Chapter 270 Dignity
Zhao Changqing burst into tears.
No matter how eloquent Chu Yu was, he was at a loss when he cried like this sadly. Chu Yu thought Zhao Changqing was sad for him, so he persuaded him and said, "It's all in the past. Don't do this, I feel very uncomfortable."
Zhao Changqing gritted his teeth and looked at Chu Yu in tears. She asked word by word, "Brother Chu, do you still remember the days when we got engaged?"
The smartest person of Chu Yu reacted quickly, and his face changed slightly. Zhao Changqing clenched his fists tightly and pinched his nails into his palms before he could speak calmly. She said, "It was the Shu Palace that the Prince of Shu Palace that sent that Qin over and you mentioned the marriage. If there was no Qin from the Prince of Shu Palace, there would be no marriage, right? At that time, you didn't want to marry me, but the Chu family needed a proof that the Chu family was in peace at that time. A family that was preparing to marry and have children for their sons, at least there was no sign of rebellion at that time."
Chu Yu said, "If this is the case, I can marry another family."
"The Yue family is in the imperial capital, and the Chu family is a general in the border town. If the Chu family wants to marry a more prominent family, how would the late emperor view the Chu family? The Chu family will only fall faster. Only my family is the most suitable. The position is low enough to reassure the late emperor. We have known each other for many years. You just need to pretend to be infatuated and the family will conspire to make a bitter plan, and then you can make up your own words without appearing abrupt." Chu Yu listened to Zhao Changqing's words and thought to himself that she is really not the silly girl she used to be. She is so keen and smart that she saw through him. Zhao Changqing said, "It's me that I'm too stupid. I actually really believe that you treat me sincerely. How could you tell me the Chu family's plan, how could you withdraw your marriage before something happens to your family? I'm a part of your family's plan! Isn't it?"
"Do you know how I have lived over the years? After your family had an accident, I had no idea. I wanted to see you, but I was afraid of implicating my family. Later, I didn't know when, your family was secretly escorted away, and later I heard that you died before you arrived at the imperial capital. I thought, you were so kind to me before, and you didn't mind my low background and wanted to marry me, but when something happened to your family, I hurried at home and didn't dare to move. I felt guilty for this all my life. I bought all your yard, your villa, and the apricot blossom forest. How could you lie to me like this!" Zhao Changqing's tears stopped.
"...You asked me if my parents were compatible, would I not marry like Zhao Rong? You didn't even reveal the news of your life to me. How can I not get married? How can a woman live in her parents' home for the rest of her life? Chu Yu, after you left, people kept coming to the door to say that they were kinship, not that there was no suitable family. But whenever I thought of marrying someone, I felt sorry for you. I buried our Geng Tie under the Hehuan Tree in our yard. Every year when the grapes ripen, I would brew a lot of wine and bury it under the vines..."
Chu Yu thought that his heart couldn't help but his eyes were slightly sluggish. He said, "Sister Qing, we met when you were five years old. Are those years all fake? Did I pretend everything I did? In the past, I was sorry for you... Today, I am true."
Zhao Changqing wiped away his tears and stood up to leave. Chu Yu said, "Maybe I shouldn't have come back. If I don't come back, in your heart, I will always be the former Brother Chu."
"In my life, I really know what happiness is, and I got to know you. If I didn't know you, maybe I wouldn't be here today." Zhao Changqing's eyes flashed, "Someone said before, maybe my life was hard, but your family was in trouble. At that time, I thought, if I really had a bad life, I would rather not know you anymore and hope you will be safe. But if I think so, I feel that if I can't know you again, who else will be like me.
You are as good as you. Chu Yu, you are so smart, everyone is played with by you, but you don’t know how to love someone. You are fake, but over the years, I am true. What I said to you before is true, and what I say to you now is true, I really hope you are safe. No matter when, I hope you are good." She knew that it was not easy for Chu Yu, but who is easy in this world? She really hoped for Chu Yu's good, but she was really tired.
Zhao Changqing was about to leave, and Chu Yu said, "I'll give you it."
The paths in the garden are winding and twists and turns, spring flowers blooming, bees and butterflies dancing, and it is bustling and lively. Chu Yu took her to a loft and said, "Go in and wash, your eyes are swollen."
Zhao Changqing didn't want anyone to see that he was embarrassed. He went in and washed his face again and even made the powder. Chu Yu poured her a cup of tea, and Zhao Changqing took it and drank it. Chu Yu was very agile, but when he saw that Zhao Changqing still believed him, he couldn't help asking, "Do you want to take a break? It's lunch time, and you can't catch up even if you arrive at Xishan Temple."
Zhao Changqing refused, "No need."
"Just treat it as a breakup meal, I'm ready."
Zhao Changqing said, "No need, I'll go home first."
Chu Yu said, "I'm going to go back to the city too. Your carriage is at the foot of the mountain, and there are only maids by my side. I'll send someone to the temple and say, "Go back to the city with me."
Zhao Changqing was about to refuse, but Chu Yu had already said, "Otherwise I'm not relieved."
Zhao Changqing turned his face and wiped his tears, "I don't know why, I always want to cry when I see you."
Chu Yu sighed softly, "I always make you sad."
"You stay, I'll leave first."
Chu Yu had no choice but to stop and said, "Don't cry, I won't send it off." Looking at Zhao Changqing walking away, Chu Yu thought that no one would treat me like Changqing in the future.
Zhao Changqing was walking on the mountain road, and she no longer wanted to have more relationships with Chu Yu. When Chu Yu died, she felt guilty and sad. Chu Yu was alive, but she was still sad, but she no longer felt guilty. Such a heavy guilt that had been pressed on her heart for more than ten years had disappeared when she was sure that Chu Yu did not sincerely ask her to marry her.
How could a noble young man really fall in love with a commoner girl? Such things can only be seen in operas, and I believe that only in operas can be found.
She used to think that she was not worthy of Chu Yu, but now she finally deserved it, but she found that those love affairs were all fake.
Life is like this and cannot be perfect. She was cowardly and cowardly in her previous life. She lived a cowardly life for more than twenty years. She worked so hard in this life, and in the end she was no more happy than in her previous life. Fortunately, she did not gain joy in this life, but she gained dignity.
That's why she straightened her back from Chu Yu's villa.
Chapter completed!