? Chapter 540 The feelings are completely torn to pieces
An Ning stared at Xiao Jinxing in a daze.
For a moment, she really couldn't tell whether the person in front of her was Xiao Jinxing or Fu Xingyi.
"The last wish at the moment when Fu Xingyi died must be to let you live well, to let you forget him, and to live well." Xiao Jinxing's low magnetic voice kept lingering in An Ning's ears.
She lowered her eyes.
Tears kept falling.
forget?
How can I forget it easily?
"Go to sleep." Xiao Jinxing could only say so much.
An Ning can only give him a little patience.
He got up and left.
"Xiao Jinxing." An Ning suddenly called him.
Xiao Jinxing paused.
"I'm really tired with you," said An Ning.
It seemed as if I had put down my guard.
Xiao Jinxing rolled his Adam's apple and endured his inner emotions.
"When I opened my eyes and saw it for the first time, I was really glad that I could see the same face as Fu Xingyi. I even thought about whether to have such a little expectation and whether to treat you as him... But then I gave up. You and him are so different." An Ning recalled the past and said.
Xiao Jinxing pursed his lips.
No matter how hard he tried or compensated, he could not hide the harm he had used to hurt her.
In fact, even if he wanted to deceive himself, he felt that he was unforgivable.
"So the only thought in my heart is to stay away from you. Finally, I finally left you. I didn't have to see your face exactly the same as Fu Xingyi, but gave birth to An Luming." An Ning sarcastically, "Watching An Luming grows like you, I really have the urge to stuff him back into my stomach."
An Ning sometimes wonders whether God gave her the chance to live again, was he just to make her pay some of the price she deserved?
for example.
Always live under the shadow of Fu Xingyi.
She said, "When I finally got used to An Luming's appearance and slowly forgot a lot of emotions, you suddenly appeared."
Xiao Jinxing clenched his fists and suddenly felt that he was very bad.
"You are actually right." An Ning looked up at Xiao Jinxing and suddenly agreed to him, "When Fu Xingyi was not dead, he once told me that if one day unexpected happens, he dies in front of me, he hopes that I can forget him."
"I'm trying to forget him, too." An Ning continued, "try to bury him in my heart, try to endure it and not let myself break up for him. I always thought I was doing a good job. During the years when he died, I kept encouraging myself until I saw you who looked exactly like him again."
"But fortunately, you are a world of difference between him and you. In addition to making me have no expectations of you, I can also deeply feel that if you are not him, I will not have hallucinations, will not misunderstand, and will not expect. But now... now, I have to admit that the feeling you give me is becoming more and more similar to him, and your kindness to me makes me feel scared. I am not afraid that I will fall in love with you, I am afraid that I will never forget Fu Xingyi!"
Xiao Jinxing listened, and suddenly laughed.
Smiled in self-deprecatingly.
It turned out that she was so repulsive of herself and rejected him like this because she was afraid of seeing Fu Xingyi's shadow from him.
He always thought that as long as he was given some time, he would definitely move An Ning.
As long as you give more time, An Ning will fall in love with him.
And he was still planning to let go of the country, the throne, and accompany her to wander around the world.
Half a year.
He assisted An Luming ascend to the throne, cleared all the forces that were harmful to An Luming, and then accompanied An Ning to wherever she wanted to go and live whatever life she wanted.
He even moved himself.
He imagined that An Ning might be moved by his efforts.
He endured it and never said it, just to give An Ning a surprise.
Want to come now.
An Ning will not think it is a surprise, it is just a shock.
What An Ning refused was not the harem, but the person he refused.
The more he did, the more An Ning would reject him.
An Ning will only be further away from him!
Xiao Jinxing suddenly felt a little lucky.
fine.
Fortunately, he didn't tell An Ning about this and didn't say his thoughts in advance.
At least, in front of her, he still had a little humble face.
"Xiao Jinxing, I really want you to stay away from me." An Ning spoke again.
I don't care about Xiao Jinxing's feelings.
I don't care whether he will be sad.
She would only tell him, "You are by my side, I can't forget Fu Xingyi, nor can I fall in love with you. Such emotional torture made me really feel physical and mental exhaustion, and even in pain."
It turns out that his existence, just being, has caused her so much harm.
He had been naively grateful before that he was exactly the same as the person An Ning liked, and he had at least a greater advantage than Koo Yukikawa.
Only now know.
This is not an advantage, it is a deadly weapon.
With the same skin, An Ning can only love one person, only Fu Xingyi can only love one person.
His feelings for An Ning were sentenced to death before he even began.
"Can't you wait for half a year?" Xiao Jinxing asked her, murmured again, "No half a year has passed, and there are still four months."
"If you keep your word, what's wrong with half a year, what's wrong with one year, what's wrong with two years?" An Ning looked at him and used the calmest tone to mock him, "But Xiao Jinxing, you have promised me, but you have never done anything."
Haven't done anything?!
Xiao Jinxing's eyes were hanging down.
yes.
He is really sinister.
Even this so-called half-year appointment, he made a conspiracy.
He also planned to keep An Luming, and he and An Ning left.
He never truly loved her so-called love.
"I will definitely do this time." Xiao Jinxing promised, "I will send you out of the palace in half a year."
Never disturb you again.
It will never get in your eyes again!
"Yes, you can do it. But it doesn't mean that I can leave." An Ning said with a sarcasm, "It's not that you don't keep your promise, but that I ruined the agreement myself!"
Xiao Jinxing looked at her, as if he was a little confused.
An Ning said bluntly and asked him, "Are you able to take down the Bai family in four months?"
Xiao Jinxing's eyes tightened.
An Ning said, with sarcasm, "Now I have become a thorn in Bai Mowan's eyes under your high-profile show of love. She wishes to kill me, even if the half-year agreement comes, once Bai Mowan is still fine, I will not dare to leave at all. If I leave you, Bai Mowan will try every means to kill me. And the only safe place for me is to stay by your side."
Xiao Jinxing pursed his lips.
An Ning really wants everything.
"Xiao Jinxing, look at how smart you are. You have various ways to force me to stay by your side. I can't have any complaints, nor can I accuse you of being untrustworthy. Because without you, I will be hard to survive!"
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OK, see you tomorrow.
You... scold, scold, scold, scold.
I'm used to it anyway.
Chapter completed!