Chapter 46(2/2)
Luo Jingyu didn't know how to answer. He was so sad that even though he had a lot of words to say to Huanhuan, he thought that she couldn't understand sign language and was troublesome to type on her own, and she suddenly stopped talking.
Let him digest it by himself. He could figure it out. Luo Jingyu grabbed Zhan Xi's hand with his left hand, lowered his head and shook his head slowly, and compared his right hand with a sign language: [Don't ask.]
Zhan Xi's temper has also risen, so I can't do this! I can't let him keep everything in my heart!
She stroked Luo Jingyu's cheek, looked at his drooping eyelashes, and called sign language: [But I want to know.]
Luo Jingyu looked at her with a sad look.
[I want to know, Xiaoyu.] Zhan Xi slowly spoke sign language, not proficient, but each gesture was clear and standard, like a demonstration in a textbook, [Tell me, slowly, let's talk, I want to know what you are saying in your heart.]
Luo Jingyu still shook her head and even closed her eyes.
Zhan Xi didn't want to give up. She knew that if she gave up this time and left after listening to him, and if she encountered the same situation next time, Xiaoyu would not speak to her.
When people are sad, they need to vent and relieve them. It’s like when she stays at home until she is suffocating, she frantically wants to talk to Luo Xinran. She doesn’t believe that Xiaoyu doesn’t want to speak to her. It’s because it’s difficult for him to speak, and both ways of communication are difficult. Zhan Xi really wants to learn sign language quickly. If she had Ji Hongzhe’s level, Xiaoyu wouldn’t be so sad.
In any case, Zhan Xi did not intend to let Luo Jingyu go this day. She and him were exhausted and would not go back to the eighth floor. They would stay here to see how quiet he could be.
They faced each other on the sofa, Zhan Xi's right hand was still tightly held with Luo Jingyu's left hand, and her left hand rubbed his cheeks comfortably, one after another, never stopping.
He didn't open his eyes, and she didn't care. Just let him know that she was here. She wanted to hear him, what he had experienced, and what he was thinking in his heart.
Xiaoyu's mind is so soft and slender, and so tough and powerful. She knew that he would speak. As long as he passed the hurdle in his heart, he would understand.
She was also his egg teacher, just like when they went online to chat on time at 9:30 every night. She was not impatient at that time, let alone now?
The two of them sat quietly for a long time, half an hour or an hour?
Zhan Xi didn't know, but only knew that the gifts were swaying in the living room, and finally crawled into the small grid of the cat crawler and stayed still.
Luo Jingyu also opened his eyes at this time. Just like dreaming, the smiling face that caught his eyes was still the smile.
"Are you awake?" she said with a smile, "I thought you were asleep."
Luo Jingyu blinked her eyes and looked at her. Her eyelashes were stained with water vapor, and her black pupils were misty. Zhan Xi said, "I have been waiting. Are you willing to tell me now?"
At this moment, something unexpected happened to Zhan Xi. Luo Jingyu opened her mouth and issued two vague and strange syllables: "Whishehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
Zhan Xi saw his lips clearly, and she was definitely not a meaningless voice. Her heart was beating wildly, and she vaguely guessed what he wanted to say and what two words were imitating the lips!
"Say it again." Zhan Xi suppressed his excitement and said patiently, "Xiaoyu, say it again, you are saying it very well, I know what you are talking about."
Luo Jingyu's thick eyebrows frowned, his lips trembled, he lowered his head and sniffed. When he raised his head, he called her again: "Whisper-whee..."
Such a pleasant sound!
Zhan Xi suddenly rushed up and hugged him, hugging him very tightly, and his lips were pressed heavily against his lips.
He was calling her! He called her "Huanhuan", but he didn't know how to pronounce "h", and his mouth opened was the beginning of "w". It didn't matter! It sounded so nice, he was willing to call her, and used the lip-shaped memory he engraved in his mind, and didn't care what he said, just wanted to call her nickname!
Luo Jingyu also hugged her tightly and welcomed her tsunami-like kiss. He knew that he couldn't speak standardly, which must be very strange, but he just wanted to call her, using his own understanding and his own way.
Look! Huanhuan understood it, and suddenly understood it, which means he was not too far from calling. Huanhuan is so smart that he could understand it in this way. He was satisfied and relieved, and even his depressed mood improved a lot.
After a fierce and lingering kiss, Luo Jingyu's mood gradually calmed down. He and Zhan Xi snuggled together, holding their cell phone, slowly tapping on the screen with their fingers, and "talking" to her what happened in the afternoon bit by bit.
He was not afraid that Huanhuan would laugh at him anymore, and he beat "Idiot", "Crazy", "Deaf", "Whispered Wolf"... When he was talking about these words, he was almost in a state of turmoil and didn't want to hide it. Perhaps because of his grievance, he wanted to tell Huanhuan everything and let her judge it.
Did he really do something wrong? Is he really ungrateful? Is he really stupid? Is he really so arrogant?
It took more than an hour to find out the whole story of the matter and indirectly learned about the last chat between Fang Xu and Luo Jingyu.
After reading all the words and narrations of Xiaoyu, Zhan Xi was angry.
At around 10 o'clock in the evening, Zhan Xi flipped off the toilet lid at Luo Jingyu's guest guard and sat on the lid carefully for a while.
She took out the enthusiasm of writing double graduation thesis a year ago and passed three or four times in her mind. She was very young and had less than a year since she left the society. She was going to confront a slick businessman in her early thirties, but she was not afraid and was full of anger in her heart.
After the preparation was completed, Zhan Xi finally called Fang Xu.
Fang Xu called her when he sent her "Good Luck" and Zhan Xi saved his number.
The phone was connected, and a man's voice came from the opposite side: "Hey, who?"
"Mr. Fang? Hello, I am Luo Jingyu's girlfriend." Zhan Xi said, "We have met once, and you have delivered goods to me. Do you still remember the 'good luck comes'? My surname is Zhan."
"Good luck?" Fang Xu remembered, "It's you? Miss Zhan? Are you Xiaoyu's girlfriend?"
"right."
Fang Xu asked: "Is there anything wrong with me so late?"
"You have been to Xiaoyu's house today and said something to him." Zhan Xi said, "He told me everything, so I want to communicate with you. After all, you are still partners now. I want to explain that I did not sow discord against you, and I also hope you can explain why you say these words to Xiaoyu."
Fang Xu was very surprised that he had had several conflicts with Luo Jingyu over the years, but he suppressed them. Based on his understanding of Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu had never talked to others, even his parents and sisters.
This is the first time he told someone that he was still a savvy person. How did his girlfriend tell him? Typing? Isn't it troublesome?
Fang Xu pretended to be stupid: "What did I say to Xiaoyu? I didn't say anything, did you misunderstand?"
Zhan Xi's voice was very soft and not aggressive, almost as if it were said: "Mr. Fang, Xiaoyu didn't fully understand what you said, but only understood the general meaning. When he retelled it to me, I felt that many of the content you said were not appropriate, so I asked you to verify it. It would be best if there was a misunderstanding. I would also tell him not to think too much. You may not know what the impact of your casual words on him. I don't think you have any position to say these words to him because he did not do anything wrong and should not accept your self-righteous prejudice and attacks."
"I think I'm self-righteous?" Fang Xu snorted, "What did I attack him? Don't talk nonsense. Xiaoyu and I have known each other for a long time than you. Don't just rely on being his girlfriend to point fingers at me and him. Who knows what you are so worried about? A pretty girl, will you fall in love with a deaf person? If you say it, no one will believe it?"
Zhan Xi was patient and patient, and then he spoke: "Mr. Fang, I am not talking to you as Luo Jingyu's girlfriend now. I am communicating with you from Luo Jingyu's own position. After his authorization, you just bully him and cannot hear him, and you have finished everything. You didn't think about going to listen to what he said in his heart. Then I will tell you now, hoping that you can give him the most basic respect."
"Are you sick? When isn't you going to bed, you..."
"You'd better not hang up my phone." Zhan Xi said, "I'm not only good at writing articles, but I'm learning Chinese in college. I know that besides making hot flowers, you have other online stores. Since your business relies on the Internet, you shouldn't want to be exposed for your evil deeds such as discrimination, exploitation, and humiliation of disabled people, right? I know several Weibo big Vs and public accounts with many fans. I'm not threatening you, I just communicate with you calmly and hope you don't hang up the phone."
Zhan Xi was talking nonsense seriously, but Fang Xu really didn't dare to hang up the phone and shouted: "You, what are you talking about?"
Zhan Xi said: "Be calm and listen to me. Mr. Fang, first of all, Luo Jingyu is indeed a deaf person. He can't hear or speak, but you and I know that his professional ability is excellent. He is not unwilling to make Han clothing accessories, but I just hope that as a partner who is a major external partner, you can spend more time helping him develop new markets. It's almost four years since he has not made a big order except for the cherry blossom tree. I have checked the information. The hot flower industry is very unpopular, but the business channels are not as small as you say. At least, you have to sign him up for the handmade festival and the Creation Festival, right?"
Fang Xu retorted: "You said it simply. Do you know how much it costs to rent a stall at the Creation Festival? This is a loss. Maybe it's just a waste of money. You can't make any money after setting up a stall for a few days! Besides, would he be asked to stay at the stall? Someone asked, how did he receive it? Do you want me to go? I don't know how to burn flowers!"
"How can you know that he can't be received if you don't try it? Spend money to hire a sign language translator. He can afford this little money!" Zhan Xi was speechless, "Don't you just think it's meaningless? If you think he can't hear it, you're inferior. Don't want him to show up in public. It's not his fault if you can't hear it! Mr. Fang, put away your prejudice and superiority! I don't allow you to continue to use this reason to suppress and hurt him! He doesn't owe you, you are partners, he is not your subordinate! You say that the core of the flower shop is him, and you also named it with his nickname. You completely disrespect him in your heart! You treat him as your money-making machine."
Fang Xu's voice rose: "Don't swear! How could I disrespect him? Do you know how miserable he was back then? Setting up a street stall in the night market! If it weren't for me, he would have lived a good life now? Oh! Now he has made money, bought a house, and has a girlfriend, so he wants to kick me away with one kick? Do you understand this is called "heartlessness"?"
Zhan Xi was not angry, and his tone was still calm: "Have he not made money for you in the past few years? Why do you only remember the help he had helped him, but always forget his efforts to you over the years? What's wrong with him? You are mutually beneficial and brothers fighting together. You should have handed the back to each other with confidence, but now he is working until his hands are hurt. You are still blaming him for being an ungrateful wolf, as if he had never helped you anything. Do you think this is true?"
"Are you..."
Before Fang Xu could refute, Zhan Xi continued to say, "I know that your concept will not change because of my phone call. Your impression of Luo Jingyu has long been deeply rooted. I think he is deaf and difficult to communicate with others, so he is not worthy of having a better development opportunity. I don't plan to make you change your vision to him, and even am willing to apologize to him. I know exactly how good he is, as long as I know, the most important thing I want to say on this phone call is..."
Zhan Xi's voice became calmer and calmer: "About the cherry blossom tree, I was at the scene and saw how satisfied and liked the tree owner was with the tree. I heard feedback from almost all the guests. They were all shocking because the tree was very realistic and it was done with great effort. Combined with the story of the tree owner, it was very romantic and touching. No guest thought that the owner was idiot to spend money on this tree, and no guest questioned Luo Jingyu, who took this business, and thought that he was crazy and would make a tree."
"This cherry blossom tree is a purely handmade work of art. Whether it is in its shape or connotation, it has incomparable meaning and can give people a kind of strength. At the banquet, I heard all positive reviews, and there was no bad review! It is because the tree is well-made that I can help Luo Jingyu receive other hot orders through the banquet. I don't believe it. As a hot flower handmade person, industry insiders across the country will give such a negative review of such an artist who treats him sincerely and a work of sincerity!"
Fang Xu: “…”
"So, I think you lied to Luo Jingyu." Zhan Xi laughed softly, "Either you didn't help him promote it at all, or you only selectively gave him a small part of extreme feedback and concealed most of the other positive opinions. As for why this is happening, it's very simple. You know he can't prove it, and he believes everything you say. In order to continue to control him and suppress him, just talk nonsense, make him feel guilty and blame himself, and still willingly be your money-making machine."
"Mr. Fang, Luo Jingyu doesn't surf the Internet very much. She doesn't understand what 'PUA' is, but I understand."
Zhan Xi never said these words to others. He started to awaken his self-awareness since college. Over the years, he has been alerting himself in his mind, "You are just mentally controlling Luo Jingyu, constantly belittle him and attacking him, discriminate against him, and make him feel that you will not be able to survive without you."
She thought of her mother, and Chi Guilan and Fang Xu's behavior was similar, but the way was different.
Zhan Xi never thought there was anything wrong with her mother before. At most, she thought she was too strict and thought she would be fine if she grew up. But when she really grew up, her mother did not restrain herself, but became even worse.
Whenever she doesn't like her mother's wishes, she will say: I'm for your own good. You were so well-behaved before, why are you so disobedient now? What about your conscience?
Zhan Xi felt guilty and blamed himself when he was a child, but now he can't do it anymore.
When Chi Guilan did not touch her bottom line, Zhan Xi was willing to endure because it was her mother.
But why did Luo Jingyu have to be patient? Fang Xu is not his at all!
Chapter completed!