May forty-two is late(1/2)
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Nan asked carefully, as if the spring breeze passed through the green lake water, waving patterns. The spring breeze caused waves without intention, just for the kind of greetings that passed by.
She is a sensitive woman. The perspective of women looking at problems is always different from that of men. The things they pay attention to are also somewhat different from those of men.
When Xiao Buyi heard her inquiry, he felt sad for a while, "I was different from now on."
Sinan asked, "What was the difference between you at that time?"
Xiao Buyi whispered: "At that time, because of the good horse racing, I was not short of money. I was not short of money and lived in an era of unrest, so I could naturally be happy. Perhaps only those who have experienced war will know the value of peace, and perhaps only those who have passed through prosperity will yearn for the end of the war."
Si Nan looked at the wrinkles carved between Xiao Buyi's eyebrows, and after a while, she said: "Now you are a responsible person, so you are naturally tired of living."
Xiao Buyi said: "You are right. I am driven by invisible forces and keep moving forward. In fact, I can feel that Du Fuwei and Dou Jiande are worried, and I am actually similar to them. The only difference is that I have lived better than them and know that to succeed, I must not take their path at the moment. I am very lucky because from the perspective of the results, I am on the right path."
"What is right that makes you forget about your world? Even the one you love?" Si Nan asked cautiously.
Xiao Buyi smiled bitterly, "What can I do if I don't forget?"
Si Nan lowered her head and murmured, "Yes, what if I don't forget it? But I always feel busy when I see you, and I feel a little sad in my busyness, so I asked this question."
Xiao Buyi spread his palms and looked at the fallen leaf in the palm of his hand. After a long time, he said: "My previous personality was more about being content with everything. I don't need to work so hard, because I have always been very content. But many times escaping under the knife made me begin to work hard. The environment of the strong and the strong made me start to be cold. The environment of intrigue made me use my mind. But many times, when dreams seem to wake up and sleep, I always ask myself whether I am in a dream or in reality. I still remember that I promised someone to accompany her to see the red leaves on the mountain in autumn, but I... could never fulfill this promise again. At that time, I knew that I would never see it, and it was unforgettable. Now it looks like this fallen leaf, helpless and dull."
Si Nan slowly raised her head, her eyes were clearly black and white, like mountains and rivers. She seemed to be thinking about something, and she was studying this man how she could spend that torment.
Xiao Buyi recalled: "I came to this world and started a new life. At the beginning, I was manic and chaotic. At the beginning, I couldn't bear it. At the beginning, I couldn't accept leaving my relatives in the past. With other irrelevant relatives, but after a long time of wandering, I finally accepted this reality. Because I learned a sentence in that era. You can't change the environment. Then try to be changed by the environment. In that way, you may be able to live and feel more comfortable. Sometimes, life... needs to be forgotten. I went from being manic to beginning. After only half a year, this period of time has been less than I thought. It turns out that time is really a magic pill to heal all trauma."
"Then...has Xiao Dapeng never doubted you?" Si Nan finally asked the main point.
Xiao Buyi felt confused for a moment. "Suspect?"
"Can you talk about this kind of relationship with Xiao Dapeng as a father and son?" Si Nan asked.
Xiao Buyi smiled bitterly and said, "I didn't admit it at the beginning, but later I found out that his father is really good. He was either to comfort himself or to comfort him. I agreed to this relationship."
"Now we all know that Xiao Dapeng is not a simple person." Si Nan said in a deep voice.
Xiao Buyi frowned and asked, "What do you want to say?"
"He was the descendant of the royal family of the Liang Dynasty and may have married the three princesses of the Northern Zhou Dynasty. Such a person should have taken restoration as his mission, but he was just wandering in the military and living a simple life."
"There are always unsatisfactory life, and not everyone wants to be an emperor. What's more, the most ruthless imperial family. I think Yang Guang's four brothers, Yang and Yang, would not necessarily choose the imperial family if they choose again."
"What you said makes sense," Si Nan pondered: "I always felt that Xiao Dapeng must have been hit, so he was discouraged and willing to be dull."
"Then what blow do you think he has suffered?" Xiao Buyi asked.
"Maybe it's because of Lingtang?" Si Nan said suddenly.
"Three Princess?" Xiao Buyi frowned.
"Xiao Buyi, don't you ever think Lingtang is strange? Until now, we have no news about her at all. We have pieced together her based on all kinds of fragmented news, but Lingzun never seems to miss her? At least... he rarely mentions Lingtang to you."
Xiao Buyi had to admit that Si Nan's observation of feelings was much more detailed than him.
"You want to say that my dad never loved my mother?"
"At least he is with Queen Xiao now." Si Nan said: "You know nothing about Lingtang until now, and this is thanks to your father. Have you... never thought of looking for Lingtang?"
If it were others, Si Nan would probably find this situation unimaginable. But if Si Nan knew Xiao Buyi’s bizarre experience, Si Nan felt it was normal. Because Xiao Buyi didn’t feel anything about this so-called mother at all.
"I actually sent someone to investigate," Xiao Buyi said sadly: "But the sea of people is vast, and it has been so long. Even if I am the King of Xiliang, I can't know anything like a god. I have also gone to find my father. He is now...he lives well and has even been respected as a national teacher by Fuyuzhang of Baekje."
Si Nan frowned and said, "Would he rather go to Baekje to be the national teacher than help you?"
"I respect his choice."
"This is not a question of whether you respect it." Si Nan said: "No matter what, he is your father! You have always needed his help, but he... has never helped at all. From this point of view, he even... doesn't regard you as a son. Xiao Buyi, it's not that I'm sowing the disagreement, because no matter what, you have no conflict with him. He is your biological father. He should help you, not to escape overseas."
"I think it's a bit strange when you say this." Xiao Buyi said with a wry smile.
"Actually, for a person as smart as you, it's not that he didn't expect it, but that he didn't want to go into it in depth." Si Nan said: "It's not that there is no reason to explain it."
"What's the reason?" Xiao Buyi's eyes fell on the fallen leaves again.
"He knows you are not his son." Si Nan said word by word: "Because you are a dead person, several people know about it. Whether it is Taiping Road or Five Dows of Rice, there is a way to identify it. Xiao Dapeng may have something to do with them, and he is closest to you, and it is very likely that he will be able to identify it.
i. "When seeing the bleak meaning on Xiao Buyi's face, Si Nan said that if he knew you were a dead person and then realized that you were not his son after all, then you could explain it if you left."
"This seems to be a reason, but it is not sufficient." Xiao Buyi sighed: "I will not reveal this relationship, and there is no need to say it. He is a smart person and understands this better."
"That means that he has other reasons to leave you, what is that?" Sinan asked.
Xiao Buyi then realized that Si Nan's analysis was so meticulous that it made people breathless. "That's easy to be tired if you think so much. He lives well, and I'm not bad either, that's enough. I... don't want to go into it."
Si Nan was slightly stunned and changed the subject, "What is your world like?"
"At that time, emperors were rare in that world." Xiao Buyi no longer considered the past and breathed a sigh of relief. "Of course... there is also the country that retains this position, but it is just a kind of respect, but has little rights."
Si Nan thought seriously, "At that time, was everyone really realized equality and everything was fair?" She asked about the teachings of Taipingdao, and Xiao Buyi sneered: "This world is unfair, maybe this is the real fairness."
What he said was contradictory, but the meaning was profound. After hearing this, Si Nan was a little stunned and felt as if he had some realization.
"So, Zhang Jiao's Avenue has never been realized in your world?"
"Not bad." Xiao Buyi's answer was simple and clear.
Si Nan showed sympathy, "Their hundreds of years of persistence seem to be full of mirages. Because from no perspective, you and Li Yuan can't realize their avenue."
Xiao Buyi said word by word: "I only know that in the eyes of the world, the thinking that is too advanced is not a genius, but a lunatic. It is very sad, but it is a fact."
Si Nan also looked up at the fallen leaves in the courtyard and said to herself, "So although Zhang Jiao is a genius, he is not a smart person.
So although Kunlun is inaction, he does the smartest thing."
"The great way is inaction, and the heaven and earth have rules." Xiao Buyi said: "People who violate the rules are usually sad people."
After he finished speaking, he pursed his lips and rubbed the yellow fallen leaves in his hand into pieces.
But although the leaves fall, what about longing? Will they float with it?
Si Nan's voice suddenly came again with the autumn wind, "I want to ask you one more thing."
"You said." Xiao Buyi felt that his voice was also empty.
"You said that there are lovers in your world, but because of time and space, you can't meet her again. But in this world, if you fall in love with someone, you have to separate and be separated from thousands of mountains and rivers. Will you not be far from the hardships, go to find her again?"
Xiao Buyi said for a long time, "Since we love each other, why should we leave?" After hearing Si Nan's answer for a long time, Xiao Buyi turned his head and found that the woman beside him had some idea of something, and her eyes were wet.
Feeling a little cool on his face, Xiao Buyi looked up and realized that before he knew it, the bleak autumn rain fell, and the drizzle was as elusive as the woman beside him.
It's cool, it's so autumn!
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When Dou Jiande rushed into the valley, he saw flags swaying on the distant hillside. It was news from Pei Ju and Yang Shanhui, and he signaled him to go there and take the path up the mountain. Then all the ambushers in the valley rose up and caught turtles in Luo Yi's jar.
I no longer hesitated and urged the horse to move forward, but when I looked back, I realized that there were very few followers.
Dou Jiande felt a little sad. He only remembered that when he killed Guo Xuan, there were a few people around him. At that time, no one believed that he could turn defeat into victory. But since that victory, he has followed everywhere he went.
The winner is the king.
Only the winner can be supported by the people and followed by the people. The last ones that follow the down and outdated people are the wives of a chaff and the brothers who have been born and died.
There were only a few dozen people who followed Dou Jiande to the mountain last. But these dozens of people could be said to be unfaithful to him and share life and death.
Dou Jiande rode his horse up the mountainside and finally felt a little relieved when he saw the ambush everywhere in the valley. Seeing this, the dozens of people behind him were filled with dust and embarrassed, and were inexplicably excited.
They have not lost yet, whoever laughs the most will laugh the best.
As the smoke and dust filled, the big rocks rolled and fell. For a moment, people yelled and horses were yelling, and the valley was panicked. Liu Heiren was outside the mountain and had already received orders. He was so angry that he killed himself from the mountain. For a moment, there were fighting and shouting outside the mountain.
Liu Hei had already strangled the valley entrance and fought with the Yanzhao army outside the valley again.
Dou Jiande then breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Pei Ju and Yang Shanhui when he had time and said, "If you win today's battle, then General Yang, Lord Pei will make a great contribution."
Pei Ju smiled and said nothing. Yang Shanhui was still as silly as a staple and said coldly: "Where is the responsibility, how dare you not do your best?"
There were hundreds of soldiers around the two, and the rest of the men were lying in ambush elsewhere, and they saw the flags here.
When Dou Jiande saw the thick smoke rolling in the valley, Yan Yun Iron Cavalry seemed to be in a mess and asked, "But this time, our goal is Luo Yi. Even if we wiped out Yan Yun Iron Cavalry, it would be better to kill Luo Yi!"
Pei Ju suddenly said, "King Changle, don't worry, Luo Yi has entered the valley."
Dou Jiande said in surprise: "How do you know?"
"I saw it with my own eyes." Pei Ju said without hesitation.
"I don't know that Lord Pei still has such eyesight. I only saw thick smoke rolling, and I thought they had suffered heavy losses." He said worriedly in a flash: "But even if Luo Yi enters the valley, it is extremely difficult to find him. If we want him to escape, will we be wasted all our efforts?"
Yang Shanhui said coldly: "King Changle, you don't need to look for him at all."
Dou Jiande said in confusion: "What does General Yang mean?"
A voice laughed and said, "Because I will come to you!"
The voice was three points of joking, seven points of coldness, and two points of pride. Dou Jiande's body was a little stiff when he heard it. Dozens of people behind him all showed horror and looked forward.
On the hillside, a hundred soldiers scattered aside, one of them was coming first, with a gloomy expression, his eyes were like falcons, his dragons and tigers were walking, and he looked at himself, but he was the mortal enemy of the Hebei Army, the Youzhou General Manager Luo Yi!
Behind Luo Yi, two big men followed, with the same eyes breaking fire, looking at Dou Jiande fiercely, and seemed to want to swallow Dou Jiande alive. The two men were not others, but Xue Wanjun and Xue Wanche among the four tigers of the Xue family!
Luo Yi and Xue's two heroes came one after another, but followed more than a hundred subordinates behind him. They were all agile and fierce, and they were obviously Luo Yi's personal guards.
To be continued...