"No one in the family is willing to do things, I will do everything! I will serve you all, cook, manage the whole family, and take care of A Jing. I will do everything, I will do it all, I will not be free for a day, I will not be free for a day, I will not even have time to get sick, I cannot live without me..."

Chen Shengdi suddenly cried and shouted hysterically, and her words were very messy, and she was accusing something.

These words seem to be old sayings, and some of the words that Lin Qianfei said casually are serious, which shows that Chen Shengdi complained every day, and I have said them many times.

Perhaps this is part of the real situation of this poor family. All the housework is pressing on Chen Shengdi, which has long been suppressing her nerves.

At the same time, Lin Guowei's face became darker, and in the blink of an eye, he seemed to have become much older. He sat dejectedly on the chair, very confused and confused.

Seeing the changes between the couple, Gu Jun, Wang Ke, Cao Yicong and others knew in their hearts that it was them, which was directly related to Lin Jing's disappearance.

Gu Jun's heart suddenly became tight. A bad idea was gradually proved true, and a tragic incident gradually surfaced. He was even unwilling to think about the truth. Some dark imagination pictures were surging in his heart, making him unable to tell whether it was an imagination or an illusion...

Take it to the deep mountains and forests to abandon it... push it off the cliff... bury it into the pit dug with a hoe...

He took a deep breath and said, "Aunt Chen, please calm down and explain everything about that year to us."

"If you explain it clearly, we will deal with it carefully." Wang Ke added a voice and added more pressure on the two of them. The national face has the majesty of long-term interrogation and maintenance. "If you don't explain it clearly, Lin Qianfei and Lin Longxuan may need to cooperate with our investigation for a period of time, which will definitely affect your studies."

"We really don't know why A Jing disappeared!" Lin Guowei said anxiously, both nervous and scared, and a little angry. "It has nothing to do with Feifei, Long Xuan. They don't know anything. If you want to catch us, you can catch us, and if you want to shoot us!"

The middle-aged man shouted loudly, resentful, and slapped the coffee table with nowhere to vent his voice, and the bang bang sounded loudly in the old and messy living room.

If it were another villager, he might be shocked by Lin Guowei, but Gu Jun and the others remained unmoved and didn't say much, just watched.

Chen Shengdi gradually didn't know whether to calm down or lower her mouth, but she murmured without saying anything that could be heard clearly. Her red tears flashed with complex expressions, as if she was looking at the old three-good student certificates on the opposite wall.

"It's me..." She suddenly trembled, "It's my mouth, it's me... I shouldn't have said that to him... it's me..."

Gu Jun frowned slightly and looked at Wang Ke. Things seemed to be different from what they expected.

While Lin Guowei became stiff and silent again, Chen Shengdi told some unknown situations back then.

Three days before Lin Jing disappeared, Chen Shengdi scolded the son. The reason was that Lin Jing played basketball with her feet on the basketball court in front of the village. She had a dispute with her and was pushed and almost started fighting. Then a parent came to complain.

Lin Jing said that he was just standing there and wanted to help kick the ball that fell back. If he had a hand, he would catch it with his hand and throw it back.

But the other party's children insisted that he was making trouble. His feet were dirty and he was a monster...

Chen Shengdi did not stand on her son's side, and scolded Lin Jing in front of the parent. When the parent left, she was still very angry and continued to scold Lin Jing: "You stayed on the basketball court all day to watch? You can't play anymore. If you quarrel with others and cause trouble, you will cause trouble. It's annoying enough to serve you, and you will also cause trouble!"

In fact, in the past, Chen Shengdi often complained and scolded her eldest son like this. She didn't understand, and she felt very distressed. She thought it was like this... it was okay.

"A Jing is also my son, and I raised him. It's not his fault if he has no hands. I know how difficult he is. How can I really blame him..."

At this time, Chen Shengdi, who recalled, choked up and said, but on that day, she cursed a few cruel words. She had never scolded her before. After scolding herself, she actually regretted it. She was just stubborn and unwilling to admit her mistakes. She has long regretted it now.

"I said... I should have been thrown away by someone's advice when you were just born, and you won't be so burdened with your whole life like you are now..."

Listening to this, Gu Jun's heart kept sinking, his breathing gradually heavier, as if he could feel the pain at that moment of Lin Jing.

But he knew that he might never really understand that mood, even though his original family was not very good.

Chen Shengdi continued to talk. On the evening of the day three days later, she returned home on a tricycle carrying two children and a few bananas. A Jing was gone. She said she did not lie on this part, and Lin Guowei did not lie. That afternoon, he was indeed in another place, and came back to join in looking for A Jing.

After searching for a few days, they didn't look for it... they didn't insist on finding it anymore.

But they were very sure that A Jing ran away from home and should have been alive for some time later.

It may be rumored that the handless beggar child who was seen in the streets of Dongzhou City in the neighboring village was him...

For this reason, the couple had visited the city of Dongzhou, visited the rumored street, and looked at the beggars on the street from afar.

But they didn't see their son, nor did they go up and ask in detail, maybe their son is not there, or maybe they didn't meet. After that, they never looked for Lin Jing again, just pretending that this son is no longer alive, and that there is no such person...

They were relieved, and the family became less difficult, and Qianfei and Long Xuan had a better life.

But over the years, the couple has never really let go of this missing handless eldest son in their hearts...

After hearing this set of rhetoric, Gu Jun, Wang Ke and others did not make any judgment for the time being. Seeing Lin Guowei smoking cheap cigarettes in a barely manner, Chen Shengdi got up and walked to the master room connected to the living room, Gu Jun and Cao Yicong followed and looked at it. Chen Shengdi took out something from an old wedding suitcase on the wardrobe next to the bed.

"This piece of paper was left by A Jing... When I got home that day, the paper was placed on the coffee table..."

Chen Shengdi looked confused, and was holding a small piece of wrinkled white paper in her hand.

Gu Jun took the old piece of paper and saw a line of words written in a blue ballpoint pen on the paper. The handwriting was written crookedly and difficult, but he tried his best to control the strokes.

That was the word written by Lin Jing, but I don’t know how it was written.

[I'm leaving, don't have to look for me. I'll commit suicide when I've lived enough]
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