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She unconsciously threw out this question.
Feng Xiaoqi gave her a blank look.
"Don't beat or scold me, is it just to treat him well? A bully that is more powerful than shouting and beating and killing is to ignore his existence. Although you have not ignored the existence of the person Junlin, you can see that you always ignore his feelings for you. If you want to avoid it, it doesn't look like it, but it's certain that you don't want to respond to the other party at all, and you don't take his feelings seriously."
Feng Shu felt that she was really wronged when she heard this.
"Sister Qi, your eyes are really not very good. Even if I ignore anyone, I dare not ignore Junlin. He is the person I trust the most. In this world, he is the only person I can tell you completely frankly. No matter what the reason is, he and I are really at the point where we don't need to hide anything from each other. If I ignore him, it's really no different from ignoring myself."
Feng Xiaoqi hummed.
"The problem is here. I think you ignore your feelings. You look like your master, which means you have entered the world and then emerged from the world. You don't take your feelings seriously at all. It's not that you are not serious, but that you are serious enough to think that feelings are as simple as eating and drinking water, and it is not worth being excited, curious and excited to be excited."
Feng Shu was stunned for a moment, not expecting that she would say such words, and she really thought about it for a while.
She gave people the feeling that she had seen through the world? She did not have such great wisdom. If she had such wisdom, she would probably not have fallen into the love network at all. Even if she fell into the love network and was imprisoned, she would definitely wake up soon and quickly jump out of the quagmire.
But she didn't. She was floating and rising in the sea of love, struggling back and forth, and even changed into a body, changed into a time and space for survival, and still suffered for decades of incompetence. If she really had wisdom, great wisdom, and bravery, how could she be trapped in it and unable to extricate herself?
Thinking of this, Feng Shu smiled bitterly.
"Sister Qi, you look down on me too highly. If I had one percent of my master's wisdom, I wouldn't be like this today."
Feng Xiaoqi raised her eyebrows. Why did this sound like self-pity?
"Do you think you look bad now?
Or is your master really shining and amazing? Does he have a wife? Is he good to his family? What is his good method? Which planet is he from? What is his surname? What is his name? When did you know him? How many years have you learned from him? In addition to his strange skills, he also learned mecha starship driving? Did he learn medicine? How can he make a lot of money after learning?"
Feng Shu held her forehead, but she didn't expect that she would have so many questions about Huishan.
"I don't know the master's past. He is just my master.
The name cannot be told to others, and in fact I don’t know his real name, so naturally I can’t know his exact origin. We haven’t known each other for a long time and we don’t have time to learn more, so I just learned a little bit of fist and a little bit of common sense in medicine with my master, and the only thing I have is a little bit of truth to be a human being.”
Feng Xiaoqi doubted the trueness of these words.
"Is your vision only a little bit? You just think of him like this? Judging from your appearance, it's not as close to and sincere as the master when you mention your parents. If he is not a powerful person, he is not really good to you so much that you can't remember it. How could you make him look gentle and full of longing when you mention him?"
Feng Shu couldn't laugh or cry.
"Sister Qi, don't you look gentle and full of longing when you mention Grandpa and the others?"
Feng Xiaoqi immediately shook his head, "No.
Since I have made up my mind to run on the battlefield for life, I am destined to be separated from my family for a long time. When I was a child, I might have cried secretly because I miss homesickness, but now I can restrain this. This is my fate, I have accepted it and got used to it. If I mention my family's emotions and longing for me at this age, it means I am far from being a qualified soldier."
"A teacher for one day will be a father for life.
My master treated me as much as a mountain of kindness. If it weren't for him, it might be difficult for me to get out of a bad mood. He taught me how to view myself and the world around me, how to work hard and leisurely to spend every day.
How to say it, the master taught me to interpret the connection between myself and the world from different angles, and he taught me how to learn to balance in this strength of growth and decline. This day after day pointing and training eventually led me to develop the habit of not pursuing or paying too much in everything.
In the past, I was once in pain, once depressed, and once wanted to end my life with my own hands, but my master gave me a new vision to look at my life, and he provided me with a new life model.
Most people experience the same life pattern - born, going to school, after graduation, they will devote themselves to work or fighting, then getting married, having children, and then devote more energy to raising children and cultivating the next generation until their lifespan is over. But my master is different.
He was born, studied, and walked in the world. After seeing through the world, he hugged the world enthusiastically. While embracing the world, he truly stayed away from the world. Some people say that he was playing with life, irresponsible to his family, irresponsible to his hometown, and irresponsible to himself, but in my opinion, it was just the result of his original intention."
"It's my intention?"
"Well. Even if the master has gone through the world, he still maintains a innocent heart. If he had not possessed great wisdom, it would not have been possible. I hope that one day I can really be as free and comfortable as the master has practiced and never forget his original intention."
"Original intention? What is the original intention? What is your original intention?"
Feng Xiaoqi was curious about how she would answer.
Feng Shu just smiled, "Eat, drink, have fun, and die?"
Feng Xiaoqi was stunned, suspecting that he had heard it wrong, "Your original intention is to 'eat, drink, have fun, and then die of sleep'?"
Feng Shu shrugged, "Yes. Master and me, my original intention is to eat, drink, play and have a life of death. This is the highest goal of life that we all agree with."
Feng Xiaoqi was simply confused by her words.
The highest goal in life is to eat, drink, play and then die?
"Are you kidding me or joking yourself?"
"It's not a joke. This is the highest action policy for our master and apprentice. Eat, drink, play, sleep well, and then follow the natural process and die peacefully. It would be great if I could die peacefully in my sleep. I don't want to end up with a miserable end without any bones."
Feng Shu thought that if she was once again | corpse | sinking into the bottom of the river, she would really feel that she had let down this life.
"Your only thought is to die of old age, which is too strange.
Most people will die of old age and death, which is something that you don’t need to think about and ask for. If you think so, did you realize that you will have a different life very early? Or is it your master who made such a judgment and then told you?
No, or he lives a different life, so after he accepts you, your life will naturally become unreasonable. In this way, it will be difficult to die normally. Just like me, running around the battlefield all day long, there is a high probability that I will die on the battlefield, and it is likely that the Zerg will be gnawed to death, which cannot be considered normal death.
But if you work hard enough and have some luck, you won’t be able to die. You don’t need to make normal old age and death so serious as your biggest goal in life.”
Feng Shu smiled without refuting.
For her, who had died of a life of misfortune, there was nothing wrong with her life's goal. Back then, she had no marriage, no parents' home, and no husband's home. Even if she had a teacher, she had no tomb to stand at the bottom of the river. In the eyes of the world, she became a homeless ghost?
Maybe God felt sorry for her, or maybe her master and senior brother had asked for love from the people of the Witch Clan, so she traveled to the long-standing interstellar era and had a close relative and a home again. This time, she would grow old seriously and die calmly without any complaints.
The master will bless her, right? The senior brother will bless her, right? They have always treated her like the youngest, always making her laugh and playing with her, and have protected her well from the beginning of her meeting. However, she would have thought that she would die in a foreign land in the end? Not only could she repay their kindness, she also asked them to send a white-haired man to a black man, which was a great unfilial piety.
Seeing her sad face, Feng Xiaoqi frowned.
"You don't really know nothing about your master, right? Is he very bad? I mean, if you know where he is and you know he is in a difficult situation, our Feng family can also lend a helping hand to help him get out of trouble."
Feng Shu shook his head, "I don't know. I have been separated from the master for too long. I really have no idea what his situation is now. I also have no idea about his origin.
No matter what, thank you sister Qi."
Feng Xiaoqi was silent for a while.
"You even recognize Arios, the brother-in-law, and after you recognize him, you will also bring your husband and children to the door to visit. The formal introduction of the two parties shows that you are a person who values love. Don't you want Junlin and Feng Shengzhe to meet your master and senior brother?"
"The master always says that there is no banquet that never ends. Even if the fate is deep, you have to face the pain of separation from life and death. If it is separated, it is gone. If it is reunited, it is very difficult to get together again and cannot be forced.
If I can really see each other again one day in the future, of course I will introduce them to you as soon as possible. If you know that everything is fine, the master will be relieved, right? Although we have been together for a short time, I know that he really regards me as a relative of the younger generation, just as I am also close to him, and I always have the idea of being a teacher for life and a father in my heart."
It is not blood relationship that can definitely create the birth of a family. It has similar auras, similar values, and even inherits the same cultural spirit. In that case, people without blood relationships will become a family when they come together.
How fortunate she had a home in her previous life, and she had a home in her entire life.
"If your master really comes to you, please invite him to our Feng family as a guest? Great grandfather and grandma will definitely want to know him sincerely."
"Okay. If there was really such an opportunity, I would definitely introduce my master to everyone I know, so that everyone in the world would know that I have a master."
She was in a good mood and had pride on her face.
Feng Xiaoqi was surprised, "Do you like your master so much?"
"Well. If my master is here, I will definitely show off to you."
Feng Shu raised his chin.
Feng Xiaoqi was amused and crying.
Why are you so childish?
"Does Feng Shengzhe know your master's existence? Does he know that you like each other so much? You can't compare to Junlin?"
"Sister Qi, why are you asking for this? You're looking for trouble? Do I seem to live a good life?"
"Yes, I think you're living too leisurely. If I were the king's land, I would have followed you here at the beginning. This emperor doesn't seem easy to meet, and you may not be his opponent."
"And you?"
"I?"
Feng Xiaoqi raised his eyebrows and said, "He dared not do anything to me. He has no information for him to judge whether it is to me or to the Feng family. For people like him, acting rashly before they learn enough information is a taboo."
Feng Shu smiled, she really got to the point.
"Does he dare to do anything to me?"
Feng Xiaoqi nodded, "Although you are a member of the Feng family, you are also a member of the Jun family. Now you have recognized his younger brother as your brother-in-law, which is equivalent to being a member of his imperial royal family. Do you think he dares to offend you within a certain range?
If it is me, if the benefits outweigh the disadvantages, I don’t think there will be any terrible consequences for offending you. Anyway, I can offend you, and you can offend me. As long as this offense is controlled within a range that both parties can tolerate, even if it is a kind of conflict that will make you feel uncomfortable, you will not turn your back on your face.
Although he has many people available, there are few royal members, which means that the family does not have much help. He depends on himself in everything, and at most he can rely on his only younger brother.
But apart from this, he needs to master, think, judge, make decisions, and devote his efforts to everything. He may be doomed if he makes any mistakes. The void in the core circle forces him to be cautious, for fear that his judgment will make the two brothers' standing place instantly become a deep abyss.
If this person has a good wife and outstanding children, once the family becomes powerful, it will be a real worry-free person and dare to give it a try in the face of anything. Now, it is inevitable that he will be left with his hands.
Offending you is based on your perception of you. Offending me is challenging his own nerves. He is not afraid of his own death, but he is most afraid of implicating his only brother."
Feng Shu smiled slightly.
Sure enough, even if those who can be selected as heirs are negligent in research and practice on personnel matters, they can finally grasp the most fundamental focus of interests and focus on the whole, and get to the point of view.
Chapter completed!