Xu Xilin said angrily: "Dou Xun, are you crazy?"

Dou Xun's reason was almost burned with unprecedented jealousy. He stared at Xu Xilin, wanting to punch him and do something else. He felt aggrieved and irritated, thinking: "You have the final say? Why do you want to get out of here with just a hint?"

Xu Xilin saw Dou Xun's gaze clearly in the dimly lit entrance, and was startled by the huge despair and anger inside. Before he could say anything, Dou Xun pushed him away and went upstairs directly.

The plastic bags in the supermarket were spread all over the floor. Xu Xilin cursed and struggled to hold his arm behind him. He rubbed his back, which was painfully painful. Then he took a deep breath, calmed his anger for a while, and then he packed up the schoolbag that Dou Xun threw down.

He carried food in one hand and bag in the other, and ran upstairs to "solve problems". This was also what Xu Jin taught him back then - small problems should be solved in time to avoid becoming big problems, and big problems should be solved in time to avoid missing the best opportunity.

Xu Xilin went upstairs and knocked on Dou Xun's half-open door.

Dou Xun sat facing the door, with a deep gaze, staring at him with a gloomy face without saying a word.

Xu Xilin: "Then I'm in."

He went into the house and put down his things, hugged his arms in front of his chest, and did not sit down, and was still a little angry. He stood and said to Dou Xun, "Tell me, I've messed with you?"

Dou Xun was choked by him and felt even more angry because he felt that Xu Xilin was pretending to be confused and came to ask hypocritically, and he was so obscene that he deserved a beating.

He now regrets his liking to Xu Xilin very much, and feels that he has seen the essence of this person clearly and is not worthy of liking.

Unfortunately, it is difficult to collect the water, so it is too late.

When Xu Xilin saw his expression, he knew that he was angry and said the wrong thing. He began to feel that he had chosen the wrong opportunity, so he had to walk around the house twice in a silence, and then knocked Dou Xun's table with the wrong words: "Can you die if you say something?"

Dou Xun said coldly: "What do you want to hear? Listen to me who likes men, or listen to me who likes you?"

Xu Xilin received the most provocative confession in history. Unexpectedly, the window paper he tried every means to protect was torn by Dou Xun. His heart was beating wildly and he was stunned.

Before he could react, Dou Xun looked up and arrogantly instructed: "I don't like it now, get out."

Xu Xilin's natural three-inch tongue had not evolved to a complete body, and could not withstand this level of moodiness for a moment. He didn't know what to say. He was stunned for a long time, turned around and left without hesitation.

Dou Xun's hard neck was stretched until Xu Xilin left and collapsed.

His lonely world has boundless territory, and he wears a crown on his head and stands at the end, with paper guards and iron subjects on both sides. He is surrounded by his only living creature, allowing him to ascend the throne and crown himself, and draw a prison for himself.

There was a small seedling of grievance in his heart, but over the years there was nowhere to vent his catharsis. The small seedlings had already taken root and sprouted on their own, growing wildly day after day, growing into endless forests, echoing his lonely kingdom.

Dou Xun's nose suddenly became sore and he almost cried, but he was the one who was angry and drove away. Because it was too embarrassing to cry, he had to grit his teeth and endure it until he was burned to death. Xu Xilin shook at the door and came back.

Xu Xilin moved a small rattan chair from the living room, pushed it into Dou Xun's room, sat down without saying a word, and compared it with Dou Xun for a while, he changed his posture irritated again, stretched his legs, and kicked Dou Xun's calves: "Hey, what do you think about when you say human words?"

Dou Xun glared at him with red eyes.

When Xu Xilin saw him like that, he knew that he probably had never thought about it.

Dou Xun looks cool on the surface, but in fact he is not a very calm person at all. He is a secondary cancer who is "no matter how bold a person is, how much he produces the land". He doesn't consider the consequences of anything he does. He dares to say he doesn't go to the college entrance examination and doesn't go - he wants to do whatever he wants, he has to say it first.

Xu Xilin sighed, sat upright, leaned forward slightly, and placed his elbow on his knees.

Even though there was no one at home, he couldn't help but lower his voice: "Have you ever felt this way to others...?"

Dou Xun raised his hand and pointed at the door. He didn't want to discuss his false love history with him, so he still asked him to get out.

"Okay, that's not." Xu Xilin had no choice but to translate his body language to himself.

When he asked him to discuss this topic with Dou Xun, Xu Xilin was so embarrassed that he felt uncomfortable. The guy didn't cooperate at all. He gritted his teeth and sat on the small rattan chair, and he wanted to jump up and turn around every second.

Xu Xilin lowered his head and thought for a long time, racking his brains to figure out what he should say.

He thought: "If Xu Jin was here, what would she say?"

However, Xu Jin could no longer teach him.

It is impossible for men to marry men? Because the law stipulates that men can only marry women - nonsense, who doesn't know this?

Maybe it’s all your illusion. You have too few friends and your relationship distribution is a bit over the line - this is looking for a draw.

I don't accept it, give up - this... this is Dou Xun's way of speaking.

Xu Xilin will never kick the door in and speak loudly when others are sad. His principle in dealing with things is to try to seek common ground while reserving differences as much as possible, and make big things small, so that everyone can still play together in the future.

However, obviously, Dou Xun is just the opposite. He never "seeks common ground while reserving differences" with others.

Dou Xun’s principle is also very simple: either listen to me or get out.

Xu Xilin was silent for too long that Dou Xun slowly calmed down.

Dou Xun looked at Xu Xilin's face in the room without turning on the lights. After a while, his irritability in his heart miraculously reduced a little, but his grievance was still there. Dou Xun took out a cigarette box from his pocket, rudely took out one, poured everything in a pen holder on the desk on the table, and pulled it over as an ashtray.

A strange thought suddenly flowed through Dou Xun's heart, and he thought: "Did I make him embarrassed?"

"Forget it," Dou Xun waved his hand in the smoke and said to Xu Xilin lonely, "I'm sorry, I won't be able to get you in the future. I wish Xiaocheng and Dou Junliang are both good now, and you too..."

Xu Xilin's heart tightened and blurted out: "Why am I the same as them? Did I say anything? Can you not go to extremes like that!"

Dou Xun looked at him indifferently.

Xu Xilin was so worried that he glanced at Dou Xun's cigarette box and reached out: "Give me one."

Dou Xun hesitated for a moment, shook the cigarette box with one hand, and shook it out and handed it to him. Xu Xilin pinched the cigarette, gestured from beginning to end with a lighter, and finally didn't put it aside. He spoke with great vicissitudes of heart: "You have never had a normal relationship with a girl, how can you be sure that you are going to go this way? Don't you think you are too hasty?"

Dou Xun said sharply: "I need to find a girl to fall in love, and then dump her to prove that I like you?"

Xu Xilin: “…”

Dou Xun leaned on the back of the chair irritably, feeling that Xu Xilin said these illogical stupid words a few times, and maybe he could really fall in love with someone else.

Xu Xilin said tiredly: "Are you really ignorant or what? Have you ever considered realistic issues? What do your parents think..."

Dou Xun sneered.

Xu Xilin: "...Okay, no matter what they will think when grandma knows it? The teachers who have high hopes for you, your current classmates, and future colleagues, what do they think of you? You can't be a great immortal for the rest of your life and don't deal with others, right?"

Looking at the surface alone, Dou Xun is an impeccable "other people's child", which meets all the expectations of society for people of his age, and is excellent to the point of being excellent. If he does not make trouble for himself, he can restrain his rebelliousness that emerged at that time... Involving the future, Dou Junliang and the others will not really ignore him in the future.

He has no shortage of talent, talent and family background. He is destined to be smoother than others in his life and can see the distant ending at a glance.

Xu Xilin sighed: "This is not a joke, don't be willful."

Dou Xun was impatient when he heard that he had pulled a bunch of sloppy things without any words, and never pointed out the topic: "This is all a matter of later things, I'll ask you what you think now."

"..." Xu Xilin found that he could not communicate with him, and became angry, and his tone became resounding involuntarily, "What do I think now is important? Do you only look at the bottom of your nose and not the consequences? Then why don't you kill people, why don't you take drugs? Then the fuck is happy! You..."

Dou Xun jumped up unexpectedly and pressed Xu Xilin on the rattan chair from a high place, showing Xu Xilin what "quick pleasure" means - he blocked Xu Xilin's mouth.

The last time I was on KTV, it was a boring game that was forced to do something. One was thinking about how to draw a clear line with Wu Tao, and the other was not at home at all.

This time I was a forced kiss.

Dou Xun's palm stuck his neck and his thumb pressed against his chin. His hands were so strong that it made people breathless. He rushed around without any "normal diplomatic relations" and was completely aggression.

Xu Xilin was very shocked. I don’t know if it was angry or something, but an indescribable trembling rushes from the back of his spine to the top of his head. He forgot to push Dou Xun away until Dou Xun bit his lips with his tiger teeth.

Xu Xilin suddenly came to his senses and shoved Dou Xun away. The rattan chair fell down in response. Xu Xilin staggered back two steps, subconsciously stretched out his hand and wiped his mouth - indeed, there was blood.

The four words "Are you perverted?" arrived at the tip of Xu Xilin's tongue and almost spit it out. But at a critical moment, he met Dou Xun's panicked, stubborn, arrogant and panicked eyes. Xu Xilin barged the hurt words and blood flowed into his mouth. He turned his sleeves angrily.

Neither of them was in the mood to eat. They closed the doors across the living room and refused to come out. Xu Xilin regretted the more he thought about it. The snacks he bought were thrown into Dou Xun's house, which was abominable.

Doudou was spinning downstairs, and sometimes let out a few unhappy roars, trying to attract the attention of her family to take it out for a walk. After a long time of yelling, no one paid attention to it. The old dog was also tired, lying on the side with his ears drooping, and cursing in his throat.

Xu Xilin took down the photo of Xu Jin on the bookcase.

He doesn't like to present his own photos. This is a photo she took at a tourist attraction during her lifetime. At that time, she was only in her thirties, not fat, young and fashionable, and she smiled brightly at the camera.

Xu Xilin wiped the frame and remembered a very classic movie line.

"Is life always so difficult? Is it better to grow up?"

At this moment, the door rang, and Aunt Du and Grandma Xu came back.

Xu Xilin crawled out half-death and said hello: "Grandma, aunt, are you back?"

"Come on," Grandma Xu waved to him and asked again, "Where is Xiao Xun?"

Xu Xilin lowered his face and said blankly: "I'm going to be in seclusion and meditation."

"Oh, how old is it, it's still arguing early and night." Grandma knew that it was fighting again at a glance. She left Xu Xilin for a second, "Grandma will tell you a few words."

Xu Xilin walked without raising his feet and went downstairs in a hurry.

Grandma Xu: "Your dad..."

Dou Xun upstairs quietly pushed a small crack in the room, and Xu Xilin downstairs was furious: "I said I would not follow him or not, I have said it many times, and you still mention him!"

"What's the name?" Grandma raised her hand and slapped him on the forehead. "Your father has been trying to find a way to return to work in China recently. I hope he can settle down in the future and he can see you once a week."

Xu Xilin's sorrow was like a big river ginseng Beidou. He heard that Zheng Shuo was going to cause trouble. His nose was not the nose, eyes, and eyes were paralyzed on the sofa: "Does love come or not."

"And..." Grandma paused for a moment, and glanced at Aunt Du with a silence.

Aunt Du, who used to go to housework when she got home, sat aside without moving today. When she saw her grandmother looking over, she said hesitantly: "Yes...is there is such a thing? Our hometown is demolished. The family has given several buildings. My daughter-in-law has just given birth to a child..."

Xu Xilin heard what she meant in the first sentence, and he fooled her heart, and fell from the burning and falling to the coldest days.

Aunt Du lowered her head and hardly dared to look at him: "My son said that the family conditions are better now, and she wants to take me home for retirement. Her grandson is so young, she also needs to take care of her..."

Xu Xilin said softly: "Auntie, are you leaving?"

Aunt Du's lips moved slightly, and she stumbled for a while: "Why would Auntie take advantage of this critical moment? Don't worry, wait until you finish the exam."

Aunt Du has been in the Xu family for ten years and has become a part of this family. Anyone who goes out to bring gifts home will never forget her. Many times, Xu Xilin forgets that she is someone else's mother.
To be continued...