I have to say that Song Jiaxi's violent medicine really made Jiang Yingchu unable to help but reflect on himself.

She sat in her seat with her knees in her seat, looking at the person who encouraged her on the screen, and asked worriedly: "What if I'm rejected."

Song Jiaxi choked and rolled her eyes: "If you refuse, refuse. I have rejected Jiang Muchen before."

Jiang Yingchu: "..." She smiled helplessly and said softly: "This is different."

"So, are you going to go up and confess your love?"

Jiang Yingchu thought for a moment, then thought for a while and said, "Think about it again, and even if you want to confess, it is impossible to talk about it now, and you will talk about it after the New Year."

Song Jiaxi: "...Okay, please think it through and tell me that I will help you."

This is like doing something bad, waving a flag and shouting.

After hanging up the video, Jiang Yingchu silently crawled back to the bed and thought about the possibility of this matter. In fact, she still had many worries, but if these worries were suggested on Song Jiaxi's assumption, she might not be able to help but want to change it.

There is a saying that Song Jiaxi said very well. Gu Xiuzhu is not his father, and she is not the kind of personality that Xu Yingru, and she should not become a person who only needs to work and not others in the future.

Jiang Yingchu's parents also met in college. The two equally excellent two attracted each other. According to what Jiang Yingchu learned, Jiang's father was also a celebrity in the school at that time. Her mother was one year younger than Jiang's father and only one class lower. Xu Yingru was good-looking and attracted everyone's attention as soon as she entered the school. She has a very gentle personality. She is gentle to everyone. At least before the divorce, Jiang Yingchu had never seen her mother get angry.

It is natural for two people who also attract each other to fall in love. They were together since college. Until later, after graduation, they naturally got married and had Jiang Yingchu.

At that time, the love between the two was passed down by everyone. After all, couples after graduation would face separation from the two places and ended up breaking up.

After graduation, the two people actually separated for a while. What Jiang Yingchu knew was that Xu Yingru went to an internship in another hospital. When he was a child, Xu Yingru often told her that when she went to the internship, Jiang's father was already working here and struggling with his career. But in order to see her, he would drive over every week. He could not buy a ticket and drive to see her by himself. Because of his busyness, sometimes he only had one day off a week, so he set off from night and arrived in the early morning. After meeting him, he hurried back.

Later, Xu Yingru felt really distressed and applied to be transferred back here, so that the two got married and had children, and everything went very smoothly.

But I don’t know when the relationship between the two changed. Xu Yingru was the busiest weekend. She was taking the title of the hospital at that time and she had to take root in the hospital. Jiang’s father was the same. At that time, for promotion, he almost never returned home at night. Jiang Yingchu was the one who was left behind. There was a time when she had not had dinner with the two for more than half a month or a month. Sometimes she was with Jiang’s father, and sometimes Xu Yingru, but they all had a quick meal and the two left.

Later, Jiang's father was free and had time to accompany Jiang Yingchu on the weekend, but Xu Yingru still didn't. The more weekend she was, the more busy she became. The intersection of time could never be crossed together, and the relationship became worse and worse, and there were even occasional quarrels.

Jiang's father would say a few words, and Xu Yingru would also answer, but at that time she was still gentle and her voice would not be loud.

But Jiang Yingchu always knew about the problem, so the two divorced before the New Year. Although she cried and was reluctant to let go, she still accepted it after crying and lived with Jiang's father. The father and daughter were together. Jiang's father could not pay attention to more of her. Until he brought Qiu Yu back a year later and told herself that she wanted to find her a mother. Jiang Yingchu also protested, but even if she protested, Jiang's father still brought the person back.

He also gave birth to a younger brother for himself.

...

——

Jiang Yingchu thought, and reached out to cover her eyes. She was unwilling to think about many past events. She always felt uncomfortable every time she thought about it, but sometimes she would involuntarily think about it.

She could understand that the two people who had no feelings were embarrassed to come together, but why did they have no feelings? Did the vows and ties of the past disappear?

It’s not that she has no belief or confidence in her relationship, but she is afraid. She feels a sense of horror in her heart. She always feels that no matter how good the relationship is, it will deteriorate in the later stage, just like food. As long as it is stored for a long time, it will definitely expire and the shelf life will not be too long.

But sometimes, she couldn't help but think, what if she didn't.

At least Song Jiaxi's parents have a good relationship, right? She and Jiang Muchen have a good relationship. She cannot hesitate because of her own family problems and dare not take this step.

In addition to worrying about the deterioration of the relationship in the later stage, she also worried that what if Gu Xiuzhu refused to agree and rejected herself like other girls, what would she do?

After thinking about it for a long time, Jiang Yingchu didn't expect the answer to come out, so he simply stopped thinking about it and took one step at a time.

She lay in a daze on the bed and fell asleep, and did not wake up until her cell phone vibrated. It was the call from Xu Yingru.

"Mother."

Xu Yingru smiled and asked in a low voice: "I'll be back later. Do you have anything to eat?"

Jiang Yingchu thought for half a minute before slowly saying, "Don't you have to go to work tonight?"

"Well, I'll take a night off and accompany you. I'll change shifts with other colleagues."

Hearing this, Jiang Yingchu became happy in an instant and said hurriedly: "Okay, then can we go out to eat hot pot?"

Their local hot pot is very delicious. In fact, Jiang Yingchu doesn’t like the hot pot in the north so much. She always feels that the taste is a little worse. In addition, she thinks that it is the most comfortable to eat hot pot with her relatives at this time and the atmosphere is lively.

"Okay, then I'll pick you up from downstairs later. You can wear it more."

"Uh-huh."

Jiang Yingchu hung up the phone excitedly, and then changed her clothes before going out with her cell phone. There was a WeChat message from Gu Xiuzhu on her phone, saying that she had to go back first because she had to take her to visit the city.

She was stunned for a moment before replying: [Okay, then see you at the beginning of school.]

Gu Xiuzhu replied quickly: [Well, don’t catch a cold in winter. See you at school. I will ask you to take me next time I have the chance.]

Jiang Yingchu: [Okay, pay attention to safety.]

Gu Xiuzhu looked at the message she sent, smiled silently before putting his phone on one side. He was really anxious to go back. Gu Xiuzhu received a call from his home two hours ago. Grandma fell and was about to enter the hospital. The situation was a bit urgent, so he asked him to go back quickly.

Gu Xiuzhu didn't think about it and quickly bought the fastest flight, and was about to register.

He raised his eyes and looked at the sky of the city. It was foggy and it looked as if it was really going to snow. It was a pity that he had no chance to see it.

Gu Xiuzhu tugged her lips and smiled, and registered on the plane without hesitation. She looked out the window for a long time before closing her eyes to rest.

——

Jiang Yingchu and Xu Yingru didn't eat much, and they ate slowly in the lively hot pot restaurant, feeling the atmosphere here.

She looked up at the mother opposite, thought for a while and said, "Mom, would I be with you for the New Year this year?"

"No." Xu Yingru hurriedly said: "During the Chinese New Year, my mother has to be on duty. I don't have time to accompany you, so you have to go home."

Jiang Yingchu held her mouth in her mouth and was not very happy: "But you are alone..." Since the divorce, Xu Yingru has been alone. Sometimes Jiang Yingchu even thought, how great it would be for her to find someone to accompany her.

But, Xu Yingru is a stubborn person, and she has no idea about this.

Xu Yingru looked at her with a smile: "What's wrong with me alone? Just come to see my mother on the first day of the New Year. Go to my grandma's house for dinner on New Year's Eve. Have you heard of it?"

Jiang Yingchu agreed in aggrievedly: "I understand."

Xu Yingru reached out to look at her gently and said softly: "For so many years, my mother has been accustomed to being alone, so don't worry too much, let alone that my mother really has to be on duty on the day of the Chinese New Year this year and she doesn't have time to have a reunion dinner with you at home."

"Then can I go to have dinner with you?" Her eyes lit up and she asked hurriedly.

Xu Yingru was stunned, looked at her expression and chuckled: "Of course, but first of all, we have to have a reunion dinner with our grandparents and the others before coming over."

"good."

The two were eating hot pot when suddenly someone outside was shouting that it was snowing. Jiang Yingchu was stunned and turned her head to look. She really saw the white snowflakes, very small, but in the dark night, she could still see clearly.

In an instant, she felt a little better.

“It’s snowing.”

Xu Yingru knew that she liked snow and hurriedly said, "It's snowing, but there's definitely nothing tonight. Get up tomorrow to see it."

"Uh-huh."

After dinner, the two went home. Before going to bed, the mother and daughter were still tired of being together. Xu Yingru lowered her eyes and looked at the person leaning against her shoulders and couldn't help asking: "Chuchu, are you in a bad mood recently?"

Jiang Yingchu was stunned, but she didn't expect that she would talk about this.

"No."

"Tell me?"

Jiang Yingchu: “…”

She thought for a while before she asked what she wanted to ask: "Mom, have you regretted it?"

"What do you regret?" Xu Yingru was stunned for a moment. After seeing her eyes, she realized that she was worried about something.

She smiled, reached out to rub her hair, and asked in a low voice: "What's wrong with your dad?"

"Um."

Xu Yingru thought a little and knew what was thinking in her mind. After thinking about it, she whispered: "Do you think your mother looks like someone who regrets it?"

Jiang Yingchu shook her head: "I don't know."

Xu Yingru smiled and looked at her helplessly: "There is no regret in life or not. I roughly know what you are thinking. Do you want to ask your mother if she regrets knowing your father and being with your father?"

"Yeah." She replied sternly.

"No." Xu Yingru looked at the ceiling, sighed softly, and decided to analyze it for his daughter: "We met in college, fell in love, to get married, and then to divorce, we all experienced it, but my mother never regretted it. Your father did not do anything to be sorry for me. On the contrary, it was my mother who ignored the family and eroded her feelings."

She patiently enlightened her: "In this life, there are many things that people may regret not doing, but if they do not succeed, you may not regret it, at least you will try your best, right?" She whispered: "Who can guarantee that the first person you like can accompany you for a long time? If possible, it must be the effort made by both of you. If not, at least you have had a very happy time."

Looking at Jiang Yingchu, Xu Yingru said softly: "You can understand what Mom says. Don't dare to fall in love because of your parents' affairs, and you dare not like people. Everyone will have to experience love affairs, it's just a matter of time." She smiled, "If you have a boy you like, Mom suggests you can try dating first. What if, right?"

"But you now..."

Xu Yingru looked at her with laughter and tears: "What's wrong with me now? I used to enjoy being with your father, but now I enjoy being alone. Besides, if I didn't have a daughter with your father, I wouldn't have such a beautiful and well-behaved daughter, so my mother never regretted it. All choices were made by herself, and she would be very happy if she had it. If you long but dare not try it, you will regret it later."

That night, Jiang Yingchu was probably brainwashed by Xu Yingru.

But in the same way, she also thought it through a lot. If she didn't do it, she would regret it. No matter what the result was, at least she would do her best.

As the two chatted, Xu Yingru suddenly asked, "That senior from last time?"

"Ah?" She looked at Xu Yingru in surprise.

Xu Yingru smiled: "I guess everyone can see your little thoughts."

Jiang Yingchu: “…”

"If you like it, go, mom supports you. Besides, my daughter is so beautiful and so outstanding, who wouldn't like it, right?"
To be continued...