But I had insomnia that night because this temporary bed was so uncomfortable. I quietly thought about what Stellov told me that day. In fact, if you think about it seriously, Bronsh Stellov's behavior can still be explained. She must have done that because of physical temptation. She had not had a deep affection for her husband. I used to think that she loved her husband deeply, but I was wrong. She was just a passive feeling for him. He made her not worry about food and clothing, and lived a worry-free life, and gave her a precious love. When she got used to these, she would naturally repay her with feelings. But the feelings she gave him were not unique. In other words, the other party could be someone else. A woman married a man who was plausible

, and she has not yet developed feelings for anyone else in her heart, so as long as they spend a certain amount of time together, she will develop feelings for him and think that this is love, and the public also thinks that this is love. But is this kind of feeling really love? I think it is a kind of combination: including satisfaction with a stable life, pride for family property, joy for being needed, and pride for starting a family. Women are kind and vain by nature, so they think this kind of feeling is very meaningful. However, things are not like this. This kind of feeling is pale and powerless, and cannot resist the real love storm. Yes, love is impulsive enthusiasm. Thinking of this, I have a doubt, Bronsh

Stellov initially disliked Strickland very much, maybe because he was tempted by sex by accident. However, sex is not a simple question, and many masters cannot answer this question, how can I answer it? Perhaps Stellov could only ignite the flame of her enthusiasm, but could not make her passion burn. It was because she vaguely felt that Strickland had the ability to satisfy her that she hated him very much. When Stellov proposed to bring Strickland over, she was scared to death and tried her best to dissuade him, and said that she didn't know how afraid of him. I believe she was still a sincere wife at that time. She also thought that Strickland would cause disaster and misfortune to this family,

At that time, I thought this woman was too nervous. Now, she projected her fear of herself on Strickland, so she was deeply afraid of him. Strickland not only had a rough and wild face, but also had a strong and tall physique. His eyes were deep and cold, and his mouth was reminiscent of carnality. Maybe she felt like me, and she felt that he had a special temperament hidden in him. This temperament was like the orc that had existed before the formation of the universe, which reminded of evil. If my guess was correct, then Strickland would definitely inspire a strong feeling in her heart, either love or hatred. At that time, she obviously felt a strong hatred for Strickland.

Then I began to imagine that as a nurse, she would have a special relationship with the patient day and night. After a long time, she would naturally have an extraordinary feeling. If the patient needs to eat, she would hold the patient's head with her hands and feed him carefully. Her hands could feel the heavy weight; after the patient finished her meal, she would help him wipe his thick lips, and might touch his beard accidentally. If the patient needs to wipe sweat, she would wrinkle the towel and wipe his limbs carefully. His thighs and arms had thick sweat hairs, and he also had a pair of hands that looked like artists, with long fingers. When she touched them, she didn't know what kind of waves would cause in her heart. Although he was a weak patient, she could still feel the power of a man. He was usually just a

The patient lying quietly on the bed, saying nothing, like a beast living in the forest, with the passion of hunting, but needs a good rest. When he was dreaming of a frown at night, she might be curious about him. What did he dream about? Did he dream of a beautiful forest goddess running in the forest, and the forest god Seitel was chasing her tightly behind her? She ran quickly, trying to get rid of his pursuit, but the distance between the two of them was gradually shortening. Not long after, she could even feel the heavy breathing sound of him spraying on her neck. She never said a word and continued to run forward desperately, but in the end he was still caught. When she was trembling, was the feelings that spread in her heart a fear or ecstasy?

Bronsh Streov was held tightly by a passionate desire. She still hated Strickland, but compared to the desire to get him, this hatred was nothing. She suddenly felt how meaningless the life she had lived before! She was no longer the woman with a complicated personality. She became Mainard, as if possessed by the god of desire.

However, all of the above are just my unilateral subjective speculations; maybe she is just simply tired of her husband, after all, they have been married for a while. Maybe she is just curious about Strickland. Or she does not have any extraordinary feelings for him, she is just lonely, so she fantasizes that she and Strickland have feelings for each other. She is not a person who reveals her feelings, how can I guess her inner thoughts and emotional world?

Humans are unimaginable animals, so it is difficult for us to know what others really think. Despite this, we can still give some reasonable explanations of Branche Stellov's actions. However, on the other hand, Strickland is a difficult mystery to me. After this incident, I realized that I did not understand him at all. His performance this time overturned my previous understanding of him. I thought about it for most of the day, but still could not explain his behavior. A friend reached out to help him in times of crisis and enthusiastically helped him, but he failed his friend's trust and did not feel guilty at all.

It is because of his temporary interest that brings endless pain to others. This is his character. I know this very well. He is an ungrateful and heartless person. Most people have feelings, such as sympathy, gratitude, etc. He has nothing. If you blame him for not giving up these most basic emotions and expect him to listen, you are very wrong because he is indifferent at all, as if he is born like this. Just imagine, wouldn’t it be ridiculous if you tell a tiger that it shouldn’t be cruel and ferocious? What I want to figure out is why he suddenly had an idea about Bronsh Stellov.

I can never believe that Strickland will have love for Branche Stellov. Because in my opinion, he will not really fall in love with someone. Love is a gentle emotion, but Strickland does not know how to treat others tenderly. In fact, he does not know how to be gentle to himself. Love contains a passion, which requires consideration and care for others, and needs to make others happy. Even if there is selfishness in love, it must be disguised with selflessness. There is still shyness and shyness in love, which makes people become different from themselves. At least I have not discovered that love is an energy-consuming thing, because it requires one party to revolve around the other. Even the most rational person will not admit that love will end. Love is like an illusory dream, which makes people willing to indulge in it. Love expands a person's living space and shrinks at the same time; it makes one person's heart hold another person after another.

, he can no longer tolerate others. In order to get close to someone, he becomes no longer like himself. Of course, there are many sorrows and sighs in love, but I think that among all the people I know, Strickland is the one who will not be sad for others the least. If a love encounters a fever cold, then I think he will never have this disease, and be fascinated by someone, blush and beating heartbroken. For him, nothing is more important than satisfying his own spiritual world. If something will prevent him from expressing his creative desire in his heart, he will definitely eradicate it without thinking. The above is my general impression of Strickland. If my impressions do not deviate much from the actual situation, then readers will definitely agree with my final conclusion: Strickland is a complex person, with two opposite properties of greatness and insignificance, and he will never fall in love with others.

But love itself varies from person to person. Different people have different understandings of the concept of love. Strickland is no exception, so he may have his own unique way of falling in love. In short, it is really difficult for me to analyze his views on emotions.
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