Chapter 336 My cold-blooded sister
"Brother just because there is no better choice."
Qian Yuya said softly: "The situation in Xingke County at that time was either to join the official to make accomplices for the tiger or Bai Ye to resist tyranny. The former was a dead end to his own cocoon, and the latter was still a glimmer of life. The elder brother had no choice but to join Bai Ye and then..."
"...I have a chance to escape from the prison of Stark County."
"After I came to Yanjing, I had met many real White Night Walkers. Their enthusiasm for ideals was radiated from the inside to the outside. At that time, I knew that my brother had never truly loyal to Bai Ye from beginning to end - Bai Ye was just his best choice at that time."
Yes.
Qian Yuliu is not a good person - don't forget that the No. 1 kills No. 0 in seconds at the beginning of the show. No. 0 dies so miserably - it just happened to be guided by his teacher Lin Jinyao, and embarked on the road of Erwuzi, and became a good person.
What he sought in his life was just to create a world where his sister could live happily, but the focus was still on his sister, and he didn't care about other people at all.
But Qian Yuliu never had a heart to talk to anyone. If Leyu had not stolen his name, he would not have known what Qian Yuliu was thinking.
Qian Yuya could see this, which really surprised Leyu.
"...It's okay to betray Bai Ye, but no matter what, Qian Yuliu has given his life to exchange for your freedom, and this is how you repay him? He doesn't care about himself and sells his second half of his life to a strange man, without any dignity of being a human being..."
Leyu said coldly: "This is not something that can be explained by a saying 'I believe you want to protect me'... It's a shameful person."
Qian Yuya was not angry and asked, "Then how do you think I should repay my brother's kindness?"
"Study hard, improve every day, find a stable job after graduation, meet a lover with good character, have children and spend your life safely..."
"Is that true? But I don't think so."
Le Yu was slightly stunned.
Qian Yuya's face was as calm as a lake.
"At the beginning, I thought my goal in this life was to kill Yin Yinyin to avenge my brother. The activity information of Yin Yinyin came from Dongyang, which was the only information that could touch my heartstrings."
"The two inheritances left by my brother, one is Bai Ye, but I soon realized that this was just the garbage he threw out; the other is Yin Yin. Unfortunately, he did not give me a chance to avenge me, and he died in Dongyang a long time ago."
"My brother is dead, Yin Yin is dead, and I have no more sadness and joy in my heart. Every day I study, go to class, exercise, eat, and sleep like a walking corpse."
"In those days, I just repeated the day when I was sure of the news of Yin Yin's death countless times."
"I can't feel happiness, nor any sadness."
Leyu's heart moved and he faintly realized a possibility that he was unwilling to think about.
Qian Yuya continued, "Until I heard that Jing Zhengwei once acted in the name of 'yinyinyin'; and Jing Zhengwei once sent me money, saying that he was my brother's friend."
"Jing Zhengwei is my brother's third legacy. When I was convinced of this, Jing Zhengwei died."
"Then, Teacher Qin, you appeared. You are the best relatives and friends who are close to Jing Zhengwei, just like Jing Zhengwei and Qian Yuliu; you are also the close traitor who killed Jing Zhengwei with your own hands, just like Yin Yin and Qian Yuliu."
"You know Qian Yuliu, Jing Zhengwei, Yin Yin."
"You know all the secrets and the truth."
"And," Qian Yuya looked at Leyu and said, "You know me, you maintain my interpersonal relationships in class, and it was proven just now that you will be disappointed because I don't value myself."
"You are the fourth legacy left to me by my brother."
"It's true that there's no intelligence worth my life." Qian Yuya said calmly as if she was telling a story from someone else: "But you deserve it."
"My heart moves because of you, my blood lives because of you. If I cannot become your family, I will not even have a life to talk about."
Leyu understands Qian Yuya's meaning.
It's not love, not family, not friendship.
But cold-blooded.
Qian Yuya actually activated her cold-blooded constitution.
Looking at the cold-blooded people whom Leyu knows, Qian Yuliu, Xia Linguo, and Jing Shou, they all need to rely on others to have the motivation to survive, just like Qian Yuya is to Qian Yuliu, Qian Yuliu is to Xia Linguo, and Jing Qingfeng is to Jing Shou...
Their hearts are neither sad nor happy, and the only meaning of survival is to become tools for others, otherwise they will not even know what they want to do.
Everything in the world has no meaning to them.
The purpose of their life is to enter death.
"But don't you want to save the country and the country? I heard that you wanted to be a medical officer before, but you didn't plan to be a miracle doctor with the flesh and bones of a living dead?" Leyu tried to save Qian Yuya. Qian Yuya should have activated the cold blood after knowing the news of Qian Yuliu's death. She was not born with cold blood, and maybe she could be saved.
"Being a medical officer is because I want to save my brother; saving the country is because my brother says that studying medicine cannot save Huiyao." Qian Yuya said: "But he is dead. Even if I achieve these goals, I can't show it to him."
Leyu feels that she can't save her anymore.
Qian Yuliu and Qian Yuya have been dependent on each other for more than ten years. Before activate cold blood, Qian Yuliu was inseparable from her life. Wanting her to forget Qian Yuliu is equivalent to denying her life in the past ten years.
The reason why Leyu can treat "ice blood constitution" as a passive skill is because he has a deep desire and only ice blood cannot suppress the gun. The desire of "air conditioner" alone is enough to make him struggle for the rest of his life.
But even the old Shipi Leyu was more or less affected by Bingxue - it can be seen from his determination not to open the harem and just want pure love that Bingxue had wiped out most of his Shipi instincts, and Qinglan became his last stubbornness.
Qian Yuya now needs a spiritual pillar to guide her life, and "1/4 of her brother's legacy" Qin Leyin is her only choice.
Leyu can refuse, but he really can't predict what Qian Yuya will do next. And Qian Yuya will almost certainly change to a tool person unless she can feel the grief again.
Instead of being someone else’s tool person, it’s better to be my tool person!
But Yueyu cannot really be the master of Qian Yuya.
Because he might not live for half a year.
When he changed the number, he couldn't bring Pokémon with him - Leyu didn't plan to tell Qian Yuya about "dead substitute" or she would definitely realize that her brother had been killed by the No. 0, and was afraid that she would have avenged Qian Yuliu on the spot.
When Leyu's thoughts changed, she suddenly came up with a wonderful idea.
"Oh." He sighed, sat down and said, "It's time for now, I won't hide it from you anymore."
"Actually, I, Jing Zhengwei, Yin Yin, Qian Yuliu, are all members of the same organization."
Qian Yuya showed a 'as it really' expression and asked, "What is the purpose of your organization? Protect Huiyao? Or walk against the light?"
"None are not." Leyu shook her head: "The purpose of our organization is-"
"Create a society that eliminates classes, a society with extremely developed productivity, and a society with extremely abundant material and spiritual wealth. All property belongs to all mankind, products are needed, and all people enjoy social and economic rights equally. People no longer regard labor as a means of making a living, and labor will become people's first need."
My cold-blooded sister, if you have to love something to survive.
Chapter completed!