I knew this mentality was wrong several years ago, but I didn’t know what to do. I just had the responsibility, so I tried my best to ignore my feelings and work hard. I hope that as time goes by, I can regain my enthusiasm and be curious about the world again. But until today, I have never experienced the fearless state of my youth."

The more she struggled, the more she felt like a fish in the net, bound by a tangible rope, her skin was blooming and bloody.

She was not afraid of death. She had been accustomed to life and death and separation for so many years. She was just tired of being indifferent to everything, tired of being like a walking corpse, tired of being no longer curious about everything, no longer feeling as if everything was empty.

According to the average life expectancy of ordinary people, she is only middle-aged. Middle-aged people should look like middle-aged people. What’s funny is that she does not have the calmness and courage of middle-aged people, nor does she have the majesty and courage of middle-aged people. Instead, she has entered a state of old age ahead of time.

What's even more ridiculous is that she is not as open-minded as the elderly, nor as leisurely as the elderly, but has only developed a deep silence of dusk.

"Everyone will have such a stage. Maybe it's because you are currently trapped in your relationship, so you amplify your emotions in a certain aspect. But in fact, you have done a good job and have been doing well all the time. Asting and I are very optimistic about you. If you are willing to be the commander of the Federation in the future, we will all vote happily."

Tu Long was stunned when he heard this, and then he was amused and laughed.

"Uncle Xiao, don't make such jokes. How could I become a great coach?"

“Why is it impossible?

Marshal Mei is only older than us. If I don’t go to A Ting and I, the people from the Li family, cannot become Marshal. In addition, the Mei family cannot succeed, five families have been removed here. The remaining five are either about the same age as us or not very good. It seems that you are the most suitable. No matter whether you are personal in character, means or ability, or family, it will not be a drag, but a strength.

It's time for the Federation to change its atmosphere."

"I'm not suitable."

"Since you don't trust yourself, you should try to trust our evaluation. Are A Ting and I such an unreliable person in your heart? Are you the one who has to push any junior to the fire to be lazy? Have we given you this irresponsible impression over the years?"

"Of course not. But I know my own affairs, it's really not suitable."

"Don't worry, you won't let you take office immediately. You are still young now and can still be lazy occasionally. One or two hundred years later, when you need to go into battle, you can't retreat. At that time, our old guys will be really too old, and you will be powerless to take them all.

While we are all in place, try to do whatever you want. It is best to try and experience more things you really want to do. Unless other personnel and affairs are responsibilities, everything can be pushed or pushed."

"So Uncle Xiao, let me disappear for a while, right? Judging from Feng Shu's appearance, she has some way to let me come back, and this is not a problem at all."

Xiao Yuanshan followed her gaze and looked at Feng Shu.

"Xiaolong, she has an extraordinary identity in the Feng family, and there is a high probability that she has to bear the responsibility. We cannot help but face the situation of being involuntarily. It may not be that we are too weak, but that the barrier between them is too strong, so strong that even the Super Hidden Family itself cannot easily come to us."

"I won't force her, Uncle Xiao. No matter what, she is her own person."

"I'm not afraid of you forcing her, but I'm afraid that Feng Shu will force herself at that time. This child is very soft-hearted. Even if we don't make things difficult for her, she will make things difficult for herself when she is stuck in the middle.

You don’t fully understand Xiao Shu’s trapped situation, so you may not know some of the situations after Feng Shu met him. Of course, because Xiao Shu didn’t say it very clearly, I naturally didn’t know much. What can be confirmed is that Feng Shu is very much valued by the elders there. The Seventh Miss who came to visit was the core figure of the Feng family and is likely to be the heir.

The resources they can use are equivalent to the core resources of the family. As outsiders, it is impossible to have the opportunity to use them the same. Feng Shu had said before that she would not be able to come back for a long time. The fourth brother would definitely follow him, so he would not return to the military headquarters. For the child, although A Ting did not want to release him, if they were determined to go, he would not force him to stay.

Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. As long as you are healthy and safe, it is the greatest blessing for families like us."

Tu Long was silent.

That's true.

If she hadn't known it before, she would have understood it after becoming a marshal. While enjoying many resources, she had to pay the same amount of blood and sweat. If she wanted to wear a crown, she would bear the weight. She could not stay out of the matter. If Feng Shu had a similar identity, she would also be involuntarily.

"Take one step at a time. Many times, plans cannot keep up with the change. When I see her, I think she may be a very important opportunity in my life."

Tu Long pursed his lips, but he didn't vomit until he finally couldn't.

"Uncle Xiao, I want to leave.

The Federation now has you pillars and pillars. Even if I disappear, it will not cause much impact, let alone turmoil. The Federation is full of talents, and if there is a need, I can always find someone to make up for my position.

You also know that I have never been a marshal to be a marshal. Whoever wants this title is taken away. I think you said it was right before. Over the years, because I am in a high position, my parents have been dragged forward by me. They must be very tired. In order to cooperate with me, they have to give up their own rhythm.

If I leave now, they can also slow down and adjust their pace. My parents have also seen strong winds and waves, and they are not without vision. As long as I tell them well, no matter how reluctant they are, they will still let me go."

After all, everyone has their own life. Even parents and children cannot live together for the rest of their lives. This is something that there is no way, and separation will come sooner or later.

Xiao Yuanshan naturally understood what her unfinished words were.

Just as he said before, descendants have their own blessings, separation between life and death is inevitable.

"Just think it through. If you feel there is no problem, then there is no problem."

"Then Uncle Xiao, do you agree?"

Xiao Yuanshan smiled, "I don't agree, nor will I object."

"It's abstention again."

"Ating, you don't need to worry. If you don't need to convince you, he will abstain. You only need to get the consent of Jimo and Marshal Mo Fei. But the Marshal may not let you go easily."

"I don't say anyone else." Tu Long curled his lips, "Uncle Xiao, you are too cunning. If I listen to you and really convince them, the news will definitely leak out. It will be difficult to leave at that time. Doing bad things requires gods to know."

"You also know that you are doing bad things when you leave so quietly?"

"Well. After all, I have endured a lot of kindness from all the elders. It's not reasonable to just turn your hands away."

"Aren't you afraid that your parents will be neglected or scolded or attacked?"

Tu Long was speechless again. Could Xiao Yuanshan, who could have predicted that such a thing might happen, stand by and watch?

"Okay, it seems that it's not strange that Xiao Shu will like you. Both of them are exactly the same type who gets cheap but doesn't act well."

"Chongshu Gang said that he doesn't like women like me."

"Master Tu, you are wrong. In my eyes, you are not a woman, you are a man who is even more manly than a man."

Xiao Chongshu had finished his explanation quickly and allowed Feng Shu to concentrate on trying it out, while he listened to the conversation between the two elders.

"Eavesdropping is not a good habit, and talking back is not even more so."

Xiao Yuanshan also walked over to see Feng Shu's operation. After less than a minute of looking, he stepped back to his original seat and sat down.

“It’s very quick to get started.”

"She has a strong memory and is quick to get started with basic operations. All she lacks is time."

Xiao Chongshu is very satisfied with his immediate teaching results.

Tu Long hit him, "As soon as you look at her posture, you know that you must have learned it before."

"I asked her and said that she learned a little theoretical knowledge in a hurry, but she didn't remember much, mainly because she didn't understand it." Xiao Chongshu paused, "To be honest, I think her ideas are quite strange, and she can't understand very basic things."

"She is a guy who focuses on practical combat at first glance. If you want to teach her, you can teach her how to operate it directly without telling her many theories. For this type of person, as long as she touches her a few times, she will never forget it anyway. It will not take long to learn from it."

"Like you?"

Xiao Yuanshan withdrew his gaze. His perception of Feng Shu became more and more contradictory, and he always felt that the more he looked at her, the more inconsistent he felt.

What's wrong?

He tossed and turned and couldn't find a suitable explanation.

She grew up in the Federation. Although she disappeared for a long time, she couldn't say she was studying and training in the Super Hidden Family, because she herself admitted that she was seriously injured and took many years to recover from her health. Even a talented person could not shine without time.

"I am not a genius, and I can't compare with Chongshu. Uncle Xiao also knows that I've been training since I can't walk. My father is a super combat maniac. At that time, no one took me, and he was uneasy to let others take care of me, so I kept following him and I went wherever he went. Before I learned to eat by myself, I had already learned to assemble the mecha."
Chapter completed!