Chapter 781(1/2)
Shi Yao and she are the closest people on the battlefield. It is precisely because of the environment on the battlefield that friendship that originally took hundreds of years to establish has been compressed to more than ten or twenty years and has become deeper.
"It doesn't matter, Xiaoqi, if you want to cry, just cry, I already know."
He did not say that he had known that her mother had passed away tragically, but Feng Xiaoqi understood his unfinished words.
"Maybe I will cry in the future, but I don't feel like crying now."
When she finds the real Xiaojiu, maybe the two sisters will hug each other and cry?
In fact, she doubted whether she could cry.
Her mother's death was a big blow to her, but at the stage when her mother's father disappeared and her sister was seriously ill and had amnesia, she had internalized that kind of pain, just like a habit formed through training and fighting since childhood, pressure needs to be vented, and it also needs to be taken and faced.
Crying is not her way of solving pain and stress. Perhaps it is very effective for some people, but for her, it only shows her incompetence.
"Don't be afraid that I will laugh at you. I will cry whenever I want to. This is not a shameful thing. I cried less in front of you before? When did I feel embarrassed? You have to be more shameless in being a human being. You look omnipotent, but in fact your skin is still too thin and you will bear everything yourself. This pain will only get deeper and deeper, and there will be no way to relieve it later."
Shi Yao put his hand on her shoulder, "Are we friends? Because we are friends, I am happy to be your tree hole. No matter what you want to talk to, I will listen quietly and will never spit out what you have said to let anyone know."
Feng Xiaoqi was not moved by him, but just looked slightly, "Looking for death?"
Shi Yao raised his hands as if nothing had happened, and then stretched his waist.
"Why is Xiaojiu so slow? He shouldn't be too slow to tie himself up, right? It looks like...silk?"
His chin was about to fall, and he stood up subconsciously to get closer and observe.
"Not silk." Feng Xiaoqi pulled him quickly, "Don't get close. Our breath may affect her normal swing, just sit here and watch. Everyone has different states of enlightenment. I know you really want to break through the current stage. Because you are one of my few friends, I will bring you here without her consent and let you watch and see if you can help you."
Many times, although words can make people enlightened, they are far less exciting than what you see with your own eyes.
"This is too special. The white mist looks like a living thing. What do you think?" Shi Yao looked at it without blinking, "You have realized before that this kind of thing would appear all over your body?"
"It shouldn't be."
Although she fell asleep, she didn't have any sense of the surrounding environment. She knew that Feng Shu had been here and there were other strange auras, and seemed to have stayed by her for a long time, like chatting, but she didn't hear it clearly.
"I was wondering, can it dream? It can also suddenly become a foggy body. But the color doesn't match, it's black...what is it?"
"Maybe it's just a layer of simple fog. Why do you want so much?"
Feng Xiaoqi knew that it was definitely not Mengmeng, and her breath couldn't match.
"Didn't you ask me to observe carefully? How can you know what it is if you don't think carefully? If I had the same enlightenment..."
Shi Yao didn't continue because he doubted whether he could have an epiphany. Perhaps just like his elders, he could only rely on his own efforts day after day to year until his death.
"When I have an epiphany, I cannot control the changes around me. I pay more attention to the changes inside me."
"You suddenly figured out something and then realized it?"
"no."
She suddenly entered a state of selflessness while looking at the small world, which was different from Feng Shu’s thoughts through understanding.
"Xiao Qi."
"Um?"
"Xiao Jiu is a little strange."
Shi Yao's words made Feng Xiaoqi stunned, "What's strange?"
"I don't know, it's just a feeling." He stared at Feng Shu's increasingly hazy figure, "her breath is very strange, different from everyone I've seen."
"Everyone is special, of course it's different."
"No, you know I didn't mean that. Xiaojiu," Shi Yao paused and said something he even doubted, "No, it's not like the people here... No, it's not like, it's like a person a long time ago... I don't know what I'm talking about, it's crazy, but it feels just wrong..."
His voice was getting lower and lower, almost murmuring.
Feng Xiaoqi's heart was thunderous.
A certain doubt that was originally just a layer of paper but difficult to understand was immediately clear.
If, if his guess is true, then many strange places can be explained.
For example, it is rare to make a contract with an animal clan itself, and I have never heard of being able to make a contract with more than one animal clan. At least, in the information database collected by the Feng family, no one in the interstellar era was able to make a contract with more than one animal clan at the same time.
It was also like that strange sword, which gave her a very strange feeling, as if there was a person living inside.
For example, that tree is so powerful that as soon as it gets close, you will know that it is of great strength. Even she may not be able to really seriously hurt the other party. When did her current strength not even have any tree?
The biggest and most important thing that surprised her was of course not all of the above, but the space she is in now.
She has indeed heard that as the almost certain heir of the past, she had already started to contact family secrets for a long time. The secrets like the small world that most people cannot know are also information that she only has the opportunity to access as the core of quasi-power. But this small world is different from rumors.
The vitality is too strong. It is not as strong as Feng Shu's current strength can bear. Even with the help of Mengmeng and others, it is impossible to quickly reach its current level under the premise that Feng Shu's strength is not enough.
What is the reason?
She never thought about it.
If it really looks like Shi Yao said, then everything will make sense.
There were also some secrets in the Feng family that only the clan leader could understand. One of them was "A girl who called herself Jiu Niang, named Feng Shu, will appear in a certain generation. If there is anything strange about him, don't ask, unless the other party is willing to tell him to help him live the life he wants, don't disturb him."
This message has been passed down from generation to generation. I don’t know who originated from and why such a prediction is made. I only know that as the secret among the core secrets, it ranks on the list.
If we could really come here from a long time, we must have been extremely strong at the beginning. Even if the power of the rules is weakened and broken, people can still live well now and look very healthy. They can still be favored by the gods of protecting clans, so it is extremely natural to slowly regain strength.
Feng Xiaoqi's heartbeat was getting faster and faster.
For the first time, she felt so nervous.
If Shi Yao’s statement is true and her guess is true, it may indeed explain why Feng Shu is so unique, but if you think about it, how could the ancestor of the Feng family know what is happening now? Why did you know that such a strange child is about to be born in the Feng family? Why did you in advance instruct future generations to help the other party live the life they want, and, don’t disturb it?
Is it love, or is it isolated? Is it intimacy, or is it guard against it? Is it pity, or has to offer?
Why?
A series of question marks emerged in her mind.
Sweat like rain.
"Xiao Qi! What do you think is so enchanting?"
Shi Yao couldn't help but feel nervous when she saw her sweating profusely, "I just said something nonsense. You know, I have always been rich in imagination and often talk nonsense. Don't take it to heart. Xiao Jiu is gifted but his mental power has changed. I am ignorant and have not enough knowledge. If the elders come, I will definitely not make a fuss. Don't worry, she looks like everything goes well now."
Yes, no matter what the reason was that such a prediction was made, at least Feng Shu who she came into contact with now was alive, kind to her and the Feng family, and a person who seemed very much in line with her.
Sometimes, in the profoundness that reason cannot reach, emotions often arrive instantly. The first impression often combines rational analysis and the sharpness of emotions.
She had a great impression of Feng Shu, and Feng Shu also said that she fell in love with her at first sight, just like when she saw Xiaojiu. If this was not fate, then what is fate?
Her heartbeat gradually returned to normal.
"Care is confusing. It seems that you are not really facial paralysis. You look better now and finally look like a normal person."
Shi Yao's praise doesn't sound like a good thing, but Feng Xiaoqi smiled, "So I wasn't a normal person in your eyes before? It means you are not a normal person when you play with me."
He nodded seriously, "You only know how great sacrifice I have made to play with you now? Even my old man complained about how I could chat with you. They all suspected that there was a strange child in the Shi family."
Feng Xiaoqi heard this for the first time, "Is it strange to be able to chat with me?"
What is the reason for this?
"You are just a weird person in the eyes of men, women, young and old on the battlefield. You have a very strong combat power, but you always have a look of getting out of nowhere if you are close to acquaintances. You are also pitifully speechless. I suspect that the Feng family around you will not get you three words in a year."
She did not say a word in some annual meetings, like a mute, but that was also the same when she was a child. Now in recent years, she basically talks to people every year. Except for the missing Feng Xuan, at least no one around her is complaining that she ignores people at all.
“I’ve changed a lot.”
"That's just that you have changed a lot. In fact, everyone's impression is that you have not changed at all. From childhood to adulthood, you have always looked alone and cold, with strong strength, but your language ability is extremely weak."
Shi Yao seemed to be afraid that she would beat someone up, so he moved his butt out, "It's not what I said. I have known you for so long. When I was not familiar with you, I just thought you were silent, but I didn't think you were weak. Anyone who faced your strength and had this illusion is stupid. Although I'm not smart, I'm not stupid enough to their level. Really, I swear."
Feng Xiaoqi rolled her eyes slowly.
Shi Yao seemed to see a ghost.
"You'll still roll your eyes?"
She knew more things, but she just felt bored and there was no need to do it, but it doesn't mean she really didn't understand anything.
Well, communication skills may be really a flaw. At least, it is indeed a strange skill for her at present. Of course, it is not difficult to improve, but the difficult thing is that it takes time. It is not enough to be short, but she is unwilling to do so for a long time.
Her eyes were once again directed in Feng Shu’s direction.
Fortunately, Feng Shu took over the burden. She no longer had to worry about this boring problem.
As soon as he thought of this, Feng Xiaoqi's eyebrows and eyes were curved.
Yes, fortunately she felt lucky.
Shi Yao was stunned.
The silence between the two did not last long.
"Hey, how can you two flirt with each other here? Is it affecting Feng Shu's breakthrough that you can afford?"
Feng Xiaoqi turned around and saw Mengmeng squatting on Xiao Chongshu's shoulder. Although she was furious, she still tried hard to lower her voice and warn her.
"You are called using words inappropriately, senior. Of course, we old human friends reunite with each other, how to chat, how to do it." Xiao Chongshu threw away a year of fruit to Feng Xiaoqi, "I've been talking for so long, are you thirsty?"
To be continued...