Chapter 339
Yes, it is really hard to say when Feng Yan disappeared. Has he ever seen the mother and daughter before he disappeared? If the couple didn't say it, the family members would not know at all.
Considering Yue Qing’s position as a mother, it should be said that such a guess is very likely to be the truth.
Although Mengmeng's words could not completely convince Feng Shu, it might be a reasonable explanation in the face of facts. She temporarily let go of her doubts.
"Why, I want to find my son immediately? Let me tell you, you have made a contract with Hongmeng, but until now, I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a partner. It can be said that you have not taken care of it at all. I don't ask you to take full care of it until adulthood. As long as you have been in this century, you can focus on Hongmeng and take care of its needs first. Even if you don't look at it at first, I will not blame you.
I will do whatever happens. Anyway, from the beginning, I have planned to keep it with me until it becomes an adult. I have never planned to rely on humans to raise Hongmeng. You are asking for trouble, and since you have made a contract, you have to be responsible.
At least your son is still watching Junlin. Even if Junlin was not at home for a while, the entire Jun family was guarding him. There were so many family members, not even one or two, Hongmeng was different.”
It muttered that she must focus on Hongmeng first, and then consider other people, Feng Shu was ridiculous and terrified.
"Mengmeng, speak fairly. Humans are much more vulnerable than you in their childhood, and they are much more dependent on their parents. You will also say that you have never known who their parents are since childhood, but you see, without the care of your parents, you have been safe for so many years, and you are still so good-looking, healthy and happy.
Humans are much more fragile than you think. Although I was not beaten or scolded when I was a child, I was hungry in extraordinary times. I often practice martial arts and practice martial arts. I am the only one who is in my life. The rest is that I am relatively speechless with my parents. Physiologically, I grew up healthy, but psychologically, I am very weak and always questioned whether I should not be born or should not survive.
I did not get affirmation from my parents, and I got the certainty of "my birth and existence are taken for granted, blessed, and popular". So later, even though the master and the senior brother were very nice to me, I occasionally felt unhappy, felt very wronged, and felt helpless.
Although this state of mind rarely appears again after growing up, subconsciously, I always feel that the death of my twin brother was caused by me. Even now, now, I have been in a different life, and I still think so when I think about the past life, I killed my brother.”
"You are thinking too much. You used to be young, but now it happened many years ago. Do you still think like this? I can only say that you are too weak. If you have strong skills and can make your family regard you as a man, you are the pillar of the family. They can only be happy. How could they not like you and always treat you as air?"
She knew that Mengmeng, as a beast, was unlikely to understand the psychological process of human beings, but she still wanted to speak up.
"Well, I really can't let go of that brother. I know rationally that I am innocent. Even if I was born, I was just a fetus. What could I know at that time? I acted with instinct. At that time, my mother also tried hard to give birth to the child safely. So after all, no one was wrong.
But unfiliality is the greatest thing. In our era, for families and women, the most fundamental thing is that there must be a male who can inherit the incense. That younger brother was the only male that my mother was pregnant, but she died. My twin daughter lived. No matter who it was, she would think that I was blocking my younger brother's way. If my mother had only conceived him, she would have given birth to him safely.
In that case, my father has successors, and the Feng family will not have no male member to continue on the battlefield, defend the country, and at the same time to glorify the family."
Feng Shu's eyes were blurred, as if he was looking at the extremely distant space and time through the black fog.
"My brother is not lucky. Some people say that it is because my twin sister has robbed him of luck."
Mengmeng scoffed, "Where is luck so easy to seize? Not to mention that you two were just fetuses who didn't understand anything at the beginning, even if you knew everything, you two were just half a dozen. What can you do in the womb? If you have to say who robs whom, it can only be said that the mother chose to live. God recognized you to be more suitable for survival, so you will be more inclined toward you and let you live."
"God? It's impossible."
Feng Shu shook his head, "My Feng family has been loyal and kind for generations. Any male person who is not healthy since childhood will practice martial arts since childhood. When he was a teenager, he would be thrown on the battlefield by the clan leader to struggle. When his skills are similar, he would start with a small soldier until he leads troops to fight. In his life, he would generally spend twenty or thirty years on the battlefield.
The ancestors who were strong and capable of retreating in time due to frequent wars, had lived on the battlefield for most of their lives. When they were in their teens, they were still a lively boy. When they returned in their seventies, they had a touch of soil or several mutilated limbs and broken arms.
The Feng family can last for so many generations and still stand tall, and their luck is considered strong. If there is really a god, God would not have let our Feng family break the incense. If there is no need to ask for more, a male general should give it."
"You are too superstitious. Of course, there are no gods and ghosts in the world, but there are definitely many talented people and strangers. The Feng family has a strong fortune, which does not mean that there will be male generations.
In our beast tribe, although there are often high and low disputes between males and females, in the world of strong people, gender is never distinguished by gender.
The same is true for the strength of luck. If you are strong yourself, your luck will naturally be strong. If you don’t have enough skills, your luck will naturally be weaker than others. God will not care whether you are male or female. If you are strong, you are weak. If you live, you will die, which is determined from the beginning. You are stronger innately than him. If you are acquired, you will definitely absorb nutrients faster, so the longer you grow, the more prosperous your vitality, he will not be able to get rid of the mother body. Later, he was not able to escape from the mother's body smoothly. That was his own problem, the problem of your mother in that lifetime, and it had nothing to do with you."
Mengmeng didn't want to discuss this issue anymore, and she wouldn't come out if she slipped into her sea of consciousness. Silence was gold.
Feng Shu just closed her eyes and shouted silently in her heart.
Feng Yun.
younger brother.
She is more emotional than her son.
Chapter completed!