Feng Xiaoqi thought about it and said something amazing again.

"Did your parents-in-law have a bad character or did something bad to Junlin?"

Feng Shu remained silent, "Why do you ask this?"

"It seems yes. If this is not the case, why would Marshal Jun pay special attention to Junlin? Since they are all Marshals, they must behave in a circumstance. No matter how much they love their grandson, they should not be too biased, otherwise it would be unfavorable to family stability. But he directly asked you couple to live with them with their children, which probably would be of some consolation. Your parents-in-law have done too much, which will make Marshal Jun unable to even handle a bowl of water on the surface."

"Maybe it's just that Junlin's personality is not as peaceful as his three brothers, so he is even more worried." Feng Shu didn't want to reveal too many insider problems in the Jun family, "And the appearance of Feng Shengzhe is needed by the Jun family. He was very festive when he was a child, and he was considered a child with a lot of fate with the elderly."

"I found that I had to analyze your words carefully so that you would not be led by you."

"Sister Qi is such a powerful person, but he may not know that he has taken others wrongly."

Feng Shu's answer made Feng Xiaoqi smile, "It's a pity that you are not the kind of child who is easily taken by others. Otherwise, I can try it out, what would you look like if you are taken by others."

"It's stupid."

The two looked at each other and smiled.

Feng Xiaoqi said seriously, "If I want to develop with Xiao Chongshu, what suggestions do you have?"

Feng Shu said bluntly, "It is better to act first, but then he will suffer."

"Don't tell me, you are seriously encouraging me to go to bed with him now."

Feng Xiaoqi's answer made Feng Shu unable to help but complain, "Unless you are the kind of person who likes to be bullied, otherwise I certainly don't mean that way. You are all young and don't have the pressure to get pregnant and have children. You can take it slowly. When the relationship is in place, this kind of thing will only come naturally."

"You and Junlin are also natural?"

Feng Shu was helpless, "Sister Qi."

"What's the matter? I won't tell others. I can't ask my great-grandfather and grandma about this kind of thing, my mother is gone, Xiaojiu can't count on it, my eldest sister has no experience, I don't know anyone else, and I can't ask if I'm familiar with you, so who do you ask?"

Feng Xiaoqi naturally thought that her emotional mentor was her.

"It's not that you are afraid that you will talk to others, but that I don't know how to explain it clearly to you. Anyway, the normal situation is that time comes, and it will happen naturally."

"Isn't your situation normal?"

Feng Shu was simply afraid of her, "Xiao Chongshu looks confident. Even if he is not rich enough, he can definitely guide you in such things. Men are born to be good at grasping this opportunity than women. Then you can relax and follow him. There is no big problem."

Feng Xiaoqi widened her eyes, "It is because she is not good at it that she needs to prepare in advance. If she doesn't know anything, what should she do if she performs like a fool? It's not just once, should she pass it in the future? If she performs too poorly, how can she keep her face?"

Feng Shu's eyes twitched.

"How do you know that you will behave badly then? You are not a fool, and there is a high probability that you will not make any mistakes. Even if there are some minor mistakes, the other party will definitely be very nervous and it is unlikely to notice them. Xiao Chongshu is not the kind of scum who plays with people. When he really reaches that point, he may be more nervous and more cautious than you. He will only be afraid that you will dislike him for doing something bad."

Feng Xiaoqi asked curiously, "Junlin was the same at that time? I was afraid that you would dislike him for his poor behavior, so I was careful. Will it hurt for the first time? Did you bleed? I heard that most people will bleed, and some even bleed heavily, like difficult labor, and they kept bleeding. In the end, they had to be sent to the operating room. Some of them would not flow even if they had a drop of blood. The body was like having been through many battles, and they would not feel too much after they had done it. They would become lively again after sleeping.

What did you feel like at that time? Do you feel good? What exactly did you feel? Is there anything else besides pain? For example, Piao Piao Ran? I heard that some of the good things are like killing a bunch of high-level Zergs for the first time, or strangling a bunch of female insects. They are so excited that they can't sleep for ten days and half a month."

Feng Shu couldn't laugh or cry. This person was so persistent that it really made people want to retreat.

"Jun Lin was poisoned at that time. I was also sick at that time and was in a state of not being very clear about consciousness. So for the first time we were both confused and had no impression of the process. As for the fact that after waking up, my body was relatively average and I was not in the state, so I took a rest for several days before I recovered."

If she doesn't answer at all, she will definitely find the bottom line. If she sees Junlin in the future, she may ask big questions, and Feng Shu said lightly.

Feng Xiaoqi was indeed in doubt, "It happened that one was poisoned and the other was sick and was so ill that he was not conscious. He was in that state, how could you still want to do it..."

When the words came to her mouth, she swallowed again, obviously realizing the key point.

It’s impossible that I just want to do it. But my body is like this and I still force it on, which means that the two of them, no, at least one of them has to do it.

Her expression was gloomy for a moment.

"Are you plotted against me? Who is it? Who dares to use such despicable means to deal with our Feng family?!"

"I haven't found the mastermind behind the scenes. Many years have passed. I was in a very bad mood at the beginning, but now it's over. Feng Yun and I were not in a good situation back then. I just lost my parents. I once wanted to seek death because I had to bear the future of the two. Later, it was because I was pregnant with my child that I finally survived the biggest difficulty in my life. Being able to turn bad things into good things and make Feng Yun no longer suffer, and I can also be reborn. It's not that it's completely meaningless."

"It's a big deal!"

This is the first time, Feng Xiaoqi can't help but swear.

"I will definitely kill the mastermind behind the scenes and help you avenge you."

Feng Shu was stunned. At this moment, Feng Xiaoqi turned into anger and the murderous intent burst out so clearly that she had no doubt that one day this person would find out the truth about her and would definitely pull out the master behind the scenes to pieces.

This is a reaction that only when she is treated as her family.

Feng Shu was a little surprised that he was so distressed by the first time meeting.

Is Feng Xiaoqi such a person?

It looks like a solemn sword, bloodthirsty, but inside it is a volcano. Once it is lifted from dormant, thousands of lava will erupt, destroying the world.

He is a person with great vitality. He has a strong sense of justice. No, maybe he doesn't care for everyone so much, but there is no doubt that he is the type who cannot tolerate outsiders trampling and hurting his own family.

"Sister Qi, are you very tired?"

Feng Shu held Feng Xiaoqi's hand, so that her expression became dull.

"you……"

"I'm fine. The thing has passed, and Junlin and I don't want to indulge in the tragedy that was too much. No matter what, we both solved this matter as perfectly as possible. Feng Shengzhe has never known how he came from. As parents, we also hope that he will never know that it is this reason. For us, his birth was an accident, but his arrival is a blessing to our life.

Do you know? In my life, I never wanted to get married and have children. Jun Lin felt disgusted even when he met a woman, and getting married and having children was definitely not in his life plan. But because of Feng Shengzhe's arrival, the two of us finally compromised.

I originally thought that this kind of compromise would be torture, but now I think about it, it is because we take it for granted. As we walk, it gradually changes. Maybe it is because the world is changing, maybe it is because our perspective of the world has changed. In short, watching Feng Shengzhe grow up day by day, the relationship between Junlin and me has also sorted out the key points through constant temptation and repetition. To this day, it is actually better than many ordinary couples.

I believe in him, and he believes in me. The most important thing is that we all love our children, and Feng Shengzhe also loves us.

If you can confirm this, it is like a wandering soul that has finally come home and has settled down. The nothingness and disillusionment in the past have disappeared, and replaced by feeling that this world is worth a visit after all. No, it is worth a visit to two.

Now I can tell you sincerely that I am very happy to be Feng Shengzhe’s mother, and I am very happy that he is my child. The same is true for the feeling of kingship. Our life may have many shortcomings, but God treats us very well in terms of fate with our children."

Feng Xiaoqi looked at her slowly for a while before coming over and hugging her.

"I don't know how Junlin is, but you must be a fool."

Feng Shu smiled and didn't say anything.

Maybe. Her master said it well, people live too clearly, and if they can't let go, they will be hell for the rest of their lives. It's better to be a fool in a confused way and be a fool. Gains and losses, gains and losses, gains and losses, somewhere, and somewhere will inevitably be lost, and no one can escape this law.

Feng Xiaoqi let go of her, and she also let go of her hand.

"Why didn't you eliminate this possibility at the beginning? Even if pregnancy was an accident, if you really didn't want it, especially if the conditions were not good, it would be better to deal with it? You have to be born with a stingy head, and you will be asking for it later. If you still feel so stupid in the future, you deserve it to be called a fool."

Maybe because she was afraid that she would be so stupid that Feng Xiaoqi would teach her this lesson.

Feng Shu simply explained to her, "I was too young at the beginning and didn't understand very well. Although I wanted to eliminate future troubles, the situation did not allow it. The federal regulations stipulate that if I get pregnant, I must be born unless the fetus is unhealthy and I have to have an abortion."

Feng Xiaoqi frowned, "There are also such compulsory regulations? If you love to live, you will be born, and if you don't live, you will be destroyed. These are all personal rights. Why do they force them? Is the entire Federation so backward, or are you on a relatively backward planet at that time? I heard some people who have been to the foreign land, but no one said there was such inhumane regulations."

Feng Shu was actually not sure whether all planets enforce the regulations of Sada Star, but her situation was indeed the case at the beginning.

"I'm not sure if all the stars are the same. Anyway, I had to give birth to the child at that time, otherwise there would be serious consequences. Considering that Feng Yun was too young, if I had a few things, he would definitely be sent to an orphanage. If I gave birth to a child, he would also be able to receive some financial subsidies. This was also a way out for the siblings who did not have much serious ability to make a living at that time.

If I abort the child, I will go to jail, and the siblings will definitely be separated. If I give birth to a child, my children will live together. No matter how I look at it, the latter is the best choice. I can only say that this is the only way to cultivate such an unexpected child as Feng Shengzhe after I accumulated virtue in my previous life."

Feng Xiaoqi no longer knows what to say to her optimistic attitude. Are you sad and angry? Feng Shu doesn’t need to be sympathetic? Feng Shu doesn’t need to be envious? This seems to be something that can be envied.

What she had to say now was only one word that was more suitable for describing in her mind - absurdity.

Yes, absurd.

"How could such a thing happen? How could there be someone like you? Don't you feel wronged? Don't you resent? How could you say so calmly that you love that child? How could you say so calmly that you believe in King Landing? Even in this matter, King Landing is a victim, but he is also a strong|violent|your person, a criminal."

Feng Shu was silent for a few seconds before he slowly said, "Of course he was wronged, of course he was resentful. I also wanted to die because of this humiliation. Unfortunately, I didn't die. Because of all kinds of reasons, at that time, I didn't die. Suicide was also a humiliation for me. Once reason returned, this thought would linger in my heart and I could never kill myself again.

So later I thought about killing the child in my womb. Unfortunately, it never left this body, it wanted to live more intensely than me. When I was pregnant, I never felt the joy of raising a new life. No, not at all. As a mother, I kept cursing the child. I kept silently in my heart every day, 'You go to die. You are an unwelcome existence, a life that is not blessed, so why don't you die?'"

Feng Xiaoqi pursed her lips, and a trace of compassion flashed through her eyes quickly.

"Those months were the longest months in my life. I was full of maliciousness to Feng Yun, I was full of maliciousness to my children, and even to myself. That feeling was like the whole world had let me down, so I had to betray the whole world. I knew that I had given birth to an inner demon, and I thought I would die under the sneer of the inner demon."

The razor is sharp and difficult to surpass. The wise have a lot of people to save.

Feng Shu suddenly smiled.

Thinking about it now, she never was able to cross the knife back then, not because she was not strong enough, nor because the knife was too sharp, but because the time had not arrived.

After Feng Shengzhe was born, she slowly learned to relax, came back from humiliation, and regained herself. Despite this, she did not realize that she was trying her best to cross the blade of a knife.
Chapter completed!