Chapter 683 She is already in the play(1/2)
An Ning just looked at Gu Xingchuan like this.
Watching him relieved and letting go.
The Buddha said that letting go with the flow and being at ease is home.
So, Gu Xingchuan found his home and his home.
An Ning lowered her eyes.
I felt unbearable, but I suddenly felt relieved.
In the original text, Gu Yukichuan died young and had no emotional support. Now he has entered the empty door, without desire or demand, perhaps it is his best ending.
An Ning smiled, with tears in her eyes, "The road to the rivers and lakes is far away, and there will be a time to go."
Gu Xingchuan's eyes were also blurred.
He smiled and said, "There will be a long journey in the future."
This was their last farewell.
Let go of all the past.
From then on.
The road is back, the road is back, and the bridge is back, and they no longer owe each other or nostalgic.
Gu Xingchuan left with a bucket.
An Ning watched his disappearing back, slowly closed his eyes, and burst into tears.
Not sad.
Instead, he cried with joy.
Even in the past six months, she has never recalled or thought about the little things about Gu Xingchuan. It seems that she has adjusted it well, and it seems that she has forgotten the grief that Gu Xingchuan's death brought to her.
At this moment, I really felt the great joy that Gu Xichuan's life brought to her.
Indescribable.
"Young master... Miss, your face?" Guan Yu returned to her side at some point, looking at her original face, a little surprised.
Didn’t you go out to find a monk?!
So now I reveal my true face.
And what happened? The lady was crying like this, and the pear blossoms were raining.
An Ning came back to her senses.
She wiped her tears quietly.
"Miss, can we leave now? I think the abbot has no big problems." Guan Yu asked.
I used to think that the lady wanted to leave immediately.
So now I feel that everything has been handled, so I take the initiative to start urging me.
An Ning lowered her eyes.
Go?!
Suddenly... there was a hint of hesitation.
She turned her eyes and stood in the courtyard of Linghe Temple, looking towards the direction of the Changmen County Magistrate's Mansion.
At that moment, I couldn't help biting my lips.
Suddenly, Gu Yukikawa's words rang in his ears, saying that he wanted to give her real freedom and did not want her to stay by his side because of guilt, so he did not tell her that Gu Yukikawa was still alive.
An Ningxin was inexplicably uncomfortable.
If she hadn't met Koo Yukikawa, would he have misunderstood her for the rest of her life?
Although I don't feel that I hate him much.
Even if it was hatred, it was actually very clear that Xiao Jinxing really had no reason to leave Gu Xingchuan. Everything she did was just to force others and was a selfish expression.
However, even if you don’t hate, there will always be a barrier in your heart that you will never let go of forever, which will only make them go further and further.
It will only make her instinctively repel him.
"Miss?" Guan Yu didn't get An Ning's answer for a long time, and couldn't help asking.
An Ning looked up at Guan Yu.
Guan Yu naturally wondered why Miss had suddenly had so many emotions in her eyes.
"Let me calm down." An Ning spoke.
She can't make any decisions now, so she needs to calm down.
Guanyu nodded.
Although I didn't understand what happened to the lady, what I said to the monk would change her mood so much.
Guanyu leaves.
An Ning stood alone in the courtyard where the sunset had already set, watching the fallen leaves of the yellow horned trees in the courtyard flying with the wind.
Gu Xingchuan said, just follow your heart.
Xiao Jinxing didn't need her charity.
And she shouldn't force herself to live.
so.
She was really thinking at this moment, what kind of feelings did she have for Xiao Jinxing?!
Do you like it?!
But when she thought of everything she had experienced with him, she felt that the word "like" was too heavy.
I wanted to kill her again and again.
Can she really let it go completely?!
And... there is also Fu Xingyi between them.
She didn't know when Fu Xingyi was getting more and more faint in her impression. When she thought of that face, she naturally felt that it was Xiao Jinxing. But every time she felt this way, she felt very uncomfortable. Why did she forget Fu Xingyi?! The guilt made her unable to do it. In addition to Fu Xingyi, she could also love others.
Say you don't like it...
Why is her heart so uncomfortable now?
Just moved, did Xiao Jinxing silently give to her?!
If touching can really make one person fall in love with another person, then she thinks she should love Koo Yukikawa even more.
Gu Xingchuan never hurt her, for she could go against her conscience and live up to everyone in the world.
But Xiao Jinxing would not let go of his country and country for her.
But she has no love for Gu Xingchuan.
But to Xiao Jinxing...
An Ning held her fingers tightly and kept exerting force.
What Xiao Wu said suddenly appeared in his ears. He was drunk that day. Xiao Wu said that Xiao Jinxing would only step into the harem except when she was there. Once she left, he would never go again.
She suddenly remembered that after she got drunk, she was carried to the county magistrate's mansion by him.
He said it was difficult for him to share her with others.
But then I added it, that's OK.
She originally thought she was drunk and heard nothing and knew nothing.
It was suddenly vivid in my mind.
And what he said.
That sentence "is OK".
It made her heart hurt suddenly.
A dignified king of a country, with such a proud body, can he say these two words?
How painful it was to let her leave completely in such a situation of love.
She won't let her have any remembrance for him.
Let her go freely.
All the grief is left to him!
An Ning was biting her lips tightly. She was trying hard to control her, but she still couldn't control her trembling body.
Xiao Jinxing!
Why do you love me?!
To be continued...