Chapter 901(1/2)
It is a coincidence that she will live again in a person with the same name and surname after her death. It is a coincidence that she will finally decide to compromise with reality and give birth to Feng Shengzhe, and it is a coincidence that King Land will fall in love with her?
If it is not her, there may be others who will have such miracles. If it is not her, there may be others who will have children with strong vitality like Feng Shengzhe. If it is not her, there may be others who will be loved by Junlin and he cannot easily say that he will give up.
Just like she can't let go of the donkey and roll easily, it is impossible for the donkey to roll easily to kill her. If he had really loved her...
A sigh overflowed from the corner of his mouth.
Junlin's eyes were covered with haze.
"Are you thinking about that person again?"
"Yes. It's okay if you don't mention it, but when you mention it, I find that I miss him a lot."
Junlin endured it, but finally suppressed his anger. In order to prevent himself from doing something irrational, he did not speak anymore.
Feng Shu said to himself, "Did you tell me that he survived in the end? I still don't understand why he killed me. When I first met, I was very sure that I had never seen him before, and that strange feeling was not a lie.
I left the Feng family at a very young age, and it was impossible for me to be an enemy of the Feng family. Moreover, the Feng family did not have any mortal hatred in the court. Even if there was, they would directly target the Feng family instead of finding me, a girl who had been expelled from the family.
If it is not the Feng family, then maybe it is the master's enemy? But the master is a foreigner. Even if there are enemies, he will rarely seek revenge from his apprentice due to his identity. People in the martial arts world still value reputation. What's more, I rarely show up with my master publicly. There are very few people who really know and know me, and it is unlikely that it is because of the master's senior brother.
But if it is my own reason, I never make enemies with others when I walk in the world. Most of the time I eat and drink, enjoy the flowers and the moon.
If it wasn't for revenge, then why did he turn hatred from love? I really don't understand. He and I have always been very good, and we have a tacit understanding than the peaceful relationship we are now..."
Speaking of this, she fell into memories.
She subconsciously called him and her "we" instead of talking about her and that man, which proves that she has indeed distanced herself from the other party and is more inclined to him. Junlin closed his eyes and told himself that he must be patient, patient, and must be patient, and must not say bad things because of his momentary indignation.
He opened his mouth, said nothing, and finally closed his mouth silently.
Unexpectedly, Feng Shu turned sideways not long after, "If it were you, would you kill your sweetheart without saying any reason?"
"Won't."
The sound is muffled.
"Either can you, right?"
Feng Shu seemed to have been affirmed, "I can't. This is why I can't figure it out."
"Didn't you say you've put people down? Why do you want such an answerless question?"
Feng Shu lay flat again.
"I'm curious. No normal people will do this. If I do something to betray him, he should argue with me, right? If I don't reason, I will ask me to listen to my explanation. Even if I don't have any affection, I will not end without mercy and no reason. Shouldn't a mature relationship have a beginning and an end?"
King Lin felt very powerless.
How would he answer her question? She wasn't asking him, no, or he was asking him, but what he wanted was the man's answer, not his answer. It didn't matter whether he answered or not, and nothing he answered. She was entangled with this question. It was not so much curious as to say that even if she let go and even let go of the other person, she still couldn't hide her sadness.
"Why don't you speak?"
Feng Shu touched him with his elbow.
"say what?"
“Answer my question.”
"The answer you want is from him, not me, no matter what I say, you will not be satisfied."
"You also know that I can't get the answer anymore. I'm just bored and suddenly want to know what other people will think. Is it my problem?"
"I'm bored?"
Junlin opened his eyes and turned his head slightly, "Do you want to do something else? Only by talking but not practicing will you be bored."
Feng Shu rolled her eyes in anger and said, "Get out. Can't you tell me some serious things?"
"Isn't husband and wife's life serious? This is a major theme in marriage life."
"Jun Si."
I know there is no chance.
Junlin hummed and turned his back to her.
"Hey. Are you talking about it?"
"I have a pit in my head and I will lie on the bed and talk to you about other men. Did you take me seriously?"
"Yes, who can I talk to about such things? There is no one else except you."
Feng Shu poked his back with his finger, "Don't be so stingy. We are comrades-in-arms who fight side by side. If you can't think about it all the time, you might be comrades-in-arms for life. Although I can't respond to you, a promise is a promise. I won't rush you to leave until you give up."
"Ha, I still have to be grateful for your generous gifts?"
He laughed at himself that he must have owed her many lives, so he concentrated on paying off his debts in this life.
"I can't do anything even if you're not happy."
Feng Shu was also a little annoyed. The originally good intention to chat suddenly disappeared. Just as he was eating happily, but suddenly heard bad news, it made people feel like he was stuck in his throat.
She also turned around, closed her eyes and prepared to have a sleep.
After a long time, Junlin slowly turned around and put his hand on her waist.
"roll."
The hand did not move.
"Jun Si."
The person's body was like a huge stove, making her feel hot behind her.
He murmured, "Just a moment."
Feng Shu reached out and pushed his hand away, but he held it back.
"Can't be honest for a while?"
"no."
Feng Shu's tone was very firm, and he ruthlessly hit his elbow back in the chest. Junlin groaned in pain, but the man still didn't let go.
"While I can still talk to you, you'd better let go."
"Don't you want the answer? I'll give you the answer now."
"No matter how you talk, don't just move your hands and feet at any time."
"I didn't move."
"Jun Si!"
After three seconds of stalemate, Jun Lin quickly retracted his hand.
Seeing that she stopped saying a word, Junlin touched the back of her head with his head, "Are you angry?"
"I'm not angry."
"Then keep talking?"
"I'm going to sleep, don't make a noise."
"You can't sleep anyway."
"What does it have to do with me when I sleep with me?"
"But I can't sleep, Feng Shu."
"That's your business."
Feng Shu thought he had finally calmed down, but as soon as he closed his eyes, the man felt aggrieved and said, "I am a normal person, and I am a healthy young man."
Feng Shu turned a deaf ear.
"Look, I am a living person in front of you. You can ignore the normal needs to the end. I have been patient.
You used the man from your previous life to stimulate me. I was already qualified if I didn't go crazy. What else do you want me to do? Let me imagine the person's position and answer your question? Even though I know that the person you asked is not me, the answer I want is not from me, I..."
Junlin didn't continue talking, but put his hand on her waist again.
"Will I feel better if I know you've been defeated in front of that person?"
Feng Shu suddenly didn't know what it felt like.
"The person I cherished was once cherished by that person, but was also killed by that person. The person I fell in love with had loved that person, and now he is still loving him, and even when he dies again in this life..."
Junlin approached her and tried his best to suppress the violent inner fury in his heart, "Even if he loved you, he would destroy you, Feng Shu. Even if you wouldn't fall in love with me, you would destroy me. What is this? He killed you, maybe you owe him, maybe he owe you, all this is insolvent, you are no longer here, you are no longer there.
But you are still alive here, I am still alive in front of you. Where are us? Why can't you see us all the time?"
Feng Shu's scalp is numb.
She felt like she would be dismissed by him if she didn't answer seriously.
If the question she had just asked Tan Xing, so she wanted to ask him the only one who knew the inside story, then his question might be the thought that had been hovering in his heart for a long time.
She couldn't respond to him, but it was still necessary to give a serious answer.
"If you and I really establish a relationship, we will be there. Before we get married, we both made it clear that this marriage is all for children."
"The plan doesn't have time to change quickly. If I knew I would be in this situation, I would be far away from you."
To be continued...