After finishing the book, I would like to say thank you first! The book is serialized for one year and four months, thank you for your support during the period.

When I finished writing the final chapter, Wali breathed a sigh of relief, and the shadow accumulated from creating this story that was constantly losing san value but growing can be put down.

During the serialization period, I have never talked about creation. I like to be a hidden author when I write a book. I don’t want to appear too much or talk too much, which will affect everyone’s reading experience. Of course, I know that this kind of style is inconsistent, so I still have to say more in the future, so I will start from now on.

Writing this book originated from interest in Cthulhu, the new monster tan theme types and the activeness of related markets, as well as technical support from medicine, I chose to combine them to write a story and a group of characters. This book relies on this perspective to bring novelty and is also the beginning of winning everyone's support.

What about after the beginning? What kind of story should I write in general? How to write it?

On the one hand, I pursue a compact story rhythm, and I want to shape the feeling of Sisyphus, again and again, round after round, faster and more difficult, a world gradually goes to the abyss, like a normal person entering madness, and like a person suffering from a long-term illness, constantly fighting against the disease. A group of mortals rely on beliefs, hope and the courage and stupidity that mortals can have, fight with all their strength. In the process, there are also thinking, doubts, persistence, reshaping, and sublimation.

On the other hand, I think such stories cannot accommodate mediocrity. Whether it is a single plot, a plot frame, a scene, an atmosphere, a line, a narration sentence... I don't want mediocrity, and try my best to write something unusual. I have always felt that illness is a serious matter, and doctors treat diseases and save people is also a serious matter. Whether it is a serious illness or a plague, this story is destined to be bloody, shocking, and even often it is terrible; and people are suddenly pulled out of ordinary life and thrown into such situations, because disasters are impermanent and bad luck is sudden, and at these times, human nature is particularly tested, ordinary and mediocrity are no longer, maybe falling into darkness, or shining.

These stories will bring horror, fear, pain... but is that all? This is not the reading feeling I just want, it is superficial, and the story ultimately needs to cause a deeper impact, which is to say in the broadest sense of catharsis, and then purify. Drama is a very important channel for human beings, so when we read novels, movies, etc., we need stories, and death is often the most powerful drama catharsis. If this story is not mediocre, it must be without death.

So I don’t shy away from writing about death. I create death and explore the meaning and impact of death. Those major moments of death are written very happily.

I like those strong emotional shocks, as well as the suspense and unknown fear of Cthulhu style, the taste of classical Gothic and modern strange Tan style, the inner beauty and sublime of the story and scene, and it is best to have the power of primitive images, which are all pursued by wow power. These cannot be taken out alone, and are a comprehensive reading experience. In those climax moments, wow power cannot be allowed to be done by yourself. You must use what you can express in words to freeze a certain picture you imagine as the greatest catharsis moment.

In addition, in different chapters, I have done some emphasis and exploration with different background styles, modern cities, fantasy dreams, wastelands, Egyptology, etc.

Now that I have finished writing, I am still satisfied with it when I review it myself. I think these pursuits have been achieved.

However, at the end of the writing, Wali was really trapped for a while.

I think a lot of people. Since I created this story, Wali has always had to face his dark side and death instinct. The story gradually expanded from Gu Jun's self-rescue, dual self, and personal situations like his life experience to the whole world. The grand themes of human civilization, the world in the book is becoming more and more difficult, and the discussion of human nature is becoming more and more complicated. Wali has a feeling that he is constantly corroded by the dark side. The characters in the book are struggling, but I am actually struggling.

It can be said that before the Life Will Alliance came on, I wrote about the disease of the banyan, the new Legion disease, and the negative choice of life... From the story to the scene design, I was very clear about the emotions I wanted to express, and how to create a catharsis. I wrote passionately and wrote many scenes and sentences that satisfy myself. But by the end of this outline, the wow power was unknowingly blocked by a struggle between light and darkness, and some questions kept pestering me: Can the humans in the world in the book really resist? Can this civilization really lead to a better future? Will it really not be corrupted by extraordinary power? How powerful can the flash of human nature have?

My light and dark sides are constantly fighting, and my optimism and pessimism are constantly fighting. Whenever I want to cast my light, a sneer seems to sound. I absolutely believe in the beauty of human nature, but I also absolutely believe in the ugliness of human nature. This complex thing makes me doubt my own words.

I don’t know where I suddenly seemed to not write anything, and I felt uncomfortable, as if I had suffered from some abnormal symptoms. I think I had accumulated a lot of the questions raised in the book, especially the question of negative choice of life, and I went to the Life Will Alliance to expose and trample on it nakedly. An emotion suddenly broke out in my heart. It was obviously my own plan, but it was unexpected.

After writing this, my creation is free, but I am unstable and full of contradictions. When facing my own words, I often feel a sense of nothingness.

The content written in the outline is not difficult to write. After writing it, it is just not satisfied with it. I cannot write passionate and powerful words. I don’t like such words. Wali has always pursued writing books with his soul. This book can have all kinds of shortcomings, but it must have the power to touch people’s hearts at certain moments - usually at climax. But I am trapped, let alone the world in the book, and I will almost be defeated.

Because of this, the final stage of updates are intermittent and unstable. Wali apologizes to everyone again for this. I should have done better.

It was not until I finished writing the draft of the chapter "Incarnation Nightmare" that I suddenly felt relieved.

If you are facing a nightmare that never ends, throw yourself into it and become part of it, thus making it different.

I finally vented that emotion, but did I reach a reconciliation with myself? Maybe, I know I have a good wish, but I still can't figure out some questions. What is the last cough on the bus in the book world? It's just a common cough? The beginning of another epidemic? Or the arrival of cough-hemogia? Can Dr. Carlop in this world treat it? Will human civilization go better or worse? I think, leave these questions to everyone, are you willing to believe in where the world in the book will lead, where you are willing to push it, and then maybe it will lead.

This book has both good aspects and shortcomings.

Because the rhythm is too compact, there is less room to shape characters and not much space to operate details, which makes Wali quite regretful.

I personally think that the most full character in the book is Gu Jun. He has a complete growth chain. We are very clear about his ideas, his thoughts, etc.; but my favorite is Wu Shiyu. If it weren't for Wu Shiyu, this story would be even more difficult. Wu Shiyu is a person full of spiritual energy, interesting words, and life. She has many human beauty, and of course she has the ugly of laziness and greed. I wish her a happy life, keep her spiritual energy, and not be erased by the dust of life.

In addition, because the tone tends to be darker and the plot becomes more serious, the emotional output in the article is gradually becoming more single, and the san value is less and less. This is contrary to the mainstream values ​​of online literature, especially in death, many people die, do not play with memes, or play with myocardial infarction; such intense emotional catharsis occurs one after another in a story, which is a great consumption for the author and readers. I know that some readers said they are tired as they look at it, so they keep it for a while, and then there is nothing.

All of these have led to a decrease in the later grades of this book compared to the previous stage. However, from another perspective, that is why this book is unique.

The content and writing of this book are often on the edge of the scale, and the title is changed again and again, from "Anatomy of the Ghoul" to "Pelvic Doctor" to "Doctor Dawn" (I really didn't copy "Pelvic Doctor"). It is precisely because of the various difficulties and imperfections in and outside the book that this book can achieve the current achievements and everyone's love, which is particularly precious to me.

Win the gold medal in the essay contest on the suspense channel;

Selected as the Twelve Heavenly Kings of China Literature Group in 2019;

The book was translated into English and was on Qidian International Station;

Selling the copyright of comic revision - Well, the comic revision has been decided, and it is still in the preliminary preparation stage of production. If it goes well, it will come out. Looking forward!

This book is a new peak in Wali's creative career. If you haven't read this book yet, you will read the final comments of this book, or have been raising it for a long time to see what Wali said. Believe me, this pit is worth entering and will bring you a different reading experience. Just because of my fresh writing style and sunny temperament.

Next, Walli will take a break to regulate her body and emotions, and then prepare for the next book - summarize it well, read some books, recharge, improve yourself, and then set out again. This process is about half a year, and I will work hard and write the next good book.

There are many new book ideas that have been in my mind and folders, but I haven't decided which one to write yet. It should be a subject matter, tone, style, and atmosphere related to mysticism, which are probably different from this book, and I may not write about modern backgrounds, because some emotions have been vented, but I still have no answers to some questions. Maybe I will explore it again in the future, but it should not happen in the next book. I will embark on another journey, hoping to reunite with everyone and embark on the journey together.

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In addition, today is Wali’s birthday. Everyone wishes me good health.

Finally, I wish that the world is peaceful, the epidemic will end soon, and that everyone will be happy and fulfilled.
Chapter completed!