Prince Arios showed all the video records to Feng Shu, explaining them while watching them. The more she watched and listened, the more tears she shed.

She has never been the kind of person who has a lot of emotions and her moods often go up and down. But after being so far away from her hometown, she realized that she also had a sentimental side.

Prince Arios also cried and laughed, not knowing whether it was because he finally found someone with whom he could share his secrets. He spoke quickly and urgently, sometimes even confusingly, repeating the details he had already said.

Feng Shu didn't mind, and occasionally asked him to describe a certain scene in detail.

Until later, paper and pen were delivered, and Feng Shu spent four hours drawing. While drawing, she described Feng Wan's life as she knew it. She stopped crying, but Prince Arios often smiled and smiled.

I started crying again, and my eyes had never been dry.

"Well, we separated later. I heard my master mention things at home, but at that time, I still had some resentment and confusion about my family. In addition, the outside world was new and interesting, and practicing was hard. I slowly

I have put the past events behind me. I have not received letters from my sisters, and I have never written a letter home.

I don’t know why the fourth sister appears here. You know, our times are so different. Sometimes I even wonder if we do not belong to the same plane of time and space. If not, what are the cultural origins of some planets in this time and space?

It can be traced back to our era. Or, after us, for some reason, humans walked out of space, and time and space were reversed and split, and finally it became what it is now. Maybe in a certain dimension,

There is another time and space that has the same origin as this one."

As Feng Shu talked, she didn't know how to continue. It's not that she hadn't thought about these issues carefully, but it was obviously difficult for her to tell a reason in this regard. Without the corresponding complicated knowledge, it was difficult.

Understood. In fact, even scientists who study space and time do not necessarily have profound insights that far exceed those of ordinary people in the interstellar space.

"Have you never been back since you became an adult?"

"No."

Unexpectedly, when he asked, Feng Shu realized that she had never thought about going home. At first, she actually thought about writing a peace letter, but she tore it up and wrote it. No matter how she wrote it, she was not satisfied and kept putting it off.

In the end, she put it down. No one at home wrote to her, so she was not prepared to take the initiative to write to ask.

For many things, once the opportunity has passed and you want to bring it up again, it will naturally be difficult to continue.

Without correspondence, she slowly regarded her previous life in her family as a secondary memory, and the concept of home naturally transferred to the Wuming Mountain where she and her masters and brothers lived, which held almost all of her best memories about home.

Good imagination and practice. When she went down the mountain to explore the rivers and lakes, she thought more about that mountain and the surrounding mountains that she had explored countless times. That vast world full of birds, animals, insects, fish, flowers, trees and trees.

The place where you can see the stars hanging low in the sky as soon as you look up, as if you can reach it with your hand, is the home that she has longed for since then.

But now, the strange thing is that she thinks more about the Feng family on Wutong star. She can't remember the life with the two children on Sada star at all, let alone the scenes of living with the children in the Jun family.

Now the memory of that period seems to be recovering, but when I hear a certain person's name or see a certain person, I have the feeling of "Ah, I have heard of this name, I may have seen or known this person", which is very shallow.

memories of times.

"How old were you when you came here? Did you come here suddenly because of an accidental death? Or was it reincarnation after a normal death?"

Seeing that she looked a little strange, Prince Arios explained, "Wanwan doesn't want to explain clearly the cause of your death, but we have talked about this topic several times. Every time she mentions it, she will burst into tears, and she will always blame herself in the end.

, saying that it was because she took over your boudoir that she made you homeless and had to live with a monk, and finally disappeared.

She has always believed that you are not dead, you are just lost, like an out-of-body experience, and as long as she persists in calling the spirit, she will definitely be able to bring you home."

Feng Shu lowered his eyes, stopped painting, and rubbed his wrist.

"I took the blame for my death in an accident. I can't blame anyone. It has nothing to do with my family. My fourth sister did not occupy my room. The decision was made at the beginning, so after I left, if she didn't live in that room, there would be

Other uses."

"We all know it. But it has become her inner demon. She said that because there are no men in your generation, it is very difficult to inherit the family business. Not only the elders are under great pressure, but you juniors are also in a difficult situation. But when I was a child

She still didn’t know how bad some of the things she said to you were. It was only in the second year after you left that she suddenly realized that it was not your fault. It was not your fault that your brother was not born, nor was it your mother’s fault.

It’s anyone’s fault. If you have to blame it, you can only blame God, you can only blame the Feng family’s luck.

It's just like my family. The fate of the royal family, huh, that's the end of it."

"Well, I know. Things that I couldn't see before are now open to me. Although sometimes I still feel a sense of guilt subconsciously, the negative impact is very small.

In our time, the emperor was first the ruler of the country, and then someone's husband and someone's father. As the supreme leader with great power, he might not be a good spouse, nor a competent father.

, but if he is not a qualified emperor, the country will fall into years of war, and the most basic peaceful life will not be able to maintain. The turmoil at the national level will directly lead to the displacement of people at the bottom."

Prince Arios was silent for a few seconds before smiling.

"Are you, the Feng family, always so reserved in your speech? When Wanwan starts speaking, there is always something hidden in her words, and there are twists and turns in her words. Now that she is determined, I have been following him all my life in other matters, but when it comes to Wanwan's affairs, I don't want to give in.

any step.

Jiuniang, do you know? I have no choice but to retreat. After your sister leaves, if it weren't for the promise I made to her, I can't commit suicide no matter what. I have to live no matter what happens, and her share will also be taken away.

If I had continued to live, I would have died long ago. I am not the emperor, and I do not need to be responsible for the entire empire. I was still young at that time and was not qualified enough. Even if my status is valuable, one more of me is not more, and one less of me is not more."

Feng Shu knows that feeling.

Being betrayed by someone I trusted deeply, at that moment, it was as if a sharp blade had pierced my entire body and mind, and even my empty soul felt the pain.

"After coming here, one of my elders once said something like this, 'Happiness and pain are actually twins, just like laughter and tears, sky and earth, light and darkness, all of these are actually in pairs.

Appearing in pairs.'

The love is deep and the responsibility is deep. It can only be said that because His Royal Highness the Prince is the only person whom His Majesty the Emperor can trust, no matter it is a good thing or a bad thing, whether it is an appropriate decision or an inappropriate decision, he will

Dare to do it, and would rather bear all your blame afterwards.

If you are in pain, he will be in pain, if you are happy, he will also be happy. No two people in the world will have the same ideas, act in the same way, and move in the same direction all the time.

If it were anyone else, I'm afraid he wouldn't have any interest in watching the other person's life, let alone directly intervene."

Prince Arios was silent for a long time.

"I still prefer that you call me brother-in-law instead of His Royal Highness. This will make me feel that the fact that Wanwan and I are together has been approved by the Feng family."

Feng Shu sighed, "Sorry, brother-in-law, I was wrong."

"Does Jiuniang mean that as long as it is for the good of a person, you can impose a decision that you think is right on that person regardless of the other person's wishes?"

"No, of course not. Everyone has his or her own life, and only he or she is at the helm. No one else, whether it is parents, siblings, spouse, children, close teachers, or trusted friends, has the right to overstep him.

I decide my life. I just want to say that sometimes, you really need to let the past go. Only by letting it go can you live in the present and welcome the new future.

The fourth sister hopes that you can live, not only your body can survive, but your mind and soul can also survive. Your body can continue to grow, your spirit can continue to grow, and finally you will naturally age and die.

.”

Prince Arios collected all the paintings she painted in order.

"Do you think Wanwan will go back to your original world? She misses home so much. Maybe it's because of this that God sent her back."

Feng Shu knew that he didn't need her answer, so he remained silent.

If she could go back, maybe she would have been sent home from the beginning because her desire was too urgent.

Hong Weiguo's family left the small mountain village and settled in a big city. Hong Dazhu and Huang Xiaoli also died of serious illness one after another.

Having lost the support of her respected teacher and the financial and housework assistance from her grandparents, Hong Yijing was unable to enter high school even though she ranked first in the town in the high school entrance examination.

Hong Aiguo wanted his youngest daughter, who had the best academic performance, to continue her studies, but Ding Chunhua spent all the money in the family on her first two daughters. She found a job for her eldest daughter to leave, and spent money to improve her academic performance.

The bad second daughter was sent to a technical secondary school.

Even though Hong Aiguo offered to borrow money to support his children's education, and even though in the end even the principal of the high school in the town said that tuition and miscellaneous fees would be free of charge and the living expenses would be donated by the teachers, Hong Yijing still dropped out of school.

Ding Chunhua tore up her admission notice, stuffed it into the furnace in front of her, and burned it to ashes. In order to make her give up her desire to study, Ding Chunhua also took a kitchen knife and handed it to her hand, threatening her.

Either she went to work to make money, or she killed her mother immediately.

No matter how studious Hong Yijing is, she can't compete with her mother. Just like Guan Jiu, no matter how much he wants to stay in the nursery, he has no way to resist the regulations of the interstellar law and stay alive without leaving.

It is impossible for Hong Yijing to really kill her mother, and it is impossible for Guan Jiu, who has always been law-abiding, to violate the law.

With almost no choice, Hong Yijing gave up the fight, obeyed her mother's arrangement, and went to work outside with others. All the money she earned was sent home except for a small portion for living expenses.

After working for ten years, almost all the money Hong Yijing earned was used by Ding Chunhua on her other two daughters.

The eldest sister Hong Yueliang, who is a good-natured and lazy person, has been a member of the Moonlight clan for many years, but she used her money to marry into a wealthy family. The second sister Hong Xiaoxing, who is timid and shy about the hard work, stumbled through technical secondary school and finally used her money to find a way into a family.

Work as a clerk in a company.

Hong Yijing is not angry. They are sisters after all. She is also very happy that she can use her own money to help one of her two sisters successfully complete her studies and find a job, and the other to successfully marry and live a good life.

But what she never expected was that when she took her boyfriend Hu Yifan home to visit relatives and expressed her intention to get married, Ding Chunhua disagreed.

If she didn't agree, she didn't agree. She thought she was reluctant to let her marry far away. After all, Hu Yifan was from outside the city.

Hong Yijing planned to grind it out slowly, and her mother would always agree as long as she was sincere.

But she did wait for Ding Chunhua to nod happily, but it was not her marriage to Hu Yifan that agreed, but the marriage between her second sister Hong Xiaoxing, who was two months pregnant, and Hu Yifan.

Ding Chunhua believed that Hu Yifan was more suitable to be her second son-in-law. With the consent of Hong Xiaoxing, the mother and daughter got Hu Yifan drunk and accomplished a good thing. Hong Yijing, who was coaxed to go to her maternal home, did not know it. Hu Yifan felt guilty at first, but later he could not bear it.

He resisted the temptation, and secretly interacted with Hong Xiaoxing in secret, which eventually led to a dark knot in the baby's body, and the secret relationship between Chen Cang and Chen Cang had to be exposed.

Hong Yijing couldn't bear this double betrayal, but she was not crazy yet. When faced with her father's pale consolation, although she was in pain and could not forgive, she still chose to let go.

What if you don’t let go?

What she didn't expect was that giving in again would cause her to keep retreating for the rest of her life, until she could no longer retreat and even lost her life.

Hu Yijing, who left home to work, never fell in love again. She didn't dare and couldn't. Whenever she had the urge to get married, Ding Chunhua would rush out and point at her and yell at her for being shameless, preventing her from finding a partner and even preventing her from finding a partner.

money, and finally her interest waned.

Until she was forty years old, Hu Yijing never married, and the money she earned from working was still taken by Ding Chunhua. She only had a few hundred yuan left every month to buy instant noodles or rice noodles and vegetables.
Chapter completed!