Chapter 47 Chapter 47(1/2)
Cheng Fang found the carbon and burned the fire in the brazier.
"I'll finish cooking." He left a sentence and went to the kitchen alone.
There are not many leftovers at home and I can’t cook too much, so I simply fry two dishes and have a lot of stuff.
During the meal, the whole process was quiet and no one spoke.
The food didn't move much.
Such a depressing atmosphere almost makes people breathless, and Ming Xing is still cold. Although her fingers warm up a little, she still can't even hold the chopsticks.
She ate two casual bites, and the food tasted like wax in her mouth.
After dinner, grandma was thinking about greeting Mingxing, but it was obvious that she was not in good spirits.
Ming Xing couldn't bear it and persuaded her warmly, and finally persuaded her grandma to go back to her room to rest.
"I'll help you clean up the room, and you can go and rest." Cheng Fang said lightly while tidying up the table: "It snows today and the night will stop tomorrow. When the snow stops, you can go back."
It's not good to stay here.
He didn't ask anything else and asked her to go back directly. Ming Xing heard it at that time and almost burst into tears.
She tried hard to keep her eyes open.
Ming Xing is hard to say about his family? But she still has to explain some things.
"Did my mom tell you?"
Ming Xing pursed the corners of her lips, and said in a small voice, a little sad: "She is talking nonsense, don't listen to her."
Cheng Fang leaned his body sideways, and his eyes were sunk and heavy in the place where she couldn't see it. He bit his teeth tightly. He opened his mouth several times, but he didn't say anything.
"She was right." Cheng Fang finally spoke, his tone was soft, but he couldn't help but feel sad.
"There is a father of a murderer who will affect three generations. Not only is he famous, but he can't even pass many job reviews."
When he received the call that day, Cheng Fang was dealing with his father's business.
There are people coming and going to do various surveys and obtaining information from each family. He is afraid that his grandmother will be in a worse mood, so he will take over the whole thing.
The head was buzzing with so many things. When he heard her mother say those words, he couldn't even transform her meaning.
When I heard this, I felt that she was right.
Every sentence is right, he refutes it.
He has been discriminated against over the years and is puzzled by Ming Xing in the future and will face it together.
During the past few days when that person went there, the strangeness and escape he suffered were more and more unbearable.
He had thought it was nothing before.
Especially after Ming Xing, all he thought about was the future.
But after so many things are suppressed, they can really completely destroy people's hearts. There is no way to think about anything else, they are just being instilled with those ideas in mechanical ways.
He embarrassed others and made Ming Xing feel embarrassed.
Cheng lowered his head and did not dare to look at her.
Ming Xing came here now, must have been hiding it from her parents, or had a conflict with them.
Cheng Fang can be shameless in front of anyone at any time, but only here in Ming Xing—
He didn't want her to face those embarrassment and accusations.
I don't want her to be unhappy with her family.
"I didn't dare tell you before, what crime did he commit?"
Cheng Fang whispered: "I don't dare to let you hear those ugly words from others."
"But those are true, and what they say is true."
After the words came to his mouth, he paused for a long time, pinching his palm tightly with his fingertips, and his fingertips fell into the flesh, and the pain was no longer obvious.
"so--"
I can't say anything later.
Ming Xing looked up at him, took another small step forward, feeling overwhelmed with sadness.
She bit her lower lip, her eyes were red, and she just looked at him and her voice was choked.
"So you don't want me anymore?"
Only Ming Xing knew how sad he was now.
Since he didn't answer the phone, she felt like she was always thinking about it, and she kept thinking about what happened to him. So what happened to him? What should I say when I saw him?
She had never thought before that it would be so sad if she wanted to be separated from someone.
This is not possible if no one leaves anyone, but after thinking about it, she was thinking over and over again that she could no longer live without Cheng Fang.
I can't sleep when I sleep at night without him holding him. I don't think much about him every day. x? Whether it's when he is teasing or speaking seriously...
Everyone wants to hear his voice.
In just one sentence, Cheng Fang's determination that was just too difficult to build was suddenly defeated.
His throat moved again and again, and he couldn't say a word.
Silence can only be used to express default.
How bad is Cheng Fang now?
My father, who had just died, came back from the snow outside and was dirty and wet. The weather was full of sweat.
Just as her mother said, how could he match her?
He brought her much better than bad ones.
Ming Xing sniffed and tried hard to endure her emotions.
I was afraid that my emotions would collapse, and as soon as I cried, I couldn't speak clearly.
Before she could say it clearly, he was about to drive her away. What should I do?
Ming Xing said: "That's your father, not you, Cheng Fang, I have never compared these things."
Her voice was soft, pitiful and gentle.
"You are so good now. You can take the exam better than me. You will only be better in the future. Your future is bright. There are many jobs you can choose from, and you don't have to be politically reviewed."
"?? Moreover, my parents just don't agree with you now, and they will see a good Cheng Fang in the future."
real.
She has such a thin skin, and she said so many things for the first time.
The more you say, the heavier you cry.
It was like stabbing a knife in his heart.
But he still didn't look back.
The room lights flashed and darkened, his side face sinking in the shadows, still cold and ignored him.
"I'll put the brazier in your room. Remember to open the window when you bake."
Cheng Fang turned aside from the topic, walked away for two steps, leaned over and took the brazier.
He walked towards the room before Ming Xing, opened the door and put down the brazier, and then the window opened a little.
Ming Xing followed him silently.
Seeing him talking coldly but ignoring others, he was desperate and sad.
The room was quiet and the sound of walking was left.
There was also a wind outside that blew in through the gap, and a slight sound was blowing, as if it was shaking gently to touch people's hearts.
Cheng Fang walked to the door and prepared to close the door.
Ming Xing followed him behind him, raised his hand, and gently hooked his fingers.
Cheng Fang stopped following his steps.
"I don't know that Tangli is so cold and I don't bring enough clothes. I stood outside for a long time."
Ming Xing looked at his side face, pursed the corners of his lips, and then said softly: "You touch it, your hands are cold now."
She really hasn't recovered until now, her whole body is cold and her mind is almost frozen.
Her fingertips fell coldly on his palms, and the coldness came over clearly. If you were careful, you could hear her voice trembling coldly when she spoke.
He can't stand this the most.
Ming Xing showed weakness, and his heart hurt.
Subconsciously shaking her hand.
My whole hand was really cold.
To be continued...