Chapter 756 This kiss means goodbye

Cheng Qin, who was standing on the side, nodded, "An Yan, don't worry, I promised you to do it, I respect your decision."

"Thanks."

An Yan has never been as desperate as she is now.

This is the third child, Ah Shen, we have lost three children. I am afraid that such sins will not be clear in this life, so let me repay them alone for the rest of my life.

"Hold your hand and grow old together with me." I dare not think about it. This is too far away from us. As long as I can save one of these children, I am willing to take him away from you and leave you forever.

The He family is so scary now. All I want is the child to grow up safely, healthily and happily. I just need him to be fine, but the He family cannot give him such a safe environment for growth. I have to take him away. I don’t want the baby in the scrambled baby to be harmed at any time.

A Shen, I'm sorry.

Two lines of clear tears slid down from the end of their eyes...

"It's an NV baby, born prematurely, and you need to go into the incubator immediately." Dr. Jenny's voice immediately rang out, "The boy was not saved, he has tried his best."

The boy was not saved...s3;

An Yan felt a pain in her heart. She just glanced at NV and was immediately secretly sent to the insulated box.

"An Yan, this child is very safe. Don't worry, Dr. Jenny and her team will take good care of him."

An Yan nodded. She felt so tired that she had no strength at all.

"As for this boy... let me talk to Mr. He." Cheng Qin looked at the child who had lost his breath and frowned slightly. She also felt an indescribable pain in her heart, not only because she regarded An Yan as a friend, but the bigger reason was because she was a doctor, but she was unable to save a child.

"He is a good brother..." An Yan's voice sounded softly, "He gave the hope of life to mm." She swallowed even more, and tears fell down. As a mother, she really couldn't bear to see the child who had no warmth. Her heart was full of holes, as if there were millions of hands pinching her hard. She felt so painful, it really hurts.

Sorry, I'm not a good mother, I'm sorry, I'm not able to protect you, I'm really sorry.

An Yan felt sorry for 1,000,000, but the child couldn't hear it.

...

It has been more than half a month since An Yan was discharged from the hospital. She has not said a word and survived like a walking zombie every day.

"Mrs. Young lady, just eat some." Aunt Xu looked at An Yan worriedly. She didn't drink the stewed fish soup again.

An Yan didn't say anything, just shook her head and kept shaking her head.

She doesn't want to drink, and she doesn't want to drink a sip.

She has been repenting, repenting that she was unable to protect that child as a mother.

Aunt Xu heard a series of footsteps and looked at He Yunshen’s tense gentlemanly. She sighed helplessly and said, “Mr. He has been reluctant to eat. At most, she only eats a few bites of rice and a few bites of water to maintain it. This person has lost a lot of weight. If this continues, he will not be able to bear it.”

He Yunshen knew the pain in An Yan's heart. How could he feel as a father? Seeing that the little child had no breathing, no temperature, and even his eyes were not opened... How could he not collapse? But if he collapsed, what should An Yan do?

 

"As you please drink some fish soup." He Yunshen's words were extremely doting. The next second he took the bowl from Aunt Xu's hand and signaled Aunt Xu to leave.

Aunt Xu nodded and stepped out of the master bedroom.

She also felt the subtle changes in the relationship between He Yunshen and An Yan, and An Yan treated him like a stranger.

He handed the spoon to her mouth, An Yan frowned her delicate eyebrows, looked up at him, "I drank this bowl of fish soup, can you let me leave here and you?"

Her tone was very calm, but only she herself knew how powerful the fluctuations in her heart were.

Leaving him is really a very cruel thing.

My heart contracted violently, and it hurt like she could not breathe.

"You told me not to leave you." His low voice rang out in the quiet room.

"Yes, I said it, but that's already what happened before. Now I'm going to break my trust." An Yan looked at He Yunshen in front of him, his tone was so light, as if nothing had happened before, and Water Wuhen was just like this.

"Reason." His eyebrows were tightly twisted, and his deep eyes were filled with heartache.

"Isn't three children enough?" An Yan looked at He Yunshen and smiled faintly, "I have thought a lot in the past half month. In fact, when you and I first met, I shouldn't have handed you the water, and I shouldn't have followed you all over the c field. We were wrong since we met! The third child, this is the third one! He Yunshen, these three children who did not survive are the best proof! This time, I must leave you, please let me go!" s3;

The moment she finished speaking, her eyes turned red and her fists couldn't help but clenched. She forced herself to prevent tears from burying her eyes.

"Let you go?" His voice was still low, but his eyes were covered with a different layer of cold light.

An Yan nodded, breathing a sigh of relief as if she was relieved, "Yes, let me go, let me go and let you be safe."

"Can you take good care of yourself?" He touched her little head, still doting.

"Yes." An Yan nodded, his voice trembling slightly, "I can eat, drink, sleep well, and there is no burden. I am with you, I am so tired, I am really tired! I am not happy at all with you, just like a sinner, feeling guilty, so... you let me go, okay?"

"I'll let you go after drinking."

If she is unhappy with him, it will go against the original intention of the beginning. All he wants is her happiness!

An Yan nodded, lowered her eyes and looked at the bowl of soup in his hand.

He Yunshen handed it to her mouth one spoonful after another, but she didn't refuse and drank it one by one. He fed this bowl of soup very slowly until after the last sip, An Yan tasted the salty tears. She knew that she still couldn't help it.

He placed the soup bowl on the bedside table on one side, reached out and pressed her little head, and kissed her directly, his movements were so fast and so fanatic.

An Yan knew that this kiss meant goodbye.

...

An Yan's tears slid down irresistibly, and the pillow had already had a big plunge.

"Mommy, you're having a nightmare again! You're crying again!"

The little soft body crawled onto the bed and leaned against An Yan. The two little kids tied up their hands to wipe the tears left on An Yan's cheek, and then quickly kissed her on the face.
Chapter completed!