It always feels inconsistent to ask her to admit that she is Feng Xiaojiu, but it feels strange to say that she is not Feng Xiaojiu. Things don't make sense, just like a tangled yarn, it gets knotted here and there, and it doesn't go smoothly no matter how you comb it.

.

Feng Shu pursed her lips slightly and curled her hands into fists.

If her feeling is not trustworthy, think about it from another perspective, will the Feng family mistakenly recognize her bloodline?

Obviously not.

Their chances of making mistakes are too low.

There is almost no doubt that she is Feng Xiaojiu.

If her personal conflicting feelings are put aside and she is Feng Xiaojiu, how should she find her place in the Feng family?

Among the elders, Fengjun and his wife rarely show up, and she has not been seen yet. Fengyu and his wife basically meet her once or twice a month, and their attitude is amiable, especially Li Ying, who sheds tears every time they see her.

Fengping and his wife are also very kind, and they always send their daughter Feng Xiaoer to talk to her every now and then.

As for the other elders, Feng Yun and Feng An are still galloping on the battlefield, while Feng Ku and Feng Kang disappeared on the battlefield, and their lives and deaths are still uncertain. Ku Feihong lingers on the bedside, Yue Qing was killed by unknown forces more than a year ago, and Li Jiya died in the battle.

Among the younger generation, she currently only knows Feng Xiaoer, Feng Xiaowu, Feng Xiaoliu, and Feng Xiaoshi.

Feng Yi and Feng Xiaoqi are still on the battlefield and have a chance to meet each other. Feng Xiaosan and Feng Xiaosi have died in the battle and have no chance to see each other.

She has no memory of her mother, and has no expectations for her missing father and her eldest sister, who has never contacted her.

She was able to delete all relevant memories of Yue Qing, whom she had been with day and night. Even if this was a so-called body protection mechanism, something passively caused to avoid physical and mental collapse and greater harm, she felt it was unforgivable.

It's natural that Feng Xiaoqi doesn't want to contact her. If it were her, she wouldn't want such a sister.

Too useless.

As a human being, he cannot even remember his mother and only cares about his own life. Even if it is the body's instinctive survival mechanism, he is not worthy of forgiveness.

She must have forgotten many important moments.

She shouldn't forget.

Feng Shu slapped himself hard.

"what are you doing?!"

Feng Chongguang was startled by her and thought she was going to commit suicide, so he subconsciously wanted to come over and pull her away. Feng Shu pointed out instinctively.

His figure paused, and what made her feel strange was that he did not retreat, but still maintained his posture of reaching out to hold her. Even though there was silence and darkness all around, she could still understand him with her extraordinary eyesight.

expression.

First he was stunned, then he was shocked, and his eyes were full of turbulent waves.

Feng Shu felt very uneasy.

She didn't know what she had done wrong.

He didn't tell her, he just bulged his eyes and stared at her with confusion, as if she had just done something extraordinary but shouldn't.

It's hard to describe that feeling, it feels like joy and fear.

She moved to the side and slowly moved to the corner farthest from him.

very good.

He didn't stop him, nor did he follow him.

The strange thing is that he didn't ask her anything.

Feng Shu clasped his fingers together, closed his eyes, and forced himself to drive the chaotic thoughts out of his mind. Once again, he quickly entered a state of selflessness just like he had experienced before.

She thought she was sleeping, and as long as she slept like this, she would feel much better.

Feng Chongguang always thought that she was sleeping.

Three days later, when they did not leave the dark room on time as usual, Feng Yu came to find them in person.

"What are you doing?"

Feng Chongguang was sitting cross-legged in front of Feng Shu, holding his chin in one hand and looking at her face seriously.

"Dad, do you know our family's lost skill of acupuncture? It's the kind of skill where you can seal a person's acupuncture points with one finger, making them unable to move or speak."

"Are you dreaming? If I know how to acupuncture, can it be called a lost skill?"

The youngest son's words made Feng Yu frown slightly, "How long have Feng Shu been asleep?"

If you don't even know someone is coming in, you would be too relaxed, either not vigilant enough, or too dependent.

"She will."

Feng Chongguang stretched out his finger and tapped his father's body several times quickly, "Do you feel it?"

Feng Yu raised his hand and slapped him on the head, "What do you think? Why are you so crazy?!"

Feng Chongguang recounted everything that happened before and after entering the dark room, especially describing in detail the state in which he could neither move nor speak.

"Dad, you have to tell grandpa about this."

Feng Yu was as shocked as Feng Chongguang.

"You're not mistaken? She...how could she..."

He knew that his son could not joke about such a thing, so he lost his composure for a moment, then stood up and left quickly.

When Feng Shu woke up, he quickly discovered something strange.

In front of her, three people were sitting cross-legged.

She had seen both Feng Yu and Feng Chongguang, but the man she had never seen before was sitting in the middle, looking at her with a smile.

"woke up?"

Feng Shu blinked.

Very strong.

Fengjun? According to rumors, that man who was invincible and proud on the battlefield, but was "ravaged|ravaged" by his beloved wife in life and was as weak as an insect?

"Hello, great-grandfather."

She subconsciously changed to a kneeling position.

Fengjun raised his eyebrows, and the smile on his face deepened.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something first?"

She shook her head honestly. She didn't feel hungry. Although she was a little thirsty, it wasn't to the point of being uncomfortable.

"Xiaojiu, hurry up and show your great-grandfather and great-grandfather how to acupuncture. Didn't you just knock my uncle down with your family secrets before? Let them see how good you are!"

Feng Chongguang looked at her eagerly.

Feng Shu didn't know why.

When did she put him down? She just tapped his acupuncture points and made him...

Acupuncture points?

Feng Shu was stunned.

"Why are you making such a fuss? You can barely act serious in front of children, but why do you turn into a child when you are in front of elders? How old are you? The adults haven't spoken yet, so why are you interrupting?"

As soon as Feng Yu finished speaking, Feng Jun glanced at him lightly.

Feng Chongguang added insult to injury, "Dad, you are not the same. You are obviously as anxious as me. Okay, okay, I'll shut up."

"Tell me, great-grandfather knows that you have many questions in your mind now. No matter what they are, you can ask me. As long as I know, I will tell you."

Fengjun's smile is very warm, just like the sunny weather, making people tipsy.

"Where is the battlefield? Can I go find my sister?"

The question came out of her mouth.

"Your father and Xiao Qi have already gone to the battlefield. Although he is missing, Xiao Qi is still there. You don't have to go."

Fengjun's answer seemed to be evasive. Fengshu was not satisfied with this answer, "I want to find her."

"Every family has to keep someone alive. Your parents are no longer here, and Xiaoqi has chosen the battlefield. You can stay, get married in peace, and live an ordinary life in the future."

"I didn't agree. They make their choice and I make mine.

Let Feng Xiaoqi come back and I will go to the battlefield. I will not marry."

Someone was laughing, and the sound was narrow, like thunder out of thin air, suddenly exploding in her ears.

"Well done, yes, that's it. If the mountain doesn't come, it's you. If you can go, it's the mountain. Silly Xiaojiu, why are you crying?"

This voice was different from the one she had felt before. It was not ethereal or illusory, but instead gave her an extremely familiar feeling.

Someone very close to her must have said it to her.

He is someone she trusts, someone she respects, someone who is willing to risk everything for her, someone who will never abandon her or ignore her.
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