is far less than the torture she has suffered. He always has someone who cares about and protects him from beginning to end. What about her? She is not so lucky.

And Feng Yun and Feng Shengzhe are even more so.

"It's hard to say that she has never been happy, but it's hard to say that she has always laughed so happily.

Your sister and her torture and pain she has experienced cannot be explained clearly in just a few words.

If the person who hurts you is an outsider, and the things that hurt you come from the outside world, you may become more and more courageous and will chase you. But if the person who hurts you is someone close to you, and the things that hurt you come from the hands of the people you like and trust, your world may be like her, falling into constant slaughter.

She had been slaughtered countless times when she was a child, and later she was cured and gradually grew into a gentle, kind and tougher person. However, her luck was not very good, and later she fell into a complete slaughter because of the betrayal of the people around her.

If it weren't for you, Xiaoyun, I think your sister wouldn't choose to live. If you hadn't been determined to save her and would not allow her to give up her life no matter what, she wouldn't have lived. You are the fundamental reason why she decided to live.

Also, Ah Sheng was brought to this world because of me and her, but if you look deeper, Ah Sheng was really born because of you.”

Junlin thanked him solemnly.
Chapter completed!