Chapter 536: Can't Love, or Afraid of Falling in Love
There was a clear flash of surprise in Gu Xingchuan and Xie Ruotong's eyes.
Even if they are mentally prepared, they still cannot understand the world in An Ning's mouth.
"My world is not only equal to everyone, but also has many evolutions of natural selection, as well as advanced inventions and research on human progress. For example, my self-healing constitution, my super medical ability, and everything you see in me that is different from ordinary people." An Ning tried to express it clearly, "Of course, that world is not as beautiful as I said. The humans there are endangered, and there are creatures everywhere, and it is not easy to live. It was because of my fight with zombies that I accidentally bit my neck and became Ye Qichi."
"I became Ye Qichi. Although I was unexpected, I wanted to live well with the mentality of being peaceful since I came. And the reason why I kept helping Xiao Jinxing seize power was not because I loved him. After all, I am not Ye Qichi, I am An Ning, and the only person I like was my fiancé Fu Xingyi. I helped him just to protect himself and protect the Ye family, which was also a reward for Ye Qichi's body." An Ning tried to be concise and express his meaning clearly.
"It means you have never liked the emperor from beginning to end. You are so self-sacrificing to help him, just for yourself and your family?" Xie Ruotong was a little disbelief.
Even though An Ning expressed her feelings for the emperor many times, even if Xie Ruotong looked at An Ning and seemed to have no feelings for the emperor, she was still thinking deep in her heart that perhaps because An Ning had been hurt too much by the emperor and she had no confidence to believe that the emperor would accept the emperor, so she would force herself to have no feelings for the emperor.
Only then did I really believe it. An Ning really doesn't love the emperor.
Not only do she not love her, she also has someone she really loves deeply.
"Does the emperor know?" Xie Ruotong couldn't help asking.
"I know." An Ning said, "I told him to let Xiao Jinxing let me leave the palace."
"But does he believe it?" Xie Ruotong suddenly felt a little sorry for the emperor.
The emperor has been there for so many years, is he just being self-indulgent?!
"It seems to believe it, but not." An Ning sneered, "It's not important. For Xiao Jinxing, what he wants is only what he wants. He doesn't care who I am at all."
"This is why, you keep saying that you want to leave." Xie Ruotong concluded.
After all, if you don’t love, you won’t force yourself to live with that person for the rest of your life.
Moreover, An Ning’s so-called other world, the world where everyone is equal, finally made her understand why An Ning wants to pursue freedom so much, want to wander around the world, be free and unrestrained.
In her life, she could not accept the so-called supremacy of imperial power and could not accept the division of people!
"Yeah." An Ning nodded.
"But how can you leave? You just said that the emperor doesn't care who you are, what he cares about is that he loves you. Once he doesn't let you go, what can you go? Is the greatest thing in the world? You can't get out of his palms?" Xie Ruotong was worried.
"Xiao Jinxing and I have a half-year agreement." An Ning didn't hide it from them, "Xiao Jinxing promised me that I would let me leave the palace in half a year."
Xie Ruotong was surprised again.
Didn’t you just say that the emperor only cares about himself?!
Why did An Ning promise?!
"Do you believe him?" Gu Yukikawa suddenly spoke.
After hearing An Ning say so much, she remained silent and kept listening quietly to the conversation between her and Xie Ruotong.
At this moment, I suddenly asked An Ning deeply.
An Ning pursed her lips.
To be honest, she doesn't know.
I don't know if I should believe it or not.
She couldn't tell it.
But no matter what, she will definitely leave.
If you find the right opportunity, you will leave.
An Ning did not answer, and Gu Xingchuan did not force him to ask.
Maybe she guessed that she actually didn't have an accurate answer.
Gu Xingchuan asked again, "The person you like is Fu Xingyi?"
"Well." An Ning nodded, "So it's not Xiao Jinxing, nor you. Don't feel that you don't have the ability to protect me, and don't have any hope for me. The only person I like in my life will be Fu Xingyi. Without Fu Xingyi, I will just live for myself."
"Is that true?" Gu Yukikawa seemed to smile.
There is a hint of loneliness in the smile.
An Ning saw it very clearly, but she didn't intend to be soft-hearted.
The only thing Gu Xingchuan can tell him is that she doesn't love Xiao Jinxing, so he should not think that he is worse than Xiao Jinxing.
She just won't fall in love with anyone because she already has a lover.
At least let Koyukikawa balance.
"Yes." An Ning gave a firm answer.
"But……"
After all, Gu Xingchuan wanted to say something but stopped, he didn't say that he could live.
But.
I'm willing to live for you!
He has never loved anyone.
Once you fall in love, you will be in your life.
An Ning felt that she had already explained everything, so she patted Gu Xichuan on the shoulder, "So don't complain. I am actually not as great as you think, and I don't love you. I'm not worthy of you because I treated your own body so badly, and I don't deserve to love me so much."
"Yes." Gu Yukikawa responded.
It seemed like I had accepted everything An Ning said.
But in fact.
Do you know An Ning?!
The more you are now deliberately trying to clear our relationship, the more you show your kind heart.
You may not know it yourself.
You are actually much softer than you think.
So to him.
For many people... it is actually the same.
...
It was already afternoon when An Ning and Xie Ruotong left the ancient clinic.
For Annian.
Koo Yukikawa is still a friend.
Very important friend.
Therefore, it is rare to be able to leave the palace once, so you can spend more time with him.
After leaving the ancient clinic.
The two of them were walking on the streets of Xun'an City without taking a carriage.
Xie Ruotong said, "I feel that you have said so much to Gu Xingchuan today, and he may not be able to really let you go. Just as you showed up to the emperor, the emperor still did not let go."
"At least this, I feel better." An Ning also knew that it was not that easy to make a person really forget someone.
She still cannot forget Fu Xingyi.
Anyway, there is a little emotional touch.
Fu Xingyi will automatically appear in his mind.
"An Ning..." Xie Ruotong called her.
As if there is something to say.
"Hmm?" An Ning looked back at her.
Xie Ruotong didn't know whether she should say it.
"You said, I don't mind." An Ning smiled.
"I'm not afraid of offending you," Xie Ruotong explained.
I really treat An Ning as a friend.
I never thought about so many differences between the primary and secondary.
She was just afraid that what she said would affect An Ning's perception of her emotions?!
And she suddenly shuddered.
An idea came up in that moment.
She was wondering whether An Ning really can’t love the emperor and Gu Xingchuan like this, or is she afraid of falling in love with him?!
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Chapter completed!