It is a wonderful feeling to be unable to deceive yourself.

Leyu looked back now and realized the real reason why she stayed in Xingke County and did not get on the train.

He could not deceive himself with the lie that "I can plan to succeed even without me Bai Ye", and he could not use "I don't care about the life and death of those people" to get through.

If Leyu is an ordinary person, he can make himself run away through fear and cowardice, but the ice-blooded constitution makes him face his purest desire.

He just cared about the life and death of the poisonous tongue doctor Yin Yin, the eldest sister An Qian, the tool man Chen Fu and others, so he stayed in Xingke County.

In the past, Yueyu could use many reasons to deceive himself, such as if he would embark on a journey to a secret realm in the future, such as if he didn't know what he liked, such as if he was just simply greedy for her body... However, after activating the "ice blood constitution", he completely understood the most true thoughts in his heart.

Leyu sat on the bed and stretched out her hands to hug the cute Qinglan tightly.

"Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey--" Qinglan made a sound of a boiling kettle, his hands swaying at a loss, and his face turned red like a small tomato that could burst at any time. After a while, he hugged Leyu shyly.

"Okay, it's so sudden..."

"Love comes like a tornado." Leyu said casually lyrics: "I think this is good. The rain has stopped, the sky is clear, the night is late, you like me, and I like you too."

"I can't wait until the separation of life and death before confessing. In that case, I can't hold you well like this."

Qinglan suppressed his shyness and gently pushed him away, hugged his neck with both hands, looked at him and asked, "Do you like to hug me?"

"Nothing is better than a hug. When I hold you tightly in my arms, nothing can make people feel better about what it means to have."

Leyu whispered: "That night, you saved me."

Qinglan knew what he was talking about and asked warmly, "Is that maid named Frost Leaf important to you?"

"No, I only found her name that day. But her death made me feel very lonely."

"So you fell in love with me who has always been by your side because of loneliness?"

Leyu nodded and shook her head again.

"I like your superb card skills when playing cards with me."

"I also like the trust that you will support me no matter what I do."

"I like your confidence in managing the newspapers more vigorously."

"I like you a lot." Leyu thought for a while and said, "Maybe, I like you, so everything about you became the reason."

Qinglan raised her eyebrows slightly and said with a complicated expression: "But the reason I play the battle cards is because you like it, so I went to learn it."

"I will only support you because you don't tell me anything. I have no reason to dissuade you. I can only silently wish you a safe return."

"If you didn't let me manage the newspaper, I wouldn't be bothered to care. It was for you that I tried my best to learn how to become a qualified editor-in-chief."

“There are many more, many…”

Qinglan gently hammered Leyu's chest: "You really don't pay attention to details at all, ruining my much gentleness."

Qinglan under the light is still as crystal clear as crystal without applying makeup. Her spoiled expression that she wants to speak but stops making Leyu slightly lose her mind.

When he came to his senses, he and Qinglan had already drawn their lips, connecting the two of them with silk threads that were about to break, and were shining transparently. There was an indescribable ambiguity that caused the temperature in the room to soar.

"Young Master, are you going to do dangerous things again?" Qing Lan asked suddenly.

"Why do you say that?"

"The newspaper also worked overtime today. The news of the defeat of the Yang army has reached Xuanzhu County. Everyone knows that Chenfeng people are going to invade in." Qinglan lowered her eyebrows and said as light as a gossip: "Young master, you have become so... active today, so I think..."

"I think I'm going to die and recognize my thoughts, so I want to express my feelings to you, at least die with my eyes closed?" Leyu saw Qing Lan nodding slightly, and he smiled and shook his head: "You're thinking right, but not right."

"I do have to prepare to do something dangerous and confirm my thoughts, but the relationship is the opposite - because I care about you very much, I have to do that dangerous thing."

The music has changed.

He wanted to give up the idea of ​​traveling around the world, the idea of ​​leaving, and the idea of ​​"going away if you do it."

He wants to stay.

When you are alone, Leyu can of course leave as soon as you say. One person eats enough and the whole family is not hungry. One person is killed and the whole family moves. Even if it is abducted by human traffickers, Leyu can enjoy herself and be at ease with the situation.

But with the bond and responsibility, his ideas also changed.

Just like when he was in Xingke County, Leyu tried every means to send Qian Yuya away, because Xingke County would be very dangerous, and his inner moral laws could not sit still and see him keep Qian Yuya in this chaotic place.

Xuanzhu County is more dangerous now than Xingke County, and Leyu has two ways: sending Qinglan away or letting her stay. Before this, Leyu tended to send her away. First, it was simple, convenient and experienced, and second, for Qinglan, Xuanzhu County was not her hometown, but just a prison where she struggled to live.

But the music has changed.

He wanted to stabilize, he wanted to start a family with Qinglan.

He could not deceive himself - why did he never forget the well of Gods and Demons? Why did he always want to escape from Xuanzhu County? Why did everything he did was a whim without desire?

Because he is too lonely.

From the beginning of coming to this world, he was alone.

He has no home, and no place is his hometown; he has no relatives, and the "Liyu" that everyone knows is just a soul in another world covered with human skin; he has no comrades, and his inner moral laws transcend this era and are incompatible with everyone.

Therefore, the musical language became a rootless duckweed, drifting with the flow, following the flow, and seeking the well of gods and demons with all their hearts.

That was his ultimate hope to return to "home" and completely get rid of "lostness".

How could he not know that the Well of Gods and Demons might be just an illusory legend, but if he had no hope at all, Leyu felt that he would collapse sooner or later.

But if Leyu has a home again and has roots again, perhaps he can get rid of this loneliness like a zombie.

In fact, there are many fatal problems that cannot be solved in Yueyu, such as Qinglan will eventually grow old, but he is a life-long species that can never stop. For example, he has never been in love, such as who is the greener person with Jing Zhengwei...

But at this moment, Leyu just wants to follow her inner thoughts.

Become the president of the Silver Blood Association, join forces with Bai Ye, reform Dongyang, and then...

Create a world where he and Qinglan can live safely.

"What if I say, can you do something dangerous for me?" Qing Lan leaned on his collarbone, rubbing her face, making Leyu feel a little itchy.

"Actually, I wanted my third brother to go at first, but for his fiancée, he refused this dangerous mission. Because he knew that if he died, his fiancée would go with him." Leyu said: "And I am different, you are different."

"Because, I won't die."

"And, even if I'm not here, you are already a woman who can stand alone."

Qing Lan snorted: "It sounds nice, but in the end it's not that I can't listen to me at all."

"Then I can only say... I will come back early, I will play cards with you. I have found the winning method in the battle cards."

"Really and false!" Leyu was shocked: "Tell me quickly, I want to be remembered forever!"

Qinglan irritated Leyu's forehead in anger: "Young Master, look at the atmosphere."

"But you didn't reply to me."

“What reply?”

"I like you, then?" Leyu asked, "Do you like me too?"

Qinglan shook his head immediately: "I don't like the young master."

Then Qinglan hugged Leyu and lay on the bed, touched his nose face to face, gently stroked his face and said:

"I just want to hang out with you in a big soft bed,

Open the curtains in the morning.

Then hugged you and watched the sun shine inch by inch,

Wait until the afternoon to change into comfortable clothes.

Hold hands and go to Damenshi Street to have delicious food

After dark, I stayed in the bedroom, I read books, you write books,

If it were you, I would rather live like this in my life."

"Where is the job?" Leyu asked: "Jobsessing in work is a characteristic of independent women..."

"Don't talk."

Qinglan blocked Leyu's mouth. Both of them had awkward skills so much that they only took a few minutes to proficiently, and then they could pull out the perfect and beautiful silk thread.

Just as Mi Die was listening outside, she suddenly heard her son making a shocked sound.

"etc!"

Leyu sat up with a serious expression: "I seem to be poisoned, and there is something strange in my body!"

Ice-blood constitution is not immune to toxins, but it can make Leyu ignore the influence of all toxins and reduce the duration of any negative state by 50%.

So the poisoning musical language will still be poisoned.

Seeing Leyu's appearance, Qinglan suddenly remembered something, blushed and pulled Leyu down.

"Don't worry, I'm poisoned. Someone must have poisoned me. The Jing family is not safe-"

"I've got it down." Qinglan whispered.

"Ah?" Leyu was stunned.

"Many people in the newspapers are talking about it, saying that Chenfeng people will come to attack Xuanzhu County, and some even say that the Heyang Army has been completely wiped out and Xuanzhu County will be captured at any time." Qinglan said stammeringly: "So, so I think this matter can't be delayed anymore, so I put it in Honey Five Flower Tea..."

Leyu blinked: "The medicine for tigers and wolves?"

Qinglan nodded.

The people of Leyu were stunned - you should know that he is an intermediate warrior, and his ice-blooded constitution is weakened, but the strange feeling of his body being ready to move is still so strong.

How much medicine did Qinglan put on?

"Are you so anxious?"

"I don't know that you will be so proactive tonight, young master..." Qing Lan said, and suddenly she became awkward: "Forget it, I'm the lowly person I bought from Xiangxuehai anyway. Young master, please look at me whatever you want..."

"I have noticed your tenderness." Leyu wagged his head: "Then I'll take a look at you--"

"Wait, I'll take off my glasses-"

“No need to pick it.”

Qinglan blushed and said shyly: "Young Master, do you want me to look at you well?"

"Well... there is also this reason." Leyu said: "There is another small factor-"

"Glasses girl is actually my special hobby."
Chapter completed!