Chapter 301 Doubt (3)
"Are you real?" Bai Xiong repeated the extremely stupid question of the other party: "What a lie, you are standing here!"
"Yes, I know." The tramp nodded: "You may not understand what you mean. Look, I will also hurt when I breathe and slap my mouth... But I always feel something is wrong, for example, I shouldn't be able to know you, but you give me an inexplicable sense of familiarity. It's like we've known each other for a long time and the relationship is pretty good."
Bai Xiong looked at the guy in front of him and showed a disgusting expression: "I don't want to have anything to do with you, I'm not a lunatic!"
"Maybe you are, but you don't know..."
Bai Xiong became obviously unhappy: "I don't want to hear you talking crazy."
"But you stopped!" the other party said immediately.
"What??"
"You stopped...you have already walked to the corner of the street, and you stopped as soon as I called you."
"So what's wrong?"
"You have said something to me for so long. Under normal circumstances, you can't listen to what I say here. I'm just a homeless man, dirty. Look at my scar. No one will have a good impression of me. If there is no reason, do you think you will stand here at this moment?"
At this time, the homeless man had already walked in front of him, and Bai Xiong could clearly see his disgusting face... So, he was stunned for a moment... Yes, why should I stand here and listen to him talking nonsense?
At this point, he immediately turned around and was about to leave.
But the other party obviously didn't want to just forget it: "You will subconsciously look at me every day when you pass by. In fact, you knew me before, but you didn't know, so I did."
"I'm sick!" Bai Xiong cursed without looking back, and speeded up some of his pace.
"I saw you in the morning. On the road, in that car accident, you were still eating breakfast in front of the person's body as if nothing had happened!!"
Bai Xiong did not respond to him, letting his sharp voice pass behind him, and comforting himself in his heart, that was just that he had not yet dissipated his sleepiness in the morning and he had slowed down his reaction.
"I'm very hungry!!" The man was still shouting relentlessly, like a madman.
"Bastard, it's all my business to be hungry!" Bai Xiong cursed in his heart. At this time, he had walked a long distance, and his voice passed through this path, and his hearing gradually became less real.
"I think something is wrong, but I don't know what the problem is?...Anyway, I haven't eaten for more than a week and have no water!! I'm very hungry, thirsty, but I'm still alive!! I can still shout... I can still..."
The white bear trotted and escaped from the range of sound. He didn't know what he was afraid of, but just wanted to go home quickly and return to his real life.
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It originally took 5 minutes to get there, but it took less than two minutes for Bai Xiong to run away. He pushed open the door panting and subconsciously wiped the sweat from his head.
Afterwards, he looked at his palms in a daze... In fact, he had no sweat at all.
"What's wrong?"
Song Xuan walked out of the kitchen, still wearing the apron, holding a spoon in the book.
"Uh... nothing, but I ran into it again... No, I mean why I didn't sweat."
Song Xuan frowned: "I'm sick!" She glanced at the other person suspiciously, turned around and walked into the kitchen again.
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Dinner is ready,
OK is very sudden.
The white bear sat on the sofa and didn't even notice how long it took, the food was served on the dining table. It was still the same style. I had been eating it for many years, and I could recall the taste even if I closed my eyes.
It's exactly the same as when I ate it.
"Why are you weird today?" Song Xuan pushed a bowl of rice in front of him and asked.
Bai Xiong looked at the rice, piled up one by one, and suddenly had a thought that if he ate one by one, would this bowl of rice never be finished. He quickly withdrew his thoughts: "Oh, nothing. It's just...you say, what would a person look like if he doesn't eat for a week?"
"Ah? Why do you ask this?"
"I just thought of it by chance."
"It must be starved to death. Even if I don't die, I'm still half dead." Song Xuan sat down and responded as if she was chatting about home.
Bai Xiong picked up the chopsticks and looked at the food, but had no appetite: "So...If a person hasn't eaten anything for more than a week, or even water, will he still be lively and even yell? "
"Of course not. You will die if you don't drink water. You are not a child anymore. Okay, don't think about it, eat quickly!"
"Oh...Eat..." Bai Xiong said subconsciously, but there was no movement. He just sat blankly and suddenly put down his chopsticks: "...I want to lose weight!"
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From this day on, Bai Xiong's living habits changed, or rather, he began to do some strange things intentionally.
First of all, he told his wife that he didn't have to bring his portion for dinner. Although Song Xuan didn't know why he wanted to lose weight, she didn't stop her. Maybe life was too boring, so he wanted to find something to do.
Secondly, he completely gave up transportation, ran around several blocks to and from get off work every day, and worked extremely hard at work, just like he deliberately wanted to exhaust himself.
Finally...he also gave up on breakfast and lunch.
Bai Xiong didn't know why he was doing this. This behavior was absurd, unreasonable, and stupid. He knew it very well, but even if he wanted to do this, he had to do it. It was like looking at the homeless man subconsciously. It seemed that he had a real self in his heart that only by seeking death could he survive.
There was a voice that was crazy, urgent, trying to tell myself the fact that it was hidden.
But I can't hear it.
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That's it, a week passed.
The white bear dragged his tired body and came to the alley again.
He was very hungry and thirsty. These thoughts were roaring in his mind, urging himself to eat or drink something with the fear of dying. But Bai Xiong didn't do it. He was very surprised that why he could have such a strong willpower was simply impossible for an office worker.
But these are not that surprising than "I am still alive."
What's wrong with me...?
He felt confused, frightened, confused, but these emotions were extremely stiff,
This feeling is so strange.
You must know the truth.
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The white bear came to the corner where the homeless man usually stayed.
But there was no one there. Instead, a huge arrow painted on the wall pointed to the garbage pile next to it.
Bai Xiong instantly understood what it meant. He ran over and searched in the garbage pile frantically.
Finally, he found a plank.
Chapter completed!