[If you can't find a reason to persist, just find a reason to start over.]

He doesn't know how much he can tolerate a simple sentence, nor does he evaluate it.

Turning to the first page, [February 10, 1939, sunny, in the morning, Jia Jia said she wanted to buy a new laptop, but as my father, I refused because the laptop can continue to be used...]

When Chu Wenhao read, he did not forget to ask Yang Feng, "Mr. Zhang has the habit of writing a diary?"

"Yes, I started writing when I married him. Jia Jia is twelve years old. He has been persisting for fifteen years. It is a habit that he will only rest every night after writing. He sent more than a dozen copies back to his hometown and said that he would leave them for his grandson to read after his death." Yang Feng sobbed and said, "It's a pity that I'm not good at my stomach and didn't leave him any blood."

Chu Wenhao looked around and comforted casually: "Daughter is also blood, so he doesn't have to have a son."

A brief glance at the front went straight to March 10, 1939. [I am very happy to meet her today, and the wonderful moment in my heart appeared in my mind. She was my fantasy when I was young. Although she was older than me, she still couldn't let go. She happily drank half a pound of white wine...]

"Where is Mr. Zhang's hometown?"

Yang Feng comforted the child and replied casually: "Hometown Jinling, I am a fellow villager with Mr. Chu."

On March 12th, [She actually asked me to meet me on his own initiative. She fell in love with a lot of wealth. She should have been married and had children, but it was still a peach blossom that had never bloomed in my heart. We talked a lot, and she could talk more than I imagined. It can be seen that she has been well influenced...]

On March 13th, [This is her meeting me again. Through chatting, she understood her identity and took the initiative to approach my purpose. Actually, I don’t hate it. The terminally ill party and country really need a force to redirect and regain their brilliance...]

On March 14th, [I specifically learned about some of the deeds of this party today. I found that the overall situation is very good, much better than I thought. It is simple, kind, full of vitality. I can't be dedicated to the masses, but I have not done anything that hurts the masses. I have a natural sense of intimacy in my heart. For some reason, maybe it is because of her existence...]

"Did Mr. Zhang leave Xingcheng last month?"

"No, Yuezhong said he wanted to go back to his hometown to see me. I had my luggage ready but was dragged down by the matter. If I could go back, maybe..." As he said that, he started to cry again.

On March 15th, [She made the words clear and asked me if I had any intention of joining. In the future, I would serve the people with her and fight the Japanese. To be honest, I was very confused. Although the party and the country were terminally ill, it was still the backbone of the nation. I should not leave at this time. However, seeing her expectant eyes, I did not have the courage to refuse, so I nodded and agreed.]

On March 16th, [I swore under the bright party flag. I finally became a Communist soldier like her. Although I was not prepared enough, I had the confidence to face the suffering in the future, strictly demand myself, and be a qualified Communist soldier. She was very happy. For this reason, we drank and celebrated. Just tonight she fulfilled my dream. I know that I am sorry to my wife and Jiajia, but I still can't control my feelings...]

On March 20, [We haven't met for four days, and I can't wait to see her when I received her call. However, from today on, I wish I had never seen her, so she was still so beautiful in my heart. It changed, everything changed. She actually asked me to arrange more than a dozen people to work in various national government departments in Hunan. She said that they were all her own comrades. I was very repulsive, but I still agreed...]

On March 22, [The phone rang again. When I heard her voice, I was a little resistant, but I still saw her. If nothing unexpected happened, I asked me to arrange fifteen people this time, but I refused. Because I secretly investigated the information of the personnel last time, some of which were fake, which shows that these people are not all Communists, and I can't find out what their identities are. The reason for rejection is that there is no seat recently, so I will talk about it later. However, she asked me to find a way to clean up

I still refused to leave the seat. What I didn't expect was that she actually threatened that if she didn't do what she said, my family would be destroyed and my wife and children would be separated. I was shocked and snatched the door, but I saw that my wife and daughter were surrounded by a group of hooligans not far away. I paniced to step forward to rescue them, but she grabbed them. I told me in a cold tone that if I didn't obey, I would let the hooligans ruin my wife and daughter and sell them to the brothel. I was trembling and silent...]

Chu Wenhao felt a little heavy when he saw this. It was really not easy for Zhang Mingkai. A self-disciplined man and a man who had been obsessed with since childhood, but finally got to this point.

He glanced at Yang Feng and Jia Jia. He probably didn't want the two of them to see this diary, so he locked it in the bank.

On March 25, [I have done it according to her requirements, and a total of 30 people were arranged to important positions in various regions below. I tried to call the police and ask for help, but I always saw a few men in black watching my daughter next to the school. I knew it was her arrangement. I compromised and returned home and angrily tear off the fantasy and the disguised flag. I knew she was not! She was fake! But I couldn't guess her identity because it was unreasonable...]

On March 26th, [She asked me to meet, and I dare not disobey her because I was worried about my daughter and wife. I tried many methods to let my daughter leave school, and even arranged for them to leave, but they all failed. She seemed to be in control of the entire star city, and could receive her warning everywhere, and I was scared. But in order not to continue to passively, I planned to find out her true identity. This time I met her, she asked me to introduce someone, Secretary-General Liu, and I made a try and asked her true identity. She smiled, and was particularly happy. She said that she was the Great Japanese Imperial Army: Youchuan Ximei. My heart fell to the bottom, which was the worst result. I even wanted to report her, but she seemed to be full of confidence and didn't care. She said many threats. It was entangled and could not explain at all. I was silent...]

April 1st, [When I saw her again but was wearing a veil, I didn't understand why she did this, but I saw another man. I asked me to listen to his arrangements in the future, but I had no reason to refuse. The man asked me to arrange a woman to enter the office as a secretary, and a man as a police chief. He even arranged the methods and procedures for me, just call me to remind me. My attitude changed, and I wanted to earn a hope of living for my wife and daughter. I asked her how she lurked into the Communist Party, and she said she was originally Chinese and didn't need to lurk with the flow. I was asking her but didn't say anything, and warned me to reveal that she would let her family be buried with her...]

April 9th, [I saw the man alone and didn't see her. The man was very cold and asked me to take photos, write confessions, etc. to leave evidence that threatened me. He had photos of my daughter attending class in school, and even nude photos of my wife. I don't know how he took it, I was very scared... I could only follow his instructions. I saw her again in the evening, and she told me that I was about to leave, but I just passed by Xingcheng and had nothing to do to have fun...]

On April 10th, [I received a call from a man and asked me to send a letter to the chief of the Central Committee. Afterwards, I learned that a senior Communist Party leader was arrested. I knew that this was her arrangement. I left the crazy before and wanted to destroy the Communist Party in Xingcheng, but I used the help of the Kuomintang to do it. I deliberately remembered the man's appearance and body shape, and asked where to find him. The man was very cautious and told me that I only needed to wait for the order and didn't need to know too much. I secretly went to the telephone bureau to check the location of the call, and it was a shop in Xiangjiang residential area in District 2...]

On April 12, [I suddenly received a call from him, asking me to cooperate with the arrest of Communist Party members, and arranged for the newspaper to report that the incident was operated by the Military Affairs Bureau spy Chu Wenhao. I knew it was fake. The Japanese spy wanted to wrongly accuse Chu Wenhao. I suddenly saw a glimmer of hope. Since the Japanese spy tried every means to wish him, maybe it was because there was no way to deal with him. I knew that there was only one chance to escape from the devil's claws. I did it and confirmed the call again. Although I changed the store, I was still in the Xiangjiang residential area. I knew that he lived in it, but I didn't dare to explore it. The only way was to remember everything and find a way to contact Chu Wenhao and let him get rid of the Japanese spies. For this afternoon, I specially found someone to learn about Chu Wenhao's situation. I discovered something that surprised me.

He has arrested many Japanese spies in the mountain city, killed the Communist Party, and was not even very popular with the party and state officials. He is still a lieutenant and left the mountain city in a mess. But he miraculously lived well in the occupied areas, and even the Japanese were very polite to him. He became a hero of the party and state and a traitor. I had read newspapers, and I scoffed at it at that time and was disdainful. However, not long after, he was not a traitor. The newspaper said it was a conspiracy of the Japanese. I was happy in my heart. Those who deserved the conspiracy of the Japanese should be the real warrior. I think he did it. Combined with the long-term deliberate targeting of the Japanese, I think he was a real warrior. Only he could save me from the sea of ​​suffering. I was eager to see him and tell me my grievances and helplessness. But I knew that there were many invisible eyes around him staring at him and staring at me.

I can only leave evidence and clues to hope to resurrect one day. This is my last diary, because tomorrow I will put it in the safe as a weapon and bargaining chip for redemption.]

Chu Wenhao was very excited to see this. Someone actually regarded him as a soldier, which shows that his efforts were valuable. He was very happy and turned over a page of paper.

There are two faces that are not very clear on it. He has never seen the man before. He has a square face and big eyes and a mole on the corner of his mouth.

But the woman gave him a very familiar feeling, very familiar, but she couldn't find a shadow that fits her for a while.

With a melon-shaped face, long hair, and a bit sharp temperament, he should be a irritable woman. She looks about forty years old and can't see clearly, so she shouldn't be ugly.

It is strange to specifically mark a tattoo of chrysanthemum on your belly.

Who is it?

Chu Wenhao frowned and meditated while smoking a cigarette, thinking about all the women he had come into contact with, but although there were a few who looked like them, he was not sure.

Shake your head and continue reading the diary to hope to find her information.

[Chu Wenhao, if you can see this diary, I am dead, my life is pretty clean, I have worked hard for so many years in the Party and the country, and I dare not say how much contribution it has made, but I am worthy of my conscience. I pray that you will help my children, help my wife escape from the claws, so that they can live happily. You and I have never met you, but I know that you and I are fellow villagers, and you are a loyal soldier, so I regard me as a humble fellow villager to satisfy my

A wish to save my wife and daughter. The only thing I can do is provide you with a list, hoping that you will kill all these lurking Japanese spies, get rid of that woman, and don’t continue to endanger the anti-Japanese forces. I hope that all lurking Japanese spies can help me, the people of Hunan, and I am ashamed of the party and the country, my wife and daughter, and even more ashamed of the people of Hunan. I think even if I escape from the claws, I will not forgive myself and will use my life to repay the sins I have committed...]

Chu Wenhao lit a cigarette, feeling heavy, but silently agreed to his request. This is a respectable National Party official, and he had no reason to refuse his father and husband.

Turning on the last page, although the dense handwriting is only half a page of paper.

When Chu Wenhao saw the name above, his eyes almost popped out, and he couldn't believe it was her!

How is it possible...!

How is it possible...!

He really couldn't believe it, and he wouldn't even think of it even if he was beaten to death. He looked a little dazed and began to think randomly.

I sucked two cigarettes in a row to calm myself down. I can’t believe this diary, but it is also an important correction.

Asked Yang Feng, who was suspicious of looking at her: "Where is Mr. Zhang from Jinling?"

Yang Feng replied: "Jinling Yuhuatai, it seems like you are a fellow villager? I heard Mingkai say that your village is not far away."

It's over!
Chapter completed!