Dou Xun felt a huge trap in front of him. He could see the net of heaven and earth, but he was still attracted by the bait in the middle of the net without hesitation. He was circling around in anxiety, wanting to accept his fate and wanting to struggle.

"I'm still withdrawn." Dou Xun said, "I don't like to spend time with a bunch of unfamiliar people, and I don't like you're always in front of me... I've seen a psychologist and read a lot of books, wanting to learn to change, but the country is easy to change and its nature is hard to change."

Xu Xilin understood. Once he broke the contract, Dou Xun learned to "first the villain and then the gentleman" with him, and said the ugly words in front of him. He nodded: "Yes."

Dou Xun said again: "Sometimes I stare at you all day long, but I still don't know what you are thinking. I just... just an expired piece of tape, and I don't agree with it no matter where I stick it."

Xu Xilin put all the prepared dishes out and placed them in the restaurant: "Why are you suddenly so self-aware?"

"When you are condescending, you see the whole world is fools," Dou Xun gently touched Xu Xilin's calves. "One day I was tripped and fell a mouthful of mud. After tasting that taste, I realized that I was not as good as others."

"I tripped you up so big, why didn't you find a better person?" Xu Xilin sat on the small stool in the restaurant, sighed, bent down, leaned forward slightly, and pulled Dou Xun's hand hanging from one side. Like when he said it was difficult to separate, he pressed the still abrupt knuckles on Dou Xun's back and forth.

Xu Xilin asked: "Is it because I am not as handsome as me?"

Dou Xun's eyes were slightly red.

Dou Junliang said it very clearly back then, everything became very fast. In the past ten years, the country and banks were really bankrupt, and Xu Xilin was really poor overnight and developed again. And he would no longer say "forever" because he knew that he would break his promise and become fat.

The body of a mortal will eventually rot and the soul will be difficult to immortalize. What a person will become is something that he cannot predict, or be tempted or forced. The reed is not tough, and the rock will eventually change. If you talk about the vows, you may only have the effect of slapping the mouth in the face.

So how can the relationship that is not insurance or claims, but is often heartbroken?

Dou Xun whispered: "Well, because they are not as handsome as you."

...It's probably "I still love you" of "smiling arsenic/frost" and "moths to the flames"?

Xu Xilin had a hot meal with Dou Xun. He agreed to catch a plane the next morning, but he still spent it too late. He told Dou Xun how the gray parrot became the protagonist of the eighth ghost story in the haunted dormitory and how Song Lianyuan sold himself to become a legendary story. It seemed that he returned to the small living room of the former Xu family site. The two of them occupied one side of the sofa, tugging and snatched a bag of jerky to eat. They could only see each other on weekends. Every time they talked too much, they had to say hoarseness.

After ten o'clock in the evening, Xu Xilin couldn't leave anymore, so he had to say goodbye.

"Then I'll leave." Xu Xilin picked up his coat and said to Dou Xun.

Dou Xun's fingers subconsciously curled up, as if he wanted to grab something, and looked at him with a gaze: "When will it take to fly tomorrow?"

Xu Xilin: "Eight o'clock."

It takes forty minutes to drive from his house to the airport and have to leave at around six o'clock.

Dou Xun struggled to correct his overly strong clingy and possessive desire, and passed the words "You go, I won't send you, come, no matter how strong the wind or rain, I will pick you up" in his heart two or three times, forcing himself to be considerate, unwilling to put away reluctance, and stood up to send him out.

Xu Xilin slowly put on his clothes, and for some reason, he rubbed his shoes at the door while changing his shoes: "I can't get back for a month or two, maybe I can hide from Xia Tian. You... well... forget it, let's talk about it when I come back, I'm leaving, beg..."

Dou Xun thought he would be back in a few days, but when he heard "one or two", he was immediately stunned.

What "I won't send you away", go see the damn ghost! Don't leave!

Before Xu Xilin finished speaking the word "beat" and was rushed up and picked it up by Dou Xun without saying anything.

Dou Xun slapped back at a crack in the door he had just opened: "I'm closer to the airport, don't leave today."

Xu Xilin: "My luggage certificates are there..."

Dou Xun: "I'll go back tomorrow morning to get it for you."

Xu Xilin was startled by his face change when he suddenly tore his human skin mask and did not come back to his senses: "But..."

Dou Xun refused to let him say anything, and hugged him back with his waist.

Xu Xilin: "Shoes, shoes, shoes..."

Dou Xun was impatient and kissed him on the corner of his mouth: "I'll take you to the airport."

Xu Xilin: “…”

Dou Xun's food and knew the taste. He was not satisfied with kissing him. He slowly came up and touched his nose a few times as if he was testing something, giving him a chance to exercise without any effort.

When he leaned over, Xu Xilin's mind suddenly became blank. He grabbed a handrail. The handrail was like pulling down and following his hand strength, and Dou Xun's bedroom was closed and opened.

Xu Xilin suddenly leaned in a blank space. The two of them fell into the house together as they fell into the chair at the door. Dr. Dou Luo's Shushan collapsed there.

So many years have passed - his problem of using a chair as a bookshelves has not been cured.

Dou Xun's hips and the heavy back of the chair were in a head-on confronted each other, making a big noise.

The chair flew.

Dou Xun: "Hiss..."

Xu Xilin stepped on a bunch of "engineers of human souls", touched the wall twice with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and pressed the wall light. The dim light illuminated Dou Xun's face, which was a bit distorted in pain. The two looked at each other for a while, and Xu Xilin said: "Puff——"

Dou Xun rubbed his nose, which was so embarrassing.

Xu Xilin: "Have I caught up with you to transform?"

He raised his eyebrows slightly as he spoke. Dou Xun didn't think of anything at first. This would stand against him in a small space. He didn't have time to kill the evil intentions in the cradle. He instantly completed the process of sprouting into a towering tree, breaking the years of separation and sadness.

The heart in his chest began to pound, his throat was so dry that he couldn't speak.

Xu Xilin coughed dryly. In order to relieve the atmosphere of being about to ignite the fire, he used the books on the floor to divert his attention and picked up the first one. Xu Xilin accidentally glanced at the cover and said nothing, "Oh, I bought this book too - I'd say I could just get it from me?"

Dou Xun then remembered that there was still something wrong, and his face kept blushing to his ears.

"I'm also..." Xu Xilin glanced at the book on the ground and finally realized something under familiar faces. He looked up at Dou Xun in disbelief, and had to smile or not.

Dou Xun's eyes dodged for a while, and was so angry that he saw it that he glared back.

Xu Xilin shook a book with a sway: "We are that...what, what do you think we have a good relationship, right?"

Dr. Dou was finally teased by him and brought his hand to the bedroom door without saying a word.

What happened next seemed to be a natural thing, but also seemed to be the re-realization of the old dream.

The longing and entanglements that were far away from the ocean condensed into a cluster of leads in the chaotic night, and a fire burned over and exploded. The quiet wall lights were covered with layers of stains. Those words that dared not be on their lips and were inconvenient to be on their lips were all covered in it, which turned into mist, and turned into chaos...

A silent confession that has become a tacit.

Dou Xun felt that he should have been tired and satisfied, but he didn't fall asleep all night and woke up once every ten minutes on average.

He habitually maintained the position of occupying half of the bed. Before he could sleep and wake up, he vaguely forgot where he was. He always felt that he was just an empty set of pillows and quilts around him, so he opened his eyes in shock to confirm.

After several times, the dead couldn't sleep anymore. Dou Xun was completely energetic and lay down facing the ceiling for a while. He couldn't help but touch the quilt, grabbed Xu Xilin's hand, and hugged him again. He had to touch something to be at ease.

It was just past three o'clock in the morning, and Dou Xun got up like he had taken stimulant.

People who have not been used to living with others for a long time have a light sleep. Xu Xilin was about to wake up in a daze, frowned and turned over, but was turned back manually by Dou Xun, the psychopath.

"Where is the key?" Dou Xun leaned into his ear and whispered, "I'll get you your luggage."

Xu Xilin's blood pressure was low in the morning and his body was so uncomfortable that he couldn't open his eyes.

When Dou Xun saw him frowning, he was reluctant to say anything again. He gently touched his face and went to pick up Xu Xilin's coat that night before and touched the key in his pocket.

He walked to the door and suddenly remembered the unethical things he had done when he was young. He called Xu Xilin, who was at home during holidays early in the morning, kissed him, and ran out for a while, feeling unwilling to accept it, so he ran back and woke him up again to kiss the other side.

Dou Xun was a little ridiculous and felt that he was really annoying at that time. If he had returned to the past now, he would have to catch the confused little boy and beat him up.

Dou Xun drove Xu Xilin's car to his house. Xu Xilin's business trip was common and his suitcase was placed next to the shoe rack.

After Dou Xun opened it, he briefly checked to change clothes, charger, computer wallet and ID. Seeing that they were all installed, he knew that he had sorted it out in advance and just picked it up and left.

The gray parrot who was left at home and stayed alone in the empty room finally saw a living creature and shouted pitifully: "Congratulations, congratulations on getting rich."

As a result, it flew out and found that the person coming was not Xu Xilin at all. It thought that its feelings had been wasted deeply and ran away in depression.

Dou Xun, who had received auspicious words early in the morning, changed it to water, added food, and waved to the gray parrot that had been hiding far away: "I'll send your father away first, and then come to see you later."

The parrot is stupid - love rival! stepmother!

Dou Xun's long-cherished wish has been fulfilled for many years, and his whole temperament has softened. He is now looking at everything in the world and is not as good as it, leaving with a smile.

He threw Xu Xilin's luggage into the trunk, remembering that he had jumped off the last two steps just now, and was too light and lively. Dou Xun paused and reflected on the spot for a moment, feeling that he was too proud, not young, and seemed very meaningless.

But ordinary men are so unconnotational. Only through the body can they touch the soul. Dou Xun has been presenting facts and reasoning with himself countless times in order to cure his pretentious secondary cancer for many years. He convinced himself that he does not have the qualifications to be extraordinary, but his condition always recurs.

Until then, he admitted it convincingly, thinking: "I am really vulgar."

Then he left humming a song in a vulgar way.

Dou Xun acted as the driver and took Xu Xilin all the way to the airport.

"I'll come back as soon as possible and help me..." Xu Xilin said, and touched the key in his pocket. After a short while, he remembered that this outfit was not his own from the inside to the outside.

"Feed the bird." Dou Xun shook with his key.

Xu Xilin had a premonition that he would not be able to leave if he was stuck any longer, so he quickly pulled his suitcase and ran away.

King Dou obtained a new unfamiliar territory and couldn't wait to patrol. The gray parrot hugged on the high shelf like a slave in the country, watched Dou Xun come and go, and went out to buy a bunch of toiletries, which secretly placed in the small cabinet of spare toiletries.

He picked up Xu Xilin's bath liquid and shook it. He felt that only half a bottle was left in it. He felt that he was full of expectations. Waiting patiently for a few months, Xu Xilin would always turn back to his familiar taste.

Dou Xun admitted that he was a bit sick of old love, and knew that everything was impossible to go back to the past, but he still could not resist that desire. He did not dare to act too rashly in front of Xu Xilin, and was ready to fight a protracted war, hoping to make up for all the lost things little by little in subtle way.

At this time, the hourly worker came. Xu Xilin gave him the hourly worker's phone call before leaving. Dou Xun greeted her and went to train the gray parrot. He found that the hourly work was done very quickly. After wiping the living room, kitchen and bathroom and the small bedroom where the door was opened, he ignored everything else and said hello to him and left.

Dou Xun asked strangely: "Don't you care about other rooms?"

The hourly worker told him politely: "The other rooms are locked, so I don't need to worry about them. Didn't Mr. Xu tell you?"

Xu Xilin really didn't say anything.

Dou Xun sent her away for no reason. He wanted to call Xu Xilin and took the opportunity to say a few words to him. He was a little worried that he would contact him too frequently and disturb his serious matters. Although Dou Xun confessed his excessive possessiveness and control in front of Xu Xilin, he did not dare to put his bad habits in the other party's tolerance.

"What's in the house? Why is it locked?" Dou Xun asked the gray parrot.
To be continued...