There is no more ruthlessness.

Bai Mowan smiled.

Smiling crazy and desolate.

In her previous life, she misbehaved the traitor, which led to the execution of the Bai family.

However, why did she reach this point again in this life?!

Is it distrust or jealousy?

If you don’t trust Xiao Jinxing, even if you don’t love her, you can keep your promise and protect her Bai’s family.

I am still jealous of An Ning's talent and jealous of Xiao Jinxing's feelings for An Ning!

Bai Mowan was crying and was in pain.

"Xiao Jinxing." Bai Mowan called him and said softly.

Xiao Jinxing responded.

"Will you be sad when I die?" Bai Mowan asked.

Xiao Jinxing was cold, "No."

Too.

I will be sad, how could I kill her?

"You should die if you commit crimes." Xiao Jinxing spoke coldly.

It seems to be talking to yourself.

Conversation with Bai Mowan... For some reason, it is obvious that there is no love anymore, but it is difficult to face her death honestly. Just like back then, every time he faces the life and death of An Ning and Bai Mowan, he would instinctively choose Bai Mowan.

Bai Mowan's death is also a relief for him.

From then on, I will never have to be bound by her again.

"Then have you ever loved me?" Bai Mowan asked again.

At this moment, I want to know the answer.

"Do you love my life?" Xiao Jinxing asked back.

Bai Mowan's heart was suffocated.

A trace flashed through her eyes, a confused and panic look.

"When I think about it carefully, I don't feel your love." Xiao Jinxing said coldly and calmly, "I treated me well when I was a child because of your kindness. When I grew up, I suddenly said that I didn't love Xiao Jinshen and I was pleased with me. It was because you recognized Xiao Jinshen's true face and needed me to help you eliminate Xiao Jinshen. Then Xiao Jinshen died, and you would return to my side regardless of the same, becoming the imperial concubine. You were to protect the power of your Bai family. Until now, I have begun to reduce the power of your Bai family, and you have to rebel against my regime at all costs."

Bai Mowan's face turned pale when Xiao Jinxing said it.

Looking back on this life, she was reborn in this life, not that she had loved Xiao Jinxing, but she just wanted to change the ending of the previous life. She was too afraid of repeating the same mistakes, so she was so eager for quick success and instant benefits, and putting power in love first, so she became... so selfish.

"It's even." Xiao Jinxing said indifferently, "Maybe, I haven't loved you."

Bai Mowan looked at Xiao Jinxing with tears in her eyes.

"I was so lonely in the palace back then. There was no one around me, even if the emperor and grandmother who took care of me, she had a ulterior motive. She just treated me as a tool for revenge, and even killed my mother and caused my legs to be disabled. I have never felt the so-called warmth. Your appearance made me feel that there was light in this world, a white moonlight on the dark and deserted night, so I want to protect this beam of light so that she can be happy forever and worry-free."

Bai Mowan's tears flowed even harder.

At this moment, I seemed to remember the boy sitting in a wheelchair and enjoying the moonlight under the locust tree.

The moonlight shines on his white and even somewhat sickly face. His peerless face is better than the beauty of all things on earth.

"Later you said you fell in love with Xiao Jinshen. I was really uncomfortable. I felt that the white moonlight that belonged to me was taken away by others. Then, An Ning's sudden change made me feel a little interested in her. At that moment, you said you were pleased with me. I admit that I was a little flattered and happy at that time, but also had inexplicable loss. Now I know that the loss comes from, and I need to give up An Ning."

Bai Mowan bit her lips tightly.

It turns out that even if you are reborn for a lifetime, the feelings you have not cherished and the beloved you missed will not be waiting for you on the spot.

Feelings cannot withstand the toss and struggles.

Once you live up to it, there will be someone else's ban.

"Later, for you, I abandoned An Ning many times, and almost killed her several times. Every time I let her go, I could feel the great pain in my heart, but I was always restraining and suppressing for you. I couldn't even accept it. I would really fall in love with other women besides you. I always thought that I would only love one person in my life. I hated my father's favor for the concubines in the harem. I hated my mother for the arrival of her father every time I waited for her father to come alone and lost. When I was a child, I was so desperate to study hard and practice martial arts and acted hard in front of my father to make her happy, but I just wanted my father to spend more time with her mother. I didn't know that my efforts were targeted by the emperor and grandmother, and indirectly killed my mother."

Xiao Jinxing spoke frivolously.

It seems that when I think back on all this now, it is just a matter of the past.

He has completely let go of these hatreds.

"When I was a child, I secretly swore that when I grew up, I could only fall in love with a woman. Even if I took revenge and took up the throne, I would never favor the harem. I would never let the concubines kill each other for favor." Xiao Jinxing continued, "So when I started to have a trace of love for An Ning, I kept restraining myself, and always warned myself not to be moved by her. I have always chosen you and her choices. I even thought several times that An Ning was dead, and you were the only one left by my side, and maybe I would not be so tormented."

"However, An Ning can survive again and again, and survive strongly. Let me see her tenacity, her selflessness, and her light again and again. She is like a sun, burning in my heart, the fire is getting bigger and bigger, and it cannot be extinguished at all." Xiao Jinxing looked at Bai Mowan, "Now I know that I am not half-hearted. It turns out that what I have for you is not love, but responsibility, just protection. An Ning is the unswerving love for you."

Deep love that will last until death...

Bai Mowan burst into tears, and sadness became a river.

actually.

It’s not that I haven’t been waking up long ago. Who is the person Xiao Jinxing loves?!

It is not difficult to tell whether you love someone or not.

She just didn't want to accept it or believe it.

Her self-esteem does not allow Xiao Jinxing to fall in love with anyone.

In the previous life, Xiao Jinxing could clearly die for her.

This life...

In this life, why didn’t she fulfill his new choice and his happiness, but instead wanted to repay his grudges with kindness?

She regrets.

Regret not before.

If she is reborn for a lifetime, she can maintain her original aspiration, recognize reality, and acknowledge mediocrity, and she will not fall into the current situation.

But God will not give her a third chance.

It was her who didn't cherish it!

"Bai Family, I've left it for you." Xiao Jinxing said so much, and finally told her what she cared most about.

The tears in Bai Mowan's eyes seemed to be a little flashing.

"The rebellion between you and Bai Moyi will not affect the reputation of your Bai family." Xiao Jinxing said coldly, "This is the only last thing I can do for you."

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See you in the second update.
Chapter completed!