Chapter 839 Pure
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The atmosphere became sticky for a moment.
"If you don't want to say it, don't say it."
"No, since you asked, it's okay to tell you. It's better to learn the truth from me than to misunderstandings if you get an inaccurate description from Hongmeng."
Mengmeng was silent for a long time before slowly saying, "I took the two children out to play while they were not paying attention, but unfortunately encountered a small group of Zergs who were wandering. With my strength at that time, I could not quickly solve it. It would be okay to escape.
The two children were innocent and were not afraid at all. They also said with a smile that if their father was there, they would definitely be able to solve them in a straightforward manner, instead of thinking about running away like me. I was successfully angered by them, so I made a very wrong decision. Instead of taking them out of the siege immediately, they took the initiative to attack and finally fell into a tough battle."
"In the end, the two children were injured because of their defeat?"
It shook its head, "For the first time I activated my dream skills in actual combat, but forgot to protect my children and block them. As a result, when the Zerg was swallowed by the dream, the two children were also scared to death by the real illusion because of fear."
Feng Shu was stunned for a moment, not expecting to hear such content, "How old were they?"
Logically, children are not afraid when they see the Zerg, so they are still much more courageous than ordinary children, right? And they are confident that Feng Chuyi can solve the problem, and encourage Mengmeng to take the initiative, which shows that they are still very confident in it.
"Seven years old."
After Mengmeng answered, she stopped talking and fell into silence.
Feng Shu didn't say anything, just let silence spread.
"The crying woman didn't shed a single tear. Later, she took advantage of Feng Chuyi and I going out and committed suicide at home."
Mengmeng seemed to have exhaled the anger in her chest, "That's all what happened after I was yelling to be independent. Not only did I feel depressed for a long time, but Feng Chuyi also felt depressed for a long time.
He later told me that although he had not yet reached the level of love for that woman, he really liked each other, otherwise he would not have given birth to two children with that woman. He also thought that after he was a little stronger, he took the mother and son back to Feng's house.
He always thought that there was still a lot of time, so he didn't have to worry about everything. He thought that he would know what to do after a long time. The best result was that he would not change his original intention after many years. Then even if the family did not agree to their marriage in the end, it didn't matter. He would die of old age with her. The worst result was that he would just walk along the way and ended up breaking up. He had the confidence that with his own and the other person's nature, he would not make a fuss to the point where he was going to die.
But I didn't expect that the worst result was not within the controllable range he thought. The two children were killed by me. That woman could be regarded as indirectly killed by me. I am his enemy of killing his wife and his enemy of killing his son, but I am his contractor and the sharer of life. Even if he wants to take revenge, he will not be able to hurt me unless he commits suicide."
Speaking of this, Mengmeng smiled bitterly, "Actually, I doubted at that time whether he would really kill me if he committed suicide. Now every time I think of the thoughts that came to my mind back then, I hate myself for thinking so."
Feng Shu felt relieved.
"If you intentionally caused someone to die, Feng Chuyi will of course feel aggrieved. However, according to you, the situation at that time was not entirely because of your reasons. Although it was a pity, we cannot take it for granted that all the responsibility was placed on you."
"If I were the ones I used to think so. Although I blamed myself, I still believed that the death was not caused by me. The biggest reason was that the damn bed bug suddenly appeared. But when I looked back later, I clearly saw my own mistakes.
The death of a child is completely avoidable.
If I hadn't taken them out to play at the beginning, if I had met Zerg, I would have taken them away immediately, if I could have realized in advance that my children could not bear the negative impact of the dream and provided protection, if I contacted Feng Chuyi at the first time, if I did any of the above steps correctly, the two children would not have died. If they did not die, the woman would not have committed suicide.
Even though it seems understandable on the surface, it is still my shortcomings that lead to this tragic incident. It was me who ruined Feng Chuyi's marriage. He never liked any woman in his entire life. Even if he had another child for the sake of his family, he was born in a non-natural way. If I were not so arrogant and ignorant at the beginning, such consequences would definitely not have happened."
This time, Feng Shu finally reached out and touched its head, but was quickly slapped away by Mengmeng.
"If it were me, it would be hard for me to forgive myself. But living people should still look forward, and all the merits and demerits will be left until the future is settled."
"You are human, I'm not."
"So you don't have to worry about other people's eyes as humans."
"I have never been afraid of how others view me. From beginning to end, I only feel sincerely sorry for Feng Chuyi. No matter what, I have made a contract with him, so I should be cautious. No, I should try my best to protect his bloodline. At that time, I was really stupid and bad. I always thought that being independent, I was really amazing. I didn't need other people's advice or help if I could do anything."
"It is because of your own experience that you particularly opposed Hongmeng's independence now?"
"This is a reason. The biggest reason is that Hongmeng itself is even more naive than me at that time, so it is really not suitable to be independent now. Once I let go, it will most likely cause trouble, and it will be troubles of the whole world."
"What trouble is Tongtian?"
"It's just the trouble of breaking the sky."
"for example?"
"For example, if it wasn't for me to stop it, it would definitely uproot the vine and swallow it. This planet has a high chance of falling into a state of collapse or even disappearing completely. The intersection of the two interfaces that were originally separated will increase and become more and more, and slowly it can communicate with each other."
Feng Shu asked casually, "Is there any communication bad?
"Are you stupid? Your brain is a good thing, why don't you move too much?" Mengmeng gave her a angrily glance. "The different civilizations in the same interface have highs and lows, let alone different interfaces. If they have similar strengths, they also have equal strength. If there is a huge difference, then one interface can crush another interface. The final result is that the weak interface is occupied and gradually becomes the other party's resource grabbing, or the criminal's exile."
Feng Shu raised his eyebrows, "I can understand the resource grabbing, but does the criminal's exile land need the entire interface? This is not reasonable. If all the criminals are placed on another interface, that interface is likely to turn into a poisonous insect and swallow each other because of the gathering of too many criminals. Finally, they will be in the situation of the insect king."
"What insect king? I am talking about you humans now. Although the beast tribe also needs to expand its territory, we are more accustomed to staying in our original territory calmly. Humans are different, and they are truly insatiable."
"I just made an example. Hongmeng is still very well-behaved, you should trust it. No matter what, it grows up with you, and is taught more by you. It will definitely not treat things you avoid and hate easily."
Mengmeng hummed, "Of course that guy is very well-behaved on the surface and looks good as usual, but that's because the days before were boring, so it naturally had no motivation. Now that it has reached the vast world, do you think it can still suppress the curiosity that is ready to move?"
Feng Shu nodded, "Of course, I still believe it will perform well as always. Hongmeng is a truly obedient guy. In addition to being very delicious, it is actually really relaxing in other aspects. It looks lazy, but it is actually because it is naturally dull."
Mengmeng was speechless, "You are naturally dull? Why don't you say that it is born with no ambitions."
Feng Shu was amused by it, "I thought you would say it was a loser."
"It's better to lose your ambition than being lazy by nature. In order to make it move faster, I really did a lot of training for it when I was a child. Just to make it move more, I had to waste countless energy fighting wits and courage with it every day. Not long after this guy was born, he was really unwilling to move. If he hadn't been too weak at that time and could not be beaten or scolded, I would have been so angry that it would have been so angry."
"So Hongmeng is still a material that can be made, and you are still normal now."
"Are you mocking me?"
"Of course not. Mengmeng, don't be so sensitive. Sometimes I doubt whether you are a female beast."
Mengmeng was indeed furious when she heard this, and she pulled out a small thigh of her hair. She was whispering to each other for a long time.
"What should I do if I don't pull my hair out at any time in the future if I become bald? It's difficult to grow back. The older I get, the more I lose my hair."
"Then don't deliberately mock me."
"Why do you always think I am mocking you? I really don't mean that. Mengmeng, you really wronged me."
"Don't think I'm a fool, and I can't tell whether your tone is good or bad."
Feng Shu smiled bitterly, "Okay, you can explain whatever you want, but I really don't have that intention in my heart."
"For Feng Chuyi's sake, I'll spare you this time."
"Yes, yes, yes, for the sake of our ancestors, you are willing to spare me. I am really not ashamed enough, and I need to win over your favor."
"Give me a good impression? Forget it. I don't want to have too deep emotional entanglement with you. Anyway, if you die in the future, you will die. If your child dies, you will die. When Hongmeng no longer wants to stay in the Feng family, I will leave. The title of Feng family guardian beast is not what I want, nor is it what Feng Chuyi wants."
"Yes, yes, yes, are not what you want, it is our Feng family who forced you to stay."
"That's not. Feng Chuyi didn't force me, and the Feng family behind me was even more likely to do this. Without mentioning whether their strength is not enough, the guys who can do such a stupid thing will not be so weak."
Feng Shu nodded, expressing his agreement with its judgment, "No matter what the ending will be, I hope that when I am alive, we can get along well."
"Hmph, if you respect me and don't cause trouble, I won't cause trouble for you."
"If I don't respect you or even cause trouble for you, then you will cause trouble for me?"
"No, I will leave directly, I'm too lazy to pay attention to you."
Feng Shu touched the bridge of his nose, "Okay. There is a saying that goes, indifference is indeed the best way. You are really experienced."
"What, I'm afraid? As long as you treat us well, I will naturally not criticize you."
"Uh, Mengmeng, why do you have a sense of being killed? You obviously don't have such a thing, but you still have to think so. Sometimes I really don't understand."
"That's because your tone is indeed mocking me. Don't think I don't know. The intuition of the beast tribe is much stronger than that of you humans."
"Oh my God. I really can't explain it to you. If I say that, Xiao Green shouldn't be more sensitive than you? It has never said that I like to mock him when I speak. Instead, you always say that, making me almost confused, as if I really feel sorry for you."
"I can't be considered sorry now. Anyway, speaking is just talking. But if something really happens in the future, I won't let you go so gently. Tell you, I will return the tortures I have suffered in Feng Chuyi in the past to you one by one."
"What?"
"I mean, as a descendant of the Feng family, even if you are not born and raised here, I will let you know what the guys who grew up here are enduring."
Feng Shu couldn't help laughing and crying, "I've grown up, no, according to the previous algorithm, I've actually started to grow old. The ages of two lifetimes add up, I'm already my grandfather's age back then, Mengmeng. If I had reached my current age safely in the original time and space, I'm already someone else's grandmother. I've already endured everything I should bear, so what else can't be clear about?"
"So sometimes you really can't do it. When you should treat yourself as the person you used to be, you are always wandering outside the door of your home. When you should treat yourself as the Feng family of this era, you will always remember the past and only treat yourself as the original Feng Jiuniang. You have not lived pure enough for both lives, Feng Shu, this is your problem."
"Isn't living pure enough?" Feng Shu didn't understand why it gave such an evaluation, "Then according to your logic, what kind of way should you live pure enough?"
"You can take it and put it down, it's pure."
"Do you think I can't pick it up or put it down?"
"Most of the time you can take it and let it go, but in the personnel you care about, you can take it but can't let it go. Once things change unexpectedly, it takes too long for you to adapt to it. If you have no one to protect you, you will be cut off directly. You have died from your weakness in your previous life. If you react quickly enough, how could that person kill you?
You know, your ability to escape at that time was among the top in the world. Don’t always ignore this.”
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