Feng Shu was silent for a moment before continuing.

"I just think that love can't be forced. Our start was too bad. If your memory comes back, you will understand that even if I agree to try to get along with you, it will be difficult for us to really get together. I

I have experienced, been satisfied, been disappointed, suffered, and questioned, but it is not easy to be truly relieved and truly at peace in my heart. From my personal point of view, I really feel that now

Your and my childhood experiences have destined us to have a hard time trusting people. Once we trust people, it means being betrayed and it will be very painful. Even a simple rejection is difficult to resolve. I don’t want us to get to that point.

, as long as one person is injured, the child is bound to be hurt."

Jun Lin lowered his eyes and said calmly, "The child is stronger than you think."

"No matter how strong you are, you are still a child. And in the eyes of your parents, you will always be a child. I don't want to hurt them, especially when this kind of harm comes from us.

You and I are not close enough to our parents. You may be luckier than me. After all, you are loved and cared for wholeheartedly by your grandfather and mother. Although I later received fatherly care from my master, until I reached adulthood, I still

I still hold a grudge against my parents’ indifference.”

If parents hate each other, the tearing feeling for their children will be too strong. Even if it is just mutual neglect or a little verbal attack, even the most neurotic children will be keenly aware of it, which will be a huge impact on their growth.

disaster. Tough children can slowly recover on their own in the future, but sensitive children will suffer endless sorrow throughout their lives.

Feng Shu didn't want her two children to go through what she had experienced. Parents are heaven and earth to their children, and they are the whole world. Even if their horizons are opened after they become adults, their parents are still their companions between life and death.

A barrier. Children with parental care will feel that death is far away, but children who have lost the protection of their parents will feel that they are facing death all the time.

"So what exactly did I go through? Did Junting do something to disgrace the family? I have the strongest dislike for him. Grandpa and the others also kept silent about him. I don't want to communicate with my grandmother and mother, and my aunt

"With my cousin," he paused and frowned, "I instinctively felt that it would be best for them to stay away from each other forever.

The members of the Jun family are very simple, so simple that any acquaintance can see it at a glance when he walks in. A close friend like Grandpa Xiao knows the relationship between our family members very well. Unless he has a problem, I don’t think there is any outsider.

People can make me shy away from my family.

Xuan and the others couldn’t tell clearly because I had never mentioned it to them, but I had indeed been wandering outside since very early on. According to you, like you, I had problems with my relationship with my parents.

That’s why I ran away from home.”

Seeing that she didn't answer, Jun Lin shook his head, "Forget it, since you didn't answer and I said I would let it go, let's not talk about it. If the memory comes back on its own, then we will worry about it. Don't worry about the child.

If they really collapsed easily, they wouldn't be your or my children."

Ding Chunhua felt that she was saved, and her eyes lit up.

Guan Jiu did not stop Hong Xiaoxing, but said coolly, "If you say something that shouldn't be said later, I will operate on the second sister first. Is it better to scratch her face or pick her tendons?"

, how about your choice? After all, she is my second sister, and I want to save her life. But if my mother talks nonsense, I will probably be stimulated, my brain will be flooded, and I will kill people randomly."

Her words were very soft, like feathers falling on the palm of her hand, but in Ding Chunhua's eyes, it was like thunder falling in her ears, and her eyes were filled with gold and iron, and she was so shocked that she even forgot the pain she had just suffered, and tried her best to

Shake your head and promise not to talk nonsense.

Guan Jiu like this is really terrifying. Even if she has never had an outbreak at home, Ding Chunhua knows that if Guan Jiu really wants to kill someone, he can definitely kill her and Hong Xiaoxing, mother and daughter, with a knife.

They can't escape unless she doesn't want this home.

Ding Chunhua regards Hong Yueliang and Hong Xiaoxing as her lifeblood, but the foundation, or root, of everything lies with Hong Aiguo. She will never live without her man.

As for Hong Aiguo, it is impossible for him to leave the Hong family. A man without roots is worse off than a woman with a floating body. What's more, Hong Dazhu and his wife are still alive.

"Xiaoxiao...Xiaojing, mom won't talk nonsense, you, you, you, don't kill you, your second sister..."

Even though she was so scared that she could not speak fluently, Ding Chunhua was still eager to protect her daughter. At that moment, she even forgot about her own safety.

Guan Jiu looked at her intently, and in an instant, he remembered the first and last time he saw Hong Yijing, that poor woman covered in blood, who had been working hard all her life but never got a mother.

A gentle response, not even a kind look, a warm hug, or even a sincere compliment, is enough.

She felt a little sad in her heart. Even for such a mother, Hong Yijing still yearned for her.

And she, Guan Jiu, didn't even have such a miserable mother, not even a goal that could make her resentful and sad, and make her experience despair and despair.

Guan Jiu suddenly felt uninterested. She put away the knife, picked up her schoolbag and test book, and returned to her room.

Hong Xiaoxing called seven or eight villagers over, but it was a pity that Guan Jiu, who had changed into clean clothes, returned to his usual appearance and stayed quietly beside Ding Chunhua. No matter how she asked, she just turned a deaf ear.

He gave me a light look and ignored him.

Although Ding Chunhua's face turned pale, she said that she was not feeling well and that there was nothing else. As for some water stains on the floor, she also said that they were to remove dust to prevent dust from flying when cleaning.

Hong Xiaoxing tried his best to bring the topic closer to the scene he just captured, especially the details of Guan Jiu holding the fruit knife, intending to show that Guan Jiu wanted to take revenge on his mother and had evil intentions in his heart.

It's a pity that the frightened Ding Chunhua didn't dare to say that in the presence of Guan Jiu. What's more, no matter how stupid she was, she knew that she couldn't expose the incident of attacking and killing her little daughter at night in public, otherwise she would wait for

Even if she was not imprisoned, she would be despised by thousands of people, so she angrily scolded her second daughter in public for the first time and told her to shut up.

Hong Xiaoxing had never received a harsh word since she was a child, and she burst into tears. However, although she was hot-headed and made stupid moves, she was still scheming, so she quickly admitted her mistake and said that she must have been dazzled just now.

, so he becomes obsessed with thinking that his sister wants to kill someone.

"Xiao Jing, please forgive me, second sister. Second sister has not been home for a long time. I heard that you have a bad relationship with your mother, so when I came back, I saw you playing with a fruit knife, and your mother was sitting

Crying on the ground, so, so, I saw it wrong, wuwu..."

Several people who came in had different expressions on their faces and looked at Guan Jiu subconsciously. One of them, a gossip-loving woman with a long tongue, even chattered a few words.

"Oh, this is what's wrong with you, Yi Jing. Even if your mother treats you badly, you shouldn't show her a knife. If you scold you or hit you, it's for your own good. She is your mother, and she is your mother.

There is no reason not to be good to your child. Apologize to your mother quickly, don’t let the mother and daughter have an overnight feud."

Guan Jiu's expression did not change, she just looked at Hong Xiaoxing blankly, as if she wanted to see a flower on her second sister's face.

Ding Chunhua shuddered subconsciously when she saw this, and instinctively reached out to pull her second daughter, "Get up, Xiaoxing, what are you doing? The ground is cold, no matter how hot the weather is, you can't kneel like this. Your sister, your sister is just joking, yes,

Xiaojing is joking, get up quickly."

She was extremely afraid of the current Guan Jiu. She always felt that her little daughter's mood was wrong, which frightened her even more than the furious Hong Aiguo.

Ding Chunhua looks wild and aggressive, but in essence she is not a tough person. Compared with her two daughters who are very caring, she is actually a coward. After so many years, if she did not have two daughters, especially the second daughter

My daughter is the one giving the advice behind the scenes, and she can't even play a role like a vanguard.

The more timid a person is, the more sensitive they will be at certain critical moments. Ding Chunhua senses danger earlier than Hong Xiaoxing.

And Hong Xiaoxing is obviously not a fool. From her mother's obviously different behavior from the past, she also knows that something is different. Although she consciously seizes a good opportunity, she also knows that this time she will probably not be able to achieve her goal.

His father is gone, but his mother is even more helpless than before. It seems that there is no way to get Guan Jiu to give up the college entrance examination and work part-time, but we still have to work hard.

Regardless of whether it is the money Guan Jiu will earn from working in the future, or the money her father is about to earn from his current job, she must get her own share. The eldest sister who finally had the pressure on her got married and became the one who splashed out.

Shui, during her unmarried years, she must take the lion's share and get more money from her family.

Hong Xiaoxing narrowed his eyes slightly and stood up obediently. He hugged the trembling Ding Chunhua and comforted her in a clear voice, "Mom, don't be afraid. Since it's a joke, Xiaojing will definitely not really want to stab you with a knife."

.Don’t be afraid.”

The expressions of the mother and daughter were all revealing their eagerness. The villagers looked at Guan Jiu with surprise and uncertainty. Even those who originally believed that she was a good child also wondered whether she had been scolded and beaten for many years and finally finally

You can't stand it anymore and you want to explode and kill your mother to vent your anger?

Guan Jiu still didn't say a word in defense, but turned around and went to the kitchen, letting Hong Xiaoxing comfort Ding Chunhua more and more earnestly, while the few people he found were busy asking questions and explaining.

"Mom, why are your hands so cold? Are they still shaking? My sister's joke was too much. She made it look like she was really going to kill someone. It scared me. Mom, you must be scared too, right? It's really true.

Yes, why do you keep shaking?"

Hong Xiaoxing enthusiastically hugged Ding Chunhua and sat down, coaxing her with gentle words and helping to rub her back and shoulders.

"Oh, Xiaoxing is becoming more and more beautiful as she grows up. It's a rare time to come back and she's still so filial. She went to a big city to learn good things without forgetting her roots. That's great. Yi Jing should learn more from you.

Yes. Why does this kid have such a gloomy temperament all day long? He doesn’t look patriotic or like you."

"No, don't say that. Xiaojing was born to me. Of course she looks like me and her father. How could it be different? Haha, Ya'er's mother is really good at joking."

Although Ding Chunhua finally became more emotionally stable under Hong Xiaoxing's attentive service, she was still a little uneasy, like a frightened bird, fearing that Guan Jiu would suddenly shoot a cold arrow.

You know, Guan Jiu's archery skills are very good. He can kill wild boars weighing hundreds of kilograms, and he can also exterminate vicious wolves. It is not easy to kill two people without much force value at will.

.

Thinking of the countless prey that Guan Jiu had hunted over the years, Ding Chunhua shuddered, as if she had an epiphany, realizing that she had really committed a good death in the past.

She used to jump so much because no matter how bad her attitude was, Guan Jiu regarded her as her mother. But ever since that hot-headed attack at night, Ding Chunhua knew that this daughter really didn't know how to do it.

Think of her as a mother.

This also means that if Guan Jiu is really annoyed, Guan Jiu will make her look good at any time. Even if he doesn't kill her, it's not easy to let her fall down and break her hands and feet in secret!

Ding Chunhua was frightened by her rich imagination. After finally regaining her intelligence, she found that she was hopelessly running on the road to death.

She regretted it, but even if she had to do it all over again, she would still hate her youngest daughter. The child she gave birth to, she wished she would die.

But now, that fragile child who could be crushed to death with one finger has grown up. Not only is he strong in body, he is also smart in mind. He is no longer as honest and easy to bully as before. Even her husband Hong Aiguo has also grown up.

Totally biased towards her.

Ding Chunhua was in a daze. When she saw Guan Jiu coming over with a large plate of sliced ​​apples, she even became ferocious for a moment and wanted to rush over and slap her countless times.

But after receiving Guan Jiu's cool glance, Ding Chunhua came back to her senses and stood up immediately, like a student who saw the Master and didn't dare to sit down and enjoy Hong Xiaoxing's comfort.

"Grandpas, grandma, uncles and aunts, sit down. Here are the apple cubes that I made with my mother just now. Eat them all. Teacher Wei Guo specially sent them to me from Beijing. I heard that they are imported fruits and they are delicious.

My mother peeled the skin, and I was responsible for cutting it, but it was not so even, which was ridiculous."

Guan Jiu was laughing as he said this, but the expression on his face was not funny at all. Instead, he seemed even more stunned than before.

Thinking of the sins this child had suffered, especially Hong Guang, who had sent her to the hospital that night and watched with cold eyes for so long, he was the first one to reach out and take a few pieces of apples to eat, followed by a long list of
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