During the years when Junlin and Feng Shu disappeared, Cong Xin figured out a lot of things. Because she figured out the most critical point, she cried and began to feel relieved.

It is difficult to let go of everything, but she is working hard now. She knows more than ever that she is recovering. Maybe one day, she can really return to her original healthy mindset.

"Actually, just don't think too much. As long as you can focus on your own affairs, your mood will change as you change. Many times, the reason why people can't figure it out is because they have been thinking and never give up and want to be eager to get out of their current state. Therefore, the old man said that it is unsuccessful to be eager to make quick success and instant benefits."

"Sister-in-law is right. If it weren't for the Fourth Brother who used this trick on me, I would definitely be completely destroyed by the news from that time.

Although my mother ignored me, I lived in the Jun family at a very young age. Most of my growth trajectory was the same as my elder brother and others, so in fact, I really didn’t care much about my mother’s absence in life. I have been living under the protection of the Jun family and have always convinced myself that the reason why I can live in the Jun family is like my elder brother and others is that these are brought to me by my mother.

If my mother could be more successful, I wouldn’t have to face the embarrassing situation now, right?”

"But if she is successful, there will be no you, Cong Xin."

Feng Shu's words made Cong Xin stunned, and she actually burst into laughter again.

"Sister-in-law is right. It's really ironic, right? She is so unsupporting, but I actually want to thank her for being unsupporting, because I wouldn't even be born without the big mistakes she made, let alone complaining about these things here."

Feng Shu did not sympathize with her, but instead felt a headache.

No matter what, Cong Xin has basically passed this barrier. On the contrary, Feng Shengzhe will be like being struck by lightning when he learns about what happened before and after his birth in the future.

She shook her head. Forget it, things have become a foregone conclusion, and no matter how you think about it, there is no way. Even if there is a way, Feng Shengzhe may not be able to do what she imagined. What she and Junlin can do have already done. The rest can only be believed that their son will solve it.

"You have done well enough. Seriously, the most difficult hurdle has passed. If it weren't for this, you probably wouldn't call them brother, wouldn't you?"

Cong Xin's mother is Junlin and their cousin. According to her seniority, Cong Xin should call them uncle.

"The title has been like this since I was a child. As I said just now, I have grown up with them since I was a child, especially with the third and fourth brothers. The fourth brother always calls him the eldest, second and third brothers, and always shows off that he is his own brother. I was not convinced, so I later made a tantrum and called him brothers.

Because I called the three brothers above, the fourth brother was not convinced, and said that he was older than me. If I called the third brother and the third brother, I would have to call him the fourth brother, or I would still call everyone uncle. In order not to let him always show off in front of me that he has a brother but I don’t, I gave in and called him brother.

Grandpa and the others had a long time ago, so they agreed to our name of being confused by generations."

Cong Xin suddenly smiled proudly, "This little episode made the fourth brother lose his grudge for a long time. He didn't expect that I would agree to call him brother, so even though he soon learned the truth later, he never corrected my name. He just always had a vicious expression when I called him brother, and told me to get out."

Feng Shu was helpless.

It is not easy for an eight-year-old child to hide his secret for so long. Especially Junlin is still the most lively and extroverted among his brothers. After so many years of holding back his words, he turned his character around, which shows that he was so cruel.

"Actually there is no need to feel guilty, just like your initial reaction, it is not your fault. This is not Jun Si's fault, nor is it your fault. The wrong person has paid the price they deserve. None of you needs to bear their mistakes on yourself. You have already assumed part of the responsibility that belongs to your children. After so many years, you should have let go."

"I know." Cong Xin pursed her lips, but it was easier said than done.

"Don't think of not being able to do it, you should do it step by step. If you have this awareness in your heart, once you feel guilty, immediately warn yourself that this is unnecessary. This is wrong and you should stay away from it.

You should accept that the mother is the mother, the daughter is the daughter, her fault is her, and your fault is your fault. Although you are mother and daughter, you have different lives and choose their own ways. The result is not destined from the beginning, but it accumulates little by little in the process, quantitative change causes qualitative change, and finally it will lead to inability to change."

"Thank you for your comfort."

"No, I'm not comforting you, I'm just telling the truth.

Who hasn't gone through many obstacles in this life? Everyone has encountered difficulties, or even desperate situations. When there is no way out, don't think about escaping. Change your mind, thinking that maybe I can create something new, maybe I can get a new perspective from those new things, thus turning over the so-called dilemma and desperate situation.

How many arrangements and combinations of numbers are? The more complicated the situation is, the more this happens. If this road is not open, find another way. If there is no way to find it, then just create a new road or dozens of new roads.

This is the same as the fate between people. Sometimes, blood relationship does not mean that it is a relationship that each other likes.

Although we love each other, we don’t have to live together. After adulthood, we have our own strength and can choose independently. If we want to live with, we should live with whom we don’t want to live with, then stay away from each other and do our best not to let each other enter our lives."

When Cong Xin heard this, he suddenly felt a little pitiful again.

"Sister-in-law. Even if you don't like the fourth brother, please be kind to him. It's not easy for him. The five brothers and sisters are the most affected by this matter, and even their personality has been changed. Only when he meets you will have the idea of ​​living a good life. Before that, although he did not give up, he was really not doing well."

"I like him enough."

Feng Shu blinked at her, "Shengzhe is the best gift I have given him. He has already obtained all the love of his children and should be grateful to me."

"Sister-in-law, you are avoiding the key points."

"You don't understand this. The key point for married women to catch is the answer that should be handed over in marriage."

Cong Xin couldn't laugh or cry.

"I guess the fourth brother can't do anything to you."

"I can't do anything to him."

Feng Shu shrugged, "Don't think your fourth brother is a good person. Even if he loses his memory, he is not easy to deal with. Fortunately, I didn't think about dealing with him, otherwise I would really have a headache."

"The fourth brother would definitely rather you deal with him. As long as you are willing to pay attention to him, observe him, and study him, he will have a way to make you fall in love with him."

Cong Xin knew Junlin's idea very well, because Junlin got along with her this way and always wanted to occupy the center of her sight.

"Actually, are you a veteran in love? Is it honestly? Have you been in love several times?"

Feng Shu acted like he was breaking the casserole and asking the whole point.

Cong Xin raised her eyebrows, "Guess?"

Feng Shu shook his head, "Don't ask me to guess, I've never been able to guess. I'm very poor in this kind of thing."

"No. No interest. Maybe I will be as lucky as my fourth brother in the future, and I can meet someone as good as my fourth sister-in-law. To be honest, I still haven't understood what the feeling of being moved."

I don’t want to understand it either. I always feel it’s very troublesome. I’ll know it by looking at her mother’s experience. Cong Xin laughed at herself.

"You won't want to know. Everything has two sides, and the feeling of heartbeat is the same. It will make you happy and naturally make you suffer; it will make you taste sweetness and naturally make you miss bitterness; it will make you float straight to the nine heavens and make you heavy and go to hell. The happiness you can think of will always follow the same shadows behind it."

Feng Shu said this and laughed, "Do you know what the antonym of heartbeat is?"

"What?" Cong Xin thought for a while, "Heart was broken?"

"I used to think it was heartbreaking pain, but later I realized it wasn't."

"What is that?"

"Ignore, forget, no longer care. Anyway, it's just a word like this."

Feng Shu laughed at the corner of her mouth.

Cong Xin was stunned, "Ignore? Forgot? Don't care anymore?"

"Um."

Feng Shu nodded, "When you really fall in love with someone, the other party responds to you, abandons you, and resolutely draws a clear line with you. You don't understand when your love begins to wither and disappears, and why the other party unilaterally told everything that is irreversible. You may know that after the heartbreak is not all sad and painful."

There will be anger, wanting to destroy the other party's madness, wanting to figure out everything, wanting to understand why she and him can't continue, and at the end, still wanting to go back to the beginning.

Cong Xin has never loved anyone, and she can't understand why the ridiculous meaning in her tone is.

"Have you ever fallen in love with someone before meeting my fourth brother? Have you ever been hurt by someone?"

"Well, I've loved. I've loved someone who loves to laugh."

Donkeys really love to laugh, especially when they roll.

Cong Xin suddenly said, "The fourth brother loves to laugh too."

Feng Shu smiled slightly, "I know."

Since losing my memory, Junlin has relaxed a lot, and even used the trick of acting cute, so there is naturally no shortage of smiles.

"Shengzhe actually looks very much like the fourth brother when he was a child, and he was very similar in all aspects. When he was the one who was most similar, it was when he and Feng Yun laughed happily together."

"Well, I suffered a lot of losses. The children are like him, and I feel that they have really lost a lot."

"Sister-in-law, why did you separate from the man you love?"

"Didn't I say it?"

Feng Shu touched the bridge of his nose, "I was dumped by him for no reason."

"Why?"

"have no idea."

"I still don't know?"

"Well, I don't know until now."

Feng Shu's answer was so calm that it was difficult for Cong Xin not to believe what she said was true.

"Have he got married and had children now?"

Do donkeys roll?

If nothing unexpected happens, he will die soon after her death, right? Or, he will be saved by a powerful person and then marry and have children with another woman.

She couldn't imagine the donkey rolling around and living with another woman.

She hadn't missed him for a long time for a long time. It seemed that after she was relieved, she gradually stepped back from the habit of missing him.

It’s not that she doesn’t think of him at all now, but she doesn’t think of him as deeply as before and can’t extricate herself. Thinking of him is like thinking of his masters and brothers, just like thinking of her family, it represents more homesickness, and her attachment to the time and space she once lived.

"Will the fourth sister-in-law miss him now?"

It is a question, but it is actually a statement of her statement.

"Well, it's true. Because I once loved you, even if you don't have any contact now, you don't even know whether he is life or death or whether he will miss him. Just like missing those lost families, missing him has become a habit."

Feng Shu was very calm.

Of course, there was no need for her to talk about her past to outsiders. But for some reason, looking at Cong Xin's rare appearance, she suddenly had such a fun conversation.

Cong Xin was silent for a long time.
To be continued...